Yan Yiming left quietly. With so many people in the house, no one noticed that she had gone far away.
She left so decisively, without leaving him any hope.
She had clearly thought about this day coming a long time ago, and had also thought about what she would do when that day finally came.
But Jian Yuyan still didn't dare to believe it, nor did he want to believe it.
He stumbled to the lakeside and asked the soldiers at the city gate whether they had seen the young girl with her face covered. When he couldn't find any news about her, he personally rode his horse out of Jinling City and chased her along the official road for a hundred miles.
The maids in the mansion said that they clearly saw her at noon, and it was only an hour now. How far could a woman with such weak legs walk alone?
But in the end the horse got tired, it was getting dark, there were fewer and fewer people on the road, and he still could not find any trace of her.
Jian Yuyan was standing on the deserted official road, leading his horse. His handsome face was filled with fatigue. His peach blossom eyes, which had always been eye-catching, now only showed unconcealable despair. His clothes were stained with dust, but he no longer had the mood to care.
The night wind blew past, ruffling his clothes and long hair. Jian Yuyan could no longer bear it and knelt down in the yellow earth swept by the wind and sand. He tightly grasped the jade carving that Yan Yiming had given him in his hand and finally burst into tears.
He lost the person he loved most.
She really didn't want him anymore.
He really could never find her again.
My heart felt like it was being cut open alive, blood was everywhere, and the pain was so severe that I almost suffocated.
Jian Yuyan returned to Jinling at dawn the next day. He looked lifeless and no longer had the demeanor of the capital's number one young master. After returning to the Jian Mansion, Jian Yuyan fell ill without any warning. In his coma, he could not hear the anxious calls of Mrs. Jane and Prime Minister Jane. He dreamed of Yan Yiming again, dreamed of how she looked when he first met her, dreamed of the first time he kissed her, and dreamed of the morning when he last saw her. He said "wait until I come back", which was the only time Yan Yiming did not answer her.
At that time, she had already decided to leave, but he didn't notice this because he felt guilty about the engagement.
He dreamed that she sang "Song of the White-haired Girl" and said that she wished to win the heart of one person and stay together until they were old. But in the end, she only left a message on the white paper: "I heard that you have two minds, so I came to say goodbye to you."
He reassured his ancestors, but disappointed her, and she gave up on him from then on.
This time Jian Yuyan was ill for a long time and took countless medicines but there was no improvement. Jian Xiangwo's hair turned many white, Madam Jian cried like a tearful person, and Jian Yuer stood silently by the side biting her pale lips and her eyes turned red from crying.
For Jian Yuyan and also for Yan Yiming.
That day, Jian Yuyan came back sadly after not having been home all night, and Jian Yuer had already guessed what had happened.
That woman, with such a strong character and such a love that could not tolerate any flaws in her eyes, was willing to destroy her face without hesitation for her. How could she remain indifferent now that she knew Jian Yuyan had married someone else?
She must have chosen the most decisive way, maybe death, maybe leaving, but for Jian Yuyan, it made no difference.
He finally lost her.
Jian Yuer walked out of the Jian Mansion in a daze. Jiang Yi asked her what happened. Jian Yuer raised her head in a daze and suddenly remembered that Jiang Yi also recognized Yan Yiming.
"I should have told him earlier," Jian Yuer said. She should have told Jian Yuyan earlier that she knew he was going to get married. If she had told him earlier, Yan Yiming might not have left, and Jian Yuyan would not be as dull as he is now.
Jiang Yi finally understood everything. He remembered that when he heard that Yan Yiming had left Plum Garden that day, he had a premonition that it was the last time he would see her, and now it had become a reality.
This relationship, which he thought had no future, ended in failure just as he had imagined.
Jian Yuyan's serious illness eventually even alarmed the palace. The prince ordered the imperial physician of the Imperial Hospital to finally save him. Jian Yuyan opened his eyes and saw Mrs. Jian who was crying with joy. He felt a slight pain in his heart, but still decided to cancel the engagement.
Yan Yiming once told him that people always face dilemmas, so they always need to make choices at these times, as long as they don't regret it when they think about it later.
He took the revival of the previous dynasty and gave up his love.
And he regretted it deeply.
Mrs. Jian was shocked and Prime Minister Jian was furious, but Jian Yuyan never changed his mind and said he would not marry.
He already had a wife and didn't want anyone else in his life, even though she was no longer with him.
The system gave Yan Yiming a month. When there were still three days left, the system finally reminded Yan Yiming that he could exit Jian Yuyan's copy and start the next copy.
Yan Yiming couldn't help but wonder, "Has Jian Yuyan changed?"
"Changed," Little Apple nodded, signaling Yan Yiming to look at Jian Yuyan's SSR card again.
His IQ and EQ have already reached the highest level, while his action and decision-making abilities, which had been lagging behind, have improved by leaps and bounds and have already entered the middle and high ranks. Little Apple looked at Yan Yiming and explained, "Decision-making ability and action ability are not natural advantages of IQ and EQ. They can be increased as the character grows."
It’s more like stimulation than growth.
Yan Yiming saw Jian Yuyan after he left through Jian Yuer's world. Jian Yuer had the following thoughts in her mind. She said that maybe he had lost the most important thing, and since then Jian Yuyan never took anything else seriously.
Because he no longer cared about it, and because he completely understood what he wanted from then on, Jian Yuyan no longer had the obsession that made him waver, and there was no one who made him feel soft-hearted, so there was no need for him to think about it from now on.
The decision is not about whether you can do it or not, but whether you want to do it or not. Yan Yiming once told him that people always need to insist on what they really want in life.
Jian Yuyan finally opened up a new path in life, which he believed was the only one. From then on, the plot took a turn and this strategy was a perfect success.
An SSR card, an extension of overtime, Yan Yiming was humming a song the whole time when he was counting the diamonds.
The number of diamonds he got last time was a bit embarrassing, just over 1,900. There was no way he could do two eleven-draws in a row, so Yan Yiming simply kept the remaining 900 or so. Now, with this strategy, Yan Yiming successfully collected 5,000 diamonds.
Five thousand diamonds! You can draw fifty-five times!
Yan Yiming couldn't be in a better mood.
"I have a feeling that I'm going to explode this time." Perhaps because he had so many opportunities, Yan Yiming was extremely confident and always felt that he could draw a lot of SSRs.
Of course, it would be better if it wasn’t Nangong Xuan and Jian Yuyan’s.
Little Apple nodded excitedly, "Come on! The European Emperor is possessed!"
Yan Yiming made an "OK" gesture, took a deep breath, and clicked on the eleven-draw sequence.
Click.
Don't move.
Click again.
Still no movement.
Yan Yiming:? ? ?
"What's going on?"
"Huh?" Little Apple turned over and clicked, but there was still no movement in the system.
"Wait, I'll go check it out!" Little Apple disappeared immediately after saying that. After a long while, Little Apple reappeared and said with a guilty look, "The system is down."
Little Apple didn't expect that because new features were added to the game in the present world, it was being updated today. However, due to the programmer's reasons, the game still hadn't been updated even though the time agreed upon with all the players had arrived. Right now players are arguing a lot on Weibo, and programmers are still working on the update. However, the more anxious they get, the more confused things get, and something goes wrong again.
Although they are not on the same path as the programmers in the real world, they are still one family after all. Now that the server in the real world has crashed, I didn't expect that this side has been affected as well.
It collapsed.
So whether it is drawing cards or tweaking faces, they are not available for the time being.
Yan Yiming stared at Xiao Pingguo resentfully, not knowing what to say to express his inner devastation at the moment. The five thousand diamonds he had saved up with great difficulty were useless, and he couldn't even pinch her face.
Yan Yiming took a long breath to calm down his anger, and said to Xiao Pingguo, "If the system does not give me satisfactory compensation for this failure, the consequences will be very serious."
Xiao Pingguo nodded hastily, raised her hand and swore that there would be generous compensation, and then she reminded Yan Yiming in a low voice, "...Then host, we need to get ready, it's time to set off."
“…”
"Well... because the last time the host drew a card, in addition to Jian Yuyan's SSR card, there was also a Jiang Yi SR card, so in order to make the strategy easier, we will automatically select Jiang Yi's SR card."
"……knew."
"There is also face-pinching... Although the host cannot pinch the face himself, the facial features prepared by our system are still very beautiful!"
What else could Yan Yiming say? He looked at Xiaopingguo silently for a long time before saying, "I have a red mole at the end of my eye."
Little Apple suddenly remembered that the host had to add a red mole at the end of the eye to match the original appearance twice when she pinched his face, which had already put the host at such a disadvantage. Little Apple did not delay any longer and quickly conducted a frantic search in the database.
Then, what almost made it cry with joy was that there really was a face with a red mole at the corner of the eye!
Little Apple breathed a long sigh of relief. The woman hugging Yan Yiming must be a beauty, and she must have a red mole. Yan Yiming was finally satisfied and closed his eyes. "Okay, let's start."
In the thirty-fifth year of Chen Xia, it was the middle of winter.
The winter in Luoyang was much colder than that in Jinling. Yan Yiming sat by the fire, wearing thicker clothes than hers, and carefully warmed himself by the fire.
The maid lifted the heavy curtain and brought in the pills, saying, "Miss, it's time to take the medicine."
Yan Yiming took the medicine bowl with a look of refusal on his face, but he still drank the bitter medicine under the concerned gaze of the maids and said, "What's the matter with the noise outside?"
The maid glanced outside and then said casually, "The Fifth Master passed away a while ago and sent a letter to the Master. The Master sent someone to pick up the wild... Young Master. He may be back today."
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