Chapter 500: Shen Zhichu I will prove to you that I am the one who loves you the most
"I heard that Bai Qiujing is still in the observation room. He is isolated because he has the virus. You can't even touch him. Do you still want to stay with him?" Li Jingshen's eyes were filled with bloodshot.
The Li family is cold-blooded by nature. He grew up in the Li family, and no one knows better than him how cold-blooded they are. That kind of cold-bloodedness is inherited from generation to generation. He has it, his aunt has it, and Bai Qiujing was born to his aunt, so naturally he has it too.
He didn't believe that Bai Qiujing could bring happiness to Shen Zhichu, and he didn't believe that if something really happened to Bai Qiujing, the Bai family would let Shen Zhichu go.
The people in the Bai family are not good people at all, otherwise how could they have such high positions now?
Shen Zhichu knew Li Jingshen too well. She had been entangled with him for so many years, and she knew what he was thinking just by looking at him casually.
Sure enough, the bad behavior was ingrained in his bones and it was impossible to change it so easily. It was ridiculous that she thought he had thought it through and was going to let her go completely.
Shen Zhichu asked hoarsely, "Li Jingshen, do you know who Bai Qiujing is?"
Li Jingshen pursed his pale lips, waiting for Shen Zhichu to finish the next words.
Shen Zhichu smiled gently, her eyes were as beautiful as before, her pupils were dark and shiny like the sunlight that melted the winter ice, so warm that people wanted to get closer.
"Bai Qiujing was the one who carried me home back then. I mistook you for him and loved you wholeheartedly for four years. I forgot about him, and then he came back to me as Bai Qiu, but I lost him again. After so many years of ups and downs, I died once and came back again, but he still stayed by my side and never left me."
When she mentioned Bai Qiujing, she thought of him still lying in the observation room and not out of danger, and Shen Zhichu's eyes reddened.
"You always say that our meeting was fate, but to me it was a debt of love and a disaster. If I could help it... I wouldn't want to meet you at all."
She experienced all kinds of hardships in her short life. Although she only lived one life, it felt like she had lived through three lives and three worlds. Fortunately... in these "three lives and three worlds", the beauty in her heart has always been that person, and it has never changed.
Did you never want to meet him? Yes, they were wrong from the beginning. He was the one who took over the position and enjoyed so much of Shen Zhichu's kindness under the name of Bai Qiujing. Even after he knew that he was a replacement, he kept it a secret from Shen Zhichu, deceiving her and not telling him.
Li Jingshen closed his eyes and thought of Shen Zhichu who was engulfed in fire: “I don’t believe Bai Qiujing can bring you happiness.”
"It doesn't matter to me whether you believe it or not."
Li Jingshen choked, his Adam's apple rolling up and down twice as he said, "Chen Zhichu, I will use my own method to prove that you are still wrong this time. Bai Qiujing's life or death is unknown now. Even if he survives, I can guarantee that I am the one who is right for you."
"Chen Zhichu, we have been together for so many years. We have experienced the ups and downs of love and hate. No one understands you better than me, and no one loves you more than me. For you, I can give up my life."
Li Jingshen's lungs were not in good condition. He was out of breath after speaking a series of words, and his heart ached. "Chen Zhichu, even if I took a bullet for you this time, you still hate me. You hate me for taking away the Shen family's property and indirectly killing your father. You hate me for imprisoning you with chains and killing our child. I used you to exchange for Xia Mingyue, which crippled your hands. In the end, I broke both your legs and burned you to death in the fire... You are right. We owe each other a lot, several lives. Such strong hatred will not be as simple as just letting it go. You should continue to hate me, hate me until you kill me."
Rather than Shen Zhichu saying "forget it" and becoming a stranger, he would rather Shen Zhichu continue to hate him. At least she would still have him in her heart, instead of not even leaving him any extra emotions like now.
Every time this happened, he would think of how good Shen Zhichu was to him in the past. She would get nervous if he even frowned slightly, but now that he was lying on a hospital bed dying, she wouldn't even bother to care about him.
Listening to Li Jingshen's words, Shen Zhichu's face didn't show much feeling.
Because of these words, she used to remind herself in her heart every day, but after reminding herself so many times, she became mentally numb.
Shen Zhichu shook his head: "I won't kill you. When Nian Nian died, I did have the intention to kill you, but someone told me that killing people will dirty your hands. If you want to die, I will definitely not stop you, but please die far away and don't appear in front of me."
The drawer under the cabinet was half open, and the fruit knife inside was exposed. Shen Zhichu looked over and pushed the drawn drawer back in.
"Put away your confidence. You've never been right for me. I'm the one who decides who to be with, not you. You said you have a way to prove that there won't be a future between Bai Qiujing and me. Then I'll use my method to prove to everyone that the relationship between him and me can't be changed by anything."
What should be seen has been seen, and what should be said has been said. Shen Zhichu didn't want to say so much to Li Jingshen, but some of Li Jingshen's words were too harsh and too self-righteous.
People always end up suffering because of their self-righteousness.
Thinking of Li Jingshen's illness, Shen Zhichu didn't want to argue with him. "This should be the last time I come to see you. Your body is your own. You can choose not to use it, but please don't implicate others."
Turning around and leaving the ward, Shen Zhichu didn't feel the gaze behind him disappear until he turned the corner.
The phone in his pocket rang, and Shen Zhichu took a look. It was about the recent company movie.
Secretary Lin told her that "Who is the Ghost" had been selected for the International Best Film Award and asked her, the leading actress, to go and receive the award, which would be presented in half a month.
Shen Zhichu replied that he already knew, so he put down his phone.
The next day at noon, Qin Mo came to the hospital and informed Shen Zhichu that the treatment plan had been released.
Bai Qiujing was infected with a virus, and his blood contained a large amount of infectious viruses. Treatment required a blood transfusion, and the operation was extremely risky, and he might die on the operating table.
Let them discuss whether to have surgery, and if they do, come to the hospital to sign an agreement.
Half a month later… Shen Zhichu carefully confirmed the time of the operation, which was the day before the “Who is the Ghost” award ceremony.
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Bai Qiujing has been sleeping a lot recently and has no energy to speak. He vomits out the food he eats and finally has to receive nutrient solution every day.
Bai Qiujing originally had a well-proportioned body, but now that he has lost weight, he has become a real paper man, with a thin jaw, sunken eye sockets, and lotus-green lips.
Sometimes he often had auditory and visual hallucinations, and didn't know where he was. When someone talked to him, he heard it but didn't know how to respond. He could only deal with it with "um" and "ah". He became more and more dull, like a broken machine.
Shen Zhichu still wears protective clothing every day, even if he only stays for half an hour.
"Why did you come in again?"
Shen Zhichu stood next to Bai Qiujing, knowing that he didn't want her to touch him, so she simply stood far away.
"Doctor Qin said your illness can be cured. The surgery has been planned for the 20th. Don't worry, it's just a minor operation. You'll be fine after a good night's sleep."
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