Chapter 306 Can You Choose Me Firmly?
Gu Nan stared blankly at Chunyi, who had tears in his eyes and was speaking harsh words.
Sadly I realized that I had really messed up.
Because of her momentary softness and hardness of heart, Chunyi's mentality collapsed and she was running wildly in a direction that she could not have predicted at all.
When monks get married, they have to publicize it. The last person who did this was the famous monk Jiuxxx.
That was more than a thousand years ago, and the cultivation environment then was completely different from that of today.
If Chunyi tries to imitate him and tries to make his body as muddy as possible while keeping his heart as pure as a lotus, it is very likely that he will end up losing more than he gains and gaining nothing.
Gu Nan wiped his forehead. If it weren’t for his ghost body, he would be sweating profusely.
She meant well but ended up doing something bad.
After Junyi finished speaking harshly, he was still not satisfied. He turned his face away and turned around a few times before wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes. He returned to the cave with his clothes and took out the sewing box from the chest.
After untying the bundle and spreading out the clothes, a hole the size of two fingers was found burned on the back of the chest, and there was also a little burn on the front, but the clothes were thick so it was not visible on the surface.
He didn't have the same color material, so the patched clothes would definitely look ugly. He could only find a way to patch them up after he came down the mountain or returned to Kyoto.
But no matter how well he mended it, the clothes were burned and could not be restored to their original state.
Junyi stroked the burn mark, anger and heartache flooding his chest again, making it feel swollen and hot.
Gu Nan walked around outside twice and came back. He saw Junyi still sitting next to the box. Guessing that he was still angry, he sat down quietly in the corner and pretended to be invisible.
She also figured it out and decided to do what she wanted.
The collapse of a pure mindset proves that one's cultivation is inadequate. As long as one doesn't fall into the devil's way, there's nothing wrong with a complete earth-shattering collapse, even if one enters and exits seven times. Who hasn't experienced a few mental breakdowns in life?
Gu Nan felt relieved and began to meditate. However, when he opened his eyes in the middle of the night, he saw Chunyi still sitting in front of the burnt clothes.
He didn't practice, didn't sleep, and didn't even wear clothes. He just sat there like a clay statue.
Before she could ask, Junyi spoke, his voice hoarse and filled with weariness, "I've never understood. You're compassionate and helpful, like a bodhisattva, gentle and kind to everyone, yet you let me go without a second thought, even staying out of it and mocking me for being useless."
"I think I know what you're thinking now. You don't take me seriously at all, let alone take me to heart. You said you liked me but it was just a lie to deceive me. You'll forget it in a few days."
"You always seem so righteous and compassionate, but you're actually the most heartless. When you see me jumping down to look for a piece of clothing you don't want, isn't it like watching a monkey jumping up and down, making a fuss?"
"Gu Nan, has anyone ever truly caught your eye and entered your heart?"
Gu Nan was stunned.
She really wanted to scold Junyi for talking nonsense, but after opening her lips a few times, reason stopped her from speaking at this time.
Is Junyi gaining enlightenment or sinking into depravity?
"Why don't you speak? I thought you would at least refute me." Junyi looked at her, his dark eyes reflecting a silver thread outside the cave, emitting a cold light, sharp yet sad.
"Aren't you surprised that I hesitated for so long? I'll tell you the answer. It's because you never firmly chose me, but I thought I could catch you."
He is a dull tree, and Gu Nan is the free wind.
He wants to take root in the darkness, and Gu Nan wants to see thousands of mountains and rivers.
One day, a contract brings two people who are naturally incompatible together.
The wind will not stay for the tree, so what about the tree?
Junyi said, "If I follow you, can you choose me firmly?"
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