Chapter 121 It’s not that you can’t control yourself, it’s that I am willing
Lin Yan took great pains to help Xing Yu back home.
He was nearly 1.9 meters tall, and it almost took her life to support him.
Fortunately, Xing Yu did not get drunk and was very obedient.
I wanted to send him back to Manzun, but Wang Yixun didn't answer the phone.
I had to send him home.
After arriving home, she sent Xing Yu back to his room.
She fetched some water and wiped him with a towel, then went back to her room to take a shower to wash off the sweat.
After taking a shower, she was still worried about Xing Yu, so she poured a glass of water and opened the door of his room again.
Just sitting on the edge of the bed and looking at him quietly, I felt a little happy in my heart.
Xing Yu seemed to be sleeping very uneasily, his brows were slightly furrowed from time to time, and his Adam's apple moved uncomfortably from time to time.
He drank a lot of strong liquor tonight, which has a strong aftereffect and must have made him feel very uncomfortable.
Lin Yan held him in her arms and brought the cup of water to his mouth: "Xing Yu, drink some water..."
He didn't drink it, and made a slight sound with his mouth.
Lin Yan put the water cup back on the bedside and leaned closer to listen: "Xing Yu, what are you talking about?"
After listening for a long time, Lin Yan finally heard clearly.
Ben's hard heart was completely destroyed by his two words.
He kept repeating "Ayan..."
Once again, the emotions couldn't help but surge out, turning into mist in the eyes and dripping onto Xing Yu's face.
Perhaps it was the strange touch on his skin, Xing Yu half opened his eyelids and looked at her half drunk and half awake.
"Ayan..."
As they stared at each other, he suddenly moved closer, closed his eyes, and captured her lips...
Lin Yan knew that he was not in a clear state and probably didn't even know what he was doing.
But because he was not sober, she dared to follow her heart...
While being pressed down, Lin Yan turned off the bedside lamp...
It seemed like she had nothing to give him. In these twenty-eight years, the only thing that could be considered precious was her first time.
She can't choose many things, but she can choose to give her body to someone she thinks is worthy.
He was not gentle at all when he was drunk.
Tears kept flowing from the corners of her eyes and quickly slid into her hair.
The gentian necklace around her neck was throbbing violently against her skin.
afterwards……
He left behind a mark that belonged only to him and that she could never erase in this lifetime...
Her breathing gradually became steady, and she whispered in his ear tiredly and sadly.
"Xing Yu...I'm sorry..."
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When Xing Yu woke up the next day, the dazzling sunlight outside the window had already sprinkled on the messy sheets.
He stood up with a dizzy head, and after a few seconds of hesitation, several blurry yet clear fragments emerged in his mind.
Frowning, he picked up the phone on the bedside table and called Wang Yixun.
Only then did I find out that it was indeed Lin Yan who sent him back last night.
His thoughts were in a mess for a long time before he walked into the bathroom.
It wasn't until he stood in front of the mirror and saw the bite marks on his neck that he realized what had happened.
He hunched over the sink, turned on the faucet and poured cold water on his face.
The annoyance that could not be concealed crept up his brows.
He must have lost control last night after getting drunk...
He must have forced her...
After taking a shower, he returned to the bed and put on his clothes, only then did he catch a glimpse of the bright red on the sheets.
His pupils shrank and he stared for a long time before coming back to his senses.
He walked out of the room and happened to run into Su Xin who was holding a notebook.
"Brother Xing Yu, are you awake?" Su Xin pointed to the kitchen. "Sister Lin Yan made you some hangover soup. Remember to drink it!"
"What about her?"
"Sister Lin Yan just left home not long ago. She said she was going to the Yishuo School."
"Isn't today the weekend?"
"Yes, she said she had an appointment with Mr. Zhang to discuss something."
"Um."
Su Xin hesitated for a moment, but couldn't help gossiping: "Brother Xing Yu, so... have you and Sister Lin Yan reconciled?"
Xing Yu didn't want to answer and asked her, "Did she sleep in my room last night?"
"I don't know." Su Xin said, "I woke up this morning and saw Sister Lin Yan coming out of her room. She looked a little strange anyway."
"What's strange about that?"
Su Xin was very honest: "It was a hot day and she was wearing a silk scarf. She also walked a little strangely. I asked her what happened to her leg and she said she was hit by something."
Xing Yu's expression changed slightly, and his eyes became a little complicated.
"Brother Xing Yu, are you going to look for Sister Lin Yan? I'll help you find out where she is now!"
As he said that, he quickly took out his cell phone and clicked on Lin Yan's location. When he enlarged the phone and took a look, Su Xin's face was full of surprise.
"Huh? Sister Lin Yan isn't at Yishuo! Lechen Pharmacy, isn't that the pharmacy downstairs in our community? What is Sister Lin Yan doing there?"
As soon as Su Xin finished speaking, Xing Yu rushed out the door.
I took the elevator downstairs and just walked out of the corridor, I saw Lin Yan walking in slowly.
He subconsciously turned sideways and hid in the corner to watch her.
She had her hair loose, wore a white shirt and skirt, a silk scarf of the same color around her neck, and a pair of flat shoes on her feet.
She dressed casually, gently and elegantly.
She was holding a black bag and a half-drunk bottle of mineral water.
Instead of going upstairs, she walked to the bench downstairs in the community and sat down, half-tilting her head and staring at the blue sky in a daze.
There was no trace of emotion on her fair face.
Xing Yu thought of the fragmented fragments of last night and felt full of self-blame.
He took a deep breath and walked towards her.
It was not until Lin Yan sat down next to her that she realized there was another person next to her.
Their gazes naturally merged, and different emotions surged in their eyes.
He lowered his head, not daring to look at her.
"Ayan...last night...I lost control...I'm sorry..."
Lin Yan's heart sank when she saw how cautious he was.
"Xing Yu, look up at me."
His deep eyes fell into hers again, and she raised her lips slightly and looked at him.
"Xing Yu, it's not that you couldn't control yourself, it's me... I did it willingly..."
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