Chapter 421 Lin Jingzhe is you too?
At seven o'clock, the alarm clock rang.
Lin Shili reached out to touch his phone in a daze, but found that he couldn't find it. He opened his eyes and found that he was on this side and the phone was on the other side.
I touched the left side of where Gu Nan was sleeping, but my hand was hanging in the air. There was no bed and no one there.
Lin Shili woke up instantly, sat up straight, and quickly looked around the room. He saw Gu Nan sitting at the desk, staring at the open computer in front of him without blinking.
Gu Nan didn't leave, so Lin Shili breathed a sigh of relief. He quickly crawled to the other end, picked up his phone and turned off the alarm.
During this time, he noticed that Gu Nan turned his head and glanced at him, as if he was surprised by his series of actions, "Why are you so startled?"
Lin Shili was a little embarrassed, "Sister, why did you get up so early?"
"I couldn't sleep after being pushed out of bed." Gu Nan stood up, walked to the bed and sat down, with a half-smile on his face. "How did you sleep last night?"
Being pushed out of bed.
Lin Shili's face flushed instantly. He wanted to defend himself, but when he remembered that he had been right next to the bed when he woke up, and that Gu Nan's words were not exaggerated at all, he was unable to speak. He could only squeeze out two words in a low voice, "Very good."
It was also at this time that Lin Shili discovered that Gu Nan had changed his clothes. He was wearing a gray-blue shirt and white jeans. The sleeves of his shirt were rolled up, revealing his fair wrists and a silver-gray watch. He looked clean and neat.
Even Gu Nan couldn't escape the curse of the shirt, and Lin Shili couldn't help but secretly agree with the stereotype of programmers.
I can buy more shirts for Gu Nan in the future.
Seeing Lin Shili looking at his clothes, his expression changing from time to time, and no one knowing what he was thinking, Gu Nan raised his hands to cup his face and forcefully drew his attention back. "I heard you were reading pornographic novels before the accident?"
Lin Shili: “…”
Lin Shili: “???”
Lin Shili instantly exploded: "Who said that? No way!"
Gu Nan raised his eyebrows but smiled without saying anything.
That look clearly said: If you keep pretending, I will just watch you quietly, you little bastard.
Lin Shili blushed and tried to defend himself, "I didn't mean it..."
Funny enough, that was the first time Lin Shili read pornographic writing seriously.
He grew up in the countryside. Before he was 12 years old, the only two electronic devices he had come into contact with were an old TV from the last century and his grandmother's keypad phone. It was not until he was admitted to a middle school in the city that he came into contact with a desktop computer in a computer class.
But the school was strict at that time, the computers in the computer room were not connected to the Internet, and students were only allowed to practice typing in class. By the second year of junior high school, the school simply cancelled this course.
In his first year of high school, he came into contact with an internet-connected computer, but no matter how daring he was, he didn't dare to do anything under the teacher's nose. So before he was 18, his sex education courses only appeared briefly in late-night conversations with his roommates.
When he finished the college entrance examination and was admitted to university, the smart phone and the new environment were so fun that he couldn't spare any extra energy to improve his physiological knowledge.
He was slow to learn and had only a vague understanding of matters between men and women, so the article he read in the car had a huge impact on his pure mind.
It has been said long ago that the crackdown on pornography should include cracking down on small advertisements on web pages, as they are the pervasive poison to the mental health of teenagers.
Lin Shili explained the whole cause and effect to Gu Nan. Gu Nan didn't know whether he believed it or not, but he had confessed everything anyway, and he felt justified for a moment.
Just as he was about to take the initiative and ask Gu Nan something, he changed the subject, "So you lived with your grandmother when you were a child. Did Lin Qin live with you too?"
Lin Shili was annoyed for a moment, wondering how Gu Nan could be so perceptive. "No, he's with his parents."
"When did you go to see your parents?" Gu Nan asked.
"When I was 16, my grandmother passed away, and they took me to study in another city." Lin Shili's expression was somewhat resistant. It was obvious that the time he spent living with his parents was not very pleasant, but he still answered every question Gu Nan asked.
The death of his grandmother, who he depended on for everything, leaving his familiar environment and integrating into the life of a family of three from scratch were all very difficult for 16-year-old Lin Shili.
Soon after Lin Shili's mother gave birth to her, she went out to work with her father. Before the WeChat video call function was launched, that is, before Lin Shili was 13 years old, he could only see his parents once a year during the Spring Festival.
But Lin Qin was born in the seventh year of his parents' work outside.
His parents did not treat him badly in terms of material life and sent money home regularly every month, but his grandmother was frugal, so he actually did not have a good life when he was a child.
Before the age of seven, Lin Shili didn't know that this was bad, because the children around him were all the same. After the age of seven, he gradually understood that he was a left-behind child abandoned by his parents in the village, while his younger brother was the apple of his parents' eye, doted on.
Even though many years have passed, Lin Shili still remembers how Lin Qin looked when he first met him.
He sat on the dusty fire bench, and Lin Qin sat on his father's shoulders; he wore the flowery cotton-padded jacket that his grandmother bought at a special price, and Lin Qin wore a snow-white down jacket; he wore last year's old cotton slippers, and Lin Qin wore glowing fleece sneakers.
Lin Shili had never seen such beautiful shoes before. He didn't even know that shoes could glow.
He looked up at Lin Qin, and Lin Qin looked down at him. His black eyes were clear and innocent, but they reflected his childish jealousy and resentment.
Such comparisons were very common in the next decade or so, especially during the two years of high school in another city.
It was not until the summer after his college entrance examination that his parents died unexpectedly, leaving him with an 11-year-old child. Only then did he slowly realize that Lin Qin was his only living relative.
"I was naive back then and didn't realize the problem wasn't with him at all." Lin Shili smiled sheepishly and said as calmly as possible, "Now I know. I'm very grateful that he didn't give up on me."
He had been in a coma for five years after the car accident, but Lin Qin still took great pains and spent a lot of money to buy a place for him. Lin Shili thought that all the resentment and hatred from his youth were over.
"Lin Qin is so young, how can he have so much money to treat your illness?" Gu Nan asked curiously.
"My parents bought a house in his name, and he used the money from selling the house to buy the quota. After my parents passed away, they left a compensation fund. He and I used it to support our studies and to support my medical treatment after the car accident."
Gu Nan sighed softly, "You are all very good people."
Lin Shili: “Yeah.”
Gu Nan opened his hands.
Lin Shili pursed her lower lip, her eyes instantly turned red, and she threw herself into Gu Nan's arms and hugged her waist.
When he grew up, he knew that Lin Qin was a very good kid.
But Lin Qin's kindness to him cannot make up for the debt his parents owe him.
The resentment of being thrown into the countryside for more than ten years has not disappeared, and it is difficult to let go of his parents' discriminatory treatment of him, but he is unwilling to punish himself for mistakes that are not his own.
Gu Nan gently patted Lin Shili's back, giving him silent comfort.
Only after Lin Shili calmed down did Gu Nan ask, "Lin Jingzhe is you too?"
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