Su Changsheng hurried back home and put down the food in his hand, still feeling a little indescribable in his heart.
After a while, Su Changsheng shook his head and smiled bitterly.
It's ridiculous, Su Changsheng. She hasn't shown up for so many years, which is enough to prove that she has no feelings for you.
Don't wait foolishly with that little hope.
My life is good now. Having my daughter is enough. I have everything I need and everything is abundant.
Liu Meijun, after so many years, I have really let you go, and so has Su He. From now on, I just hope that we will never meet again.
Just think of it as a dream you had when you were young, and when you woke up, you disappeared.
Just thank you for giving me such a lovely daughter.
She is all my hopes and expectations.
Looking up at the upstairs, Su Changsheng slowly calmed down and began to prepare the dishes in his hands, preparing to make a delicious meal for Su He.
The happiest thing in the world is to sit together with your family, have a meal and chat about family matters.
Su Changsheng skillfully prepared two dishes and a soup, placed them all on the dining table, and then went to call Su He down.
Su He looked very happy, with the corners of her mouth always raised. Su Changsheng was also infected by her, and a smile slowly appeared on his face, and he kept picking up food for Su He.
Su He's mouth was puffed up, and he ate quickly like a little hamster, with a look of satisfaction on his face.
Su Changsheng didn't have much of an appetite, so he just watched her eat, seemingly happier than eating himself. Seeing that he wasn't in a good mood, Su He put down her chopsticks after a while and asked with some confusion, "Dad, are you in a bad mood?"
He thought for a while, then pretended to be normal, "No, Dad is in a good mood. Our Su He is so filial, how could Dad be unhappy?"
Su He was a little unconvinced and pointed at his face. "Look, although you are smiling, your eyes are full of sorrow. You only look like this when you are in a bad mood."
Su Changsheng laughed, "Su He knows Dad so well, so guess why Dad is in a bad mood?"
Su He thought for a moment and asked tentatively, "The clothes I bought don't look good, don't you like them?"
Then he denied himself, "But you obviously liked it just now. I saw that you also liked the massager."
She propped up her chin, as if she had thought of something. After hesitating for a moment, she asked cautiously, "Did you step in dog poop when you went out? That's why you're in a bad mood?"
Su Changsheng glared at her, but still smiled, "What nonsense are you talking about, kid? Girls should speak more elegantly, otherwise people will criticize you."
Su He was completely clueless now. He propped up his chin with his hands and looked at him with a pair of eyes. "Then tell me, what happened?"
Su Changsheng felt very warm and touched when he saw her worried look, but he did not dare to mention that person easily.
That was their common taboo. Perhaps Su He had more resentment towards her. After all, it was she who abandoned her for so many years and never even looked at her.
He spoke cautiously, "Susu, I mean, if your mother wants to see you, would you be willing?"
Su He was stunned for a moment, then put away his smile and looked serious, "Dad, are you kidding me?"
"No, Dad saw your mother today. She said she wanted to see you and see how you were doing." Su Changsheng looked at her reaction and felt a little regretful about telling her about this. He wanted to move on quickly.
Seeing that Su He didn't speak for a long time, he hurriedly said, "If Su Su doesn't want to see me, then forget it. We won't see her anymore, okay?"
"No, I don't want to see her again in this life. I have nothing to do with her." Su He said quickly, then stood up and walked upstairs.
Su Changsheng was still sitting there, looking somewhat regretful, but he didn't know how to start, and looked like he wanted to say something but hesitated.
Su He walked all the way to the stairs, took a deep breath, and then said to the people downstairs: "Dad, she has already abandoned us once, don't give her a second chance. She may just be thinking of me, her daughter whom she hasn't seen for more than ten years. After that, it will be the same.
She hasn't appeared in the past ten years, and now there's no point for her to appear. It's better for the two of us to just be well."
Before Su Changsheng could react, he saw Su He had already entered the room and closed the door.
He sighed, thinking about what Su He had just said, and the corners of his mouth twitched. He was not as smart as a teenager and actually thought he was in a dilemma.
I have never been in her planned life, so she could easily give up on me before. Now I only think of coming to see me when I occasionally think of me. I really take it seriously.
How ridiculous it is to still have hope for her.
After completely killing that glimmer of hope, he actually felt a lot more relieved. He cleared the dishes and went to the kitchen to wash them.
Su He returned to his room and lay on his bed for a long time without moving, with Su Changsheng's words just now echoing in his mind.
She said she wanted to see you.
See you.
What is there to see? She is her father's only daughter and it has nothing to do with her.
She had thought about her over the past decade or so. She had been angry and resentful, and had even shed tears when no one knew. She resented that woman for not coming to see her and for not caring about her.
Since you gave birth to her, why not love her?
She couldn't come up with an answer, and she didn't dare to ask Su Changsheng. She could see that he was even more sad.
The strong man always stared at the woman's photo in a daze, and became fragile when he mentioned her.
That was the first time in his life that he was brave for love, but ended up in such a miserable state. He took a day to accept the result, and then spent a long time healing himself.
Su He hated her, not only because she abandoned him, but also because she let her father down.
Dad is such a good person, but she just doesn't want him.
Then from now on, I will just have to take care of him alone. In the years to come, I won't need her anymore.
She knew clearly that she blamed her and hated her after all.
The hatred is so intense, it hurts.
So I don’t want to mention it anymore, I just hope they will never meet again in this life.
She found the box of dusty childhood toys and the photos. Looking at the women in them, she suddenly hardened her heart, picked them up, went downstairs, and planned to throw them all into the trash can.
Why bother worrying about the memories of the past? You should look forward and not be hurt by memories anymore.
Su Changsheng was sitting in the living room at this moment, watching her movements, a little distracted, but did not stop her.
Su He walked to the big trash can in front of his house, threw everything in, then turned around and left.
Goodbye to the past, I want to become a brand new me.
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