Liang Lu took Nanxi's hand and said, "Xixi, if I really don't want to, I won't let him succeed."
Nanxi was startled, a little unable to react, and looked at her doubtfully, "Lulu..."
"Xixi, this is your home. I just need to shout and someone will come, right?"
"So, you and Song Cai, you, are in love with each other?" Nan Xi didn't know how to express it. After thinking about it, the only word that came to her mind was this.
Liang Lu smiled, "Xixi, I'm different from you. Even though you're pregnant now, you still have the heart of a girl. Your husband spoils you so much that you don't even need to grow up.
But I am different. I don’t care about love and romance at all. The reason why I have been avoiding him is because I can’t understand why he likes me. I thought he was just attracted to me temporarily.
But last night, he was so gentle, proposing to me and asking me to marry him. Suddenly, I understood. No matter why he fell in love with me, being able to hold on to a man like him might be my chance.
The doubt in Nanxi's eyes deepened, "Opportunity?"
Liang Lu knew that she, who came from a wealthy family, wouldn't understand, so she smiled and explained, "I come from a small place and have lived a tight life since I was a child. I only studied art because my family heard that painting could make money. Later, the cost was too high, so they didn't let me study anymore. I took classes from my classmates and got into university with a little talent.
Later, when I entered university, as you know, I earned my tuition and living expenses through part-time jobs, plus the prize money from competitions. It took me two months to pay off my tuition. One time, you found out and helped me out.
In fact, I know that every time you pester me to eat together, it is because you are afraid that I will eat steamed buns again.
Moreover, all the painting supplies and paints I used in college were always bought by you and forced the use of two bags. I studied for several years and hardly ever bought my own school supplies. Except when I worked part-time, you almost always took me out to eat.
After graduation, I had no money and no background, so I couldn't find a job at all and couldn't even earn 5,000 yuan. But my family asked me to give you money every month. You opened a gallery and let me be a shareholder without taking a penny. I could get dividends every month so that I could secretly save some money.
Xixi, do you know? You are the brightest sunshine in my life. I have kept everything you have done for me in my heart. I don’t know how to express it to you. Saying thank you is too light to express this feeling. Saying gratitude is too hypocritical. I can only keep it in my heart forever.
Liang Lu wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, lowered her head and smiled, "I've strayed from the topic, Xixi. Every time I think of these things, I always get too excited."
"Xixi, do you know? Following you, I've gained a lot of experience. For the first time, I saw the life of rich people, which I could never even dream of before.
I am also a normal person. I envy you so much that when I go to the temple to burn incense during the Chinese New Year, I pray that I can be born into a family like yours in my next life.
In this society, it is too difficult to cross between different classes. I was born at the bottom of society and have been struggling there. Even if I go back and have your connections to help me, I still need to have the ability to do it. My hands can no longer paint. Even if I go back, I will just be an ordinary worker. I will work hard all year round and may not even earn enough to buy a square meter of house.
What's more, as soon as I return to China, my parents and brothers will definitely know about it, and they will call me endlessly to ask for money. They will not care at all about what I have been through or what I am doing. In their eyes, I should sacrifice my whole life for that family.
Xixi, I've died countless times. I don't care about anything anymore, only myself. That kind of life makes me despair just thinking about it. And Songchai, this man, can take me from an ordinary working class to a wealthy Burmese wife, living a life similar to yours. I don't want to miss it. This may be my only chance in this life.
I know it's not decent to think this way, but Xixi, I just want to grab what I can grab. It doesn't matter even if you look down on me."
Nanxi listened to her quietly and then sighed, "I won't look down on you, Lulu. I just hope you have a good life. Song Cai is indeed a good person. If this is your choice, I will only bless you."
Nanxi looked at Liang Lu seriously, "But Lulu, there are some things I need to make clear to you in advance. Myanmar's political and social environment is complex, and the military and government are in opposition. They are all soldiers at the center of power in the military government, and naturally they are at the center of the country's power struggle.
Although these men look young, they hold power and their life and death are decided by a single thought. They enjoy the country's top wealth and naturally bear burdens that ordinary people cannot bear.
If you choose a man like this, you must tie your life to theirs. In the future, if the wind blows in the wrong direction, you must understand the overall situation and the general trend, and lead your man onto the right path. You can't let him do whatever he wants, and you can't be assimilated by the social environment of this country, bullying the weak and exploiting the people. Doing so would be a disgrace to our ancestors, a disgrace to our education, and a disgrace to China. Do you understand what I mean?"
There are many things that Nanxi cannot say too directly, and can only remind her in a tactful way.
Liang Lu was so smart that she understood what she meant immediately and nodded, "Xixi, don't worry, I'm not that kind of person. Those people forced me to take off my clothes, and I could do it to survive, but if they forced me to touch D, I would never do it, even if I die. I know that this is a disgrace to our ancestors.
I just want to live a better life, but I will never bring shame to my motherland. You can rest assured about this.
Although I don't have the kind of family influence you have, and I don't understand politics and military affairs, but if I don't understand, I won't ask? I won't see? You are here, and I will do whatever you do. I won't let Song Cai do anything stupid, and I will persuade him to take the right path. After all, I am counting on him to turn things around, right? "
Liang Lu's last sentence was half true and half false.
Nanxi glared at her and said, "You're so annoying. I guess my brother is a good person. You should live a good life with him. However, men can't be spoiled. You still have to control them when you need to. Especially these brothers are so reckless. You can't just go along with them. Otherwise, if one of them is not careful, it will cause trouble."
"I know. Don't worry. I discovered it when I was in Thailand. Songchai is a reckless man with strong limbs but a simple mind. I will learn to worry about him."
This was the most relaxed moment since Liang Lu came to the manor, and her speech had some of the shadow of her former self. The string in Nanxi's heart slowly relaxed, and she raised an eyebrow and said, "Then congratulations in advance, Madam Song?"
Liang Lu rolled her eyes at her and said, "Don't make fun of me."
"Oh, right, Xixi." Liang Lu suddenly remembered, "Song Cai said he wanted to buy a house and asked me to go with him to look at it. I don't know much about it and I'm a little timid. Can you go with me?"
The smile on Nanxi's face deepened. "Tsk tsk tsk, brother Guess is pretty good. I just got you yesterday, and your awareness has improved by leaps and bounds today. You have a bright future."
"Oh, that's annoying." Liang Lu was a very good-tempered person who always spoke softly. She patted her arm softly.
"If you keep doing this I won't pay any attention to you."
"Wow, our Lulu looks so gentle even when she's angry. No wonder she has obsessed Brother Cai so much." Nanxi teased her friend with a mischievous look, as if she was back in her student days.
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