Chapter 812 Su Miao Extra Chapter 84
The patient remains paralyzed in bed, requiring care for eating, drinking, defecating, and urinating. He or she cannot speak clearly, suffers from muscle atrophy, and pain all over the body... Another type of euthanasia is like falling into a deep sleep under deep anesthesia.
If so, which one would you choose?
Su Miao didn't dare to think about it, but even if she didn't think about it, she knew what the best outcome would be for Qin Mo. But she didn't want to be separated from Qin Mo. They had agreed to be together for a lifetime, but this lifetime was too short.
"Qin Mo, you took care of me before, can I take care of you from now on?" Su Miao begged him, choking with sobs and shouting at the top of his lungs.
Qin Mo didn't say anything. He just raised his fingers, as if he wanted to reach out and wipe the tiredness off Su Miao's face, but he couldn't even do such a simple action.
Qin Mo had been a doctor for decades, battling illness, but this time the disease had defeated him. He couldn't save himself, and no one else could. He wasn't afraid of death... For him, death was better than a paralyzed life. But he couldn't bear to leave Su Miao. What would happen to Su Miao if he left? But if he stayed, Su Miao would be the one who would be dragged down.
In the evening, Su Miao fetched water for Qin Mo to wipe his body. He still had injuries and tubes inserted in his body, so he couldn't turn over. He could only wipe his face and hands. Su Miao's strength was not as good as before. If he wanted to turn Qin Mo's body in the future, he would probably break out in a sweat. If he wanted to take good care of Qin Mo, he would definitely have to hire someone.
There was painkiller in the drip. Qin Mo woke up for a while and started to feel sleepy again. When he woke up again, it was completely dark. He saw Su Miao sitting there alone with his legs hanging down.
He knew that Su Miao's legs must be hurting again. If he was still okay, he would gently rub her legs at this time. Knowing that she was cold, he would hug her tightly to sleep at night. After being married for decades and loving each other for a lifetime, he was afraid that they would not be able to have a complete hug until they died. Qin Mo thought about it and his eyes became hot again. It was time to make a decision. He couldn't just watch Su Miao not even get a rest to take care of him every day.
The next day, all the friends and relatives came to visit Qin Mo. Qin Mo had just woken up and they didn't want to disturb him too much, so they left after visiting him. The only ones left were his students, a total of eight people with their families and children, almost filling the entire ward.
"Miao Miao..." Qin Mo tried many times, but this time he called Su Miao the clearest.
"I'm here." Su Miao always felt that Qin Mo would say something very important at this time, and this thing might be the most painful and unacceptable to her, but she couldn't stop Qin Mo.
Human life should be free.
Qin Mo's pupils slowly turned, slowly scanning everyone, and finally stopped at Su Miao's face. He stayed there for a long time as if he wanted to engrave her permanently in his soul, and would never forget her even in the next life.
The ward was very quiet. No one spoke and everyone was waiting for Qin Mo to speak.
After a long time, Qin Mo took a deep breath and shouted out words: "Miao... I'm actually... very afraid... of pain... Let me die euthanasia... This is a relief for me..."
Su Miao knew what Qin Mo was going to say, but she couldn't bear the pain in her heart. The last bunch of champagne roses Qin Mo bought was placed in a vase by Su Miao and placed on the windowsill. Even changing the water and adding nutrient solution every day could not stop the petals from withering and dying. A gust of wind blew away two or three petals, just like human life.
Su Miao didn't know how much effort it took to say the word "OK."
She was in such a daze that she didn't even realize she had spoken a word. Her body had responded to Qin Mo on behalf of her soul.
How could she bear to see Qin Mo continue to suffer?
Qin Mo finally smiled. The doctor came and the student told the doctor the result on behalf of Su Miao.
The doctor nodded in understanding, but still said, "If you treat it well, you can still live for a long time."
It takes quite a long time, but it’s not happy and meaningless.
The life Qin Mo wanted was to cook with Su Miao, walk the dog, go to the park, dance together in the square, release lanterns and make wishes in the ancient town, listen to songs in noisy concerts, and shout like young people... instead of lying limp in bed like a dead person waiting for Su Miao to take care of him.
Qin Mo asked the doctor to help remove the jars from his body. He wanted to hug Su Miao intactly before he died. After all... he would not be able to hug her again in the future.
"That might be a little painful."
"I'm not afraid."
The students' eyes were red. They stood in a row and bowed to Qin Mo: "Teacher, we are leaving."
Qin Mo looked at these people, and many images emerged in his mind. The young people who had studied beside him had become pillars of the family, and each of them was excellent. He would die without regrets to have such a group of students in his life.
He replied in a trembling voice: "No, I'm leaving..." You still have a long way to go.
They kept their heads down, not knowing who was sobbing, and it wasn't like the ground they were standing on got wet first.
The doctor pulled out the tubes from Qin Mo's body. Qin Mo said he wanted to go to the window to see the bougainvillea downstairs. Then the hospital pushed a wheelchair and picked up Qin Mo and put him on it.
I sat up paralyzed and it felt like every bone in my body was broken.
Qin Mo squinted his eyes and looked down. The bougainvillea outside was blooming so beautifully.
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