Chapter 122 Ayan, taking birth control pills is bad for your health
A hint of surprise flashed across Xing Yu's eyes.
His dark eyes stared at her, trying to probe into her deep heart from the bottom of her eyes.
"Xing Yu." Lin Yan said firmly, repeating, "It's not your fault. I gave myself to you willingly."
"Ayan." Xing Yu's gaze gradually softened, as if the warm sun penetrated the mist and shone into her eyes: "Aren't you breaking up?"
Lin Yan paused and did not answer immediately.
Xing Yu didn't ask any further questions. He glanced at the black bag beside her, his eyes dimmed slightly, and then he pulled her into his arms.
"You shouldn't do that without preparation... You shouldn't have given it to me last night. Ah Yan, taking birth control pills is not good for your health..."
Lin Yan lowered her eyelids: "I checked, it's okay to eat it occasionally..."
Xing Yu was a little annoyed. He was angry at his own out-of-control behavior, and also at Lin Yan's lack of attention to his body.
He lowered his head, held her hand, and spoke in a deep voice.
"Lin Yan, that was your first time. Don't you regret giving it to me so hastily?"
Lin Yan left his arms and shook her head at him firmly: "No regrets."
Xing Yu felt a warmth in his chest, raised his hand to touch her face, his voice hoarse.
"I was drunk last night and didn't take things very seriously. I must have hurt you, didn't I?"
"A little bit." Lin Yan honestly said, "But... I can still bear it."
Xing Yu didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Ayan, I find you are really cute sometimes."
Lin Yan glanced away: "You're already grown up, how can you be cute..."
His chin was pinched and his gaze returned to Xing Yu's eyes.
He leaned closer, raised his eyebrows slightly, and lowered his voice: "Then tell me, how do you feel?"
Lin Yan felt very ashamed and glanced around.
"Xing Yu... could you please not discuss this kind of thing outside... there are other people around..."
"Okay, let's go home and discuss it."
As soon as he finished speaking, he picked her up sideways.
The owners who were basking in the sun downstairs cast all kinds of glances at them.
Lin Yan buried her head in Xing Yu's arms: "Xing Yu... I can walk by myself... Put me down... Everyone is watching..."
"No." Xing Yu: "Your legs are in this state, so I should hold you."
“…” Lin Yan didn’t know how to respond.
Xing Yuyi was not serious and she couldn't handle it.
When they got to the elevator, Xing Yu lowered his head and stared at her in his arms.
Lin Yan stared at him: "What?"
Xing Yu smiled: "My hand is holding you, how can we go home if you don't press the elevator?"
“…”
After entering the elevator, Lin Yan moved her legs: "Okay, let me down."
"don't want."
"Xing Yu."
His sharp and determined gaze swept over her. He said solemnly, "Lin Yan, from now on, no matter if you unilaterally break up or anything else happens, I will not leave you."
"Xing Yu, I..."
The unspoken words were blocked by his lips.
Lin Yan pushed his chest and squeezed out a broken voice: "Xing... Yu... The elevator... is under 24-hour... surveillance..."
As soon as she finished speaking, the elevator door opened and Xing Yu left her lips.
When they got home, Xing Yu still didn't let go and carried her straight back to the room.
As soon as I landed on the bed, someone pressed on me.
"Now that there's no surveillance, can we do whatever we want?"
Lin Yan frowned: "Xing Yu, again... again?"
Xing Yu teased her deliberately: "Well, I don't remember last night, so it doesn't count."
Because of him, my back and legs are aching now.
He has no impression of it at all.
"I don't want to come now..."
Xing Yu noticed that she was not feeling well, so he put his hand under her skirt and moved it to the base of her thigh, rubbing it gently.
"Besides your legs, where else do you feel uncomfortable?"
The strange touch made her body stiffen and her legs stretched straight.
She pinched the quilt and murmured, "My lower abdomen hurts too..."
The other hand fell to her lower abdomen and rubbed it as well: "Why does your lower abdomen hurt?"
Lin Yan looked at Xing Yu's ignorant yet serious expression and teased him, "Coach Xing, it seems you haven't read that book thoroughly."
Xing Yu raised his eyes mischievously: "I'm just pretending, and you believe it?"
“…”
"Ayan, this was my first time too. I was drunk and inexperienced, so I didn't give you a good experience. From now on, I will never hurt you again and I will make sure you feel comfortable."
"..." Lin Yan scratched her face: "Okay, let's get down to business."
"What's the serious matter? You still want to break up with me?" Xing Yu tilted his head and stared at her with a shameless look.
"Ayan, I'm a traditional person. If I sleep with someone, I have to take responsibility. You took my virginity away from me. Don't even think about getting rid of me."
Lin Yan thought about it all night last night.
She really couldn't leave Xing Yu, especially now that she had physical contact with him, and she had a deeper attachment to him in her heart.
But now she also has to face the recurrence of her illness.
No matter what, Xing Yu cannot be dragged down.
"Xing Yu, we won't separate. But... I have to go out of town for a while..."
"What are you going to do?"
Lin Yan told him the words she had prepared: "My depression has relapsed recently, and the somatization is serious. I contacted a very famous psychiatrist in another city and wanted to go see him and recuperate for a while before coming back."
"I'll go with you."
"Xing Yu, your life is not just about me. You have a family and a career. Wait for me in Beijing North. We can talk on the phone every day. I will fly back to see you when I have time."
"No, I don't feel comfortable leaving you alone."
Lin Yan leaned against the headboard and pressed her lips together: "If you don't agree, I will sneak away on my own some other day."
"Ayan."
Lin Yan put her arms around his neck and looked at him with a smile: "You little tail, be obedient."
Xing Yu untied the silk scarf around her neck and stroked the deep and shallow kiss marks on her neck.
"Ayan, why don't you stay in Jingbei? I'll find a good doctor for you and I'll accompany you during treatment."
Lin Yan's eyes dimmed, and she leaned closer to his chest and said truthfully, "Because... I will face a lot of pressure in Jingbei..."
Either from Mr. Xing or from Song Yanzheng.
All of these will affect her mood and be detrimental to her recovery.
But the most important thing is that she doesn't want Xing Yu to know her true condition.
It’s not that I’m afraid that he will dislike me, but I’m afraid that he will worry.
She was even more afraid that after he learned of her true condition, he would dig deeper and find out about her past.
Xing Yu sensed that she was in a bad mood, so he stopped insisting on his own opinion and compromised.
"Ayan, which city are you going to?"
"Cloud City. It's a tourist destination. I can relax while I'm recovering from my illness."
"When are we leaving?"
"At the end of the month."
"How can I find a job as a translation master?"
"If the company doesn't grant me a long vacation, I'll quit and become a freelance translator. Although I won't get the high salary of a master's degree in translation, I can still support myself."
"Then I'll send you to Yuncheng and settle everything for you before I leave."
"Um……"
She was embraced by Xing Yu again, and a helpless sigh filled her ears.
"Ayan, as long as we don't break up... I'll let you do whatever you want..."
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