At a charity event at the hospital, she saw Shen Qingchen. He was playing with a group of children, his face filled with a warm smile. At that moment, her heart was touched again. She wanted to walk over and talk to him, but her feet seemed nailed to the ground, unable to move. She could only watch him from afar, watching the warm scenes of him interacting with the children. Her heart was in constant struggle, she didn't know if she was ready to face him, to face these complicated feelings.
After returning home, she sat at her desk, took out a pen and paper, and tried to write down her feelings. But she didn't know where to begin. The complex emotions tangled in her mind, making it impossible to sort them out. She tossed the paper and pen aside, lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling, and fell into deep thought. She knew she had to make a decision. Whether to let go of the past or continue to hold on to the hatred, she could no longer hesitate.
As time went on, she found it increasingly difficult to control her volatile emotions. She tried to suppress them with reason, but they surged like a raging tide, overcoming her defenses. She didn't know how much longer she could hold out, nor did she know what choice she would ultimately make. She only knew that no matter which path she chose, it would change her life.
The author has something to say:
Dear readers, in this chapter, Jiang Zhi falls into a deep struggle. This vacillation between love and hate, past and present, is something many of us may experience in relationships. I hope that through her experiences, you will understand the complexity of love and the entanglements of human nature. Every choice is difficult, and our protagonist is navigating this difficult process. Please continue to follow their story and see what Jiang Zhi will ultimately choose.
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