Don't make those who hate you happy.
She wanted to leave this house.
The source of this pain is home.
She doesn't blame her family; she's just scared.
She was looking at the computer.
When did I start doing this?
She began to suffer.
Is she really destined to die out there?
They are truly heartless!
I will never forgive them!
She continued writing novels.
Looking at the novel I'm writing.
Can I really support myself?
Wasn't she at fault?
She started writing novels.
I will not get married.
She started looking at the computer.
My own writing is truly terrible.
It's really too difficult; my writing is really bad.
Can I still live a good life here?
My illness will get better and better.
I don't need to rely on my family.
I can live in a new blessed land.
In my dream, I saw my high-tech parents, who said, "Are you happy now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Yes, I'm very happy."
Mom: "Do you forgive them?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I won't forgive them now, but if they knew they were wrong, I might forgive them."
Mom: "But when have they ever apologized to you? Didn't you apologize yourself?"
Miao Xingzhou walked to the computer and started writing.
"Would you like to see the green mountains outside?" Mom asked.
Miao Xingzhou: "Green hills? I'm tired of seeing all the green hills outside."
Mom: "The mountains are beautiful, why don't you look at them more?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Is the mountain nice?"
"But they didn't think about me at all; they just wanted me to get married so they could get rid of the trouble."
Mom lowered her head.
Do you really think that way?
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Mom: "But wouldn't it be better if someone took better care of you?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I just want to live alone."
Mom: "Are you satisfied with this kind of life?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I like it very much, but I know that this kind of life cannot last."
"Um."
They started to open up and chat.
Mom: "It's good that you're happy now."
Miao Xingzhou: "Happiness is not what I want. What I want is to support myself."
Mom: "How do you plan to support yourself?"
"Able to be self-reliant."
Mom: "In that case, let's take a look at your hands."
Miao Xingzhou looked at his hand, and a playing card appeared in it.
Mom: "Don't you understand what you're supposed to do now?"
"I do not understand."
Mom: "You can live with normal people."
She slowly woke up, watched her mother enter the room, and said with a smile, "You're asleep now, I bought popsicles."
"Um."
Mom: "Write novels, write novels, write novels every day?"
They all laughed.
I need to earn money to support myself.
It's good to be able to live happily and healthily.
But I can never do that.
She looked at her parents.
But I just can't be happy.
Suddenly, the world switched places, and I opened my eyes.
They discovered that their high-tech parents also had another version of themselves watching them.
They didn't know what they said.
He kept staring at her, and she struggled to say, "What are you talking about?!"
They laughed as they watched Miao Xingzhou, slowly raising their necks before biting into her flesh.
Miao Xingzhou painfully opened his eyes again and saw that he had entered the spaceship.
As she watched the countless people slowly approach, she asked, "What exactly do you want?"
Those people said, "Go back! Go back!"
Miao Xingzhou: "Where should I go back to!"
Those people started looking at her, then did nothing, overwhelmed by grief.
She began to wake up, and grief overwhelmed her.
She said, "They all want me dead..."
Even in my dreams, I feel like I'm dying, wondering what I did wrong!
Why are you doing this to me!
What exactly did I do wrong?
She started looking at the computer, thinking about how she had never succeeded and how she wished she could be happy.
But happiness doesn't belong to me.
I will only die in the street, in endless suffering.
Nobody cares.
Nobody likes it.
Only the torment of illness.
She continued writing.
I have absolutely no chance of surviving.
The cost of medicine is six thousand a year.
She grabbed her head and cried loudly.
It would be better if I died, right? Why don't I die? If I died, their first reaction would probably be to laugh.
She started to cry and laugh intermittently, then she pinched her hand hard and screamed loudly.
Why am I suffering like this?
They left no way out.
Why was I born?!
She was in so much pain that she couldn't speak.
They were all afraid of asking them for money.
They don't like themselves.
I don't like myself either.
She grabbed her hair, pulled hard, and a large clump began to fall.
Everything that happened before was just my bad luck, but I never thought I was at fault.
I was bullied, but I didn't do anything wrong. How many of the people who are bullied on campus have done anything really bad?
They didn't hit me, they didn't curse me, and they didn't slander anyone. I did absolutely nothing wrong!
She began to slowly look into the kitchen, and the thought of suicide struck her again.
My death might not cause any harm to my family, and those who bullied me might even laugh.
The thought of their laughter makes me feel disgusted. I must live well and never let those bad people ruin me again...
She continued writing novels.
There are fewer good people and more bad people nowadays.
Painful scars, the pain begins.
Why should I suffer when I already have so few fans?
The future may not necessarily be bad.
Even one's own family members might not necessarily lead them to their death.
She began to focus on recovering from her illness.
She saw that her mother would be home in just seventeen days.
Despite this, I wasn't very happy.
She hopes to succeed in writing her novel.
I hope to live happily in a warm home.
To be able to avoid experiencing that pain.
She began to watch countless people slowly leave, wondering how she was supposed to live.
How can I escape this sea of suffering?
How can I escape this misery?
She started to sleep.
High-tech mom: "Are you in pain right now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I am in great pain right now."
Mom: "What do you have to be upset about now? You stay at home every day and don't need to do anything."
Miao Xingzhou: "But..."
Mom: "Don't overthink it."
She started laughing, "I really shouldn't overthink it!"
Mom: "Come here now."
She started to go over, and her mother began to keep the silver bracelet on her wrist, never to lose it again.
Miao Xingzhou looked at the silver bracelet and said, "Hmm."
When God closes a door, he opens a window.
He understood that the window had been open from the beginning; he just hadn't noticed it yet.
He smiled and said, "Isn't it getting late?"
Mom: "Do you want to leave now?"
"Um."
Mom: "Live well, the world is not beyond saving."
"But why are those bad guys so rampant?"
The mother began by saying, "Even if the pain is so intense that it's beyond cure, you should still smile."
"Often, the greater the pain, the greater the opportunity, and the greater the potential."
Miao Xingzhou: "I know."
She woke up from her dream, looked at the computer, and started laughing.
She was reading a novel when she realized she had actually done it. Her mother looked at her and said, "Why are you so happy?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I need to get to work now!"
Mom: "You're not feeling well right now, why are you doing chores?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I will continue writing novels now."
Good people may not get a good meal, unexpected disasters may strike, and things may turn around when they reach their extreme.
But nothing can stop our will to live!
She said with a smile, "I'm really happy now!"
Mom: "Why are you happy?"
She began to smile and said, "This is the happiest moment of my life right now."
Mom: "Why are you happy right now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Because I am able to live."
Mom: "Are you having an episode?"
"I want to be grateful for every day I am alive."
Continue writing novels.
Time has passed, with the changing seasons of summer, autumn, and winter.
Countless efforts resulted in repeated failures, but she was still very happy.
Mom said, "I'm going to play. Do you want to come?"
Miao Xingzhou: "No, thank you."
Mom: "Mmm."
After she finished writing, her father said, "Shall we go pick berries for tea now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
It's sad that she can't distinguish reality, but everyone has sad things to do. At this point, she has no choice but to accept it, but what can she do?
The world is so dark, how can you live if you can't even stand a little bit of darkness?
Even if they went to the battlefield, there was ultimately no way to help them.
You should save the last bullet for yourself.
I'm slowly looking at the computer.
"Miao Xingzhou, are you alright now?" Mom asked.
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Mom: "Don't think about anything, just eat and sleep!"
Miao Xingzhou disagreed, saying, "I can support myself."
Mom: "No pressure."
She started picking berries for tea.
This kind of life continued for a long time.
I watched the sky brighten and the light and shadow gradually appear on the ground.
Looking at the eternal topic.
Countless joys flooded my mind.
Mom said, "Look at this."
She looked over and saw that it was her brother's child.
Mom asked, "Do you want to get married now?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I don't want to get married. I'm very happy right now."
Her mother did not pressure her to get married.
Miao Xingzhou knew she was stupid, but she wasn't like this before; she became stupid because she was sick.
Lacks independent judgment.
Success was difficult for her.
While she was sleeping, her parents, who were very tech-savvy, suddenly disappeared from the house. She went outside and found a bunch of balloons on the street. She grabbed one of them.
Suddenly hearing a voice, they turned around and saw their high-tech parents: "We're happy that you're happy."
Miao Xingzhou: "If possible, I hope you are happy too."
High-tech parents: "Hmm."
She went inside but found her parents shaking their heads at the high-tech equipment.
"Forget it." She looked at herself waking up from her dream. She realized she was already forty years old, staring at her computer screen, earning three thousand a month.
Mom said, "Why aren't you writing novels anymore?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I want to read a book now."
Mom: "You're reading books now, why are you just lazing around at your job?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I know."
After writing 10,000 words, I started reading a book.
The mother said, "Life is so good now. I really don't know why you wanted to commit suicide before."
Miao Xingzhou: "Hmm."
Mom: "What do you like to eat?"
Miao Xingzhou: "I'll go buy it. What do you like?"
Mom: "We don't want your money."
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