Chapter 73 Tracing the Origin
◎Skin Hunger◎
When talking about the truth of the case, Yanyan turned her head away and kept silent.
This reaction was beyond Zhao Xiangwan's expectations.
Zhao Xiangwan thought that Yanyan represented the darkest side of Fei Siqin's heart, who had no idea of propriety, righteousness, and shame, and was naturally fearless.
But looking at Yanyan's reaction now, it's clear that she is cautious.
What is she worried about?
[Should I tell her? Will it upset Bingbing? I finally got out, I don't want her to lock me up. If it wasn't because Mumu cheated her family and made a mess, I wouldn't have had the chance to get out. It's a pity that I can't talk to Mumu, she can only communicate with Bingbing. Otherwise, when she first came up with this bad idea, I would definitely have severely punished her.]
Hearing this, Zhao Xiangwan's mind moved slightly.
It seems that although Yanyan is evil, she is afraid of Bingbing because whether she can come out depends entirely on Bingbing's wishes.
Bingbing can communicate with Mumu and control the whereabouts of Yanyan, but Yanyan has no way of contacting Mumu - this shows that Bingbing is the main personality among Fei Siqin's multiple personalities!
[Mumu, that idiot, is not good at studying at all. She did terribly on the exam, but she was afraid that her parents would find out, so when she estimated her scores and filled out her application, she randomly estimated 520. But in fact, she knew in her heart that... it was worse than last year. At most, she would only have 400 points, which was not even enough to get into the first-tier university. At most, she could only study in a junior college.]
[Although Fei Yongbai never said what score she had to get, and although Qu Weige consoled her by saying that it was okay to relax, their actions had already told Mumu: We are all university professors, so how could our daughter be just a junior college student? If she fails this year, she will take the exam again next year, until she passes!]
[Mumu was scared to death whenever he thought about the disappointed look in his parents' eyes when the scores came out. But, such a simple lie will be exposed one day, right?]
[Mumu asked Bingbing for help, but Bingbing had no idea. I would say, how difficult is that? Kill them all, and the lie will never be exposed. As long as they are all dead, no one will care about my studies, clothes, and boyfriend. How great! ]
It turns out that the opportunity was the college entrance examination review!
Ji Jinmao had said before that Fei Yongbai was very satisfied with his daughter's college entrance examination re-study score and was very happy. In fact, Fei Siqin deceived her parents and her college entrance examination score was very bad.
[I told Bingbing about this idea, but she disagreed. Although she hated her family, she never thought of hurting them. Because of my idea, she even began to restrict me from going out. I was not strong enough, so I could only wait quietly for the opportunity.]
【The time for the college entrance examination results to be released was getting closer and closer. Seeing that her lie was about to be exposed, Mumu was in a state of panic. The school had already been closed for the holidays, and she had nowhere to go at home every day, so she could only hide in her room and stare blankly. Bingbing thought about it for a long time, and finally compromised and asked me for help. She said that I was brave, thick-skinned, and knew many people, so I would definitely find a way to solve this problem.】
[I learned my lesson. I didn't say I was going to kill anyone. I told Bingbing that I would find someone to come to our house and pretend to rob them. I would also hack and injure everyone in the house, and then send them to the hospital for emergency treatment. That way, when the college entrance examination results come out, they will be in the hospital and won't know the real situation. Then I will ask a friend to make a fake admission letter to Jinling Normal University, and I can leave this house forever.]
[This lie was really full of loopholes, but Bingbing was desperate and believed it. Bingbing is such a smart person, didn't she know that Fei Yongbai knew a lot of people in college admissions offices? Didn't she know that even if she gave him a fake college admission letter, it would only fool people temporarily, not forever? In my opinion, the only way is to make up your mind and kill them all. Once they die, everything in the house will be mine. With so much money and such a big house, I don't know how much easier life will be. ]
[Tell the truth to the police? I don't care. After all, if a mentally ill person kills someone, there will be no punishment for the death. What can the police do to me? I'm just afraid that Bingbing will find out that I lied to her and drive me out in a rage, not letting me live in this body anymore. Faith Qin's body is soft and slender, and her skin is smooth. She is simply a work of art made by God. I like this body and I absolutely cannot leave it. It would be great if I could coax Bingbing to give this body to me alone. ]
Can Bingbing drive Yanyan away?
Zhao Xiangwan heard this and slowly stood up, looking down at Yanyan who was sitting on the bed: "Fei Siqin, let's negotiate a deal, shall we?"
He Mingyu paused in recording, looked up at Zhao Xiangwan, and noticed sharply that Zhao Xiangwan did not call her Yanyan, but Fei Siqin.
Yanyan didn't notice the change in the address: "What conditions?" Most people would be lustful or trembling with fear when seeing her, but this little policewoman was bold enough to negotiate conditions with her.
Zhao Xiangwan raised his lips slightly and said, "Tell me the whole truth, and I'll help you get Mumu out."
Yanyan's eyes lit up: "You still have this ability?" For patients with multiple personality disorder, each personality is an independent self, adapted to different environments. No psychiatrist dares to say with certainty that a specific personality can leave this body.
Zhao Xiangwan smiled: "You, I was the one who called you out, right?"
No matter how many multiple personalities there are, there will be a main personality and secondary personalities. Judging from Fei Siqin's growth experience, Bingbing is the "main personality" that is most dominant, most active, and most in line with Fei Siqin's nature.
Mumu didn't know about Yanyan's existence, but Bingbing knew;
Mumu can't communicate with Yanyan, but Bingbing can.
What Zhao Xiangwan needs to do now is to induce the return of the main personality through communication, interaction and catharsis, and let Bingbing take responsibility for Fei Siqin's unacceptable behaviors such as dissatisfaction, jealousy, escape, impulsiveness, etc., and deal with them in a more constructive way.
As long as the main personality accepts itself, it can break the barrier between the main personality and the secondary personality, allowing the multiple personalities to communicate freely and merge into a whole.
To do all this, Zhao Xiangwan must understand: what exactly Yanyan did.
What Yanyan wants most is to monopolize this body, so she lays out a bait first: drive Mumu out.
As expected, Yanyan was moved. She leaned forward and moved closer to Zhao Xiangwan, which meant she accepted him: "Then, let's take Bingbing away with us."
Zhao Xiangwan shook his head: "Not now, you don't have her strength. If you force her away, you will collapse."
Yanyan obviously didn't believe it: "You're kidding. If you chase her away, I am Fei Siqin and Fei Siqin is me. Why are you so upset?"
Zhao Xiangwan's eyes sparkled with excitement: "Fei Yongzhen suffered a mental breakdown and was sent to a mental hospital because one of them forcibly occupied his body. Of course, if you want to..."
"No, no, no. I'll listen to you." Yanyan believed what Zhao Xiangwan said immediately after hearing it.
Under normal circumstances, each personality in a multiple personality disorder is an independent self. As long as everyone coordinates well, similar to role-playing, they can live in peace. Why do multiple personalities often lead to mental breakdown in the end? It is because the secondary personality wants to seize the status of the main personality.
It's like there are three people living in a house, one of them is the owner, and the other two are guests. If the guests are careful and live according to the rules of the owner, there will be no problem with the house. But if one day, the guests want to occupy the house, the owner will be so angry that he will burn down the house - drive me away? Then no one can live there.
Yanyan looked up at Zhao Xiangwan with a hint of admiration in her eyes.
[Even the famous foreign psychiatrists couldn't explain it clearly, but this little policewoman knew it clearly. She knew I was there at first sight and even found a way to call me out. She is quite capable.]
[How about agreeing to her request? First kick out the incompetent and stupid Mumu, leaving only Bingbing and I, and we can discuss things together. How great! As long as I am given more opportunities to go out, one day, one day... I will take care of Bingbing too!]
Hearing what she was thinking, Zhao Xiangwan struck while the iron was hot: "Come on, tell us what happened the afternoon before yesterday."
Yanyan obviously had not yet cultivated to the level of a spirit. She wanted to monopolize this body so much that she took the bait dropped by Zhao Xiangwan and told him everything about the case.
He Mingyu wrote so quickly that his wrist became sore from writing.
While writing, I cursed in my heart: Damn, what is this!
Zhu Kang's footprint analysis was accurate. The people who broke into Fei's house were two teenagers and one young man.
The young man is named Xiang Yu, 23 years old, strong and tall, his parents have both passed away, he lives alone in the old house left by his parents, and works in a car wash. The two teenagers are named Ke Yijin and Dou Hao, one fat and one thin, they are sophomores in Railway Vocational High School, and they are Xiang Yu's younger brothers.
Zhao Xiangwan asked: "How do you recognize these people?"
Yanyan chuckled: "Have you been to Qiming Girls' High School? Although there are no women in the school, the security guards are men. Climb over the school wall and walk through an alley to get to Railway Vocational High School. Fei Yongbai wants to prevent me from finding a man, but how can he prevent it? I met Xiang Yu when I climbed over the wall to go out one time. We hit it off as soon as we met and got together."
The world has long been open, and it is too difficult to force Fei Siqin into an environment of pure women.
Especially when she was drunk and witnessed Fei Yongbo and Yanyan having sex, although it didn't work out in the end, Qu Weige was still ashamed and angry. Whenever she saw her daughter, she would think of her naked body in Fei Yongbo's arms. No matter how much she loved her daughter, Qu Weige couldn't face it, so she chose to stay away and ignore her.
Fei Siqin was sent to boarding school and only came back once every two weeks. She had more free time, and Yanyan had the opportunity to take advantage of her.
被父母集體忽視、抛棄的感覺很不好。木木第一個受不了，開始擺爛躺平。冰冰再堅強冷靜，也不過是個小姑娘，失去清白之後破罐子破摔，每周總會放豔豔出來一回，任她到處野。
豔豔以身體為誘餌，成功把項裕籠在身邊。
項裕對豔豔言聽計從，只需要一個電話便飛奔而來。豔豔挑了一個樓上、樓下和對面都沒有人在家的時機，通知他中午一點帶人過來，親自打開門，就這樣引狼入室。
說到這裏，豔豔的眼睛裏閃着嗜血的興奮。
“我幫他們開的門，他們帶的是西瓜砍刀，那刀嶄新、雪亮，閃着寒光，真漂亮！我和項裕一起去錄像室看過那種港臺片，古惑仔都拿着西瓜刀砍人，手起刀落，血肉橫飛，過瘾！我順手從廚房把切肉刀拿在手裏。第一次砍人，那種感覺，真來勁兒，啧啧啧。”
聽豔豔形容殺人過程，趙向晚與何明玉的內心都很沉重。
柯一錦、窦浩今年十七歲，都是爹不疼、娘不愛的主，以港片黑.澀會老大為偶像，聽說砍了人可以拿到兩千塊錢，嗷嗷叫着就來了。
項裕個子高大，肌肉有力，床上勇猛，符合豔豔的審美，兩人厮混在一起，甚至開始暢想結婚生子。聽豔豔說起家裏人強勢霸道，項裕為她打抱不平，決意報複。
一刀砍中屈薇歌頸總動脈，血液四濺的人，是項裕；
一刀封喉，砍死費思章的人，是項裕。
項裕，是左撇子。
聽到這裏，趙向晚感覺喉嚨口有些發緊：“刺傷費永柏的人，是誰？”
豔豔擡起右手，輕輕轉了轉手腕，輕描淡寫：“我啊。”
難怪，費永柏沒有用胳膊格擋那一刀，因為刺向他胸口的人，是他一手教養成人的女兒。
難怪，屈薇歌反抗力量那麽微小，因為指揮外人砍殺自己的，是她呵護、撫養十九年的女兒。
不知道，費思章打開房門看到費思琴，她身邊男子一柄西瓜砍刀橫飛而來時，有沒有喊出一聲：“姐——”
趙向晚目光冰冷：“然後呢？”
豔豔“哦”了一聲，“親手把刀刺進費永柏左胸，看着他震驚、恐懼的眼神，我神清氣爽。偏偏費思章那小家夥讨嫌，死就死吧，他倒在地上了，喉嚨口咕嚕咕嚕往外冒血泡泡了，還沖我伸出手，傻乎乎地喊了一聲姐。就這一聲姐，我腦袋嗡嗡地響，然後……冰冰醒了過來。”
趙向晚道：“剩下的事，交給了冰冰？”
豔豔伸了個大大的懶腰，歪了歪頭，露出雪白頸脖——落在趙向晚眼裏，這代表臣服。費思琴的三重人格裏，冰冰占據主導地位，就連惡毒如豔豔，也無法反抗。
“我和冰冰開始争搶。冰冰把那兩個胡亂砍了十幾刀，刀刀不致命的小家夥打發走，我把項裕拉上了床。項裕十幾天沒見我了，殺過人之後更是熱血贲張，我們倆在床上折騰了幾回，等我舒坦了冰冰又回來了。事後項裕拿着錢離開，冰冰發現身邊到處都是血，不敢哭叫，我教她說謊，可是她這個人太傲氣，不屑于說謊，被你看出了端倪是不是？”
聽到這裏，案情終于大白。
趙向晚有一種喘不上氣的感覺，看向終于停筆不再記錄的何明玉。
何明玉的眼睛裏也帶着說不出道不明的心酸與悵然。
豔豔擡手撩了一下長發，将拂在臉龐邊的頭發挽在耳後，露出潔白如玉、形似貝殼的耳朵。
趙向晚腦海裏忽然冒出一句話：卿本佳人，奈何為賊。
豔豔定定地看着趙向晚：“我知道的，都告訴了你。該你兌現承諾，把木木趕走了。”
趙向晚：“你和木木都是後繼人格，誰走、誰留，由主體人格說了算。”
豔豔眉頭一擰：“什麽意思？”
趙向晚：“趕走木木這件事，我要和冰冰商量。”
都是專業名詞，豔豔聽着似懂非懂，不過她不笨，知道費思琴身體裏住着的三個人裏，冰冰最強大，趙向晚所說的要和冰冰商量，應該是有道理的。
豔豔看着趙向晚，笑得燦爛如花：“可是，我現在不想走。好不容易來一趟，總要玩玩再回去。”
【我想要人愛我，我想要人抱着我，我想要他們狠狠地欺負我。只有皮膚相觸的那一剎那，只有感覺到身體被刺痛，我內心的焦躁才能稍稍得到舒緩。我也不知道為什麽會這樣，我也不明白這是為什麽。也許他們說得對，費家的女孩兒就是賤，就是騷，無時不刻地期盼肉貼着肉。】
豔豔走下床來，靠着門框，看着站在走廊一言不發的劉良駒與季昭，眼中波光盈盈，流露出一股媚态：“季昭哥哥，警察哥哥。”
不等所有人反應過來，趙向晚大踏步上前，雙手扣住豔豔肩膀，一扯一搭再一扳，狠狠将她摔在水磨石地板上。
“砰！”
一聲悶響，豔豔後背砸在地上，眼冒金花，痛得差點閉過氣。
——感受到身體刺痛才能舒緩焦躁？我來幫你！
劉良駒慌忙跑過來：“怎麽了？怎麽了？”
趙向晚左手按住豔豔肩膀，右腿膝蓋一彎，摁住她雙腿，确認豔豔無法再動彈反抗之後，趙向晚騰出右手，上去就是一巴掌。
想要肉貼着肉？揍你也是肉貼肉！
“啪！”
随着這一聲脆響，所有人都驚呆了。
趙向晚這是要做什麽？
不管費思琴是不是嫌疑人，趙向晚身為實習警察，都不能動手傷人吧？
“啪！”
趙向晚又是一巴掌上去。
何明玉慌忙上前，彎腰一把托住她的手，低聲道：“向晚，你做什麽！”
趙向晚沒有理睬何明玉，她俯下身，與費思琴那張漂亮臉蛋只有兩寸距離，呼吸可聞：“感覺怎麽樣？”
接下來，匪夷所思的事情發生了。
豔豔嘴角帶笑，眼睛微閉，側過臉來，主動貼近趙向晚的手掌，非常享受地說：“再來。”
趙向晚冷笑一聲，厲聲喝斥：“玩得夠不夠？”
受虐傾向，俗稱賤胚子！
豔豔眼中閃着亮晶晶的光，近乎崇拜地看着趙向晚，後背劇痛襲來，她悶哼一聲，整個人緊繃的神情卻陡然放松下來，眉眼舒展，雙肩微顫，後背緊緊貼在冰冷的地面，咯咯咯地笑了起來：“好，真好。”
趙向晚的聲音清晰而冷硬：“玩夠了就回去，讓冰冰來見我。”
豔豔将臉龐在趙向晚的胳膊上蹭了蹭，乖巧地說了一聲：“好。”
“嗡——”
刺耳的噪音之後，豔豔幽深的眼神變得清澈。
費思琴清醒過來，感覺後背、臉頰疼得火辣辣的，可是身體裏那無時不刻讓她難受，像有小蟲子啃咬的麻酥酥的感覺卻全部消失。
從所未有的滿足感，令她喟嘆出聲：“嘤——”
明明是挨打了，怎麽她一副大病初愈的酸爽感？在衆人不解的眼神裏，趙向晚松開膝蓋，放開扣住費思琴的手，慢慢站起身來。
費思琴發現自己被趙向晚摁在地上，迷惑地左看看、右看看，最後選擇沖趙向晚伸出手來：“拉我起來。”
趙向晚沒有拒絕她，彎腰伸手，将她拉起。
費思琴一瘸一拐地坐回病床，将膝蓋慢慢擡起，抱着膝蓋，腰往前微彎，臉蛋側過來貼在腿上，這是一種回歸母體胎兒狀态的姿勢，能夠給她足夠的安全感。
趙向晚活動了一下筋骨，略帶疲倦，拖過方凳坐下。
真沒想到，打人也挺費力氣的。
何明玉像不認識她一樣盯着趙向晚：“喂，你……”
趙向晚悄聲回了一句：“回去之後和你解釋。”
趙向晚與何明玉的低語，似乎驚動了一直有些出神的費思琴，她擡起頭，茫然地問：“我這是怎麽了？”
趙和晚回答：“豔豔來了。”
費思琴偏過頭，眼神冰冰冷冷：“你見過她了？”
【那是個又壞又蠢的東西！一天到晚沒個正經，說謊、濫交、抽煙、打架、和那些小混混進錄像室看小電影。可是……要是不隔段時間把她放出來，我的身體就會有些奇奇怪怪的感覺。】
【我的心裏有一把火，随時随地都在燃燒，把我燒得口幹舌燥，下面很難受。我真的很渴望，渴望與人肌膚相貼，渴望被人揉搓，我其實也很怕的，可是我不敢和任何人講。費老師說了，費家的姑娘如果不守貞潔，就會和姑姑一樣瘋掉，我害怕。】
【我在努力控制豔豔出來的頻率，我不能讓她毀了我的生活。木木是個乖孩子，她如果知道豔豔這樣糟蹋身體，恐怕想死的心都有。剛才我明明沒有允許，為什麽豔豔就出來了？這個小女警眼神好厲害，她到底知道些什麽？】
趙向晚聽到費思琴的內心獨白，語氣平靜地說：“費思琴，你身上的傷還沒好，不要亂跑。兇案我們還在調查，木木膽子小，你先別叫她出來。至于豔豔，你讓她消停點！”
說到後面，趙向晚的聲音變得嚴厲起來。
奇怪的是，費思琴這一回沒有反駁，也沒有生氣，而是相對溫順地點了點頭：“好。”
交代完，趙向晚站起身，和一頭霧水的何明玉走出病房，叫上劉良駒、季昭，一起回市局。
接下來，要處理的事情很多。
筆錄裏清清楚楚地記錄着參與入室搶劫案的三名男子，兩名少年是鐵路職業高中二年級的學生，年齡不足十八歲，只是幫兇。一名年青人名叫項裕，家住啓明女子中學附近，修車工，他是主犯，殺死屈薇歌、費思章的兇手。而費思琴，她的第三重人格全程主導及參與整個過程，并刺傷費永柏。
目前要做的第一件事，便是申請拘捕令，把這三人抓捕歸案，免得嫌疑犯跑了。
第二件事情，要對入室搶劫這三人進行審訊，與費思琴的口供一一對應，細節是否一致，并尋找兇器、指紋、比對指紋、鞋印等。
重案一組所有人都忙碌起來，将費思琴、項裕、兩名職高學生全部帶了回來。一共四名犯罪嫌疑人，除費思琴之外，其餘三名入室搶劫者分成三個審訊室，分別進行審訊。
費思琴則單獨一人被關押在女子看守所。
柯一錦、窦浩第一次拿刀砍人見了血，既興奮又恐慌，兩人拿着從費思琴家裏搶來的錢吃了頓燒烤，灌了兩瓶冰啤酒之後，在家睡覺，當警察上門，給他們戴上冰冷的手铐，這才知道害怕。
根本不用重案組動用什麽審訊技巧，只問了兩句話，他們的心理防線便全面崩潰，哭得眼淚鼻涕一起流。
“警察叔叔，我哪裏敢殺人啊，就是學電視裏演的，拿着西瓜刀胡亂砍了幾下。”
“砍到第三下，刀一下子卡在肉裏面，拔出來的時候有一種回彈力，那種感覺，真的讓人毛骨悚然，然後我就不太敢使勁砍了。”
“是項哥讓我來的，他說豔姐爸媽對她不好，想報複她家裏人，還說她家裏有錢，只要我肯去，就給我兩千塊。我最近打街機游戲花了不少錢，手頭正緊，所以……就按她說的，約齊了一起過去。”
“刀是項哥給我的，床頭櫃是我打開的，裏頭有好多錢，我和柯一錦一人分了一疊子。”
“是是是，我胳膊上被豔姐她媽媽撓了一下，你們看，很深的一道印子。”
“豔姐她媽媽，還有那個小弟弟，都是項裕下的手。項哥下手黑，力氣大，咔嚓兩下，媽呀，鮮血直飙，我吓得差點尿褲子，站在那裏半天沒動彈，後來，豔姐突然像瘋了一樣把我和窦浩推出去，我們沒敢反抗，”
一字一句，都和豔豔在醫院所說一模一樣，絲毫不差，顯然這兩個職高學生并沒有說謊。
到了項裕這裏，審訊卻并不順利。他很講江湖義氣，有點大哥風範，一力承擔了所有罪責。
“是，是我幹的。豔豔說她爸在她很小的時候就強了他，她媽媽不僅視而不見，而且還罵她是賤人，把她一個人丢到女子學校寄宿。她弟弟是家裏唯一的男孩，受盡關愛，經常欺負她。我覺得她可憐，想幫她出個氣。”
“是，她爸、她媽、她弟都是我殺的。”
黃元德将指紋比對結果拿出來，厲聲道：“費思琴已經供認，費永柏胸口那一刀是她刺的，刀上指紋比對吻合。你不要逞英雄，說實話！”
項裕卻依然堅持到底：“不不不，是我殺的。她不敢動手，是我抓着她的手、逼她執刀去刺，事後我還強.暴了她，她什麽都不知道，根本就沒有配合。我和她是男女朋友，聽她提起過家裏有錢，就動了歪心思，帶着兩個小弟上門想弄點錢花，我們去的時候門沒關。”
黃元德負責審訊項裕，聽他還在那裏充黑.澀會老大，氣不打一處出：“費思琴、柯一錦、窦浩都說了，是你們約好了時間，門是費思琴打開的。”
項裕沒奈何，只得承認了這一點：“是，是提前約好。不過我們只是約好了上門吓吓豔豔家裏人，搶點錢，殺人是我自作主張。我知道，被你們抓住我死路一條，我爸媽都不在了，和豔豔在一起才感覺自己是個男人，我不能讓她坐牢。你們不要再追問了，那兩個小屁孩也沒幹什麽，只是拿着我買來的西瓜刀胡亂瞎砍，根本沒什麽殺傷力，要槍斃，就槍斃我一個吧。”
審到這裏，案件處于膠着狀态。
項裕求死之心很切，将所有罪責都擔了下來，倒顯得費思琴的罪行輕了許多——她雖然引狼入室，但也只是想報複一下家裏人，并沒有打算殺人；她雖然拿起了切肉刀，但卻是項裕抓着她的手強迫她刺殺費永柏；她還是受害人，在自己的卧室被項裕強.暴。
除了項裕部分口供與費思琴不一致外，其餘痕跡檢測、屍檢報告都與他們所供述的一致。
鞋印顯示的身高、體重；指紋比對、下刀深淺與方向，全都與他們的犯罪過程一一印證。
華燈初上，重案一組的成員終于有時間坐下來說說話。
吊扇風呼呼地吹着，辦公桌上的玫瑰依然芬芳燦爛。
溫馨的工作環境，熟悉親切的同事，滿室的玫瑰香味，忙碌了整天的趙向晚坐在會議桌邊，這才感覺活了過來。
——和不正常的人打交道，心很累。
今天上午在醫院與費思琴的三重人格對話，鬥智鬥勇，終于讓她說出真相，找到關鍵嫌疑人。
如果不是直接問出來，光是調查費思琴在啓明女子高中的學習狀況、發現費永貞的存在及病歷、找出費思琴初一休學的原因就要投入大量的人力物力。費思琴在學校住的宿舍是單人間，住宿條件很好。她通常都是晚上寝室熄燈之後悄悄外出，與同學、老師關系并不親近，想要找出她的男友，恐怕也要花不少時間。
大家都心中有數，一坐下來，劉良駒便贊了一聲：“效率可真高，趙向晚今天在醫院表現神勇。”
尤其是那一背摔，簡直吓得劉良駒出了一身冷汗。難怪許隊，哦不，許局長開玩笑，說趙向晚為尋找趙家溝被拐賣的小姐妹，大雪天往遼省那邊跑，得到施必勝警官高度評價：這姑娘，可真虎。
第一次如此神速破案，高廣強感覺自己像坐上了淩霄飛車，腦子有點轉不過來，看向趙向晚和何明玉：“你們今天在醫院詢問費思琴，是怎麽問出真相的？”
何明玉指着趙向晚：“全靠向晚，是她發現了費思琴的三重人格。不過……”何明玉終于逮住空問問題，“你能不能和我說說？我有好多疑問。”
在提審費思琴之前，何明玉很想知道，為什麽趙向晚會知道她有三重人格的存在，為什麽敢動手打她，為什麽打了她之後費思琴反而變得乖順無比？
趙向晚今天一邊忙碌，一邊也在總結，聽到夥伴們提問，她站了起來。
朱飛鵬趕緊推來小黑板，将粉筆遞到趙向晚手裏：“來，上臺講吧。”
高廣強最喜歡重案一組這種強烈的未知欲與探讨精神，也微笑着鼓勵。
“向晚，你給大家一起講講吧。我們在走訪調查的過程中，也發現了費家很多違和的地方，但卻沒辦法給出完整的結論。你是直接與費思琴三重人格對話的人，心理學、微表情行為學這一塊可以說是非常優秀，和大家一起交流交流吧。”
趙向晚知道，她的考驗又來了。
每完成一個案子，都是她總結提高、上升到理論層面的時候，這是考驗，也是契機。
輕輕咳嗽一聲，趙向晚看向何明玉：“師姐，要不，你來問，我來答吧。”今天說的話實在太多，一時不知道從何說起。
何明玉沒有按時間順序提問，她先問了自己最感興趣、最好奇，也最抓心撓肝的問題：“向晚，你為什麽打費思琴？為什麽打她之後，她不僅不生氣，反而很享受？”
劉良駒也很好奇，連連點頭：“對，我也想知道。”
朱飛鵬等人一聽，來了興致：“哇哦！這不是受虐狂嗎？”受虐狂，也是一種精神類疾病。大家聽是聽說過，但真沒見過。
趙向晚搖了搖頭：“不是受虐狂。準确來說，受虐狂是指當精神或肉.體遭受痛苦時，他會感覺到快樂，換而言之，就是把痛苦視為一種樂趣。費思琴并不是。她小時候被費永柏責打手背，她并不快樂，并由此衍生出第二人格，冰冰。”
衆人都聽得很認真。多重人格的出現概率不足萬分之一，此刻不研究，更待何時？
何明玉被她說得更好奇了：“如果不是受虐狂，那她為什麽被打之後面部表情很放松？”
Zhao Xiangwan sighed: "All mental illnesses must be traced back to childhood. From what President Ji said, from the information from Officer Gao's visit, and from what Fei Siqin said, we can explore her childhood experiences. If Mumu is Fei Siqin's first personality, then what is her psychological shadow?"
He Mingyu answered very quickly: "Merciless beatings, scoldings and criticisms."
Zhao Xiangwan nodded: "Yes, a well-behaved, sensible little girl who didn't know what resistance was, faced with a father with a strong, controlling personality, her initiative was suppressed for a long time, and her heart was twisted. Finally, at the age of thirteen, she awakened to her second personality, Bingbing. The second personality is independent, calm, and self-centered. It is the person Fei Siqin longs to be, and it is also her main personality."
Zhu Feipeng interrupted Zhao Xiangwan and said, "Wait a minute, shouldn't the first personality be the main personality, and the subsequent personality be the secondary personality?"
Zhao Xiangwan shook his head: "In fact, gentleness and obedience are Fei Siqin's character after being suppressed. If Fei Yongbai was not so strict with her, and gave her some guidance with love, she would grow up to be a calm, strong, independent and feminine girl. Therefore, Bingbing, who appeared at the age of thirteen, is the main personality."
Zhu Feipeng seemed to understand: "Then can I understand that the one with the strongest heart is the main personality?"
Zhao Xiangwan nodded: "You can understand it this way. In short, the one that is dominant among all the personalities is the main personality."
After saying this, Zhao Xiangwan glanced at everyone and focused on Liu Liangju: "Do you feel that educating children is really a technical job? If you are too lax, it will easily become spoiling; if you are too strict, you may be afraid of scaring the children."
Liu Liangju kept nodding his head: "I am also a father. My daughter Liu Lizi is three years old this year. I feel that children are getting harder to manage as they grow older. When she was young, she liked to hit people. What do you think, should she be disciplined? Anyway, my wife is absolutely not used to Lizi. If she hits someone, my wife will hit her back and make her cry. When she knows the pain, she will talk to her about the reason. Later, she will get better slowly."
Zhao Xiangwan nodded approvingly: "Senior Brother Liu, you are doing the right thing. Children are like young trees. They need sunshine, rain, watering and fertilizer, as well as pruning, straightening, spraying and pest control in order for them to grow healthily."
"Why did I find that Faith became obedient after being beaten? Because I observed that she often made some small movements, such as touching her hair, hugging her arms, leaning against the pillow, etc. Basically, as long as she was quiet, she would caress herself. I have a bold guess: she longs for skin contact."
He Mingyu blurted out: "Ah, skin hunger."
Because of her telepathy, Zhao Xiangwan hates physical contact with people. If she had seen a psychiatrist, she might have been diagnosed with skin contact phobia. However, Zhao Xiangwan later met the righteous and upright people in the serious crime team, Zhou Qiaoxiu and Xu Songling, who really cared about her, and of course, Ji Zhao, who was consistent in his words and deeds and relied on him wholeheartedly, which successfully gave Zhao Xiangwan a new and warm skin memory, which slowly healed her inner trauma.
Speaking of skin hunger, Zhao Xiangwan's voice became a little deeper: "Some foreign experts have studied that children in orphanages have more or less mental illnesses when they grow up. The reason is that they lack caressing when they are infants. Only through close skin contact can we soothe children's hearts and make them feel safe. There are many children in orphanages, and the caregivers have no time to caress the children, which leads to skin hunger in infants, which leads to subsequent mental illnesses."
He Mingyu asked, "You mean that Fei Siqin lacked skin contact with her parents when she was a baby?"
Zhao Xiangwan said, "Yes, I suspect so. Fei Siqin may not remember what happened during the infant period, but Fei Yongbai and Qu Weige should know. I have seen the Fei family's room, it is spotless, even the bathroom is as clean as new. Qu Weige has a serious cleanliness obsession, which will lead to her lack of skin contact with her daughter during the breastfeeding period. As for raising a baby, everyone knows that there is no such thing as a clean baby all year round. This should be a torture for Qu Weige."
Although Qu Weige was dead, Zhao Xiangwan was able to detect the problem based on Fei Siqin's psychological abnormalities.
"The skin hunger of the infant made Fei Siqin timid and she was particularly eager for physical contact with her parents. But Qu Weige was an artist and relatively aloof. In addition, her husband was strong and wanted to train her daughter to be an accordion player, so she kept a certain distance from her daughter. Fei Yongbai was wary of Fei Siqin because there were several elders with dual personalities in his family, including his sister. He wanted to use monastic education to suppress the romantic, passionate and unrestrained personality in Fei Siqin's bones. Fei Yongbai was originally a strict teacher. When teaching his children to practice the piano, he slapped the back of their hands with a ruler, but it was still cold and not warm, which did not relieve Fei Siqin's skin hunger."
He Mingyu reacted: "So you threw her on her back and held her down with your hands and feet, using skin contact and body pressure to relieve her skin hunger symptoms?"
Zhao Xiangwan said seriously, "Yes."