Chapter 124 His Obsession 4
"Don't be nervous, it's not some strange medicine." Song Youning lowered his head, admiring Ji Siyun's trembling expression, "It just makes you lose your strength and unable to move."
"What... do you want to do?" The feeling of powerlessness brought by the drug made Ji Siyun unable to muster any strength, but it had no effect on his mind.
He looked at Song Youning with a well-behaved smile, and her beautiful, soft hands slowly brushed across his cheek.
"What do you think I want to do?"
Ji Siyun instinctively sensed danger. He tried to shout her down, "Whatever you want to do, get out of my room now!"
This pretense only made Song Youning's clear eyes slightly bend. The hand that was caressing his face pressed the thumb on his lips, and the red lips were rubbed hard by the fingertips.
Song Youning looked calm as she looked at her lips that had become increasingly red after being ravaged by her fingers. Her almond-shaped eyes narrowed slightly, revealing a surging emotion.
Her slender fingers moved downwards, across the young man's clean-cut jaw, and stopped at the bulge in the middle of his neck. A tingling sensation seeped into his bones and blood from the skin she touched.
Ji Siyun's eyelashes trembled slightly, his Adam's apple moved twice, and the bulge that slid up and down rubbed her fingertips lightly, looking like he was actively showing his affection to her.
Song Youning laughed softly.
This chuckle shattered the dignity that Ji Siyun tried to maintain as an "older brother". He averted his eyes and did not dare to look at Song Youning. His fair and handsome face revealed a hint of fragility.
But he still refused to show weakness and growled, "Get out!"
Song Youning was not afraid of his current appearance.
Not only did she not leave, she even lowered her head, leaned close to his ear, and whispered, "Ji Siyun, why are you pretending?"
"Since I was little, every boy who confessed to me would inexplicably start avoiding me after a while. It was you who secretly threatened them and forbade them from approaching me."
"One or two pieces of my underwear disappear after a while. You say they were damaged in the wash, but you actually hid them away."
Her voice was soft and slow, and word by word, she revealed to him all the secrets that Ji Siyun thought he had hidden well over the years.
His tightly closed eyes trembled and opened as she listed one by one the things he had done that even sounded a little perverted. His dark pupils were filled with fear as he watched her say words in a nonchalant tone that frightened him.
"You always sneak into my room when I'm asleep." Song Youning sighed helplessly and raised her beautiful right hand. Under the dim light, the skin of her pampered palm was white and delicate, with a jade-like luster.
Ji Siyun was so panicked that his face turned pale and his heart was beating so fast that it seemed like it would jump out of his chest in the next second.
He saw her sighing, and her beautiful almond-shaped eyes glared at him with a look of anger and resentment, saying, "It's okay if you kiss my hand, but why do you always lick the palm of my hand like a puppy?"
Her cheeks puffed out slightly, as if she was a little angry. "Do you know how itchy that is? I have to try hard not to laugh every time."
Song Youning lowered his head and held Ji Siyun's panicked face. His tone did not contain any disgust, but rather a helpless tone as if he was doting on her: "I'm afraid that if I laugh, you, a coward, will not dare to come."
Her beautiful eyes were sparkling, and his pale face was projected in them, making Ji Siyun feel so ashamed that he couldn't breathe. His lips were extremely dry, and his tongue seemed to be stuck to his palate. The huge sense of shame made him unable to speak.
Song Youning held his face in her hands. She was puzzled by the collapse on the young man's face, but this was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, so she had to seize it. She continued to try to break his psychological defenses: "The locked cabinet in your room is full of my things."
"My first exam paper, my first baby tooth that fell out...even my underwear that you stole."
Song Youning looked at Ji Siyun's constricted pupils and decided to increase her strength. She raised her head and looked down at him condescendingly, with a sneer on her face that tore through the false appearance of calm that Ji Siyun wanted to maintain.
She boldly guessed: "Ji Siyun, when you did that kind of thing, the object of your imagination was me, right?"
The young man's crow-feather eyelashes trembled violently, and he raised his eyelids in disbelief. Her face with a cruel smile was imprinted in his dark pupils.
"Or, how many times have you done those things with my underwear..."
"Get out..." Ji Siyun's bloodless lips trembled, and his voice, which seemed to be squeezed out from between his teeth, also trembled. He growled uncontrollably: "Get out! Get out!"
His eyes were red on his pale face, and he was so excited that he kept yelling at Song Youning to get out.
Song Youning felt that if it wasn't for the medicine she added to the milk that made him unable to get up, he would not have just told her to get out at this time.
"Get out! Get out!"
Ji Siyun's desperate cry did not awaken Song Youning's conscience, but instead made her face, which was originally full of expectations, turn gloomy.
coward.
She couldn't help but feel angry. At this moment, impulse completely defeated reason. Song Youning thought to herself: Who cares? I'm leaving tomorrow anyway!
She supported herself on the bed with her hands, and turned over and sat on him in front of Ji Siyun's horrified eyes.
At this moment, Song Youning already had a desperate and desperate mentality.
The drug only works this time. He will be on guard and it will be impossible to have such an opportunity again in the future. It is better to take this opportunity to do whatever you want.
She narrowed her eyes and sneered in her heart: You want to pretend to be serious, right? Let me see how you pretend!
Song Youning's hand brushed across the violently trembling chest and gently unbuttoned Ji Siyun's clothes.
"Brother, if Mom and Dad knew you had such feelings for me, do you think they would kick you out?"
If he was angry and embarrassed because her exposed his shameful thoughts just now, then at this moment when her collar was pulled open, Ji Siyun really started to panic.
"Ningning! What are you doing...get down now...don't!"
The girl sitting on him sensed something different and gave a sly smile.
As Ji Siyun tried to persuade her to stop, she covered Ji Siyun's mouth gently but with a bit of firmness.
"Shh..."
She blinked at him, and the madness in her eyes frightened Ji Siyun.
"Keep your voice down, Mom and Dad will hear you."
As she spoke, her other hand moved restlessly downwards.
“Hmm…”
A muffled groan escaped from Ji Siyun's tightly pursed lips, and tears welled up in his dark eyes.
The hand covering his lips moved away, and Ji Siyun, who was able to breathe freely, was about to ask her to stop, but as soon as he opened his mouth, his breath was taken away by another pair of warm lips.
The warm lips seemed to carry electricity as they covered his lips, feeding her fragrance into his mouth bit by bit.
The kiss came down like a storm, and the scent of jasmine tea overwhelmed all his senses, as if declaring her possession of him.
Ji Siyun felt like a drowning man, suffocating and hot, and was looking forward to her pouring oxygen into him.
This shouldn't be the case.
This is not right.
But he instinctively longed for more.
Hot tears rolled down the corners of his eyes and were gently wiped away by her.
"Don't cry, don't cry."
When Ji Siyun heard her gentle comfort, his water-soaked eyes could hardly see the person in front of him.
He still couldn't muster the strength, but his mind was incredibly clear as he fell into the abyss.
…
Ji Siyun woke up with a severe headache and dry throat.
His eyelids felt heavy and sore, and he struggled to open them. His vision was a little blurry, and he subconsciously looked to the side, only to see messy sheets, a crumpled quilt, and the other half of the bed which was empty.
His limbs still felt sore, and Ji Siyun struggled to sit up. He looked around and found the room was quiet. Apart from his own disordered breathing and heartbeat, there was no other sound.
There seemed to be an ambiguous atmosphere in the air. Ji Siyun's mind was still not clear, as if he had forgotten something.
He stumbled out of bed and walked unsteadily towards the bathroom. He turned on the light, and the glaring light made him squint uncomfortably. When he looked up at the mirror, the image inside made him freeze instantly -
The young man in the mirror had messy hair, his eye sockets were obviously red and swollen, and his whole face was haggard and fragile, as if he had a hangover. He looked extremely pitiful.
But when his eyes moved down and fell on the naked upper body, his breathing suddenly stopped.
The originally cold white skin was now covered with deep and shallow, ambiguous red marks, spreading from the collarbone all the way down, and was particularly dense around the waist and abdomen, like a mark deliberately left after a passionate love affair.
At this moment, the memories of last night were like a broken tide, a mixture of scorching body temperature, entangled limbs, suppressed breathing, and... the gentle expression on her face when she wiped away his tears, surging into his already aching brain.
With a "boom", all the blood seemed to rush to the top of the head.
Ji Siyun's ears instantly burned red, and even his neck was stained crimson. Shame, panic, and a hint of embarrassment at having his disguise forcibly exposed made it almost impossible for him to look at himself in the mirror.
It was at this moment that he realized something was wrong.
She is not here.
Where did she go?
When Ji Siyun came out of the bathroom again, he had changed into a neatly dressed shirt and a well-ironed suit.
He buttoned the top button of his shirt, fastened his tie, and ironed his suit jacket. Aside from a subtle hint of fatigue in his eyes, he seemed to have regained his calm and composed demeanor, a stark contrast to the fragile man in the bathroom moments before, covered in scars and with red, swollen eyes.
Ji Siyun took a deep breath, trying to calm his still somewhat disordered heartbeat, reached out to open the door, and walked down the stairs quickly.
What happened has already happened, he can't escape anymore.
He was going to find Song Youning and tell her that although what they did was wrong, he would be responsible for her. And about what happened yesterday, don't tell anyone that it was her fault, because he would take the blame.
All the accusations and abuses were borne by him and had nothing to do with her.
Ji Siyun was thinking about how to deal with this matter so as to minimize the impact on Song Youning. His confused mind tried his best to take all the blame on himself.
When everything was developing in an uncontrollable direction, he suddenly became bold.
Ji Siyun thought: She likes me, but I am too cowardly to force her to use this method...
He secretly made up his mind that he would be brave for once.
With hope gradually growing in his heart, Ji Siyun came down the stairs and saw Song's father and mother sitting leisurely at the dining table, one reading a newspaper and the other drinking scented tea.
"Dad, Mom." He tried his best to make his voice sound steady, and mentally rehearsed the words he would use in the showdown later.
Mother Song looked up when she heard the voice and saw him, and asked in surprise, "Xiao Yun?"
Ji Siyun was organizing his words and about to speak when Song's mother put down her teacup, frowned slightly, and asked in confusion, "Didn't you go to see Ningning off? Why are you coming downstairs now?"
All of Ji Siyun's prepared speeches and courage disappeared in an instant.
He froze in place, his mind blank, and almost instinctively asked, "...What?"
"What?" Song's mother frowned even tighter. "What's wrong with you today? You seem distracted. Today is the day Ningning is going abroad. Didn't she tell you in person yesterday that she wanted you to take her to the airport this morning? How could you forget? This child, such an important matter..."
Ji Siyun could no longer hear what Song's mother said next.
How could he forget that she was leaving today?
A chill instantly ran up from his spine to the top of his head. Ji Siyun felt as if the floor under his feet was shaking and the whole world was collapsing.
The blood seemed to flow backwards in an instant, making his hands and feet cold, and even his voice trembled uncontrollably: "Mom... when did she leave?"
"He's been gone for a while. What happened?" Seeing his suddenly pale face and distraught look, Song's mother realized something was wrong and spoke with worry in her tone.
Ji Siyun could no longer maintain his composure. He didn't have time to explain to them. All his rationality was swallowed by the huge panic of losing her completely. He turned around abruptly, leaving only the words "I'm going right away!"
Then he rushed out regardless of everything.
In the living room, Song's father and mother looked at each other, their faces filled with shock at their adopted son's unprecedented misconduct.
Ji Siyun no longer cared about anything. He didn't care how out of control he looked in the eyes of his parents, nor did he care about the collapse of the calm image he had carefully maintained for many years, nor did he care about how to explain this crazy behavior later.
There was only one thought in his mind that was screaming wildly:
She left?
She just left like that?!
So what was last night like for her?
Is it a last-ditch attempt?
Or was it a carefully planned revenge and punishment against him?
How could she... How could she possess him so intimately, and when he finally mustered up the courage to embrace happiness, she turned around and left so abruptly, not even bothering to say goodbye to him?
The humiliation and pain of being toyed with and then ruthlessly abandoned pierced his heart violently.
Ji Siyun covered his chest in pain and muttered subconsciously: "Are you going to abandon me again?"
After saying this, his steps towards the garage suddenly froze, and then the overly anxious expression on his face due to panic slowly froze, and then turned into confusion.
……again?
Ji Siyun frowned tightly and his eyes were blank, as if the person who just said that was not him, but a voice that did not belong to his mind.
Why is it “again”?
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