82 Tell Him Everything
◎I am not Song Shixi, but I am also Song Shixi◎
"If you want to blame someone, blame me. Stop crying, your eyes are swollen."
"Be good, I'll wipe it for you, okay?"
With every word Qin Yue spoke, Song Shixi held him tighter.
After hesitating for a while, she seemed to have finally made up her mind. She raised her head slightly and met his eyes. There were tears hanging on her long eyelashes, and she looked pitiful.
"Do you think I'm a crybaby?"
Obviously, she usually doesn't cry so easily, but when she is in front of him, she becomes fragile, and her tears flow down like they are worthless, and she can't stop them.
"I just feel useless and always make you cry. I'm sorry." Qin Yue's eyes turned red, his hands clenched into fists, a trace of shame flashed across his face, he lowered his head and silently avoided her sight, but he did not stop wiping her tears with his hands.
It was not until he felt a softness on his lips that he suddenly raised his head, his eyes filled with dark ink.
"Don't always take the blame on yourself. I have my own standards for what's right and wrong. I see all the kindness you've shown me."
Song Shixi stepped back slightly, her nose touching his. Her tear-red eyes seemed to have been washed clean, and her tone was more serious than ever before. "I have something to tell you."
Hearing the caution in her words, Qin Yue unconsciously held his breath and tightened his grip on her waist. He had a feeling that what she was about to say must be very important to her.
"I was in the utility room when I woke up, and you were the first person I saw in this world."
"My name is also Song Shixi, but I'm not the Song Shixi you knew before. Aside from our similar looks, our backgrounds, ages, experiences, and the times we live in are all different..."
Having said that, Song Shixi pursed her lips, suddenly not knowing how to continue or what to say.
She always felt that the current situation was somewhat awkward and absurd. Just imagine, if someone suddenly said these inexplicable words to her, she would definitely think that the other person was drunk or was joking seriously.
In the silence while she was organizing her words, Qin Yue gradually recovered from his surprise. He studied her face for a moment, his brain working frantically. Finally, he determined what she meant and asked tentatively, "Shi Xi, are you reincarnated?"
Hearing this, Song Shixi didn't expect that Qin Yue could understand her euphemism so quickly and say it bluntly. She looked at him in a daze, and he also looked at her in a daze, which was rare.
The two looked at each other, and she finally nodded. "I know this sounds outrageous, but I'm not lying to you."
"I'm not 20, I'm 24. I was born in 2001. My main job is to share tips on fashion, makeup, beauty, and daily life with everyone online. Although I don't have a parent, I've always lived a happy life and never had to worry about money."
But things are unpredictable. She never thought that one day she would have a car accident and die. When she opened her eyes, she found herself in a strange world and a strange era.
Perhaps the most difficult thing to say was said by Qin Yue, and she felt no burden when she talked about other things.
"Does it hurt? It must be very painful, right?"
Who would have thought that after all she had said, Qin Yue was the first to grasp this point? Song Shixi froze, her throat a little dry, but looking at Qin Yue's eyes full of concern and worry, she immediately shook her head and smiled bitterly, "I don't remember."
At the moment of the car accident, her mind went blank, and before she could react, she was here.
Qin Yue closed his eyes and held her in his arms. His Adam's apple rolled slowly as he tried his best to suppress the sour feeling that surged up. He rubbed her back soothingly with his big hand, "It's okay, it's okay now."
Song Shixi buried her chin in his neck and shoulders, tears welling up in her eyes. She said in a hoarse voice, "I know, it's okay. I'm living a good life now. Don't I have you here?"
Hearing her words, Qin Yue hugged her tighter and repeated, "Yes, I'm here. I'll always be here."
"I understand your feelings for me, and I want you to understand mine too."
That's why she told him her biggest secret.
"I see."
Qin Yue's breathing became a little rapid. He grabbed her hands, pushing them in one by one until their fingers were clasped together and placed them on his chest, where he had the most frank answer.
Feeling the violent heartbeat under his palm, Song Shixi's cheeks flushed, but the corners of his lips curled up, and he couldn't help but say: "Do you believe everything I say?"
"Yeah, I believe it all."
Qin Yue's voice was a little dark. He reached out and held her chin, staring straight into her eyes. He said slowly, "Shi Xi, thank you for telling me this. I know it must have taken a lot of courage for you to say this."
After he finished speaking, a smile flashed across his eyes, filled with joy and relief, but then a solemn expression gradually spread across his face. "Don't mention this matter to anyone again. This matter is known only to heaven and earth, you and me, and it must not be known to anyone else."
Song Shixi was a little frightened by his seriousness, but she also agreed with his words in her heart, so she nodded quickly, her dark eyes rolled around, and her face looked like a lotus in full bloom, and her words made people's hearts tremble again and again.
"I don't trust anyone except you."
Qin Yue heard that she was "taking credit" and couldn't help but rubbed her back twice with his palm. He couldn't help but let out a muffled laugh in his throat. He lowered his head and bit her lip, but considering that there was a little wound on her lower lip, he didn't dare to use too much force and just tasted it lightly.
He entangled his tongue with hers, and his breathing gradually became heavier. He didn't let her go until she was almost breathless from the kiss.
Song Shixi climbed onto his shoulders and realized that the fabric around him was soaked with her tears. She sheepishly helped him wipe it with a tissue. Then, thinking of something, she softly asked, "Do you really believe all of this?"
"Well, this matter is really too bizarre. To be honest, I also found it unbelievable at first, but when I think about it carefully, there are many clues that can explain this matter. A person's personality, habits, knowledge, and thoughts are not things that can be changed overnight."
Qin Yue grabbed her hand that was wiping it for him, and touched her soft, white fingertips with his fingertips, wiping away all the moisture. "Before the Qin family took you back, I sent people to investigate the Song family, including Song Shixi."
Having said that, he paused before continuing, "You two could be said to be worlds apart, but no one would think in that way."
After all, being reborn into another person is too fantastical, something that seems to exist only in novels.
At that time, he just thought that her personality changed drastically because of the death of her family and the sudden change in her living environment. In addition, he had not yet realized his own feelings at the time and did not care much about her, so he did not investigate it in detail.
The other members of the Qin family didn't care about her, so how could they notice her?
"No wonder you insisted on moving out of the Qin family and working to earn money..."
Qin Yue's expression changed again and again as he recalled the past. At that time, he thought that this was all her means to seduce him, but he didn't expect that he was the one who was being sentimental from the beginning to the end.
At the same time, he couldn't help thinking that if he had been more careful at the beginning, perhaps she wouldn't have to suffer so much.
The scene of her ironing clothes in the utility room late at night appeared in front of his eyes, and his heart ached.
"What are you thinking about? Are you blaming yourself for this? Do you love me too much?" Song Shixi saw through his thoughts and exclaimed, then held his face and squeezed it hard until his handsome face became deformed and ugly, then she burst into laughter.
Facing her teasing and teasing, Qin Yue did not feel annoyed at all. Instead, he followed the strength of her holding him, leaned over and kissed her on the cheek, and said frankly: "I just love you too much. I can't bear to see you suffer. I feel sorry for you."
"In my heart, only a life of luxury and comfort is worthy of you."
Song Shixi blushed and her heart beat fast at his words. To be honest, she thought she was quite narcissistic and had a strong sense of entitlement, but she didn't expect that in Qin Yue's eyes, she was even more so.
Her heart was pounding and the back of her ears felt hot.
"Slippery."
"This is all true."
Qin Yue pecked her red lips lightly, his mind full of chaotic thoughts. "No wonder you speak standard Mandarin without a single accent, are skilled at applying makeup, have advanced aesthetics and taste, are independent-minded, have a bright mind, are good at studying, and didn't fail any of your final exams. And you're so brave..."
"Okay, no more talking."
Song Shixi hurriedly covered his lips. She felt like she would find a crack in the ground to crawl into if she continued listening. Seeing that he finally shut up, she exhaled softly. Thinking of something, her beautiful fox eyes flashed, and she said loudly, "You can't have such random thoughts anymore, and you can't think that I don't like you or that I don't love you."
"There's nothing between me and Li Yanxing. I didn't do any of those disgusting things."
After saying that, he added, "I didn't give you the drugs, I didn't push your sister, and I didn't want those blind dates, and..."
Now that things have come to this, she must of course shift all the blame at once and not leave any more scars of discomfort between the two of them.
She talked a lot until she felt there was nothing more to say, and then she gradually closed her mouth.
After hearing these words, Qin Yue finally understood why she suddenly mentioned this matter. It turned out that it was because she noticed that something was wrong with him these days.
In order to give him a sense of security, she even resorted to using her own big secret to fill it.
"I've told you everything. If you dare to bully me or make me suffer in the future, I will..."
"Won't!"
Qin Yue interrupted her for the first time with a firm and resounding tone, then suddenly picked her up and walked towards the study.
"What are you doing?" Song Shixi subconsciously hugged his neck.
"I have something for you." Qin Yue didn't elaborate. Halfway through, he paused, kissed her face again, and asked cautiously, "What about the bullying and grievances in bed..."
"No way!" Song Shixi refused with gritted teeth.
Qin Yue's brows knitted together imperceptibly, and he looked distressed. "Even if you seem to like it very much, it's not possible?"
As expected, after hearing these words, Song Shixi hesitated for a moment. After all, sometimes sex does require some stimulation, and Qin Yue has some unique talents in this area. She usually enjoys it while crying...
In the few seconds she hesitated, Qin Yue had already carried her to the study, pressed her onto the large desk, and said in a slightly raised voice, "No need to answer, I already know the answer."
"You know what? Not at all."
Song Shixi refused to admit it, and the tone of his rebuttal became lower and lower. It was obvious that he had no confidence. Then he keenly noticed that the atmosphere had changed because of Qin Yue's reckless words and became a lot more relaxed. His eyelashes trembled and he looked at him twice more.
Qin Yue was leaning over to take something out of the drawer, and soon several thick file bags were placed on the table next to her.
"What is this?" Song Shixi glanced at it curiously. She never asked about Qin Yue's work, but at this time, he suddenly carried her to the study and took out these things. It was really hard not to think that this was related to her.
Qin Yue's deep eyelashes looked straight at her, a smile on his lips, and his voice was full of fatal attraction. "I originally wanted to give it to you after dinner, but I want to give it to you now."
He raised his hand to tuck the long hair scattered on her chest behind her ears and asked softly, "Open it and take a look?"
【Author’s words】
Xibao: What is that?
Mr. Qin: Good stuff.
Sorry, I'm late! I saw heavy rain and flooding in some areas of Hunan. My little angels, please be careful! !
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