Jiang Zhi's tears flowed unconsciously. She didn't know why she was crying, because she missed Tang Junxi, or because of her feelings for Shen Qingchen. She only knew that she was in pain and helpless. She hoped that there was someone who could walk into her heart, understand her pain, and give her some strength. However, she knew that no one in this world could truly understand her, except herself.
She wept silently in the darkness, as if releasing all the pain and conflict in her heart through her tears. Her body trembled slightly, and her heart cried out in pain. She didn't know where to go, nor did she know what her future held. She only knew that she stood at a crossroads in her life and had to make a choice, a choice that would define her entire life.
As time passed, Jiang Zhi's tears gradually stopped. She began to calm down and think about her situation. She knew that no matter which path she chose, there would be gains and losses. If she chose revenge, she might lose Shen Qingchen's love, or she might fall into deeper darkness. If she chose love, she might give up revenge and let Tang Junxi's death go unpunished. She felt like she was playing a dangerous game, and whether she won or lost, she would have to pay a huge price.
Jiang Zhi took a deep breath and stood up. She walked to the light switch and turned it on. The room suddenly became brighter. Her eyes were a little uncomfortable with the brightness and she blinked a few times. She looked at everything in the room that was familiar, as if she had found herself again in this moment. She knew she could no longer escape and had to face this difficult decision.
She decided to give herself some time to think it over. She didn't want to make a hasty decision, as it affected her entire life. She wanted to reconsider her revenge plan and her feelings for Shen Qingchen, and find the answer that best suited her. She knew that this process might be long and painful, but she had to persevere.
Jiang Zhi walked to the desk and pulled out a notebook. She planned to write down her thoughts and feelings, hoping this would help her think more clearly. She opened the notebook, picked up a pen, and began to write. She wrote about her longing for Tang Junxi, her obsession with revenge, her feelings for Shen Qingchen, and her worries about the future. Her pen slid across the paper quickly, just like the chaotic flow of her thoughts.
She wrote for a long time, until she had poured out all her thoughts and feelings on paper. Looking at the words she had written, she felt a sense of relief. She knew this was just the beginning; she still had much to do and much to consider. But she believed that as long as she didn't give up, she would find a solution.
Jiang Zhi closed her notebook and set it aside. She walked to the window and once again gazed out at the world outside. The street was deserted, its lights alone shining. She knew her life was like that street: sometimes bustling, but often lonely. She needed to learn to find her way amidst this loneliness and make the right choices.
Her gaze grew firm, as if a flame burned within it. She knew she could no longer be swayed by emotions and hatred, and could not allow them to become obstacles to her progress. She had to face this problem rationally and free herself from the quagmire of emotion.
She had to weigh the pros and cons, considering all possibilities, not just focusing on the immediate benefits while ignoring the long-term consequences. Only in this way could she make the wisest choice. Even if this choice came at a cost, she believed that as long as she made the decision herself, she would be able to face it with confidence.
Jiang Zhi silently said to herself, "I will definitely get through this." Her voice was soft, but full of strength. She knew she was a strong person, having endured so much hardship before and not been defeated, and she certainly wouldn't be defeated this time. She had to bravely face her heart and make her own choice.
During this long night, Jiang Zhi experienced a fierce struggle in her heart. She kept asking herself what she should do? Should she continue to pursue her love, or let go of everything and focus on revenge? Each choice had different consequences, and these consequences were all unbearable for her.
However, she didn't back down. Instead, she began to reflect on her past actions and what she truly wanted. She realized that she had been pursuing illusions while neglecting the people and things that truly mattered to her. She decided to let go of past grudges and re-examine her life goals.
After a night of reflection, Jiang Zhi finally found the answer. She knew she could no longer be swayed by emotions and hatred. She had to approach this problem rationally. She had to weigh the pros and cons, consider all possibilities, and then make the wisest choice.
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