She left resolutely, and after doing all this, she actually felt a sense of relief.
It’s like leaving behind the heavy past and transforming into a completely new person.
She twitched the corners of her mouth but didn't smile, and walked briskly towards home.
Su Changsheng remained as he was, sitting on the sofa, but Su He discovered that there were no photos of Liu Meijun in any corner of the house.
She looked at her father's dazed look, and her heart was deeply touched. She walked over and hugged him, her voice soft but firm: "Dad, I will always be with you. You won't be alone, you still have me."
Su Changsheng looked at her, nodded after a while, and smiled, "Yes, I still have Su Su. Su Su is the best child and daddy's favorite daughter."
Su He sat on the sofa with him, turned on the TV and watched a funny variety show. The host was performing with great effort. Su He couldn't help laughing, then secretly glanced at Su Changsheng and found that he was laughing too.
She finally felt relieved, and when she looked into his eyes, besides heartache, there were also some complicated emotions.
Isn’t it time to find a companion for Dad who can accompany him when I’m not around?
This man is thoughtful and caring, so it shouldn't be difficult to find him if you want.
When Su He was a child, he watched neighbors introduce girls to his father, but he always refused, saying that Su He was too young and he didn't have the heart for it.
But now that I have grown up, I don’t object to my father finding love. Maybe it can help him completely get out of the shadow of his previous failed marriage.
She looked at the man who was watching TV intently and asked tentatively, "Dad, do you want to find another partner?"
Su Changsheng was stunned by her words and turned to look at her, "Su Su, what did you say?"
Su He swallowed and sorted out his words. "What I mean is, do you want to find someone else to accompany you? You still have so many years to live. Don't always be immersed in the memories of the past. Maybe there is a new person who can help you get over it quickly."
Su Changsheng opened his mouth but no words came out for a long time. He looked at Su He with an incredible expression and it took him a long time to find his voice.
"Susu, do you want daddy to find another aunt to be your stepmother? What if she treats you badly?"
"No, if she loves dad, she will definitely love me too. Besides, I'm so cute, there's no reason not to like me. Besides, if it's someone you really like, I'll welcome her and get along well with her." Su He spoke out his inner thoughts all at once, and then glanced at Su Changsheng's expression.
He didn't seem happy, nor surprised, but just looked calm, as if his words hadn't caused any waves at all.
She waited nervously for Su Changsheng's answer. After a long while, he only said one sentence, "Let it be. I've gotten used to being alone for so many years. Now I prioritize you. Let's talk about it after you graduate from university."
Seeing his determined look, Su He wisely shut up and didn't say anything else.
I just feel a little regretful in my heart. My father is such a good man, why can't he find a beautiful love?
Only after watching Su He go upstairs did Su Changsheng relax and his face fell.
Liu Meijun, if I had known the ending would be like this, I should have given up the first time you rejected me and then looked for a better match.
What kind of curse did you put on me that made me miss you all these years?
He slowly got up, walked towards the room, covered himself with the quilt and fell asleep. He couldn't think about it anymore, and didn't dare to think about it anymore, otherwise his heart would be torn too painfully.
Before her, he had never thought about getting married, and after her, he had never thought about looking for another one.
He couldn't tell what kind of feeling this was, it just seemed like she was the only one he could have in this world.
But I can't go on like this. I must let go of this obsession and live a good life.
As for what Su He said about finding someone new, it's not that he hasn't thought about it, but he always habitually wants to find her shadow in other people, which is unfair to others.
Love should be pure and clean, and should not be mixed with these things.
Then wait until you can completely forget her, and when you see her again there is no ripple in your heart, then you have truly let her go.
By then, I will try to find my own love.
Maybe it's too late, but I hope God won't treat me unfairly again.
The topic was put aside and Su He didn't dare to bring it up again, for fear of seeing his father's expression.
The middle-aged man in his forties had such a fragile and heartbreaking look on his face that I couldn't bear to look at him.
But when they didn't know, next to the trash can that Su He had just passed by, there was a woman squatting and crying bitterly.
Liu Meijun had been watching from a distance, and when she saw Su He come out, she was ecstatic. She hadn't seen her so closely for a long time, and now seeing her appearance, she felt relieved and proud.
This is her daughter, so outstanding and so beautiful.
Then she saw her holding a big box, throwing everything into the trash can, and turning away.
Liu Meijun's eyes were fixed on the box, and memories gradually flooded her mind.
She didn't dare to guess or think about it, but she recognized that it was the storage box that the family used to store old photos and Su He's old toys.
Su He is nostalgic, and he would keep many of the dolls he played with as a child, even if they were broken, and carefully preserve them.
And now, she saw that she had thrown everything into the trash can, and her heart seemed to skip a beat. In the end, she still had a bit of luck in her heart, and she went forward to open the trash can.
With just that one glance, Liu Meijun could no longer hold back her tears. She stared blankly at the things in the box, and memories of the past came flooding back one after another.
Those dolls were bought by me for Su He. She loved them so much that she refused to throw them away even after they were broken.
Those photos were taken when Su He was a child. At that time, the family of three looked very happy. Su He was wearing the floral dress she bought for her and was smiling innocently.
There are many more that Liu Meijun recognizes. She remembers everything in the past and was once glad that her daughter was such a nostalgic person and would probably remember her for a long time.
But now, I am just like those old things, covered with dust and thrown into the trash can.
She regretted it in the end, but she no longer had the courage and she didn't have the face to face them again.
No one knew how much courage she had mustered to appear in front of Su Changsheng before.
The man was still the same as he was in his youth, warm and gentle. When she looked at him, she couldn't help but recall the past years, and the regrets in her heart tore her apart violently.
Liu Meijun, all of this is caused by you. You have made too many mistakes and you are not qualified to ask for anyone's forgiveness.
The mistakes you made when you were young will require you to spend your whole life to atone for them.
I just hope it’s not too late.
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