Chapter 74
Just be a mother.
Immersed in the thought of being forced to become a mother, I almost uttered the words, "Good boy, stop crying."
Fortunately, she still had her wits about her shoulders and didn't actually say it out loud.
"Yunniang, I like you. Can I marry you?"
What did she hear amid the sobbing sounds?
"Yunniang, I like you. Can I marry you?"
Zhang Yunniang patted her ears. Was she hallucinating?
"Yunniang, I like you. Can I marry you?"
Jun Qingmo didn't get a response, so he nestled in the other person's arms, closed his eyes, and shouted loudly, with a look of readiness to die.
After shouting three times without any response, he raised his head cautiously and met Zhang Yunniang's calm eyes.
"Second Young Master, you are tired. I will take you back to your room to rest."
"Yunniang, I know you don't like me, and you don't like anyone. Give me a chance to like you, okay?"
"Aren't you tired? I'm tired. I'm going back to my room to rest."
Zhang Yunniang broke free and wanted to leave.
Jun Qingmo hugged her from behind, "I don't expect you to accept me, please give me a chance, just give me a chance, I don't ask for anything else."
"I'm sorry." Zhang Yunniang was held tightly, unable to move at all. Unable to escape, she could only apologize first.
"She agreed."
"What?" She? What she? Zhang Yunniang didn't understand.
"She said that after she left, you would be the master of this body. She thanked you for setting up the eternal lamp and thanked you for always considering her.
Take her to eat delicious food, see beautiful scenery, and make new friends. She wants you to live well here, and she will never come back.
If you don't want this body, then let it go.
Your concern has kept her alive in this world. She wants to be reunited with her parents. She hopes you can let go, live your own life well, and let her reincarnate. But if you need her, she is willing to accompany you until old age.
"What did you say?" Zhang Yunniang turned around and looked at him in shock.
"I know. I know everything."
"You know everything?"
"Yes, I know. You are Zhang Yunniang and Du Ruoyi. Can you please not treat me as a virtual existence? We both exist in reality. Whether it is this world or me, we both exist in reality. You can feel us, right? Don't treat me as a virtual character, don't treat me as your boss, don't treat me as a patient you take care of, treat me as an ordinary man, and give me a chance to pursue you, okay? Two years, I only want two years. If after two years, you still can't accept me, I will no longer have any hope."
"That shadow outside the door at Ci'an Temple was you?"
Zhang Yunniang was puzzled. She had never told this to anyone. In order to avoid any possible trouble, she kept it to herself.
The only time we talk about it is when we are at Ci'an Temple.
At Ci'an Temple, she felt a shadow at the door, but it quickly disappeared, and then she heard a cat's meow.
Ci'an Temple has adopted many stray cats and dogs, and she thought it was just a small animal passing by.
It turned out to be Jun Qingmo.
"It's me. I'm not following you. I finished some business nearby and I thought you often go to this temple to burn incense, so it must be very effective. I wanted to pray to the Buddha to bless you to accept me, but I didn't expect to run into you. I was curious about what you would do, so I followed you. Don't be angry."
"Aren't you afraid of me?" Zhang Yunniang lowered her head, tears streaming down her cheeks like beads, leaving small craters on the ground. This was the first time in her life that she couldn't control her emotions in front of an outsider.
"I am like a monster, different from all of you."
She didn't dare reveal anything about her identity to anyone. This was ancient times, this was a feudal society.
Supernatural matters have always been taboo. If people knew about it, she would almost certainly die.
Beheading is still a good option, but there is a high probability that you will be burned to death.
"Everything in the world is impermanent, and existence is reasonable. I won't tell anyone, and I didn't want to talk about this anyway." Jun Qingmo leaned pitifully on the man's back, speaking in a soft voice, like a dog afraid of being abandoned.
"How did you meet her?"
Jun Qingmo placed a fortune stick in Zhang Yunniang's hand, which read, "The long lamp flickers, and I carry my thoughts with me; I am bound to you by fate. Having experienced all the joys and sorrows of this world, allow me to ride the wind into a new life."
"While drawing divination in front of the Buddha, a white mist appeared before my eyes, and then I entered another dimension. There, I met the real Yunniang. She was a little different from before. She was much bolder, and she said it was influenced by you..."
Listening to Jun Qingmo's chattering, every word revealed Zhang Yunniang's gratitude to her.
"I should thank her for giving me a chance at a new life. It turns out I thought I was doing it for her own good, but it actually caused her trouble. It must be very lonely and difficult to be trapped in this world."
"She's not troubled, but rather feels sorry for you. Alone in this alien world, she's your only comfort, and that's why she's been willing to stay here. Every time you tell her about your recent situation, she listens patiently."
"Why did she tell you but not me? I've been gone for so long, and she's never appeared in my dreams."
"She can't let you go. Now that she knows how I feel about you, she's tentatively telling me. If you can't bear to leave her, she said she'll stay here with you, so you don't have to be afraid."
"She, she, um."
Zhang Yunniang could no longer hold back and burst into tears.
She always thought that she was alone here, and never imagined that in an unknown corner, there was a girl who endured endless loneliness just to be with her who had no relatives or friends.
Because of her obsession and concern, people are unable to reincarnate for a long time.
The feeling of guilt made her feel regretful.
If she had known this would happen, she shouldn't have deepened the bond.
She was so sad that she turned around and hugged Jun Qingmo, crying even louder and more unrestrainedly.
Not knowing what she was feeling at the moment, she just wanted to release her emotions by crying.
This was the first time Jun Qingmo saw Zhang Yunniang lose control of her emotions since they met. He wanted to cry anyway, and now he started crying too.
The two of them hugged each other and cried non-stop.
The candle wick was more than half burned out, and the light in the room became dimmer.
Zhang Yunniang had also been through a life-or-death experience, and while her emotions were sometimes out of control, she was still able to hold them together. She had finally cried enough when she realized she was still hugging Jun Qingmo, their ears intertwined, a posture a little too intimate.
After wiping her face twice, her crying stopped instantly, but the crying beside her ear was still there? The crying was ups and downs, sobbing, and sobbing, even more sad than her.
She glanced at him sideways. What's wrong with this person? Is he crying even more passionately than her?
"Okay, okay, don't cry anymore, don't cry anymore."
"Um."
Zhang Yunniang patted the man's shoulder, let go of her hand, and slowly backed away.
She also saw Jun Qingmo's face clearly, and she looked as tearful as a pear blossom in the rain.
She had never really looked at the man in front of her before. In her heart, she always looked at him as if he were a patient or a boss.
At this moment, looking closely, her eyes were filled with the man's stunning face.
So soft and weak, crying so hard, so delicate and weak.
Just like a sick Xi Shi, it's pleasing to the eyes. It's pleasing to the eyes.
She took out a handkerchief and wanted to wipe it for the person, but because of what had just happened, she felt it was inappropriate and asked the person to wipe it himself.
Seeing people crying like this, her sadness disappeared, and her heart was no longer blocked. She felt light-hearted all of a sudden.
"You are an official in the court now, so you can't cry so much anymore."
"Uh, I don't cry outside. Um, I only cry at home." She wiped her tears and sobbed, looking really aggrieved.
"Tomorrow, I'm going to Ci'an Temple again."
"I'll accompany you." Jun Qingmo said, opening his wet eyes and glancing carefully, praying silently in his heart, don't refuse, don't refuse.
"good."
"Then, then you should go to bed early?" As for the answer, he didn't dare to ask again.
Being able to speak out what is in his heart is a great thing for him.
Looking at the cautious person, Zhang Yunniang felt very complicated at this moment.
"Okay, I'll take you back to the yard first."
After sending the person back to the house, Zhang Yunniang returned to her own residence.
She couldn't explain how she felt.
Hehe and Haha kept circling around her feet. The two puppies were very well-behaved. When she was not at home, they would play and sleep in her yard and never run around.
A well-educated dog is something that makes people feel lovable.
The dog sensed her low mood and used a toy in its mouth to entertain her.
After playing with the dog for a while, she thought it was time to go to bed.
She had nothing on her mind, but she couldn't fall asleep. She tossed and turned. She had never suffered from insomnia before.
For the first time in so many years, she suffered from insomnia.
After turning off the lights, she lay on her bed, looking at the full moon through the window frame. The starry sky, devoid of light pollution, was exceptionally bright. The twinkling stars twinkled.
The more I want to sleep, the more I can’t fall asleep.
The biological clock formed over the years made her physically very tired. Her eyes were so tired that they were tearing up, and she had no choice but to close them.
But the brain is very active, and the more you sleep, the more awake you become.
This feeling of wanting to sleep but not being able to sleep is really unbearable.
"Yun Niang, Yun Niang, if you are still here, please come and see me. I want to see you."
She closed her eyes tightly, trying to fall asleep, while calling out in her mind the woman she had never met.
A lonely soul, floating alone in the world, no one knows her, she can't speak, can't feel the sunshine, how lonely she must be.
sorry.
I'm really sorry.
She didn't mean it.
She didn't know this would happen.
Tears of guilt fell from his tightly closed eyes.
I thought I was doing this for her own good, but I never expected it would cause her such great harm.
If I were trapped in this world, unable to perceive anything, I would go crazy, right?
Under the moon, I feel sleepy under the willow branches.
In a daze, she heard someone calling her.
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