He sighed, somewhat self-deprecatingly, "My father wasn't a responsible man. He never said he loved her, but he always greedily accepted all the kindness and tenderness she gave him. He wasn't a competent father either. Growing up, I had no memory of my father. I rarely saw him, but I knew that every time my mother met him, she would cry. I didn't know why she was crying, but seeing her cry made me sad."
I tried to comfort her, but she would always hold me tightly, holding me tight, refusing to let me break free. Later, when I grew up, my mother fell ill. She began taking a lot of medication, and she couldn't sleep at night. I would always see her staring at the door, her eyes empty and unfocused. I asked her what she was looking at, but she never said. I later learned that she was waiting for the man she would never meet, the man who had let her down her whole life.
I don't like that man. He has been a burden to my mother for her whole life. When she was young, she had a falling out with her family just to marry him. Who knew that after marriage, there would be countless quarrels and not the harmony she wanted.
It was then that she realized that men really change after marriage. The love you said before could soon fade away, and the vows you made before could be treated as a joke and denied by him.
She was in great pain. She wanted to give up and end the marriage countless times, but she couldn't bear to do so. She loved this man so much that she couldn't accept a life without him. She would rather accept his alienation and indifference. She even thought that as long as he was by her side, everything would be fine.
But later, he ran away and had another woman. She saw the tenderness and affection on his face that he had shown to her in the past, but now he was showing it to someone else.
She finally decided to divorce, thinking she would see a trace of guilt in him, but no, he even thought of competing with her for me. Only then did she realize that this man was really heartless.
After so many years, even a stone would have warmed up. She worked hard for him, supported the company, and made selfless contributions to this small family, but he never saw it.
She took the medicine tonight and cried again. She told me she regretted falling in love with such a person, which only made me suffer. He told me not to become a person like him and not to let other girls follow in his footsteps.
He suddenly chuckled and whispered to the other end of the phone, "Susu, I'm lucky I have you now, otherwise I really don't know what I would become. I feel like I'm almost going crazy from being tortured. I hate my father's cruelty and determination, and I'm angry at my mother's humbleness and weakness.
But who can say what they will become in love? Maybe they once loved each other, but everything has gone through so much that even the initial affection is gone.
Susu, you will always be by my side, right?"
There was a bitterness in his words, a certain caution in his tone, and Su He felt a sharp pain in his heart. He had never spoken so many words in a single breath before. He talked about his parents' love and hate, but his words were filled with sadness.
His parents' emotional discord for many years was a torture for Gu Xuran. Just imagine how much he doubted love as he had lived under his parents' quarrels since he was a child.
That's why he was so cautious and careful when he met me. Only after he confirmed his feelings for me did he dare to face it and fight for it.
She suddenly wanted to hug the boy and comfort his fragile emotions, but they were now separated by a long distance and could only rely on the phone to express her longing for him.
Su He had never spoken so seriously before, but now she was extremely serious and said firmly, "Gu Xuran, listen to me, Su He, will never leave you in my life. I will always be with you and make you a happy person.
You don't have to question my feelings. I was the first one to fall in love with you. I started this relationship first, and I will never give up on it.
Before I met you, I never believed in the rest of my life, but after I met you, I just wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. I just wanted to look at your voice and smile, watch you laugh, and cry with you all my life.
So, I must, definitely, and definitely tell you, Gu Xuran, please don't doubt my feelings for you, I will definitely, always be with you."
Su He finished speaking quickly, panting a little. The other end of the phone was very quiet. She became a little anxious, "You idiot, did you hear what I said?"
"I heard you." His voice seemed to have regained its previous sunny tone, without any trace of melancholy. "I'm very fortunate that my Susu has always loved me so firmly. I'm already full of fighting spirit. I also want to tell you that this relationship wasn't started by you. You weren't the only one who was moved on the school playground that night."
Su He smiled, "Then we fell in love with each other at first sight, right?"
"yes."
"Then I am braver than you, because I took the initiative."
"Yes, Susu is the bravest. Are you still at Yancuo's house now?"
"Yeah, I came here to play with them. It's boring to be alone at home."
"You have to go back early. It's very late. I remember your house is quite far from Yancuo's."
Su He didn't take it seriously. "It's okay. Today is New Year's Eve. Every house is brightly lit and the streets are bright. Don't worry."
But he refused, "No, go back early and don't make me worry. Besides, can you bear to have your uncle home alone?"
She couldn't persuade him, so she had to agree reluctantly, "Okay, okay, I'll play for a while and then go back, don't worry."
He finally felt relieved. He looked at the sky outside the window. The fireworks kept blooming, bright and gorgeous, making people yearn for it. He thought of that lovely girl, "Happy New Year, Susu."
Her voice was a little cheerful. "Happy New Year! I'm very happy today, but I think I would be happier if you were with me."
"Soon, Susu, I'll come to see you in a few days. Stay well at home, eat well, and rest well. Keep yourself plump and don't lose weight."
Yan Cuo pouted a little embarrassedly, "You don't know me yet, when did I lose weight? I still want to lose weight, but I'm much fatter than Yan Cuo."
"You don't need to lose weight. You're fine like this. I feel comfortable holding you. Health is the most important thing. Yancuo is too thin. That's not good."
Su He secretly covered her mouth and smiled at the other end of the phone, "Is it really okay for you to say bad things about Yan Cuo like this? Be careful that Yu Muyang won't let you go."
He disagreed, "I'm telling the truth, I just think you're the best."
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