Only after experiencing separation did you realize that it is a feeling more unbearable than death.
Jiang Yi has experienced it once, and he doesn't want it to happen again, nor can he bear it a second time.
Yan Yiming said that he could not kill the other people who had escaped from him, but in fact there was nothing he could not kill. The only difference was that if they were the ones who died, although Ah Ming would never be able to go back, he would also lose all his opportunities. He destroyed her extravagant hope of returning home, and she would certainly not choose to stay with him anymore. At that time, he no longer had any bargaining chips to force her to stay.
At that time it was just as A Ming said, as long as she wanted to leave, he had no way of stopping her.
She is totally capable of throwing away everything.
So he wouldn't be stupid enough to actually do something to other people. Besides, what's the point of living the rest of his life if the world doesn't have A Ming around again?
Of course, death is the worst outcome. Compared to this outcome, he prefers to have her be controlled and forced to stay by his side.
Just like now.
Jiang Yi's words echoed in his mind many times, and even Xiao Pingguo froze for a moment, but neither the man nor the machine doubted the truth of this sentence.
Jiang Yi's current state and his stubborn and heart-pounding eyes told Yan Yiming that this was no joke.
Yan Yiming wanted to ask him to sober up, but his lips, which should have been bright red, looked especially pale because he bit them too hard.
You can choose to die, but is it really worth it?
Yan Yiming couldn't even understand, "Even if I finally stayed, what would be the use if you weren't here by then?"
"Even if I am alive, what good is it if you are not here?"
Jiang Yi said, he didn't even refute Yan Yiming's words. With just this one sentence, Yan Yiming couldn't say another word.
She once told Jian Yuyan that there are so many things in this world that are more important than love, such as life, freedom, and family, and she would not give up everything for love.
But now, can she just give up like this?
In desperation, she asked Xiaopingguo what to do.
Little Apple waited for a long time before speaking weakly, "If Jiang Yi really chooses to commit suicide, then you, the host, really have to stay here forever, until..."
At this point, Xiao Pingguo sighed sadly and continued, "Until Jiang Yi dies of old age."
Seeing her host becoming autistic, Little Apple hastily added, "Of course there is still a chance to save you. Maybe one day Jiang Yi will change his mind and decide to set you free, or maybe he will finally realize his mistake... Host, don't worry, even if you really live to be a hundred years old in this world, when you return to the present world, it will definitely be the same time as when you first traveled through time, so..."
So host, just accompany him and you will get through this life...
But looking at Yan Yiming's increasingly depressed face, Xiao Pingguo didn't dare to say this.
Jiang Yi held her cold hand and led her to walk under the gray sky of early winter. Yan Yiming was stunned as he was being led by her, walking in an unaware direction.
She couldn't think of a way to escape. She couldn't leave and could only stay by his side. She didn't even dare to say a harsh word to provoke Jiang Yi.
It has been nearly eight years since she traveled through time, and this is the time when she is most at a loss and helpless.
Jiang Yi took her back to the Jiang Mansion.
The emperor treated him very well. The house was grand and exquisite, but until now there was still only one master, Jiang Yi, and there were not many servants in the house. Compared to the Dingguo Mansion, Jiang Mansion, or Shao Mansion where Yan Yiming had lived for a long time, this mansion was terribly empty and even indescribably cold.
Yan Yiming's attention was finally attracted a little. His eyes passed over the empty mansion, and then fell on an old man who was jogging hurriedly in the distance. The old man looked quite old but was agile. He looked Yan Yiming up and down with a flushed face and said to Jiang Yi with a smile, "Oh, we finally have a mistress in our house."
Yan Yiming was about to say no, but Jiang Yi's handsome face was already showing an undisguised smile, "You are absolutely right."
Yan Yiming: “…”
The old man looked at Yan Yiming with an extremely fiery gaze. Yan Yiming looked away awkwardly. Seeing this, Jiang Yi smiled and said, "A Ming is shy. Uncle Li, don't tease her."
“Don’t be funny, don’t be funny,” Li Bole smiled from ear to ear. He urged the two to change clothes and wash up quickly, then turned around and happily went to the kitchen to order the preparation of dinner.
The thin-skinned Ah Ming looked at Jiang Yi in a trance. At this moment, he had returned to his previous appearance. The crazy and paranoid man just now seemed to be locked in the darkness again.
Yan Yiming looked at Jiang Yi's familiar smile and suddenly became bolder. He thought to himself and said, "Young Master, I think we still need to discuss this."
Jiang Yi was not angry, he just pretended not to hear it and said, "The cook in the mansion makes excellent pastries. The Fuling cake that was sent to you before was also made by her. I sent someone back to pass on the message before entering the palace. After we wash and change clothes, we can have dinner directly."
Yan Yiming was silent for a moment, then suddenly pulled out his hand from Jiang Yi's hand and said calmly, "No need."
Jiang Yi simply couldn't listen. Yan Yiming's guilt began to fade away as she was at a loss for words. Instead, she felt indescribable irritation. She shook off Jiang Yi's hand and added, "I have no appetite."
"Then take a rest first." Jiang Yi seemed unconcerned. "I'll ask the maid to bring it over. You can eat when you have an appetite."
Yan Yiming raised his eyes to look at her. Jiang Yi reached out to tidy up her messy long hair. His fingers brushed across her cold earlobes. Jiang Yi reached out to cover her ears, just like the snowy day before. Jiang Yi held her in his arms from behind and covered her ears with his warm hands.
Then he rubbed her neck and asked her ambiguously if she was cold.
In an instant, all the annoyance was like a popped balloon, and it turned back into helplessness that made people not know how to deal with it.
Jiang Yi totally ignored her initiative. She pretended to be indifferent, which made people feel powerless as if hitting a ball of cotton.
When nothing he did was of any use, Yan Yiming closed his eyes in a state of collapse and could only follow Jiang Yi to his room.
The maid, who couldn't hide her curiosity, diligently brought the clothes over. Jiang Yi took them and ordered the maid to go out and prepare hot water. The maid looked at Jiang Yi with great surprise, then ran out.
"A Ming," Jiang Yi finally took her words seriously and stopped talking nonsense and ignoring her topic. He said, "I know what you want to talk about, and I have only one answer: I won't allow you to talk about it."
"But what's the point of being together like this?"
"I find it very interesting," Jiang Yi smiled, leaning closer to her until their noses were only two fingers apart. "Seeing you getting more and more angry helplessly, and clearly extremely angry but unable to be cruel because of guilt, I find it very interesting no matter which one it is."
Yan Yiming: “…”
"And the most interesting thing is that you wanted to leave so much but had to stay by my side," Jiang Yi said, approaching. "It was you who came to my side and made me adapt to life with you. Ah Ming, you have to bear the consequences."
So, please, Fox Fairy, spare some of your long life for me, and I,
"I don't ask for much," Jiang Yi said. He lifted her chin and kissed her gently. "Stay with me for the rest of my life. Then, no one will stop you."
Then you will be free.
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