Chapter 71 Secret
◎She grew from a well-behaved girl to a charming woman◎
With this question in mind, Gao Guangqiang took Ai Hui and Zhu Feipeng to Qiming Middle School the next day to learn about Fei Siqin's study and life.
Zhu Kang and Huang Yuande stayed in the Municipal Bureau and tested the collected evidence together with their colleagues from the Trace Section.
Liu Liangju drove He Mingyu and Zhao Xiangwan to the crime scene for another investigation.
Everyone's work is clearly arranged.
Zhu Feipeng was used to teaming up with He Mingyu. He muttered a few words, but was rebuked by Gao Guangqiang: "You and Mingyu see each other every day, aren't you tired of it? You have a clever mouth and quick reaction. It's most suitable for you to follow us to do the external investigation."
Gao Guangqiang has been in the Serious Crime Unit for a long time and has a deeper understanding of the temperament, personality, and specialties of each member. Ai Hui is an upright person with good physical strength, but his ability to express and summarize is still a little lacking. Zhu Feipeng, who has a lively personality, can make up for this deficiency.
Zhu Feipeng looked at He Mingyu reluctantly, and the two waved goodbye.
Zhao Xiangwan looked at He Mingyu: "Are you so reluctant to let go?"
He Mingyu shrugged: "It's actually not bad." It was an office romance, and it felt good at first. We could see each other from 8 am and not separate until 8 pm. We spent half of the day together, and our feelings grew rapidly. But after a while, it got a bit boring.
Hearing what He Mingyu was thinking, Zhao Xiangwan looked at her and smiled.
I never thought... the book says that when you are in love, you wish two people could become one, but it turns out that this also has a time limit.
He Mingyu saw Zhao Xiangwan laughing happily and nudged her with her shoulder affectionately: "What are you laughing at? Aren't you and Ji Zhao in love? I don't think you two are together every day." After the fight in the small restaurant, Zhao Xiangwan did not bring Ji Zhao with him when he went out to investigate.
Zhao Xiangwan turned around and dragged Ji Zhao out from his desk, "Ji Zhao, come with us to the scene and help me draw a picture of the scene, so that it will be easier to restore it and find evidence later."
Ji Zhao was very quiet and didn't like to move. If he had nothing to do, he could sit behind his desk and paint all day. But he preferred to be with Zhao Xiangwan rather than sitting alone. When Zhao Xiangwan called him, he stood up obediently, put his painting folder on his back, and got into the car with them.
The four of them arrived at the music academy. A few aunts had gathered downstairs, probably nannies or family members, fanning themselves and gossiping.
"Alas, a murder happened in this nice professor's building. Everyone is panicking. I don't know who did it."
"I heard that a thief broke into Professor Fei's house and hacked someone with a knife. The house was covered in blood. It was so scary."
"Nothing has happened to the eldest daughter of the Fei family. Do you think it's strange?"
"Hehe, it's because she's pretty and popular, so I can't bear to let her go."
Zhao Xiangwan and He Mingyu looked at each other and thought of Fei Siqin's pretty face at the same time. Zhao Xiangwan's words were slightly sarcastic, saying that the three gangsters really showed mercy to you. She replied: I have always been popular with the opposite sex since I was a child. I don't know how many boys chased me in school and outside of school.
Beautiful and self-aware, I really don’t know whether it is luck or disaster.
After showing their police officer ID, Liu Liangju, Zhao Xiangwan and three others crossed the cordon and entered Professor Fei's home.
The smell of blood had dissipated a little, but it was still detectable.
Ji Zhao frowned and moved closer to Zhao Xiangwan.
[The smell of blood is unpleasant.]
Zhao Xiangwan pulled his arm and said, "This is a crime scene. Please be patient."
【Oh, someone died here. 】
Zhao Xiangwan nodded: "Yes."
【What is the figure drawn with chalk? 】
Zhao Xiangwan glanced at the open door of the second bedroom on the north side. There was a small figure drawn with white chalk near the door. It was the shape of Fei Sizhang falling down after being killed. She sighed: "It was the image of the victim falling to the ground, drawn according to the outline."
Ji Zhao seemed to understand something and began to investigate.
Zhao Xiangwan said, "Open the cabinets and drawers and take a look. Note the items and their locations, but don't move anything."
This was a very simple thing for Ji Zhao. He stepped into the second bedroom on the north side and scanned every corner carefully.
Fei Sizhang's room looks like a 13-year-old boy's. The bedding is yellow with car patterns, and under the bed is a pair of blue slippers with car patterns on them. On the desk are books and toys that boys like to read. There aren't many clothes in the closet, but every piece is stacked or hung, neatly arranged.
My first impression of Zhao Xiangwan: He is a sunny, cheerful boy who likes cars.
There was a plastic storage box under the bed. He pulled it out and opened it. Most of the things inside were car models, but at the very bottom was a Barbie doll in a red dress, which stood out among the car models. Zhao Xiangwan picked up the doll and examined it carefully.
It should be imported goods, with very delicate workmanship. The flesh-colored skin looks like a real person, with long black wavy hair and a graceful figure. She is wearing a sleeveless princess dress with layered gauze hems, like a beautiful morning glory.
He Mingyu looked at the Barbie doll in Zhao Xiangwan's hand and couldn't help but exclaimed, "Wow, what a beautiful doll. I saw it in the Overseas Chinese Mall when I was a child and couldn't take my eyes off it. But my mother said it was too expensive and we couldn't afford it."
Zhao Xiangwan said: "Boys also play with dolls?"
He Mingyu casually said, "Maybe it was something Fei Siqin played with when she was a child? Let her brother keep it for her."
Zhao Xiangwan nodded, put the doll back to its place, and pushed the storage box back under the bed.
Then he went to the master bedroom to check. There were bloodstains on the floor, walls, and bed, and the strong smell of blood lingered for a long time. Zhao Xiangwan glanced at the messy bed and opened the closet to check carefully.
Huang Yuande is very attentive and his expression is very accurate. When you open the door, you will see clothes that are neatly ironed and hung by color. Men's and women's clothes are separated, tops and bottoms are separated, underwear, socks, ties, etc. are all classified and stacked in drawers. It can be seen that Fei Yongbai and Qu Weige are very serious people.
If only the hostess loves tidiness, then the closet would never be so tidy. Only if both the host and the hostess are self-disciplined can they maintain it so well.
Painting requires pigments and water, which are hard to avoid staining clothes and body. Zhao Xiangwan discovered that although Qu Weige was an associate professor of Chinese painting, she did not have a studio at home. Her home was spotless. Even Fei Sizhang, who was said to have a good level of Chinese painting, had no traces of painting in his bedroom. It seemed that Qu Weige had another studio.
There are three accordions, two large and one small, placed on the piano stand in the living room, as well as a piano, a piano stand, a metronome, etc. However, apart from a few traditional Chinese paintings by Qu Weige hanging on the wall, there are no other painted objects. This made Zhao Xiangwansheng wonder: Why?
She asked He Mingyu: "Isn't Qu Weige also a painter? Why doesn't she have an easel, painting folder, or drawing table at home?"
He Mingyu was also a little confused: "Is it possible that the house is too small to accommodate it?"
Zhao Xiangwan shook his head: "The professor's building has a floor area of more than 100 square meters, with three bedrooms and two living rooms. Compared to ordinary people's homes, it is already large enough. There should be enough space in the corner of the living room to put a table and a canvas, right?"
He Mingyu looked at the living room and felt that what Zhao Xiangwan said made sense: "Yes, there is room for it, but it will look a bit crowded. However..." She suddenly thought of what Ji Jinmao said the night before, "Didn't President Ji say that Teacher Fei has a higher status in the family? The husband sings and the wife follows, right?"
Zhao Xiangwan looked at the master bedroom closet again and found the same problem: "In most families, women like to look beautiful and have more clothes. But in their family, Teacher Fei and Teacher Qu have almost half as many clothes as each, or even more. This shows that Teacher Fei's family status is indeed high."
The two girls looked at each other, both finding it a little unbelievable.
Men have more clothes than women? What does that mean? It seems that Mr. Fei is really particular about people. He has seven or eight suits, more than thirty ties, and more than ten shirts of the same color. He also has as many accessories as women, such as cufflinks, tie clips, watches... It's dizzying to see.
Teacher Qu's jewelry and cosmetics are all on the dressing table, mostly pearl jewelry. It can be seen that Qu Weige is a person who advocates simplicity and elegance.
Walking into the second bedroom on the south side, Zhao Xiangwan and He Mingyu frowned at the same time.
Both of them are young girls and have never experienced love, but the lustful atmosphere and the chaotic and extravagant scene in the house forced them to face this embarrassing scene.
Zhao Xiangwan opened the north closet and stared in a daze at the pile of clothes in front of him.
--many!
Autumn and winter clothes should have been put away, and the closet is full of summer clothes. There are all kinds of dresses, silk vests, skirts, small outerwear... all the styles that appear in movies, posters, and magazines are available here.
In fact, when Zhao Xiangwan opened the closet in the master bedroom just now, he felt like he had just opened his eyes. But now, when Fei Siqin's closet was opened, Zhao Xiangwan felt like Granny Liu entering the Grand View Garden - so luxurious!
There are many styles, including vest dresses, princess dresses, suspender skirts, pleated skirts, cheongsams... many of which even Zhao Xiangwan can't name. With so many of them displayed before her eyes, I'm afraid this is the wardrobe that every girl dreams of owning.
He Mingyu sighed: "Fei Siqin is beautiful, and her parents love her so much, she is really lucky." In He Mingyu's opinion, there is no need to have such a closet. Being able to sleep alone in a room is the greatest luxury and enjoyment.
Zhao Xiangwan glanced at her and said, "Are you happy? For many things, when you truly possess them, you may not feel happy anymore."
曾經看過一篇文章,說幸福感,是指一個人自我價值得到滿足,随之産生喜悅,并希望一直保持現狀的心理情緒。得到某件東西産生的幸福感,與得到的困難程度成正比。換而言之,得到越容易,幸福感越低。得到越艱難,幸福感越濃。
像何明玉,因為從小到大都是四姐妹住一個屋,睡一張大床,擁擠的居住環境讓她期望能夠一個人住一間房。大學畢業住四人間,但一人一個床;工作後住單身宿舍兩人一間房,依然是一人一張床。如果有一天她結婚了,分配到一房一廳的宿舍樓,一定會特別、特別幸福。因為……為了能夠實現夢想,她努力了很久很久。
費思琴擁有的足夠多,可是她幸福嗎?或許因為得到太容易,她并不覺得幸福吧。
何明玉說:“阿黃沒有說錯,雖然衣服款式很多,但沒有花衣服,全是淨面色,而且……黑、白、灰居多,鮮亮的顏色不多。”
費思琴穿在身上的那件紅色連衣裙,是整個衣櫃裏唯一一件紅色衣服,顏色最多是白,其次為灰、米色,然後是黑色,有兩件藍色、綠色的半身裙,然後就沒有其他顏色了。
趙向晚若有所思:“也許,衣服都是屈老師買的吧?國畫以黑白灰為主,她喜歡簡單素雅的東西,所以……”
何明玉點頭表示贊同:“對,費思琴還是學生,沒的賺錢,她的衣服肯定都是爸媽買的。這一櫃子衣服,代表的是費老師、屈老師的審美,不一定是費思琴喜歡的。”
案發之後,費思琴換上的衣服豔麗性感,與這一櫃子衣服的風格都不太搭,顯然她的審美與父母并不一致。
再回過頭來審視費思琴的房間,總覺得裝修風格偏硬朗,女性的柔軟相對不足。窗簾是墨綠色的,家具是純白色的,床上用品是暗色系的,床頭櫃上擺放的是課本,床上一個娃娃、抱枕都沒有。沒有梳妝臺,只有一張簡單的書桌,書桌上只有最簡單的鏡子、梳子、護膚品,除了兩個黑色發圈,什麽配飾都沒有。
就仿佛,兩種割裂的思想同時存在着。
一個思想是:我的女兒真漂亮,我要用心打扮她,把她打扮成全世界最漂亮的女孩子。
另一個思想是:漂亮不是好事,漂亮是原罪,必須把漂亮藏起來,不要讓別人看到,這樣就不會有人傷害她。
按下心中疑惑,趙向晚來到衛生間。
費家的衛生間分成兩個部分,外面是洗漱間,內裏是廁所和沐浴間,米色與咖色交錯的瓷磚,牆面也貼着米色瓷磚,給人一種冷清、整潔的感覺。
漱口杯、牙刷、毛巾……全都歸置得井井有條,看得出來粉色系是費思琴的,黃色系是費思章的,藍色系和白色系應該是夫妻倆的。
邊邊角角一點污漬也沒有,淡淡的茉莉花香味傳來,趙向晚發現水池邊放着一個小巧的香薰燈,正散發着悠香。
趙向晚腦子裏忽然閃過一句話:一個家女主人怎麽樣,看衛生間就知道。
衛生間是最容易藏污納垢的地方,保持幹淨需要耗費很多時間與精力。不知道費家有沒有請保姆,難道屈薇歌一邊經營畫廊、一邊教學,還能有這麽多時間打掃衛生?
如果家裏有請保姆,那将會多一個知情人。
如果家裏沒有請保姆,那趙向晚深深佩服屈薇歌,為這個家庭傾注了大量的時間與精力。
想到昨天聽艾輝的彙報,所有人都沒有提到過保姆一詞,那極有可能這個家裏,屈薇歌是奉獻最多的那一個。
默默記下這一筆之後,三人再來到廚房。不出所料,漂亮的大理石臺面,米色櫥櫃,鍋碗瓢盆歸置得十分整齊,不鏽鋼洗菜盆锃亮,就連排氣扇都擦拭得沒什麽油煙。
何明玉嘆了一句:“屈薇歌是不是有潔癖?我第一次看到這麽幹淨的廚房。”
趙向晚若有所思地點了點頭:“有可能。”
有潔癖的勤快媽媽、嚴厲而控制欲極強的爸爸,這樣的組合聽上去似乎并不是那麽美妙。
查看完整間屋子,劉良駒提了一個問題:“怎麽沒看到全家福?”
他這一說,何明玉與趙向晚也都同時意識到了這一點:這麽幸福的家庭,怎麽連一張照片都沒有?
重新再找了一遍,除了在費思琴、費思章的書桌抽屜裏找到幾張半寸黑白證件照之外,再沒有一張照片的存在。
別說全家福,連費思琴、費思章小時候的照片也沒有,這就奇了怪了。一家四口顏值這麽高,怎麽就不肯照相留存紀念呢?
劉良駒嘟囔道:“我家劉栗子的相冊,我都攢了兩本。小妞妞一天一個樣兒,太可愛了,我要把她的模樣都拍下來。只可惜咱沒錢買攝像機,不然拍下她第一次喊爸爸,多有意思。”
聽劉良駒這麽一說,大家又再次注意到——費家沒有電視機,沒有錄像機,也沒有錄音機。
九十年代流行的電器,費家只有冰箱、洗衣機,沒有與娛樂有關的一切電器。
何明玉不滿地說:“越有錢,越摳。能夠和季總做朋友的,肯定家裏特有錢,怎麽連個電視機都舍不得買?我們家那麽困難,都買了呢。現在電視節目多,我爸媽下班一回家就打開電視機,不管有沒有時間看都讓它在那裏放着,說是多點人氣。”
劉良駒說:“藝術家的世界,我們不懂。咱們都是小老百姓,就圖個開心。我家妞妞劉栗子,一說看動畫片連飯都不肯吃,嘿嘿。”
藝術家的世界我們不懂?趙向晚被觸動心事,看向季昭。
季昭的目光正一點一點掃過費家陳設,就像是個掃描儀一樣,他這是要把一切都印在腦中,便于場景還原。
季昭也是畫家,不過他相對單純,沒那麽多彎彎繞。更重要的是,他願意走進重案組,願意适應、遷就趙向晚的世界。
所以,沒有什麽世界是不能讓人懂的,只看對方願不願意尊重與了解別人的世界。
想到這裏,趙向晚拉住季昭的手:“看好了嗎?”
季昭沒有動,他此刻精力高度集中,無暇分神。
那只小雲雀老老實實蹲在枝頭,一動不動,季昭的世界全面靜止,連一絲風都沒有。
趙向晚笑了笑,安靜等待着。
過了片刻,小雲雀動了,就像是被暫停的畫面突然活了起來。
【好了,走吧。】
還是那熟悉的清潤的少年音,趙向晚忽然有些好奇,季昭如果開口說話,會不會和自己聽到的一樣。
離開教授樓,等衆人上了車,劉良駒問:“去哪裏?”
何明玉與趙向晚對視一眼,異口同聲:“去省三醫院。”
有太多疑問,需要找到當事人聊聊。
費思琴胳膊上的刀傷并不算嚴重,不過現在天氣炎熱,為了防止傷口發炎膿腫,醫生做了相應的處理。按理說,上了消炎藥之後她就可以回家休息,每天來換一次藥就行,可是她沒地方可以去。
費家現在是兇案現場,被警方封鎖。
費永柏父母早已經去世,只有一個姐姐也在1985年病逝。屈薇歌的父母、兄長都在國外,夫妻倆在星市沒有一個親戚。費思琴沒有什麽朋友,屈薇歌的好友洛丹楓想把費思琴接到家裏住,卻被她拒絕。
費永柏還在ICU監測,目前生命征狀基本穩定,但沒有完全脫離危險,人也在昏迷之中,既沒辦法管費思琴,也不需要費思琴陪床。
費思琴便留在了外科病房,留院觀察。
趙向晚四人來到病房,費思琴一眼便看到了走在最後的季昭。她眼睛一亮,揮手打招呼:“季昭哥哥。”
季昭沒反應,冷着臉。
費思琴卻絲毫沒有不高興,掀開蓋在肚子上的白床單,雙手撐在床邊,慢吞吞穿上拖鞋,坐在床邊,仰着臉看着季昭:“季昭哥哥,你來看我了?”
趙向晚驚奇地發現,費思琴完全變了個樣子。
昨天她身穿紅色連衣裙、高跟鞋,頭發披散,魅力十足,行事從容,說話冷靜,态度高傲中帶着矜持。
今天她穿着藍白條紋的病號服、商場買的廉價紅拖鞋,頭發用皮筋紮在腦後,說話行事有些磨磨蹭蹭,眼睛裏滿滿都是天真與澄澈,像個可愛的鄰家女孩。
這……這是鬧哪樣?
何明玉也同樣注意到了,拖過板凳坐下,認真觀察着她的一舉一動。
劉良駒是第一次見到費思琴,近距離與美人相見,頗有些驚豔。先前聽大家說費思琴長得漂亮,還以為就是一般的漂亮,現在一看,啧啧啧,和昳麗的季昭有得一拼。
費思琴與季昭自小就認得,知道他有自閉症,因此并不介意他的冷臉,依然像個初見親人的小女孩一樣,嘴巴一扁,聲音哽咽:“季昭哥哥,你知不知道,我家裏遭了難?我爸在搶救,我媽和我弟……”
她說話速度比較慢,略有點拖頓,說着說着,眼淚撲籁籁往下落。
季昭依然沒有任何回應,劉良駒與何明玉都覺得正常,但趙向晚卻看見小世界裏的雲雀不叫不鬧,把腦袋埋在翅膀底下故意不看人——這代表季昭不喜歡費思琴。
季昭坐在趙向晚身後,趙向晚轉過身,悄聲問:“怎麽了?”
【不喜歡她。】
趙向晚問:“為什麽?”
【她有兩個。】
兩個?什麽兩個?
趙向晚腦中忽然靈光一現:雙重人格!
季昭對人的感覺非常敏銳,又與費思琴自小認識,他的判斷絕對正确!
趙向晚體內的興奮因子在跳躍。
第一次,在現實中遇到雙重人格的存在。
因為讀心術的緣故,趙向晚看過不少關于心理學的書籍,對其中關于雙重人格的描述有過研究。
雙重人格與普通人有着很大的區別。普通人的人格是獨立統一的,是完整、不斷成長的。但是雙重人格卻不一樣,在同一個身體裏住着兩個靈魂,這兩個子人格是真實存在的,都是一個完整的自我。
不同的情境下,雙重人格之間可以相互轉換,這并非精神分裂,不存在什麽幻覺、妄想等精神病症狀。因為對這個人而言,這兩個人格都是真實的,是為了适合不同的環境而生出來的獨立個體。
不僅有雙重人格,還有多重人格的存在。就好比人的身體是一棟樓房,樓房裏分為多個房間,每一個房間裏都住着一個“自我”。
國外有案例記載,最多的達到十七種人格。
按照書中記載,雙重人格的出現,多半與童年創傷有關。費思琴怎麽會變成現在這個樣子?費家發生命案,是不是與她的雙重人格有關?
趙向晚拿出小本子,畫了兩個圈圈,代表費思琴的雙重人格。
第一重人格,是眼前的木美人。乖巧、磨蹭、反應有點慢,對人沒有防範心理,看上去不太聰明的樣子。
第二重人格,是昨天見到的冷美人。美而自知,冷靜、從容、非常懂得男性心理,享受性\愛,性魅力十足。
雙重人格屬于精神疾病中的“解離症”,發病率不足萬分之一。結合先前了解到的情況,趙向晚大致有了一個推斷。
——在費思琴初一的時候,她發病了,被父母發現,立刻休學送到國外進行治療。
因為國內對于精神疾病并不重視,多重人格的研究沒有起步,尋常人要是發現女兒得了精神疾病,早就吓得要命,這還得是費永柏出國留過學,見多識廣,知道這個疾病,不然恐怕會馬上把費思琴送進精神病院。
有了這個推斷,此前的所有疑惑都有了解答。
難怪費永柏會在費思琴13歲之後一改往日嚴厲,不再用戒尺打人,因為他目睹費思琴雙重人格出現,意識到自己逼得太緊,于是痛定思痛,改變了以往的教育方式。
難怪費家夫妻倆會把費思琴送到女校讀書,他們是估計已經發現費思琴的第二重人格裏,對異性有莫大的吸引力,害怕她上學期間第二重人格出現,會受到男性傷害。
想到這裏,趙向晚捏了捏季昭的手,以示感謝。
如果不是季昭提醒,重案組還不知道要多走多少彎路。先前大家都往家庭倫理慘案裏想,哪裏知道竟然是雙重人格呢。
季昭很喜歡與趙向晚親近,被她這麽一捏,手心碰手背,肌膚相接,心裏美滋滋的,內心世界的小雲雀又開始歡快地蹦跳着。
不過他知道這是在外面,臉上并沒有顯露出喜色,看上去有些木木的。
費思琴在季昭那裏沒有得到回應,這才将目光移向劉良駒,好奇地睜大了眼睛:“你們是誰?找我做什麽?”
劉良駒出示了警官證,溫聲道:“我們是重案組,想找你了解一下情況。”
費思琴擡眸看着他手中警官證,眼中淚光閃動:“你們,你們要了解什麽?我也是受害人,我好怕。”
劉良駒看一眼何明玉:“明玉,你來問吧。”女人與女人,有些問題好溝通一些。
說完這些,劉良駒站起身,對趙向晚說:“我帶季昭出去等?”得到趙向晚同意之後,劉良駒拉了季昭一把,兩人一起走出病房。
費思琴呆呆地看着季昭的背影,忽然開口說:“季昭哥哥以前,誰都不理。可是現在,他好像好多了。”她的聲音裏帶着股嬌嗲,給人甜甜的感覺,令人不由自主地想要呵護她、寵着她。
趙向晚在本子上寫下幾個字:鄰家甜妞。
這是費思琴的第一重人格。
何明玉沒有接她的話,打開筆錄本,找到昨天與費思琴的對話頁,開始問問題。
“幾點歹徒進的門?”
“一點多吧,我們家裏人都有午休的習慣,當時睡得正香。”
“你也在睡覺?”
“是的。”
“你睡哪間屋?”
“南面靠客廳那一間次卧室。”
一模一樣的對話,絲毫不差。唯一不同的,是此刻的費思琴臉頰上挂着淚,說話速度很慢。
趙向晚屏氣凝神,努力傾聽她的心聲。
【我好怕,我好怕。醒過來就看到好多的血,還有下面也很痛。冰冰說,不要怕,和我們沒有關系。可是我還是怕,我是不是很沒有用?我一直都是個沒有用的孩子,我笨,我反應慢,爸爸教的東西,我怎麽也學不會。】
冰冰?
昨天那個冷靜美人提到過豔豔這個名字,當時她說“豔豔總喜歡瞎出主意,這叫我怎麽收場?”
現在費思琴說“冰冰說,不要怕,和我們沒有關系。”
又一次聽到陌生名字,趙向晚在本子上寫下冰冰、豔豔這兩個名字。
有可能,豔豔是費思琴的朋友,也有可能……是費思琴的另一重人格。
如果答案是後者,那費思琴恐怕不只是雙重人格。
何明玉問:“你睡覺的時候,有沒有聽到屋外有異常的響動?比如尖叫、呼救、打鬥?”
“沒有。”
得到同樣的回答,何明玉沒有氣餒,繼續追問:“歹徒推門進來的時候,你也沒有醒嗎?”
費思琴低下頭,開始哭泣。她哭泣的時候模樣很美,先是淚水盈滿眼眶,然後一顆一顆、豆大的淚珠便滾落下來,似梨花帶雨。
“我不知道為什麽睡得那麽沉。我什麽也沒有聽到,我也不想的,我真的不想!我聽警察說,我媽、我弟都被壞人砍死了,我爸還在搶救,只剩下我一個,嗚嗚嗚……不如把我也殺了算了。”
何明玉擡頭看着她:“歹徒對你做了什麽?”
費思琴的雙手絞在一起,漂亮的手指頭被扭成麻花狀。
“我不知道,我不知道。我醒過來的時候,就已經躺在醫院了,我好害怕,我好害怕——”
和昨天的回答完全不一樣,何明玉感覺後背漸漸有一股寒意湧上來。她已經意識到,眼前這個費思琴和昨天見到的那個,不是同一個人。
——明明臉龐、身材、長相一模一樣,可是內在卻完全不同。
這種感覺太過詭異,令人毛骨悚然。
“費思琴,你是處女嗎?”
和昨天一樣,趙向晚陡然插話。
費思琴猛地擡起胳膊,用手捂住耳朵:“我是,我是!我是個好女孩。”
【我不知道,我什麽也不知道,你們不要逼我!】
“嗡——”趙向晚的腦海裏傳來一道刺耳的噪音。
這道刺耳的噪音,昨天也是在費思琴開始尖叫之前聽到的。
當費思琴将手放下,她的表情突然就變了。
眼神冰冷,帶着寒光,銳利而警惕。
“這個問題,你們昨天不是問過了嗎?再一次詢問,是想羞辱我,是不是?”
第二重人格,出現了!
趙向晚身體前傾,琥珀色的眸子裏流光溢彩,仿佛五彩的水晶球,散發着懾人的光芒:“費思琴,從小到大,你練琴順利嗎?”
費思琴很奇怪趙向晚會問這個問題,她嫌棄地看一眼自己身上的病號服,甩開拖鞋,坐回病床上,淡淡道:“順利。”
趙向晚:“既然順利,為什麽不繼續練下去?”
費思琴沒有吭聲,閉目養神,以示抗拒,可是她的內心卻在輕聲咒罵。
【順利個屁。木木是個小傻瓜,學什麽都慢,簡單的旋律都能彈錯,左手鍵盤右手貝斯,還要拉動風箱,她那小細胳膊哪裏拉得動?我看着她總是被費老師打,真是心疼死了。費老師就是個變态!彈錯一個音怎麽了?啪就是一下,打得木木手背好痛,可是木木還不敢哭、不敢鬧,低着頭繼續練,好可憐。】
【費老師說話真的很傷人,可是他自己卻不覺得。他說,我沒有你這樣的女兒!你怎麽這麽笨!你就是個木魚腦袋!你是個繡花枕頭!你丢了我的臉!我用腳彈都彈得比你好!你出去了千萬別說姓費,千萬別說是我費永柏的女兒!】
【Mumu didn't want to learn. She started to tremble as soon as she picked up the piano, but she didn't dare. She didn't dare to rebel against her parents since she was a child. Mom and Dad are doing this for your own good, strict teachers produce excellent students, many children want to have conditions like you but don't have them, you have to cherish... She heard this so many times that she didn't dare to rebel at all.】
[Mumu told her mother privately. She raised her hands and cried, saying pitifully: "Mom, I am afraid of Dad. I don't want to practice the accordion anymore. Look, my hands are shaking all the time and I can't find the keyboard." But what did Teacher Qu say? Teacher Qu said, "Our family listens to your father. Your father said that you have long fingers and are suitable for practicing the accordion, so you have to practice."]
Zhao Xiangwan heard the third name, Mumu.
It seems that the first personality, the cute and sweet girl, is Mumu.
By analogy, the person who seems cold but actually cares about Mumu is Bingbing.
There is another one who has never appeared.
Oh, that's not right. Yesterday, Zhao Xiangwan heard a buzzing noise, and then Bingbing suddenly screamed, holding her head with her hands, and screamed: "I have tried very hard, I have tried very hard! Don't push me, don't push me!"
Maybe the manic Fei Siqin is Yanyan.
Triple personality.
Fei Siqin actually has triple personalities!
After sorting this out, Zhao Xiangwan looked at Fei Siqin intently: "What method did you use to make Teacher Fei stop forcing you to learn the piano? And what method did you use to make Fei Sizhang stop being beaten for learning the piano?" Mumu called his parents Dad and Mom, and Bingbing called them Teacher Fei and Teacher Qu.
After hearing Zhao Xiangwan call Fei Yongbai "Teacher Fei", Fei Siqin's impression of her improved. She raised her lips slightly and her attitude became much calmer: "What can I do? I will bravely tell him that I don't want to learn."
[Damn it, that idiot Mumu is going to say no. I don’t know how long I’ll have to wait. ]
【Mumu got her period and was so scared that she cried in the bathroom. She didn’t want to be a woman, didn’t want to grow up. So… I got my period.】
Zhao Xiangwan understood that when she was thirteen years old, in the first grade of junior high school, Fei Siqin had her period, and her second personality was awakened. Because this meant that she had grown from a well-behaved girl to a charming woman.