Chapter 74 About Sex
◎Food and sex are human nature.◎
Liu Liangju is now full of admiration for Zhao Xiangwan.
"Xiang Wan, how come you are so powerful? I was really shocked when I saw you throw Fei Siqin to the ground on her back and slap her twice. Even if she did something unforgivable, we can't hit her. We can only use legal weapons to punish her. I didn't expect that you were treating her illness!"
Zhao Xiangwan just smiled and said nothing.
Curing illnesses isn't that exaggerated actually, but when I heard Yanyan talk about murder so lightly, I suddenly had an idea.
——Since you crave skin contact so much, I’ll beat you until you feel comfortable!
Facts have proven that the effect is very good.
The hunger in Faith Qin's body that tortured her from time to time to the point where she had to seek comfort from a man did not necessarily require "sex" to relieve it. Effective skin stimulation was also feasible.
Many sex addicts suffer from a lack of skin care in childhood. So if you want to treat them, you have to prescribe the right medicine and give them direct and sufficient skin contact.
He Mingyu found it a little unbelievable: "Xiang Wan, I have carefully checked the crime scene just like you, and I was also impressed by the cleanliness of the Fei family. I speculated that Qu Weige might have a germaphobia, but...how did you connect germaphobia to Fei Siqin's skin hunger? In addition, what is the relationship between skin hunger and multiple personality?"
Zhu Feipeng added a question: "Yes, and one more thing, why does Fei Siqin have skin thirst, but Fei Sizhang doesn't? I did an external investigation with Lao Gao and Ai Hui today, and they all said that Fei Sizhang is a sunny, cheerful, and healthy child. I haven't heard of him having any mental illness."
Zhao Xiangwan said: "Perhaps Fei Yongbai had more physical contact with his son, but was relatively cautious with his daughter to avoid suspicion. Fei Yongbai's family has a history of genetic diseases, and girls have an incomparable desire for sex after adulthood. The Fei family took great pains to suppress girls. Long-term and continuous suppression led to the emergence of multiple personalities. Fei Yongbai's sister is such a person. He witnessed his sister's illness with his own eyes, leaving a deep psychological shadow. He is a father and is also of the opposite sex, so he is very cautious with Fei Siqin, deliberately keeping a distance and not caressing her easily."
When Liu Liangju heard this, he was the first to disagree: "Bah! What nonsense! I hug and chew my little Liu Lizi every day. I love her little feet and little butt so much. She is just a little kid, how can she have any gender awareness? This Fei Yongbai is so pedantic!"
He Mingyu looked at Zhao Xiangwan: "How do you know that Fei Yongbai's sister is that kind of person?"
Zhao Xiangwan was stunned for a moment. She had said too much today and could no longer remember which words were said by Fei Siqin and which were her thoughts. She could only ignore it and said, "Didn't Officer Gao investigate the relatives of the Fei family?"
He Mingyu looked at Gao Guangqiang: "Really?"
Gao Guangqiang nodded. "I did check the household registration of the Fei family yesterday and asked the neighborhood committee staff. It seems that they mentioned that Fei Yongbai's parents had passed away and his sister Fei Yongzhen had been hospitalized for a long time and died in the hospital. However... no one knew that she was in a mental hospital."
Zhao Xiangwan took over Gao Guangqiang's words: "Yes, Fei Yongbai's discipline on his daughter is too strict. He also suspended her from school in the first year of junior high school and sent her to a girls' middle school. There must be some hidden reason. Sister He, you can look through the transcript. We just met Fei Siqin today and found that she was completely different from the day before yesterday. Fei Siqin once mentioned her aunt."
He Mingyu opened the notebook and found the source - "You don't know, do you? I have an aunt who didn't die of a normal illness. As soon as my father saw me, he understood everything."
It was not a normal death. He had multiple personalities like Fei Siqin, one of which was extremely eager for sex. That was why the Fei family was facing a formidable enemy, and that was why Fei Yongbo was terrified when Fei Siqin awakened her main personality at the age of thirteen, and sent her abroad for treatment.
The understanding of mental illness in China is too superficial. When most people hear the word mental illness, they equate it with madness and stay away from it, become afraid of it, and panic.
In order to prevent his daughter from being looked down upon by others, Fei Yongbai concealed the incident from everyone and secretly sent her abroad for treatment.
No wonder the Fei and Ji families became good friends, as both families have children with mental illnesses. However, Ji Jinmao did not hide the fact that Ji Zhao had autism, and accompanied her attentively, trying to tap Ji Zhao's potential without asking for anything in return; while Fei Yongbai kept it a secret and wanted to lock his daughter in a cage to prevent her from contacting any outsiders.
He Mingyu suddenly realized: "Xiang Wan, you have a really smart brain! With just a small hint, you can think so far ahead. I really admire you!"
Zhao Xiangwan then explained to everyone in detail how he discovered Fei Siqin's triple personality, how to determine who was the main personality, and how to guide Yanyan to tell the truth. The members of the serious crime team nodded repeatedly.
Footprint analysis, trace detection, peripheral investigation... perhaps other team members are better than Zhao Xiangwan. However, no one is as good as Zhao Xiangwan in psychological analysis and micro-expression research.
After listening to this, Zhu Feipeng sighed and said, "Now I think my parents are really good."
Zhu Feipeng's father opened a factory to produce hotel accessories. Lu Manning worked as a customer service manager at the Four Seasons Hotel and was Ji Jinmao's right-hand man. The couple had been in the business world for so many years and had accumulated a wealth of business contacts. They hoped that Zhu Feipeng would inherit his father's business and carry on the business empire, but seeing that Zhu Feipeng had wanted to be a policeman since he was a child, they fully respected his wishes and let him enter the Public Security University and become a criminal policeman.
If nothing else, this support and respect for children's dreams is worthy of praise.
Liu Liangju slammed the table heavily and said, "I don't care anymore. From now on, I will dote on my Liu Lizi as much as I can. Anyway, I will never let her have any skin hunger. If there is anything wrong in the future, I will come to ask Junior Sister Xiangwan for advice."
Zhao Xiangwan's back stiffened. "Well, I don't know much about child psychology."
Liu Liangju chuckled, "Xiangwan, don't be modest. I see that you have studied all kinds of psychology. Although we studied criminal psychology in class, no one has mastered it as thoroughly as you do. Your micro-expression behavior also belongs to the field of psychology. Beautiful! Keep studying. I support you."
Gao Guangqiang also promptly affirmed the performance of Zhao Xiangwan and other team members: "Xiangwan, you focus on psychology research, Zhu Kang studies footprints, and Huang Yuande conducts meticulous and serious on-site investigations. Let's make progress together."
Zhu Kang is fascinated by foot studies, and Huang Yuande is interested in trace studies. This time, the trace detection at the scene is highly consistent with the criminal confession, and the feedback speed is very fast. Both of them have a strong sense of accomplishment.
Zhu Kang said: "It turns out that there are two teenagers, one fat and one thin, and one young man. Their heights and weights also conform to the calculation formula. In the future, we can use this method to infer the basic information of the suspects. That's great."
Huang Yuande was a little disappointed: "Only one set of fingerprints from Fei Siqin's right hand was found on the meat-cleaver, and no fingerprints from Xiang Yu were found. But Xiang Yu insisted that he held Fei Siqin's hand and stabbed Fei Yongbai in the left chest. Whether this statement is true or not cannot be reflected from the fingerprints."
Zhu Feipeng has recently read a lot of research results on fingerprints and reminded him: "If there is external force involved, the imprint at the base of the thumb, the depth and direction of the fingerprints should change, right? We can try to compare them."
Huang Yuande suddenly understood: "That makes sense! We will conduct an experiment in the Trace Science Department later."
The members of the serious crime team tend to support Fei Siqin's confession: it was Fei Siqin who took the initiative to stab Fei Yongbai, rather than Xiang Yu forcing her to do it. But because the two confessions are inconsistent, they must be more in-depth and cautious in the details.
"He Mingyu, the notes you made this time are very beautiful and clear. It seems that you have learned some skills from the team leader."
"Zhu Feipeng, if you can judge whether someone forced you to do something based on the marks on the handle and the changes in the depth of the fingerprints, you can write a small paper on it."
"Speaking of papers, it seems that Xiang Wan published a paper related to micro-expression behavior last time? How about writing a psychological research paper on multiple personality using Fei Siqin as a case study?"
Everyone was discussing the case, the sweet scent of roses spread as the ceiling fan spun, and everyone's mood gradually improved.
Someone asked, "What should Fei Siqin do?"
This time, everyone was in trouble.
Even Zhao Xiangwan, who had the most ideas, didn't know how to deal with it.
Zhu Feipeng found the legal provisions and read them to everyone.
"According to Article 18 of the Criminal Law, first, if a mentally ill person causes harmful consequences when he is unable to recognize or control his own behavior, and is confirmed through legal procedures, he shall not be held criminally responsible, but his family or guardian shall be ordered to strictly supervise and treat him; when necessary, the government shall force medical treatment. Second, if an intermittent mentally ill person commits a crime when he is mentally normal, he shall be held criminally responsible. Third, if a mentally ill person who has not completely lost the ability to recognize or control his own behavior commits a crime, he shall be held criminally responsible, but the punishment may be mitigated or reduced."
After reading, Zhu Feipeng asked everyone: "Which situation does Fei Siqin belong to?"
Huang Yuande hesitated and said, "It should be the first case, right? After all, she has obvious dissociative disorder, and her main personality does not want a murder to happen."
He Mingyu listened to the entire description of the crime process and disagreed with Huang Yuande's opinion.
“我覺得不應該歸屬到第一種情況。費思琴有三重人格，第一重人格木木學習成績不好，但因為高考估分說了謊，眼看着馬上就要出分，說的謊言就要露餡，因此向冰冰求助；第二重人格，也就是主體人格冰冰也無法處理這件事，于是和第三重人格豔豔溝通交流。雖然豔豔對冰冰有所欺騙，但不否認冰冰同意了她的建議：約人上門搶劫，并傷害家人，以掩蓋木木說的謊。”
衆人聽得一頭霧水：“你到底是什麽意思？能不能簡單一點說。木木、冰冰、豔豔聽得我腦殼疼。”
何明玉白了衆人一眼：“現在你們能夠體會到我在醫院詢問費思琴時，那種痛苦吧？也虧得趙向晚頭腦清晰，還能主動控制把豔豔逼出來。如果豔豔不說，誰也不會知道這起兇殺案的起因，竟然是因為高考估分的一個謊言。”
一個謊言，需要無數個謊言來圓。
一步錯，步步錯。
很多人，就是因為簡單的一個謊言，一步步走向罪惡的泥沼。
重案組的人，都在審訊室聽過類似這樣的忏悔。
——我只是想讓她說出銀行卡密碼，可是她不停地喊，我只好捂住她的嘴，然後……也不知道為什麽她就沒氣了。
——我一開始只是想開個玩笑，沒想到他當真了，他那麽多錢，拿一點也沒什麽吧？
——我撞了人，我害怕，我想走的，可是他拉着我的腿，說要告我，我一害怕，就把他推開，倒車把他壓死了。
——我是爸媽的驕傲，怎麽能讓他們知道我這次沒有考好？可是他們非要看成績單，我一着急，把他們都殺了。
何明玉說：“起因是木木的謊言，豔豔征得主體人格冰冰的同意開展行動。行動期間，豔豔頭腦清晰、動機明确、考慮周全，完全具備行為能力，所以我覺得，應該是第二種情況，應該判刑！手刃父母，這樣的女兒留在世上也是禍害！”
只要一想到豔豔轉動手腕，輕描淡寫地描述殺人過程，何明玉就怒火中燒。
——“親手把刀刺進費永柏左胸，看着他震驚、恐懼的眼神，我神清氣爽。偏偏費思章那小家夥讨嫌，死就死吧，他倒在地上了，喉嚨口咕嚕咕嚕往外冒血泡泡了，還沖我伸出手，傻乎乎地喊了一聲姐。”
如果說，費永柏、屈薇歌有做錯的地方，那稚子何罪？費思章優秀、陽光，既聰明又勤奮，看到爸媽不讓姐姐玩洋娃娃，悄悄幫她藏了一個在自己的玩具箱裏。
因此，何明玉覺得費思琴不值得原諒。
祝康是折衷派：“
我個人覺得，費思琴應當負刑事責任，畢竟的确是她引狼入室，自導自演了一出搶劫案，造成兩死一重傷的嚴重後果。但考慮到她有精神疾病，而且主體人格無法完全控制自己行為，可以從輕或者減輕處罰。”
三種觀點，莫衷一是。
最後還是高廣強舉起雙手制止了大家的讨論：“好了好了，判刑是法院的事情，咱們只要負責把人抓到，證據收集齊全就行。”
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兩天之後，醫院打來電話，費永柏醒了。
高廣強帶隊，朱飛鵬、何明玉、趙向晚四人前往醫院詢問案發過程。
費永柏講的，是一個悲傷的故事。
費永柏是大家族出身，祖上出過不少舉人、進士，将禮義廉恥這四個字深深刻在了骨髓裏。兒子科舉致仕，女兒嫁人持家，按照這樣的标準進行教育，卻屢屢受挫。
兒子倒還好，苦讀書、讀書苦，即使科舉不成，識字算數當個幕僚、養家糊口綽綽有餘。
女兒就有點難搞。費家女兒漂亮妩媚，骨子裏帶着股熱情、浪漫的勁兒，即使嚴格管束依然壓制不住。雖然自小往她們腦子裏灌什麽從一而終、女子無才便是德，依然改變不了她們對愛情的向往與渴求。
丈夫死了就該守寡，點着油燈數黃豆，誰說的？
父母之命、媒妁之言，遇到自己喜歡的不能嫁，誰定的？
年紀大了就該清心寡欲，哪個規定的？
一代又一代的反抗，讓費家宗族的族長們慌了神，更加刻意打壓。
裹小腳、纏胸，讀女誡，不聽話就跪祠堂、打手心、動家法，嚴重的那就索性深塘，一死白了。
總之，不能壞了費家百年清譽。
鴉片戰争之後，費家漸漸離散，一拔人去了海外，一拔人留在國內。費永柏這一支留在星市安下了家。
1948年，費永貞出生。兩年後，費永柏出生。
解放之後，費永柏的父親費孝英因為曾是燕京大學的大學生，雖然沒有如期畢業，但國學底子強，留在星市師範大學教書。
秉承百年家訓，費永貞接受着嚴苛的教育。
新中國了，在婦女解放運動推動下，費永貞內心的反叛精神愈發強烈。甚至當衆與父母頂嘴：“已經不是以前的封建時代了，男女平等。你們不要我這樣，不要我那樣，可是對弟弟卻是不斷的鼓勵，這樣不公平！”
費永貞穿着花裙子，紮起小辮子，和小夥伴們手牽着手跳橡皮筋、玩丢手絹游戲，笑笑鬧鬧成為大學校園裏最受歡迎的小姑娘。
費孝英卻如臨大敵。他小時候在祠堂見過族爺爺親自下令把姑姑沉塘，從此有了心理陰影，看到女兒不服管教，只得想辦法把她送到遠在海外的族兄那裏，進入一家女子學校，學習如何成為一名合格的淑女。
其後費永柏也被送出國，學習手風琴。
1966年，費永貞18歲成年，雙重人格出現，費父族兄不堪其擾，強行把她送回國。費孝英無奈，只得把她關在家裏不讓外出，還反複叮囑家人不要将此事說出去。那個時候費父因為海外關系不斷地寫材料、寫聲明，如果讓單位知道有個女兒精神有問題，恐怕要被清查。
1968年年初，費孝英思兒心切，十八歲的天才演奏家費永柏回國，成為音樂學院最年輕的助教。
其後，席卷全國的運動轟轟烈烈開始。
費孝英出身大家，桃李滿天下，雖然因為有海外關系被停職在家，但日子還算順利。只是費永貞卻沒辦法再鎖在家裏，知青下鄉辦的人上門來，指名道姓要費永貞響應號召去最廣闊農村改造思想。
就這樣，費永貞下了鄉，然後在那個紅色年代裏，愛上當地農民，懷了孕。費孝英幼承庭訓，清高自持，怎麽能接受一個鄉下女婿？更何況費永貞不經允許便與人發生關系，簡直丢盡了費家的臉！
費孝英二話不說，動用了所有的社會關系，給女兒辦了病休，帶着她回城，強逼她落了胎。結果沒想到，她在住院期間又看上個醫生，一來二去地勾搭上，吵着鬧着要和他結婚生子。
那醫生是個渣渣，有妻有兒，卻哄得費永貞團團轉。費孝英沒辦法，只得将她鎖在屋裏，不再讓她外出。
失去人身自由的費永貞苦苦哀求父親，可是費孝英覺得女兒的行為丢了他的老臉，每天隔着門縫送吃的。
當時是1972年初，費永柏看到這個場景有點害怕，勸父親不要如此強硬，但費孝英也是跪過祠堂看過沉塘的人，骨子裏非常執拗，冷着臉說：“我寧可她死，也絕不能讓她玷污了我們費家的名聲！”
就這樣被鎖了半年之後，費永貞瘋了。
瘋瘋癫癫抱着個枕頭叫寶寶，手裏拿着枕巾揮舞唱戲，一個人在屋子裏轉圈圈唱歌，一會說自己是貞貞，一會說自己是寶寶，看到男人就撲上去要抱抱、貼貼、愛愛，什麽爸媽弟弟，一個人都不認得。
費孝英有心要掐死她，讓她少受點罪，但到底是親生的，下不去手，只好将費永貞送去星市精神病醫院，大劑量的鎮靜類藥物用上去之後，看女兒整日昏睡，費孝英又痛又悔，一病不起。
去世之前，費孝英看着費永柏與屈薇歌結婚，拉着費永柏的手，反複不斷地囑咐着：“要是生了女兒，一定要教她貞靜守禮，不能走她姑姑的老路。女孩子只有放在眼皮子底下看着，嚴格地管教着，才能保她一世平安啊……”
費永貞的經歷、父親的叮囑，讓費永柏看到襁褓中的費思琴犯了難。
——女兒一張小臉漂亮得像年畫娃娃一樣，到底要怎樣才能讓她乖巧聽話不鬧事，平平安安過一生呢？
想到父親臨終前的話語，費永柏從此開啓“把女兒放在眼皮子底下、嚴格管教”的育兒生涯。
費永柏看着認真做筆錄的何明玉，眼中有淚花閃動：“你們說，我應該怎麽辦？我到底應該怎麽辦？我們費家有這樣的基因，我真的……我真的是盡力了！看到薇歌生下的是女兒，我當時整顆心，都涼透了。我惶恐，我害怕啊，我怕我教不好她，讓她長大成為一個不受婦道的女人；我又怕我管得太過，讓她将來憎恨我。”
費永柏首先想的是引孩子上正道。
想着“學琴的孩子不會變壞”，他自己就是從小練琴，根本沒有多餘的時間去想別的。于是，費永柏開始親自上陣，教女兒學手風琴。從最小的琴開始拉起，慢慢地增加。從識譜、音樂故事到反複不斷地練習，費永柏投入了全部的精力。
費永柏不懂得什麽是鼓勵式教育。華國傳統式家庭教育基本都是批評式教育，做得好了，那是應該的；做得不對，那要批評，如果頂嘴，就會挨打。
他有一把戒尺，只要孩子彈錯了，上去就是一下。鍵盤按錯了打右手，貝斯彈錯了打左手，在他看來，打得痛了，自然就記住了。
說到這裏，費永柏再也控制不住悲傷情緒，落下淚來：“我沒有想到，思琴會因為這個恨我！我打她，是因為愛她。如果不愛她，我為什麽要費盡心思坐在一邊認真聽，及時發現問題及時糾錯？”
趙向晚問他：“只有責罵和毆打，沒有溫柔的擁抱和鼓勵嗎？”
費永柏呆了呆。說實話，當年一身屎尿臭味的費永貞撲上來抱着他，哭着喊着要和他愛愛的畫面，給他留下了沉重的心理陰影，以至于他非常排斥與女性的擁抱。
屈薇歌的潔癖深合費永柏之意，她的潔癖并沒有到病态的地步，只是愛幹淨、愛整潔、懂克制。夫妻兩個相敬如賓，日子過得很美滿。
費永柏與屈薇歌都不是熱情、主動的人。屈薇歌家裏條件好，從小是保姆帶大的，與父母關系也不親近。
費思琴從小很乖特別好帶，要拉屎拉尿了，就小臉通紅“嗯嗯”使勁；要吃奶了，就輕聲哼哼臉蛋左右搖晃，把她放在搖籃裏不哭不鬧，自己和自己玩。
這樣的孩子非常省心，屈薇歌平時很少抱她，常常将她放在搖籃，自己在一旁看書或者畫畫，抽空看一眼，把屎把尿喂奶。一晃眼孩子長大，母女之間非常客氣。
費思琴和屈薇歌說話時很禮貌。
——請你幫我拿雙筷子好嗎？
——我能不吃西紅柿皮嗎？
——抱歉，我不應該把牛奶灑在裙子上。
費永柏、屈薇歌并沒有覺得有什麽不對，反而很高興夫妻倆把女兒教養得很好，曾經的陰影漸漸遠離，直到十三歲時，費思琴突然覺醒雙重人格，驚得費永柏差點昏倒。
說到這裏，費永柏再一次詢問重案組的人：“你們說，我應該怎麽做？我害怕思琴走她姑姑的老路，讓薇歌帶她去國外治療，又送她上女校，杜絕一切與男人有關的話題，不看電視劇、不聽流行歌曲、不買花哨的衣服、不玩洋娃娃，我以為……只要克制住她內心對性的渴望，她就不會走歪路，就能平安到老。可是，我錯了！我錯了！我錯了！”
費永柏的情緒漸漸激動起來，監護儀器開始“滴滴”報警，直到醫生過來進行緊急處理，等他平靜下來，這一場問詢才能繼續。
費永柏只有一雙眼睛、一雙手，他也要上課，也要教學，也要追求事業，哪裏能夠盯得住一個活人？費思琴和他的研究生談戀愛，在家裏偷嘗禁果被他抓了個正着，當時費永柏整個人都崩潰了。
然後，費思琴就像變了個人一樣，開始放飛自我，甚至勾引酒醉的他，這令他手足無措。女兒與姐姐的臉在眼前重合，費永柏只能更加嚴格地管教。
越嚴格，越出事。
越管束，越逆反。
就這樣，到最後刀刃相加。
朱飛鵬問：“是費思琴拿刀刺入你胸口嗎？”
費永柏點頭：“是。”
朱飛鵬再問：“有人強迫她嗎？”
費永柏的眼睛裏滿是失落：“沒有。”那個時候的費思琴，眼睛裏滿滿都是嗜血的興奮，絲毫沒有父女之情。
高廣強問費永柏：“你還有什麽要對費思琴說的嗎？”
費永柏知道妻兒已死之後，早已對費思琴完全失望，搖頭道：“沒有，一切交給法律吧。”
【從此就當沒有生過這個女兒，父女緣分已盡。法律如果定她有罪，那她罪有應得；法律如果判她無罪，那她獨自生活去吧。我，已經累了。這碗水頂在頭上，頂了十九年，我真的累了。】
費永柏曾對季錦茂感嘆過，說生養女兒一場，就像是頭上頂着一碗水，戰戰兢兢，要直到女兒嫁人了才能安下心來。現在費思琴親手斬斷了父女、母女、姐弟親情，在費永柏看來，還有什麽可留戀的呢？
聽到這裏，趙向晚也心下唏噓。
看着費永柏瞬間黯淡下去的眼神，趙向晚輕聲道：“費老師，我給你分析一下費思琴的三重人格吧。”以前，心理醫生總是對患者進行治療，可是今天，趙向晚想嘗試換個角度，與患者家屬溝通。
費永柏躺在病床上，面色蒼白。他肺葉受傷，氣息不足，說了這麽多話已經是疲憊不堪。聽到趙向晚的話，費永柏擡起手，示意她繼續說。
關于解離症的治療，國外頂級專家都說沒有辦法。眼前這個小姑娘卻有一種令他動容的執着，不妨聽聽。吃過嚴格管教的苦果之後，費永柏對和費思琴一般大小的女孩多了一分寬容。
“費思琴的第一重人格，她自己給自己取了個名字，叫木木。木木很乖、老實聽話，不敢反抗，但因為長期壓抑，她的性格顯得有些木讷，做事磨磨蹭蹭的。她其實很想努力做好，想讓你們誇誇她，抱抱她，像對待費思章一樣，高興的時候拍拍他的肩膀，不高興的時候打一下他屁股。用手打，不是用冰冷的戒尺打。她渴望，親密的舉止、肌膚的接觸，因為她的天性，就是熱情、快樂、張揚的。”
費永柏被趙向晚的話所吸引，眼中漸漸有了亮光。
“費思琴的第二重人格，是主體人格，名叫冰冰。為什麽叫冰冰呢？因為她的外表看着很冰冷、說話很尖銳，整個人就像那屋檐下挂着的冰棱，碰不得、摸不了，要是觸怒了她，她會刺得你渾身都疼。”
費永柏長嘆一聲：“是。”
“冰冰和木木完全是兩個截然不同的存在，她思維清晰，行動迅速，內心強大，強調自我，絕不遷就，而這……”趙向晚停頓了一下，“是費思琴的主體人格。這也意味着，如果正确引導，尊重她的個性，費思琴原本應該是這個樣子的人。”
費永柏不知道應該說什麽，閉上眼睛，不再言語。
【尊重她的個性，怎麽尊重？費家的女兒生性放蕩，又有精神病的遺傳基因，我若不嚴格管教，還不知道會變成什麽樣子！這小姑娘什麽都不懂，以為讀了一點心理學知識就可以來說三道四，唉！】
趙向晚聽到他內心所想，不知道為什麽生出一份憤怒。到了這個時候，妻死子亡，費永柏依然像個活在清朝的老封建，堅持着他對費家女兒那粗淺的認知。
因為憤怒，趙向晚的聲音提高了半個八度，這讓從事音樂工作多年的費永柏迅速察覺，睜開眼睛看向她。
“我聽冰冰說過，費老師您之所以這麽近乎變态地管束她，是因為費家女兒與衆不同。用您父親、您爺爺、您那些族人的話來說，費家的女兒生性放蕩，有精神病的遺傳基因，對不對？”
費永柏也不再藏着掖着：“是。”
反正到了他這一脈，兒子已死，不會再有孫女，讓旁人知道了又怎樣？随便吧。
趙向晚說：“食色，性也。食欲、感官上的追求，是人的天性。男人喜歡漂亮的女性，并追求感官上的愉悅、性的刺激，可以；為什麽換成女人，就不可以？”
費永柏不知道如何回答她的話，索性閉上了嘴。
高廣強站在一旁，咳嗽了一聲，用眼神示意向晚說話注意點兒。畢竟費永柏是病人、受害人，這樣逼問與案情無關的內容，并不太合适。
趙向晚點了點頭，示意自己已經知道。
有些人，根本叫不醒。觀念已深，想要他改變？真的是太難太難。
九十年代，人們對于性的認知正是大碰撞時代。
一方面，是傳統思想觀念裏，性是令人羞恥的東西，是藏在家中不可示人的東西。上床夫妻下床客，說的就是這個道理。
另一方面，是西方性文化的流入，他們把性視為一種神聖的事情，通過性.行為将生命傳承下去，并使社會得以持續發展。有些年輕人甚至追求性解放、性崇拜。
Growing up in such a background, Zhao Xiangwan believes that sex is not shameful, it is a normal physiological need of human beings. Regardless of gender, everyone has the right to pursue sex and the right to enjoy sex.
Before leaving the hospital, Zhao Xiangwan said, "Yanyan is the worst thing in Fei Siqin's heart, anger, jealousy, and greed. Bingbing is the main personality and can control her existence. Good or evil, loyal or treacherous, it all depends on Bingbing's thoughts. Oh, by the way, Fei Siqin has skin hunger. Once her sexual addiction strikes, she doesn't need to find a man. You can effectively relieve her anxiety by beating her. Remember, don't use tools, use your hands, the kind that touches the skin."
Fei Yongbai was filled with shock, but Zhao Xiangwan had already retired.
Walking out of the hospital and seeing the blue sky and white clouds outside, Zhao Xiangwan breathed a sigh of relief. Although the heat wave was scorching, it at least proved that everyone was living happily.
A slender figure stood in front of Zhao Xiangwan, shielding her from the scorching sunlight.
Zhao Xiangwan raised his head and smiled: "Mei Qingxi! You're back?"
Mei Qingxi was tanned and thinner, but she looked very energetic, with a lively look in her eyes: "Yes, Gu Zhixing and I are back together."
Mei Qingxi turned sideways, and Gu Zhixing, who was also tanned, waved to Zhao Xiangwan: "Hi, long time no see."
Gu Zhiguang, who had the same face as Gu Zhixing but was a little paler, also grinned: "Zhao Xiangwan!"
Zhu Feipeng and He Mingyu came over and stood behind Zhao Xiangwan, their eyes slightly cautious: "Xiangwan, who are they?" One of them looked familiar, as if he was Xu Juncai's son, who was close to Zhao Chenyang. Who were the other two twins? Why weren't they filed in the Serious Case Unit 1? Did Ji Zhao know?
Subconsciously, Zhu Feipeng began to worry about Ji Zhao.
Today, I came to the hospital to ask Fei Yongbo about the case, but Ji Zhao didn't come with me. Why did these three people come here? Was it an accidental encounter or was it intentional? Judging from their attitudes, they seemed to be very familiar with each other. What is their relationship?
Zhao Xiangwan heard Zhu Feipeng's thoughts and couldn't help but laugh. She had been interning in the Serious Case Unit for about half a year, right? She had gotten along with everyone like brothers and sisters, and Zhao Xiangwan could understand their concerns and worries.
Zhao Xiangwan first introduced them to each other, and then asked Mei Qingxi: "Why did you come to the hospital?"
Mei Qingxi smiled slightly: "We took the train back to school last night, and we agreed to come to the city bureau to look for you this morning. They said you were at the Third Hospital, so we waited outside the door, and sure enough, we saw you. A month has passed in a flash, and we haven't seen each other for a long time, so I wanted to treat you to a meal. Gu Zhiguang happened to be back at school, so I brought him along as well."
Gu Zhiguang smiled happily: "Zhao Xiangwan, last time I helped you solve the suitcase hiding case, why didn't you give me a certificate of honor or something? That way my detective agency can also show off."
Zhu Feipeng knew that the case of hiding a person in a suitcase was solved by the Wufulu Police Station, and later it was linked to the Xiong Chengfeng murder case, which was taken over by the Serious Crime Unit 3. He looked at Gu Zhiguang seriously and asked, "What kind of detective agency did you open?"
Gu Zhiguang took the opportunity to say, "It's lunch time now. How about I treat a few police officers to a meal? It's just right. I have some questions that I don't understand, and I want to ask you for advice."
Zhu Feipeng looked at He Mingyu, He Mingyu looked at Zhao Xiangwan, and Zhao Xiangwan turned his head to seek Gao Guangqiang's opinion.
This time, we went back to the hospital to inquire about the case. Gao Guangqiang led the team, followed by Zhu Feipeng, He Mingyu, and Zhao Xiangwan. It was exactly twelve o'clock. If we wanted to eat, we had to listen to the team leader.
Gao Guangqiang waved his hand and said: "You young people go and have your meal. I will take the information back to the Municipal Bureau." When you are older, you should stop being annoying and joining in the fun.
Zhao Xiangwan thought for a moment and said to Mei Qingxi, "How about this? You go directly to the Four Seasons Hotel. We will go back to the Municipal Bureau first and meet up with you after submitting the information."
Mei Qingxi was delighted to see Zhao Xiangwan was in high spirits, so naturally he did what she said. He took the brothers Gu Zhixing and Gu Zhiguang in a taxi to the Four Seasons Hotel.
Zhu Feipeng exclaimed, "Wow!" "What, Xiangwan, are you going to rip them off?" The Four Seasons Hotel is not cheap, and Zhao Xiangwan was really ruthless.
Zhao Xiangwan rolled his eyes at him and said, "What are you talking about? Ji Zhao will treat you to this meal."
As soon as she said this, Zhu Feipeng perked up immediately. As he walked towards the parking lot, he said, "You have a conscience and knew to bring Ji Zhao with you." He had worried for nothing before, as he was afraid that Zhao Xiangwan had a friend and would forget about Ji Zhao.
Zhao Xiangwan smiled and said nothing.
Now that she has joined hands with Ji Zhao, she will naturally make everyone around her accept his existence.