Chapter 105: I ask for it completely out of my own free will...
Love.
Now, after losing his memory, Ian falls in love with Hades.
But what if we remove all prefixes?
Will Ian, who is now like that, still love me as much as he does now?
Hades didn't know either.
But both he and the little life in his belly were madly craving the male insect's pheromones.
The dependence of pregnant female insects on male insects will increase exponentially, which will not only affect the physical and mental condition of the female insects themselves, but also for the female insects, the pregnancy period is a period of weakness.
Need protection and companionship.
Of course, there is no such thing as empathy in this world. Even in a marriage, the male insect will not be very tolerant of the pregnant female insect.
Pregnancy symptoms: pain, nausea, loss of appetite, general fatigue...
None of this matters to the males.
What is important is that after becoming pregnant, the female insect still has to fulfill her duties as a queen, and she also needs to fulfill her duties as a father, ensuring that the eggs are irrigated by the male insect.
The new marriage law introduced by His Majesty Atalan clearly stipulates that male insects have the obligation to protect insect eggs.
But deep-rooted ideas don't change so quickly.
In general perception, protecting eggs seems to be the responsibility of female insects - because it is an instinct after pregnancy.
Maybe it will take another hundred or two hundred years.
It may even take longer.
What's more difficult is that Hades is not ready yet, and he finds that he can't even open his mouth.
Is it really necessary to say it?
Now that the research on the catalepsy drug has reached the final stage and is in the acceptance stage, Ian is fully qualified to file for divorce.
When Ian regained his memory, if the male insect knew that there was an insect egg between them, would this be another shackle for the male insect?
Just like this marriage, just like the contract at the beginning.
Hades had never hesitated so much.
But if I don’t tell it, would it be fair to this insect egg?
Even if there is a slight chance, this insect egg has a reason to survive.
The egg should thrive under the joint protection of both the female and male fathers.
In an instant, when hearing Ian's confession, Hades thought a lot.
He felt guilty towards the male insect in front of him, and he also felt guilty towards the insect eggs in its belly, but he never thought about himself.
He masochistically ignored his reluctance and love for the male insect.
It was clearly love at first sight, but they took so many detours and encountered so many accidents.
"Heddes?"
Ian didn't hear Hades's reply for a long time, so he spoke in confusion.
He sighed very softly.
"What are you thinking about? You're so lost in thought, at least give me a response."
Hades finally reacted. He looked up at Ian. The male insect's black eyes were indeed full of affection, and his handsome face was like a god in mythology.
When he looks at someone with full love, rejection becomes no option.
Hades smiled bitterly. He wanted to touch his lower abdomen, but paused and touched the silver mask that covered half of his face.
"My Lord, perhaps after you remember all your memories, you will not think so."
"I'm not as lovable as other female insects—I'm also aware of my dullness and rigidity. In fact, from the first time I saw you, I fell hopelessly in love with you, my Lord."
"But Lord, starting from that contract, you did not sign it voluntarily."
"...I'm not rejecting the Lord's love, I just...need to tell you the truth."
With every word, Hades' voice became lower.
Of course he loved Ian, loved her so much that he was willing to endure the pain for a long time, but he couldn't bear to see Ian suffer and regret.
Selfishness and love are like two fighting swords, colliding fiercely, creating sparks, and neither is willing to give in.
In the end, the only one who felt the pain was Hades himself.
"voluntary?"
Ian turned the words around in his mouth.
He seemed to have tasted the tip of the bitter iceberg in Hades' heart.
"If I didn't sign voluntarily, did you put a knife to my neck and force me to sign?"
"My Lord..." Hades said helplessly, "That's not what I meant."
"Besides, let's not talk about what happened in the past, but now, I have fallen in love with you completely out of my own will, Hades. Are you afraid of my love?"
Ian put his arm around Hades' back, and they pressed closer and closer, moving closer and closer.
"What are you afraid of? I can sense your uneasiness, but no matter what, you should tell me."
"We are in a legal marriage, and I love you completely of my own free will. Perhaps even if I were to repeat it a thousand or ten thousand times, I would still make the same choice."
Ian rarely showed an extremely tender and awkward side to himself. He had never expressed his love in this way before, but when he spoke of it now, it seemed as if all the words came naturally.
For a moment, Hades' brain seemed to be drained out, and all his thoughts stopped at this moment.
His body instinctively took two steps back, his steps staggering slightly, as if trying to escape from this sudden sense of urgency.
However, Ian pressed on, not giving him any chance to breathe.
Hades' back was pressed against the cold wall, with nowhere to retreat.
Ian's slender arms were like iron hoops, tightly locking his waist and holding him in place.
Hades could feel the other man's aura coming at him, hot and powerful, ready to devour him whole.
"Hero..."
Hades' voice trembled slightly, with a hint of barely perceptible panic.
My heart was beating like a drum in my chest.
However,
At this moment,
A long-suppressed voice deep in my heart suddenly broke out.
The voice swept through his mind like a violent storm, with an obsession that was almost crazy.
Why should I give in? Why should I let go?
——The thing he had longed for for so long was now right before his eyes. Was he going to push it away? Was he going to give it up to someone else?
Yes, why should we give in?
Hades's eyes changed. Even if it was just a mirage, even if it was just a fleeting dream, at least Ian really loved him at this moment.
This is the love he has always dreamed of.
Thinking of this, Hades's gaze became firm and fiery, with an unquenchable flame burning in his silver-gray eyes.
He stopped retreating and instead met Ian's gaze, his eyes gleaming with determination.
The next second, Hades leaned forward and kissed Ian on the lips without hesitation.
This kiss was filled with unprecedented madness, as if it wanted to release all the repression and desire at this moment.
Hades' fingers tightly grasped Ian's collar, as if he was afraid that the other party would suddenly disappear.
His breathing was rapid and so hot that he almost melted in this quiet space.
“!”
Ian obviously didn't expect Hades to be so proactive all of a sudden. After a brief moment of daze, a smile flashed in his eyes, and then he took the initiative and deepened the kiss.
The pheromones in the air were like invisible silk threads, entwining and interweaving, gradually weaving into an impenetrable net that tightly wrapped them.
It was an irresistible attraction, as if to tear each other's souls apart, reassemble them, and finally merge them into one.
Every breath I took seemed to be inhaling the other person's scent. It was a dizzying, almost out-of-control feeling.
The blood rushed through his veins with a suffocating heat, as if it was going to completely burn away all rationality.
Hades' fingertips trembled slightly, and a thin layer of sweat appeared on his palms, but his fingers were still tightly grasping Ian's collar, unwilling to let go for a moment.
His mind was in chaos, with only one clear thought remaining, etched deep in his soul like a brand - he really couldn't let Ian go.
He had clearly known it from the very beginning. From the moment their eyes met at the banquet, from that embarrassing "accident", he could no longer turn back.
Reason had warned Hades countless times to stay calm, to be restrained, and to silently swallow the bitter fruit of this doomed fruitless end.
However, his heart had already betrayed him, pushing him towards that irresistible cake again and again.
Forget his reason and his worries.
Never mind, don't worry about it...
At least during the time when Ian remembered all his memories, Ian belonged to him and only to him. Hades would stay by Ian's side like a wolf, repelling every female insect that intended to approach Ian.
Since it's just a beautiful dream, it's not too much for him to be greedy, right?
Even the most silent mountains will eventually erupt, with rocks collapsing and rivers breaking.
What was revealed was a true heart full of scars.
The pheromones in the air were becoming thicker and thicker, almost filling the entire villa.
Hades' kiss became more and more intense, as if he wanted to release all his desires and repressions at this moment.
He had put countless shackles on himself, but at this moment, all the shackles were broken.
Hades' back was pressed tightly against the cold wall, while Ian's body was like a ball of blazing fire, wrapping him completely in it.
"Um, my lord..." Hades called out vaguely. His mouth was blocked and he could only make a little sound.
Ian's hands fumbled eagerly on Hades's uniform, his slender fingers trying to undo the tightly fastened buttons.
The uniform was of excellent quality, with the buttons fastened tightly.
It's like a tightly wrapped shell. Only by removing the shell can you taste the fresh inside.
Ian was anxious, with an urgency that was almost anxious, but he was unwilling to stop.
He groaned softly and simply pulled hard, and the buttons broke open with a slight sound and scattered on the ground.
The military jacket was roughly pulled off and thrown onto the stair railing, followed by the shirt.
"Hmm!" Hades shuddered.
Ian's fingers slid along Hades' waistline, and his fingertips touched his warm skin, which seemed to carry an electric current, causing Hades to shudder involuntarily.
The buttons of his shirt were undone one by one, revealing Hades's firm and plump chocolate-brown chest.
Ian's lips slid down along his sharp jaw with an almost sticky tenderness. The male insect's breath was hot, spraying on Hades' skin, causing a slight shudder.
Hades's Adam's apple rolled slightly, as if silently responding to Ian's request.
The next second, Ian's lips touched his Adam's apple. It was a gentle touch, like a test.
Then, Ian opened his mouth stickily, and gently licked the raised area with the tip of his warm and moist tongue, and then took the entire Adam's apple into his mouth.
The male's movements were possessive and forceful, yet mixed with a hint of ambiguous tenderness. Hades's breathing suddenly stagnated, and a low, muffled groan escaped from his throat.
His fingers unconsciously grasped Ian's shoulders, his fingertips digging deep into his clothes.
Ian's lips and tongue on his Adam's apple
Lingering, sometimes sucking gently, sometimes rubbing gently with teeth, bringing a subtle tingling sensation.
Suddenly, Ian bit Hades' Adam's apple with his teeth with a little force.
The blow was not heavy, but it was enough to make Hades' body tense up suddenly.
It was as if even my heartbeat stopped for a moment.
The male insect's bite was a little bit fierce, but in the next second he gently touched the slight pain with the tip of his tongue, as if to comfort, or to declare some kind of possession.
Hades' eyes were blurred, and there was a thick mist in his smoky gray eyes.
Before I knew it, the belt was untied, the metal buckle made a crisp sound, and then it was thrown to the ground casually.
Hades's breathing became more rapid, and his hands unconsciously grabbed Ian's shoulders, digging deep into his skin, as if looking for some support.
His mind was blank, and only his body's instincts were driving him.
They fit tightly together, with almost no gap.
Ian could feel Hades' heartbeat, rapid and powerful, as if it was about to burst through his chest.
It seems that Hades is also extremely moved and excited.
Ian curled his lips, contentedly, inserted his fingers into Ian's hair, and with a little force, pulled the other's lips towards him again.
Their kiss became deeper, as if to devour each other's souls.
The coldness of the wall formed a sharp contrast with the heat of his body. Hades' back was a little painful from being hit by the wall, but he didn't care.
All his attention was focused solely on Ian, on the passionate kiss and eager hands.
Dizzyingly sweet grape scent—Ian's pheromone.
The fruit, when ripe, emits an extremely sweet fragrance.
It's like the best kind of drug.
Dizzy.
Irresistible.
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