Chapter 1297 Li Sixu's Autobiography (Full Text Ending) has been revised
When I was six years old, my life changed completely.
The brother who once stood in front of me to protect me ended up becoming the "enemy" I wanted to kill the most.
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My father said that if a person wants to become stronger, he must have an enemy who is equally matched with him. The enemy knows you best. As long as you want to kill the enemy at all times, you will definitely become stronger.
There was no suitable enemy, so he arranged for my brother Li Siyan and me to be opponents.
Every day I compete with him. Whoever loses has to accept the punishment, which can be as light as standing without eating, or as serious as being locked up in a small dark room.
My father would not hit us, but his method was to attack our psychology. He said that steel is forged through tempering, and people's hearts will become harder through beatings.
Of course, he was also worried that Li Siyan and I couldn't bear it, so he arranged psychological counseling for us every week.
Under such education, it is difficult for people's hearts to remain cold and hard.
I often wondered why my father was so heartless. It was not until I went through all this that I began to wonder if he had also experienced these things before, which is why he has become so strong and indifferent now.
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I know very well that this kind of educational concept is wrong, but I can't change it.
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I counted my life carefully and found that I had been imprisoned 308 times in total. I went from being afraid of the darkness at the beginning to being familiar with it. I also got used to the hostile relationship between Li Siyan and me.
I don’t know when it started, but the way I addressed him gradually changed from “brother” to calling him by his name. I no longer hid behind him or sought his help.
I began to become cold-blooded, slowly getting closer to what my father wanted.
It's just that talent is something that can make people suffer. When he is with Li Siyan, he rarely beats him. As I get stronger, he also gets stronger. The distance between him and me is getting farther and farther. I can only chase after him with all my strength, but I can't catch up with him.
Whenever I was with him, I would never receive as much attention as he did, and my father's eyes were always on him.
This desire to surpass him was infinitely magnified in my heart.
My father was right. If I wanted to become stronger, I had to find a strong person as my opponent, surpass him, and be filled with hatred and want to kill him. This way I could grow quickly.
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My enemy is the entire "Li family" and my father. I want to destroy the entire Li family, overthrow the Li family, and let his education model come to an end of destruction.
Such a Li family does not deserve to be inherited at all.
I thought Li Siyan and I had the same idea, but one day, Li Siyan told me that he wanted to inherit the Li family and asked me to leave here.
He "betrayed" me.
My hatred shifted from the Li family to him. He wanted the inheritance rights, which meant that he agreed with my father's point of view. Anyone who went against me was my enemy.
Since he wants it, I will want it too, but my purpose is to destroy everything.
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My father said that all good things in the world are snatched, and only the weak are waiting to be distributed.
As an opponent, you have to be better than the other party. You must have what he has, and you have to think about how to get the good things he doesn't have.
The more cold-blooded, decisive, and straightforward you are, the more people will appreciate you. Being soft-hearted will only kill yourself. Rational indifference and ruthlessness are the weapons of survival.
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When he was seventeen, Li Siyan had his first crush on someone.
I was the first one to discover it. My father once said that if you want to be strong, you should cut off all emotions and love. Emotions are the most useless things. At such an incompetent age, liking someone will only become a weakness. It will not only hurt yourself but also implicate others. Obviously, Li Siyan has forgotten this.
Can a person like him obey his father and inherit the Li family?
I told my father about Lu Weiwei's affairs, and he was furious and locked Li Siyan in the basement.
I thought my father would be completely disappointed in Li Siyan, but unexpectedly, after Li Siyan was released, everything was as if nothing had happened.
I began to persist in snatching Li Siyan's things, snatching what Li Siyan liked and cared about.
At the age of 27, Li Siyan got married and had a child, named Li Jingshen.
I also had a child that year, but it was an illegitimate child. The child's mother was Lu Weiwei, whom Li Siyan once liked.
After she left Haicheng, I secretly inquired about the news. When I was 25 years old, I met her. It seemed like a coincidence, but in fact it was something I had planned for a long time.
Women are so easy to fool. It didn't take long for her to fall in love with me and even got pregnant with my child.
I asked her to have an abortion, but she ran away with the baby.
But could she escape my eyes? I found her, took her to a dark alley, locked her in a secluded attic, and warned her to be honest after giving birth to the child and not to tell anyone about me and her.
She was obedient. After giving birth, she did not go out and stayed in the attic honestly.
I always thought she was easy to deceive and coax, but I didn't know that she had already known my original purpose. I approached her on purpose because she was the first person Li Siyan liked.
She knew that the environment I was in was a very complicated and cold place. Once what happened between us was exposed, she would be driven out of Haicheng like three years ago, and maybe she would even lose her life this time.
Her child is an illegitimate child, and although I am not married yet, I will definitely not marry her.
After she gave birth, I never went to see her again. I just arranged for someone to keep an eye on her.
I heard that she had been having a hard time in the alley, with people gossiping about her, saying she was promiscuous and that the child was a bastard.
After hearing this, I didn't feel much in my heart. Under the influence of my father, I have become cold-blooded enough. Lu Weiwei is an insignificant person to me, and I will not let such a small matter affect my important emotions.
Lu Weiwei named the child Lu Tingchuan, and the child took her surname.
I heard that she has educated her child very well and the child is very obedient. Some people also asked her who the father is.
Lu Weiwei never tells him anything about me. She is honest and always remembers what she promised me.
But she could control her own mouth, but she couldn't control the mouths of others. The child gradually learned what an "illegitimate child" was. The child learned from others that her mother was a "mistress"
I have seen the child's face. This face looks like me and also like Li Siyan.
When I was 27 years old, my sister Gu Sui also got married and had children.
I was a little jealous of her luck. She had never suffered any hardship since she was a child. However, when she was 20 years old, she had a car accident, broke her leg, and stayed in the hospital for a month.
After that, her personality changed drastically. The good girl she used to be suddenly became rebellious and attempted suicide. Later, she met a man and ran away before getting married.
Perhaps it was because her face was extremely similar to her mother's, or perhaps it was because the person she liked was beneficial to the Li family and could be a marriage partner, so her father no longer cared about her.
Not long after she got married, she had a child, and her father wanted to name the child Bai Qiujing.
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I have always been a selfish person. Thanks to my father's education, I can't stand others living a good life. When I was in the hospital, I switched her child with the child of a bodyguard at home.
Newborn babies all look similar, so no one was suspicious.
The bodyguard had worked for the Li family for many years. He once blocked a bullet for his father and suffered an old injury. He would not live long. So his father, thinking of him, adopted his child into the Li family and named him Li Huaian.
This is a good deal for the child.
Why do this?
Perhaps it was jealousy that made me act more and more extreme. Isn't there a saying that goes, "Just because you've been caught in the rain, you tear up other people's umbrellas."
This is who I am. I am not kind. I hate people around me who are better off than me. I said I would destroy all of this, so I want the next generation to kill each other like we did.
Isn't this exactly what Father wanted? He made us brothers enemies, saying that this would make us stronger. I am continuing his philosophy. I want Father to see it clearly. It is because of these views that the Li family is heading for destruction.
When he was thirty-five years old, two things happened in the Li family.
The good news was that Gu Sui became pregnant and gave birth to a daughter, and her father named her Bai Wanwan.
When I heard this name, I finally understood my father's intention. The two characters, "Autumn Scene" and "Late Evening", were taken from "Late Autumn", which is my mother's name, Gu Wanqiu.
Just like when he named me and Li Siyan, he used our names to remember our mother.
Even after so much time, he still hasn't forgotten his mother.
How ridiculous.
He taught us that feelings are the most useless things, but he himself could not forget it.
Another bad thing was that Li Siyan died, and his wife died too.
Originally, his son Li Jingshen was going to die in that car accident, but he survived.
After Li Siyan died, his father's hair turned white overnight.
My nephew has become the next candidate for heir. My father has always been partial to me and Li Siyan. Now that Li Siyan is dead, the inheritance right will not fall on me.
My father decided to take care of Li Jingshen himself. When I learned about his idea, I just smiled and said nothing.
This child is perhaps even more pitiful than Li Siyan and I. It would be better if he died. If he doesn't die, he will probably become an emotionless monster in the future.
After Li Jingshen was raised by his father, the child named Li Huaian became Li Jingshen's playmate. As the bodyguard's child, he was naturally responsible for protecting him.
I have a plan in my mind that I am ready to implement. If one day Li Huaian dies because of Li Jingshen, and my sister Gu Sui knows that Li Huaian is her biological child, will she collapse and go crazy?
Maybe we can see them killing each other.
When I think of that scene, the blood in my body seems to boil.
After Li Siyan died, I decided to bring my child Lu Tingchuan back and let him enter the Li family as Li Siyan's illegitimate son.
Anyway, Li Siyan is dead, there is no evidence, and it is impossible to verify the DNA.
The illegitimate child will not be taken seriously at first, so there are two benefits to bringing Lu Tingchuan back to the Li family.
The first benefit is.
Li Jingshen was shocked to learn that the father he had always admired not only had an affair, but also had an illegitimate child who was about the same age as him.
The beautiful reality suddenly became cruel.
Having just experienced the death of both parents, he now had to face this half-brother. Under the double blow, if he couldn't stand it, he would collapse and become a waste. If he didn't become a waste, it would also be a devastating blow to him, making his entire childhood miserable.
Sometimes physical injuries are often not as serious as this kind of mental injuries.
Physical injuries will heal over time, but what about spiritual injuries? An unhappy childhood takes a lifetime to heal.
He wants to destroy it from the root.
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The second reason is that since Lu Tingchuan appears as "Li Siyan's child", his father will pay more attention to him. After that, when Li Huaian dies because of Li Jingshen, he will be the one who benefits from the conflict between the two.
What do you call this? This is called deceiving the world and killing someone with a borrowed knife.
After Li Jingshen is crippled, even if the inheritance rights cannot fall into my hands and are given to Lu Tingchuan, I can still achieve my goal and the outcome will remain unchanged.
I planned it step by step. I didn't want Lu Weiwei to give birth to this child, but I didn't expect that the child would have such a big impact after it was born. I should thank her.
For this reason, I have decided that after I get the Li family, I will take this woman back. She has been living in a dark alley and has been living a hard life for a long time. When I am in a good mood, I will compensate her.
But I didn't expect that when I proposed to bring Lu Tingchuan back to the Li family, Lu Weiwei would kneel down and beg me crying.
She seemed to know what I was going to do, and she was afraid that her son would be implicated and end up in a bad situation.
She knew what kind of environment the Li family was like. They were cruel and ruthless, with no humanity at all. She didn't want her son to become like me, cruel and ruthless, who would do anything to achieve his goals, and even kill his own brother.
That day, Lu Weiwei was half crying and half laughing, and the expression on her face was very ugly, with a sense of despair and sadness. Seeing her like this, my heart felt uncomfortable for a short time and then calmed down.
I will not change my decision easily.
Lu Weiwei likes to laugh. Even if she is accused of being indecent or a mistress, she will face it with a smile. As long as she smiles, there is no hurdle that she cannot overcome. She has always been a role model in front of her son and lives as a strong mother. I can always see the figure of my mother in her. She is a qualified mother.
Seeing that she couldn't change my mind, Lu Weiwei stood up and went back.
Before leaving, I promised her that one day I would take her away.
She didn't respond to me.
The wind was very cold that day.
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On the fourth day, news of her death came.
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I then learned that after we met, she went back home to make her son one last dinner, then after giving him a bath and coaxing him to sleep, she tiptoed into the bathroom, filled a tub of water, lay in it, and committed suicide by cutting her wrists.
The child woke up the next day and went to wash up, only to find her body. He was so scared that he stayed in the bathroom for nearly three days. It was not until the fourth day that someone noticed something was wrong and rushed in to see that Lu Weiwei had already died. The blood in her body had been drained, and her face was as white as paper and wrinkled. The child seemed to be scared silly, and did not cry or make a fuss. He just sat on the ground and called for his mother.
After learning of Lu Weiwei's death, my mind was filled with the deep sadness that appeared on her face when she left.
Perhaps she decided to commit suicide the moment she turned around.
She knew that she couldn't stop my plan. Her existence would only bring danger to her son. For a woman who had nothing but maternal love, committing suicide was the only thing she could do.
I installed a surveillance camera in the attic, and I saw from the camera how Lu Weiwei committed suicide. She was in the bathtub, and her last words were.
"It would have been better if I hadn't met him."
Yes, if she had not met me, she would not have gotten pregnant before marriage, would not have been despised by her parents and kicked out of the house, would not have come to this unfamiliar place to live a hard life, would not have been subjected to gossip, and would not have left her son to die at such a young age.
She died to protect her son and to fulfill me.
She might also have wanted to impress me with her death.
Unfortunately, growing up in such an environment, I have long since become a cold-blooded animal. Now that I have embarked on this path, there is no turning back.
I thought my heart had long been cold and numb, but for some reason, after Lu Weiwei died, my heart always ached when I thought of her.
It was a rainy day when I went to pick up Lu Tingchuan. This was the first time I greeted this child face to face. I squatted down and picked him up.
He looked at my face and asked, "Uncle, who are you?"
"I'm your second uncle."
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