Shangguan Mingyan's eyelashes trembled slightly when he heard Yunyu's question. After a moment, he raised his head, looked at Yunyu, and said calmly, "Brother, are you coming here to question me?"
"Junior brother, you're joking." Yun Yu turned his head and smiled rather sinisterly. "What crime have you committed?"
"I'm sorry," Shangguan Mingyan said, lowering his head. "I had no choice at the time. If I had continued, Senior Sister would have suffered too."
"Yes, you are right."
Yun Yu, supported by Shangguan Mingyan, walked out and said slowly, "So why are you saying sorry? It was the right decision anyway."
Shangguan Mingyan remained silent. Yunyu turned around, his pupils fixed on him. Shangguan Mingyan lowered his head, pretending not to notice anything. Yunyu leaned over and whispered in his ear, "Little fox."
Shangguan Mingyan paused slightly, and Yunyu burst into laughter.
Fu Changling and Qin Yan heard Yun Yu's laughter and turned around to see Shangguan Mingyan stiffening. Yun Yu's laughter was rather strange. Fu Changling frowned, "What are you laughing at?"
"Speaking of funny things," Yun Yu raised his hand and placed it on Shangguan Mingyan, "Mingyan, isn't it?"
Shangguan Mingyan forced a smile: "Yes, Senior Brother Yun was telling me something interesting."
Fu Changling and Qin Yan felt something was wrong with the two men, but they didn't say much. Qin Yan nodded and said, "Let's go back."
After the four people came out of the cave, Fu Changling raised his hand and took out a flying boat. After the four people got on the flying boat, they each chose their own room and moved in.
Qin Yan's room was always taken care of by his junior fellow apprentice, so Fu Changling walked into Qin Yan's room familiarly, helped Qin Yan make the bed, and prepared water for bathing.
After everything was done, Fu Changling felt a little embarrassed. He had almost always slept in the same room with Qin Yan these days, and now that there were suddenly more rooms, he was a little uncomfortable. He stood in the room for a moment, and seeing that Qin Yan had no intention of keeping him, he was not thick-skinned enough to do so, so he could only stammer, "Um, Senior Brother, I'll go back to my room first."
Qin Yan glanced at Fu Changling and replied softly, "Go."
Fu Changling walked out of Qin Yan's room, feeling a little empty in his heart. He returned to his room, washed up, and lay back on the bed.
The bed was very spacious and large. Fu Changling turned over twice in bed before he slowly calmed down.
Everything happened so fast.
He suddenly realized that from knowing why Qin Yan killed the Fu family in his previous life, knowing the cause of Lin Chen's death, to Qin Yan agreeing to be with him, too many emotions were intertwined at once, making everything happen so fast, so fast that he didn't even realize that he and Qin Yan were together.
Together?!
Fu Changling suddenly realized this. He grabbed the quilt and was a little stunned.
What should it feel like to be with someone? What should you do?
Fu Changling was thinking about this question, and for some reason, he felt an invisible sweetness rising from his heart. As he thought about it, he couldn't help but bury his head in the quilt. After a while, he felt dizzy and pulled it out.
He was so happy that he didn't know what to do. After a while, he suddenly jumped up from the bed. He felt that since he and Qin Yan were together, he should exercise his right to be together!
When Fu Changling thought of this, he happily went to the wall. He and Qin Yan were separated by a wall. Fu Changling raised his hand, drew a circle of light on the door, carefully stuck his head out, and passed through the wall.
As soon as he passed through the wall, he turned around and saw a pair of eyes.
The other person looked at him quietly, his eyes cold and cold, with a hint of unspoken warning. Fu Changling stared blankly at Qin Yan, who was lying in the tub, the water covering his chest. His hair was completely wet, scattered on his jade-like skin. He looked like a water demon who had just emerged from the water, clearly keeping people at a distance, yet he also had a certain invisible charm.
Fu Changling stared at Qin Yan blankly. Qin Yan said calmly, "What are you doing?"
"Wrong way."
Fu Changling opened his golden fan to shield his face, then drew a circle of light and tried to go back. However, as he lowered his head, blood from his nose fell to the ground. Fu Changling froze as he looked at the blood on the ground. Qin Yan was a little surprised, but then he saw Fu Changling raise his head, take out a silk handkerchief, and wipe his nosebleed gracefully. Then he smiled and said, "I said it wrong, I didn't go the wrong way, I came to find you."
Qin Yan watched him quietly, watching how he acted. Fu Changling coughed lightly, shielding his face and said, "I'll wait for you in bed."
After saying that, Fu Changling hurriedly walked out from behind the screen and went to Qin Yan's bed.
After leaving Qin Yan's sight, Fu Changling suddenly breathed a sigh of relief. He rolled onto Qin Yan's bed, and when he smelled Qin Yan's scent on the bed, he was so happy that he couldn't help rolling around.
Qin Yan walked out of the bathtub, changed into a single shirt, and the moment he came out from behind the screen, he saw Fu Changling immediately stop his previous childish behavior, lying on the bed, supporting his head with his hands, and said in a drunken concubine's pose: "Senior Brother."
Qin Yan glanced at him calmly and walked to the bedside. Fu Changling quickly raised the handkerchief he had prepared and said, "I'll wipe your hair for you, Senior Brother."
As soon as he finished speaking, he saw Qin Yan's hair dry instantly. He stood beside the bed and looked down at Fu Changling: "What are you doing here?"
Fu Changling felt a little pressured when Qin Yan looked at him like this. He turned his gaze away and mustered up his courage: "Can't I come?"
Qin Yan frowned: "Just say it."
Fu Changling coughed lightly and whispered, "Um, Senior Brother, do you remember what you promised me before?"
Qin Yan didn't understand at first. After thinking for a moment, he suddenly realized what Fu Changling was talking about. He couldn't help but freeze. Fu Changling looked at Qin Yan cautiously: "You...you won't regret it, right?"
Qin Yan came back to his senses and pondered for a moment before he said slowly, "No."
As he spoke, he seemed to remember something and added: "I just don't know what to do."
"It's okay," Fu Changling said quickly, "You don't have to do anything, I'll do it."
Qin Yan stiffened even more when he heard this. Fu Changling thought he might have thought of something strange, and frightened him, he quickly said, "I'm not talking about that. I didn't think about that..." As he spoke, Fu Changling felt that he had dug a hole for himself, and quickly said, "Of course it's not that I haven't thought about it at all, it's just... Hey," Fu Changling was also a little frustrated, and sighed, "Actually, I have no experience, but we can give it a try."
"What?" Qin Yan's expression softened a bit. Fu Changling saw that Qin Yan seemed to be about to smile. He sat cross-legged on the bed and said seriously, "Try to be together."
"Let's try to get in touch first. We'll do whatever the other Taoists do. If you don't like it, we won't do it."
Qin Yan didn't say anything. Fu Changling raised his hand and tentatively pulled him, looking up at him and said, "Is it okay?"
Qin Yan lowered his eyes and responded in a low voice.
The voice was very soft, but when Fu Changling heard it, he felt his whole body go numb in an instant.
He forced himself to let go of Qin Yan's hand and whispered, "We have always lived in the same room before. I am not used to it. Let me sleep with you today."
"Um."
After Qin Yan responded, he lifted the quilt and lay down.
Fu Changling raised his hand and the room darkened. The two of them lay side by side. Although it was not the first time they slept in the first bed, there was an invisible tension spreading around them.
After a while, Fu Changling found a topic and said, "I didn't feel anything before, but today I suddenly feel a little nervous."
Qin Yan closed his eyes and responded, "Yeah."
"Um, Senior Brother," Fu Changling turned sideways and whispered, "Why did you suddenly decide to agree to me?"
Qin Yan didn't say anything. Fu Changling approached him, propped himself up, and looked at Qin Yan with his eyes closed gently. He lowered his voice and said, "Brother, tell me."
Qin Yan opened his eyes and looked at Fu Changling quietly. Fu Changling met the man's expressionless gaze, and his heart suddenly froze.
He suddenly realized clearly that he seemed to be asking for trouble. In fact, he also knew that Qin Yan was just seeing that he was too excited and said those words to calm him down.
But at this moment, Qin Yan was still willing to keep his promise, which made him have some more delusions. He always wondered whether this person still had some feelings for him in his heart.
It's just that he is too introverted and too good at hiding, so he hides all his emotions.
With a bit of irrational expectation, he blurted out the question, but after asking it, when he met Qin Yan's gaze, he suddenly felt that he was stupid.
He laughed awkwardly, turned over with his back to Qin Yan, and said with a dry laugh: "I'm just asking casually, forget it, let's go to bed."
Qin Yan didn't say anything. He noticed the change in Fu Changling's mood. After a long while, he slowly said, "I've never liked anyone before."
Fu Changling heard Qin Yan's explanation, but he remained silent. He stared at the wall in front of him and listened to Qin Yan continue, "I want to try to like you."
Fu Changling didn't say anything after hearing this. Qin Yan saw that Fu Changling didn't move, hesitated for a moment, and finally chose to close his eyes.
He knew that Fu Changling was disappointed, and he wanted to persuade him more and give him more confidence, but he couldn't even give himself confidence, so he didn't know if he could.
He has no resistance to liking this thing. Now, he is willing to take things as they come and not force anything. It doesn't matter who he likes.
But he didn't know whether he could like someone.
The most he could give Fu Changling was just to "give it a try".
But Fu Changling is different from him. Fu Changling likes people, knows love and hate, and what he wants is much more than what he can give.
Qin Yan closed his eyes and thought. After a moment, he was about to speak again, but before he could say anything, the person next to him suddenly turned over and hugged him in his arms.
Qin Yan stood there in a daze, his whole body stiff.
Fu Changling hugged him and said gently, "Don't be nervous, you are used to me."
Qin Yan was speechless. Fu Changling held him and gently stroked his back, feeling the texture and tenderness of the muscles under his hands. He said slowly, "I know it's not easy for you to like someone. I'm very happy that you are willing to give it a try."
"Feel sorry……"
Qin Yan spoke awkwardly. He wanted to get out of Fu Changling's arms, but was afraid of hurting Fu Changling's heart, so he could only remain stiff and motionless. Fu Changling comforted him and said to him, "Give it a try. You will learn a lot of things you haven't learned before and get used to things you haven't been used to before. I'll take you slowly."
"good……"
"I will hold your hand, I will touch you, I will hug you, I will kiss you."
Fu Changling spoke slowly. He felt Qin Yan relax little by little under his words. He gently let him go, looked at the person who was so close to him, smiled, touched Qin Yan's forehead with his, and said gently: "I will love you."
"We have a lot of time, Brother," he lowered his eyes, hiding his childlike anticipation and joy, "Let's take it slow."
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