kiss
"This hotel is really something else, even the bathroom sinks are heated... Oh, my dear girl, let your auntie give you a hug!"
The banquet hall was decorated in a lovely pink and dreamy style. My mother had dressed up carefully all morning, wearing a dress that she would probably only wear once in her life, and she steadily took the little child.
I can't get enough of holding it in my arms.
The gold jewelry on the baby's front and wrists made him look noble. His skin was already fair and delicate, and the little red beads and red string made him look even more lively and charming.
My aunt was busy greeting guests and collecting gifts, while my cousin was also constantly running around.
"Hey, look how cute this little kid looks in that gold bracelet! I'll buy one for you when you have kids!"
My mom took the baby to the rest room to comfort and cuddle him. Su Yu and I don't know many people, so we could only follow my mom around.
"Then...why don't you buy it for me? I'm good-looking too."
These words were spoken by Su Yu.
"Get out of here. I'll be at ease once you're all settled down and have families like Yangyang."
Why are you lecturing again?
The baby, with a pacifier in his mouth, curiously looked at the three unfamiliar people in front of him and giggled. His mother liked him more and more.
Su Yu and I sat on the sofa, and Su Yu seemed to have something on her mind.
"Mom, will you treat my marriage and having children with Yu Yu as a task you have to complete?"
"Of course, what parent doesn't want to see their children live a stable life?"
...
My mom was still playing with the baby. After hearing Su Yu's question, I fell into deep thought. The person who asked the question must have thought about it more than I did.
"Come with me to the toilet."
Su Yu patted my thigh and woke me up to go outside.
My cousin and his wife happened to be coming up in the elevator. When the door opened, the two, a handsome man and a beautiful woman, seemed like an ill-matched couple.
The healthy glow on their faces clearly shows that they are becoming more vibrant under the nourishment of love and family affection.
Do you want to have children?
Su Yu asked me.
"…In no mood"
"I don't want to either."
Even the bathrooms in upscale places are decorated differently from ordinary ones. The marble countertops are inlaid with mirrors that are spotless. When I look at myself in the mirror, I feel like a stranger, like a third party.
Su Yu took a handful of water and splashed it on his face. I was shocked and didn't understand what he was trying to do in the middle of winter. He splashed himself three times in a row. I couldn't stand it anymore and stopped him.
"What are you doing? If you're sleepy in class, you don't have to try to wake yourself up like this."
Su Yu braced herself on the counter with both hands, and the water droplets she stirred up splashed onto my hands, feeling icy cold.
I could see his arm trembling slightly, his fingertips turning red and then white, and water dripping from the stray hairs on his forehead, so I couldn't see his face clearly.
"Wake up, we all need to wake up."
The words that were squeezed out between his teeth nearly killed Su Yu. I should have been able to understand the meaning behind those words, but I wasn't sure.
He straightened up and swept all his hair back, tucking his sideburns behind his ears to reveal his smooth forehead.
The newly grown hairs were as soft and delicate as a newborn's, and Su Yu had also wet them.
Why are his eyes red? Why is he crying?
We strolled around the hotel again, where many children were playing and chasing each other, including Su Yu and me.
Some of the older children sat quietly on the side, engrossed in watching their phones; Su Yu and I were the same way.
We haven't grown up much either.
"Let's go back, they're looking for us."
When I came out of the bathroom, or even earlier, I vaguely felt as if a heavy mountain was pressing down on Su Yu's shoulders. He was so thin, how could he possibly breathe?
After we sat down, we first watched a video documenting the baby's 100-day milestone. To be honest, it was so well-made that I couldn't help but shed tears. But Su Yu's face was blank and indifferent; I knew that wasn't his true feeling.
He always served me food during meals. My mother and aunt sat at the same table, not to mention my father.
"Brother, you're so good to me."
I rested my head on his shoulder. Before Su Yu could put the chicken leg into my bowl, I felt a weight on my shoulder and he stopped.
He felt him relax and breathe, and then a big, fragrant chicken leg was brought to his mouth. "Little brat, I'm your brother."
With a chicken leg in my mouth, I rubbed against Su Yu's shoulder again.
"I love you, brother."
"I love you too."
The place was bustling with noise; friends and family were chatting animatedly, and the adults had no time to pay attention to us, as everyone was busy with their own things.
There were flowers, balloons, a stage, and fine wine.
"Come on, let's take a picture together on stage."
After dinner, my sister-in-law said she wanted to take a group photo. Su Yu and I were standing below the stage, thinking that we didn't need to participate in such an adult occasion.
But when the adults all called us up, and even the little babies were waving, a profound feeling I had never experienced before welled up inside me.
Su Yu and I held hands and took pictures behind the chairs. The adults' backs blocked our view, so no one could see us.
"Okay, then we'll take the two kids and head out first."
After Mom finished talking to her aunt, she and Dad left arm in arm.
"How wonderful! The two children are holding hands, and we two old folks are holding hands too!"
After Su Yu and I finished taking the photos, we didn't let go of each other's hands. As we got used to each other's warmth, it felt like we were naturally integrated into each other's bodies.
Hearing my dad laugh so heartily, I felt my heart pounding again because of Su Yu.
Then let's keep pulling it along.
We only let go of each other's hands when we opened the car door, and as soon as we sat down, the back of his hand would fall into my palm.
I curled my fingers and wrapped them around my brother's still cool skin. He turned to look at me, and I looked at him.
After arriving home, my parents simply put the leftovers they had packed in the kitchen, and after sitting for a short while, they said they had to go back to their hometown to take care of some business.
They transferred another two hundred yuan to me and Su Yu each to cover dinner.
"You can eat the leftovers in the kitchen if you want, but Su Lao Er, you can't cook. I don't trust you to. Let your brother do it."
"I'm not a child..."
"You're the oldest, remember not to use any fire. If you're going out to eat, have your brother take you, so you don't get lost."
"Boss Su, the key is on the shoe cabinet by the door. Keep an eye on your brother and make sure he doesn't eat junk food. We might not be back until tomorrow morning."
"Okay, Mom."
The old house has finally returned to its tranquility; after a busy morning, it's time to sleep.
Are you sleepy?
"A little, go take a nap."
I went upstairs first and saw Su Yu go to the bathroom, but she didn't use the toilet. She was looking in the mirror and I don't know what she was doing.
With the air conditioning on, the heat that hit you when you opened the door was comparable to the first bite of chilled watermelon in summer.
I took off my clothes one by one, like peeling garlic, and found a short-sleeved shirt from a few years ago with Mickey Mouse printed on it. My lower body was covered in ordinary black pajama shorts.
When Su Yu entered, the heat wave made her involuntarily close her eyes for a moment.
He turned the wardrobe upside down and managed to find a thin, gray, long-sleeved shirt with a cowl collar. I had no recollection of ever seeing him wear this shirt before.
The sleeves were long, the small bones of his wrists protruding from the fabric and hanging down his hands. His entire collarbone and shoulders were exposed, revealing the beautiful lines of his neck.
The shirt was so long that it completely covered his white shorts.
Su Yu squatted down and folded the clothes he had found, then bent down and put them back. Several long pieces still needed to be hung on the clothesline, so he had to stand on tiptoe and reach up.
Is this the first time I've seen his legs?
Su Yu's legs weren't exactly thin; at least they looked more fleshy compared to when he wore pants.
Especially the area deep inside his thighs where the shorts were constricting, you could see the soft flesh being slightly squeezed by the pant legs. If the wardrobe were any taller, I believe that with Su Yu's efforts in hanging clothes, you could see half of his buttocks.
He may have squatted for too long, because his calves and the backs of his thighs were pressed raw.
The two tendons behind my knees looked like elves; I simply couldn't look away.
His calves were his most attractive feature. I watched them change from deep red to light pink, and finally back to their normal white and tender color. His ankles and heels were adorable too.
After finishing the last piece of clothing, Su Yu tugged at the fabric in front of the mirror. Moving it forward, it almost exposed her entire chest; moving it backward, it exposed her shoulder blades.
Seeing him lost in thought, little did he know that either way would be a reward for me.
Finally, he chose to balance the clothes along the shoulder line, and the collarbone could still be seen through the fabric.
He lay on the other side of the bed, with a small blanket draped around his waist.
"Brother..." As I called out, I didn't even remember why I wanted to call him.
"What's wrong?"
"fine."
Upon hearing this answer, Su Yu turned around and looked at me suspiciously before turning back to sleep.
I was still nestled in the warm, dry bed after noon, unable to tear myself away from thinking about my brother's beautiful body.
Staring blankly at the ceiling, I remembered the time I used to be here, doing my homework with Su Yu at a small table.
So I closed my eyes, and what came to mind was the scene of Su Yu holding my hand as I wrote.
"Um……"
I let out an uncomfortable groan from my throat, and when I opened my eyes, I saw Su Yu straddling me.
!
I remember now, I remember everything!
That day, that night, it was Su Yu, in the same position.
He held my mouth shut as I tried to speak, and with his other hand, he put his index finger in front of his own mouth, making a "shh" gesture.
Seeing that I didn't move, Su Yu took his hand away, and I saw his snow-white thighs kneeling from my waist to the bed, and his pink knees pressing against the side of my chest.
"What are you looking at, you little pervert?"
So I closed my eyes.
The pressure grew stronger and stronger. When I finally opened my eyes, Su Yu's face was already very close to mine. He seemed quite pleased with my panicked expression. So he cupped both sides of my face with his hands and whispered something in my ear that I never dared to imagine in my life.
Do you want to kiss me?
Holy crap.
Do you miss your older brother?
Damn it!
"Like when we were kids."
That's what he said, but his lips were actually close to my ear as he spoke each word.
He sat down again and traced the pattern on my clothes with his fingertips.
"childish."
I sat up abruptly, almost knocking him over, but I didn't want him to get hurt, so I supported him by the shoulders and waist.
The sweltering air inside was already suffocating, and the alluring silk slicked by the venomous snake coiled around my brain, forcing it to make a choice.
Su Yu was startled for a moment, like a frightened kitten, but only for a fraction of a second before regaining her composure.
"Brother, have you been drinking?"
"Wine? I asked my cousin to pour me some red wine to try." He twirled a strand of hair in his hand, still holding my shoulder.
"who I am?"
Are you sick in the head?
That means he wasn't drunk.
"Okay~!" I was still analyzing Su Yu's possible behavior when he was drunk when he broke free from my grasp, wrapped his legs around my waist, and held my head with both hands.
"Let brother kiss Yu Yu!"
Then he grabbed my face and started kissing me passionately, kissing every part of my body except my mouth.
The shock was so great that my brain failed to function. When I came to my senses, all that was left was Su Yu pointing me around to check where I hadn't kissed.
There's only one place left.
Holy crap!
Su Yu stuck out her tongue and licked her lips, then stared at me like a wolf that had spotted a rabbit.
He ran his right hand from the top of my head to my chin, carefully feeling the slightly peeling dead skin with his thumb, and even pinched off a small piece.
Then... I put it in my mouth.
Su Yu chewed with his mouth crooked, then stuck out a pointed tip of his tongue, as if to tell me that he had already eaten it.
Unable to say anything, I could only watch his every move with the most devout gaze, anticipating what he would do next.
Su Yu shifted his legs on top of me to adjust his position, then picked up my arm and used two fingers to support my hand, blocking his eyes.
He slowly approached me from this spot.
We kissed.
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