Jiang Yi had been angry and sad, but he still chose to fulfill Yan Yiming's wish, or rather, to fulfill himself.
From the very beginning, Jiang Yi never thought of hurting her, even if he was the one who got hurt in the end.
He never told Yan Yiming that this was actually a "scam". He pretended to be incomprehensibly paranoid and crazy, but in fact he had already planned the day to leave. He was unwilling to tell Yan Yiming that he was just accompanying me during this period of time, and did not want Yan Yiming to become soft-hearted and indulgent towards him, so he lied to Yan Yiming and saw her truest reaction.
Seeing her anger, seeing her helplessness, seeing her start to laugh and make noises again after a period of isolation, seeing her become more and more dependent on him without realizing it, Jiang Yi finally understood that Yan Yiming was not without feelings, and was not unmoved by him.
But she had other things that mattered to her.
But, that's enough.
When he finally left, Jiang Yi felt reluctant and in pain, but also satisfied.
Maybe tomorrow morning, Yan Yiming will wake up like every morning during this period, but the difference is that after waking up before, she would always lazily continue to snuggle in his arms to take a nap, but now there will no longer be his figure by her pillow.
She might think that he just got up early and went to the study, so she would stay in bed and wait for him to come back and call her. Then, after a long time, she would notice the difference and find the letter he left for her.
She would probably be happy to finally be leaving, but she would also probably be sad that he was leaving.
In fact, he really wanted to stay quietly to see her reaction at that time, but he gave up in the end. If she didn't care and was just happy, he would regret staying to see this scene. If she was really sad because of his departure, he would be even more reluctant to leave.
He still left, taking this last memory with him, and closed the door under the starry night sky, and we never met again.
So he never saw Yan Yiming's panic because of being alone in the early morning, he never saw her crying helplessly while holding the letter, and he never knew that Yan Yiming's feelings for him were actually much more than he expected.
Some things and some feelings are always unforgettable only when we finally part.
This day was the end of April, the second day after she left Jiang Yi, and also the second day after Jiang Yi left her. Jiang Yi would never want to recall this day, but would keep this day in his memory forever.
There was no one around her who would be considerate enough to put a piece of clothing on her, nor would anyone tell her in the most gentle voice not to stay in bed. Yan Yiming slowly squatted on the ground with the letter in his hand.
During these long eight years, except for the time when the soldiers fought bloody battles and finally saw victory, she had shed tears of joy. This was the second time that Yan Yiming cried, and even cried for a long time.
Jiang Yi used his last bit of tenderness to give her the most fatal blow to the heart. Yan Yiming finally felt the dull pain in her heart, because of his departure and also because of her departure.
It turned out that she was also moved and emotional.
Xiao Pingguo said that Jiang Yi sat by the bed and looked at her for a long time before he left, and that he still carefully covered her with the quilt and closed the bed curtains before he left.
Yan Yiming did not interrupt Xiaopingguo this time. He let Xiaopingguo talk for a long time and folded the letter carefully. Finally, he stood up and said to Xiaopingguo, "Can I take this back?"
She once asked Xiaopingguo if she could take away the jade bracelet on her hand, or some other things. She had teased Xiaopingguo with so many jokes, but now all she really wanted to take away was just a piece of paper.
The value of a piece of paper could almost be ignored by the system. Little Apple had no need to disagree, but his simple mechanical brain suddenly felt indescribably sad.
"Of course," said Little Apple.
"Thank you," Yan Yiming put the letter away.
Her heart still ached, but after wiping away her tears again, she was still the Yan Yiming who remained sober all the time.
The day after Jiang Yi left, Yan Yiming and Xiaopingguo also left here, and the day of returning home finally entered the countdown.
She used Little Apple to explore Jian Yuer's memory and learned that the emperor and the prince expressed great welcome to Jiang Yi's return. Some people in the court had some complaints, but they were not moved by Jiang Yi's status.
The struggle between the crown prince and the eldest prince in the court became increasingly clear, but the emperor accidentally fell off his horse during a subsequent hunting expedition and has been bedridden ever since.
Just as Yan Yiming guessed, the previous forced abdication failed to take the emperor's life, but his life did not last much longer than the original plot.
On the day the emperor passed away, Yan Yiming and Xiao Pingguo stood on the highest mountain in Jinling City, listening to the funeral bells coming from the palace, one after another, sad and heavy.
Jiang Yi used swift and decisive measures to clear all obstacles for Nangong Xuan before he ascended the throne. Shao Jingyu brought good news from Guangzhou, providing the most solid guarantee for Nangong Xuan. No one in the court dared to oppose it, and Nangong Xuan ascended to the position legitimately.
Almost in an instant, everything around seemed to be cut into tiny stars, melting away bit by bit until it was gone. The familiar air that I hadn't felt for many years invaded my pores again.
During the coronation ceremony, Jiang Yi looked towards the south of the city for some reason, but saw nothing.
Everything seemed like a big dream. At this time, there was no Yan Yiming anymore. There was only the blue tassel on the jade pendant tied around his waist, swaying gently in the breeze.
everything.
end.
--over
The author has something to say: The ancient chapter of this article ends here. Friends who like this ending can stop here, and readers who hope for a happy ending can continue reading. I will continue to update after I have finished my work on the three-dimensional world. There is also a modern ending and several extras. If you have any extras you want to see, please let me know in advance and I will see if I can write them.
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