Chapter 252: Past Life (I)

Lu Siyin seemed to have a dream, a beautiful dream that she never wanted to wake up from.

In the dream, she saw Lu Jingshu again. She was still cold, aloof and annoying, as if she didn't care about anyone, which made her love and hate her.

In the dream, she and Lu Jingshu became each other's only support, only relatives, and only sisters. It was a relationship that no one could replace, and Lu Siyin had never dared to think about these.

In the dream, she also witnessed Chu Mian and Lu Jingshu's meeting, acquaintance, understanding and love, and did not miss a single bit about Lu Jingshu.

In the dream, she met Zhou Zipei, and he once again broke into her life like light.

They were honest with each other and loved purely. When they first met, they experienced the most peaceful time together.

Unfortunately, she had forgotten him completely.

Lu Siyin remembered everything, everything...

It turned out that the past that she had forgotten was so hard to accept, full of grief and regret.

She thought she was traveling through a book, but the protagonist in the book had always been Lu Siyin herself.

There was never an original owner, nor was there any possession or deception.

Lu Siyin didn't know whether she should be happy or sad.

She should be happy...

God gave her a chance to start over, a chance to make up for everything, a chance to atone for her sins and a chance to correct herself.

It all started from childhood.

Xu Shuyan remarried, and Lu Siyin cried and begged her to take her away. She didn't want to lose her mother anymore, even though she didn't have a father.

Although Xu Shuyan was cold and disliked herself and her sister since she was a child

, it didn't matter. Her occasional sudden enthusiasm was enough for Lu Siyin to trust her completely.

In order to leave with her, Lu Siyin could be a perfect daughter, be well-behaved and obedient, give up her beloved painting, or break up with her own sister and completely cut off contact.

She lost her self and soul.

Gradually, Lu Siyin became as mean and ruthless as Xu Shuyan, and inexplicably regarded Lu Jingshu as a thorn in her side.

She didn't know why she did this. She was like a puppet without thoughts. She did whatever Xu Shuyan said, regardless of right or wrong, and ignored the blood relationship between sisters.

Later, in 2030, grandpa and grandma passed away, and Lu Jingshu was taken to the Lin family.

She was still as cold as when she was a child. The only difference was that now she was as cold to herself as to others. There was no difference.

Humph!

Since she was so cold, I would not take the initiative to please her. Whoever licked her would be the unlucky one, and licked her until he had nothing.

Thinking of this, Lu Siyin was extremely angry. He silently wrote the three words "Lu Jingshu" in his diary, and then drew a big cross, like a punishment.

I don't know why, maybe she wanted to attract Lu Jingshu's attention and couldn't stand her not caring about anything.

Lu Siyin did something completely different from the character she created:

she deliberately designed the little bully of No. 1 High School, Pei Chenxuan, to block Lu Jingshu on the first day of reporting to the key class.

It would be best if the two of them had a fight and beat Lu Jingshu up, so that she would know how sad she would be in No. 1 High School without her protection.

Lu Siyin thought so, and waited in a very good mood for Lu Jingshu to come to her with a bruised face and beg her, to take the initiative to repair the relationship with her, and to please her.

But after waiting for a long time, she finally got the news that Lu Jingshu was late on the first day of reporting, and she got into a fight and beat Pei Chenxuan up.

From then on, Lu Jingshu had no chance to be in Class A.

Lu Siyin lowered her eyes and stabbed the diary fiercely with a pen.

This was not the result she wanted.

Lu Jingshu, I really hate you!!!

That day, she wrote down angrily in her diary, feeling very angry.

And she naively swore that she and Lu Jingshu would never coexist from then on.

Unreasonable and childish...

Then, Lu Siyin really did what she thought. With Xu Shuyan's tacit consent, she opposed Lu Jingshu in everything, no matter how big or small.

Whatever she liked, she must snatch it back, and whatever she cared about, she must mess it up.

Sometimes, Lu Siyin thought about it and felt that he really deserved it. No wonder his sister hated him. Who could tolerate this? Of

course, the consequence of being a demon was that he would be slapped in the face every time, losing face and dignity again and again, just like the vicious female supporting role in the novel.

Every time she was in a state of panic, she would continue to provoke, becoming more extreme and excessive each time.

Now that I think about it, my sister has always been kind enough to her. Otherwise, according to Lu Jingshu's ability, it would be easier for her to shut up forever than to eat and drink water.

But Lu Siyin never thought about this at the time, and chose the most clumsy and extreme way every time.

The only purpose was to get Lu Jingshu's attention.

Later, under Xu Shuyan's intentional or unintentional guidance, every time she provoked to no avail, Lu Jingshu stole the limelight. Xu Shuyan provoked and cold-warned overtly and covertly, Lu Siyin gradually feared failure and became more and more resentful of Lu Jingshu. She gradually forgot her original purpose and only thought about how to win Lu Jingshu once and prove her idea to Xu Shuyan.

At that time, she was crazy and impulsive.

In the third year of high school, Lu Jingshu suddenly revealed her strength and directly surpassed Gu Wen with a several-point advantage, won the first place in the grade, and left Lu Siyin behind.

The gap between the two became larger and larger.

In the last mock exam in high school, Lu Siyin looked at the picture of Lu Jingshu, who was firmly ranked first on the honor list with a score close to full marks, and he couldn't tell what he felt in his heart.

Back at the Lin family, Xu Shuyan looked at her report card and asked coldly: "Who is the first place?"

Lu Siyin hesitated.

Xu Shuyan got the answer from her silence, and was furious. She threw the report card hard at her face. The sharp edge of the paper scratched her face, and she felt a sharp pain, as if bleeding.

"What a useless thing, what use is there for me to have you?"

This sentence was like a fuse. Lu Siyin's heart seemed to be squeezed tightly together. Discomfort came like a tide, and she couldn't breathe.

Lu Siyin was completely irrational. She blamed everything on the innocent Lu Jingshu, like a crazy person.

The impulse made her lose all the ability to think. The next day, she sneaked to the rooftop of the dormitory.

The dormitory where Lu Jingshu was...

Seeing that familiar figure walking out of the dormitory corridor without noticing anything, Lu Siyin's face was frightened, and the expression in her eyes was terrifying and scary. She picked up the vase and smashed it down without hesitation.

Since I can't get it, then destroy it!

Lu Siyin thought obsessively.

In the end, of course, it didn't work. Lu Jingshu was unscathed and stood there without moving.

At the last moment, Lu Siyin unconsciously deviated.

Lu Jingshu raised her head calmly and met Lu Siyin's determined eyes.

After a few seconds, she seemed to be unable to bear it and looked away, her eyelashes trembling slightly.

The disappointment in Lu Jingshu's eyes was like a fire, burning her whole body.