Chapter 127 Let me go, and let yourself go...

Chu Xu walked out of the house and looked back at the prison with despair.

He had been running for so long, but in the end he couldn't move even a single step forward.

Call Lin Du. He really needs someone to talk to right now, otherwise he will really collapse.

Lin Du had just returned home and was walking out in a hurry. He could hear that Chu Xu was in a low mood.

Gu Nichi hid in the car, watching Lin Dugang come home and run out again, and his heart began to lift.

When Lin Du arrived at the agreed place, Chu Xu had already started drinking glass after glass.

He is not a drunkard, but now he can only use alcohol to numb himself.

His father's vicious words stimulated his nerves again and again. He wanted to scream to vent his anger, but he was powerless to struggle.

"Chu Xu, stop drinking." Lin Du held Chu Xu's hand, "What happened?" Looking at the redness and swelling at the corners of his mouth, Lin Du felt distressed.

Chu Xu looked at Lin Du and suddenly felt a sense of sympathy. They were both poor people, helpless and living in vain.

Chu Xu sighed and told Lin Du what had happened.

His eyes were empty, as if he had accepted everything, and he admitted that he had compromised.

He didn't dare to gamble with his parents' lives; he couldn't afford it.

Lin Du sighed: "Sometimes the people who hurt us the most are often the ones closest to us."

"I'm sorry for him." Chu Xu held his forehead in pain, "I abandoned him again. I'm a coward."

Lin Du sat quietly by the side. He could clearly feel Chu Xu's pain and helplessness.

He knew that the pain needed to be released, otherwise if it was kept in his heart, he would go crazy.

"Lin Du, life is so tiring." Chu Xu leaned back on the sofa, obviously drunk.

Beneath Lin Du's seemingly calm surface, depression is silently eroding his heart.

The deep depression in my heart is like a lonely boat in the cold winter, helpless and desolate.

"Yes, I'm so tired." Lin Du sighed, "Sometimes I can't figure out what the meaning of life is."

Chu Xu painfully grabbed Lin Du's hand and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have brought negative emotions to you. I'm sorry, Lin Du."

Lin Du raised his lips and said, "No, I'm just glad that you can think of me when you need someone to accompany you."

Gu Nichi sat in the car and called Shen Zhichu: "Do you still want your wife?"

"What do you mean?" Shen Zhichu's gloomy voice came.

"Hang up!" Gu Nichi hung up the phone and sent a photo directly to Shen Zhichu.

Shen Zhichu came quickly. He endured it, his eyes full of heartache.

Lin Duchong and Shen Zhichu nodded and stood aside silently.

Shen Zhichu was stunned. After not seeing him for a while, Lin Du had become so thin and looked lifeless.

Chu Xu lay on the table, mumbling the pain in his heart.

Shen Zhichu held up Chu Xu's face and looked at his swollen mouth. His expression suddenly turned gloomy, and his eyes were filled with uncontrollable anger: "Who hit you?"

Chu Xu looked at the person in front of him. He held Shen Zhichu's face and tears flowed down before he could say anything: "I'm sorry, I don't have the courage and determination like you. Please give up on me..."

Shen Zhichu frowned, he clenched his fists, veins popped on his arms. His voice came from the bottom of his throat: "It's your father!"

Chu Xu was shocked and grabbed Shen Zhichu's hand, begging desperately: "Don't touch him, he's crazy... But I can't watch my mother being dragged into this. She has worked hard all her life, and she doesn't deserve to be treated like this."

"What about me?" Shen Zhichu's voice was choked with sobs, "So I am still the one who was abandoned, right?"

Chu Xu's hand slipped away from Shen Zhichu's grasp, but was grabbed by Shen Zhichu again. He closed his eyes bitterly: "Shen Zhichu, please let me go, and let yourself go..."

Shen Zhichu suppressed his bitterness. He pulled Chu Xu over and spoke in a sinister and low voice that made people shudder: "Don't even think about it!"

Holding Chu Xu in his arms, Shen Zhichu looked at Lin Du and said, "I'll send someone to take you back."

Lin Du shook his head: "No, I can go back by myself."

Shen Zhichu glanced at the car parked outside, nodded, and left with Chu Xu.

Chu Xu struggled, but could not break free from Shen Zhichu's control.

After locking Chu Xu in the car, Shen Zhichu wanted to get in.

"Mr. Shen." Lin Du called Shen Zhichu. He knew he had no right to comment on other people's feelings, but Chu Xu was his good friend, and he didn't want to make him suffer. "Chu Xu is also in pain. He cares about you very much. Please treat him well."

Shen Zhichu paused with his hand that was holding the car door, and nodded at Lin Du.

Looking at the car going away, Lin Du really hoped that they could be together well.

After all, they truly love each other.

It would be a pity if two people who truly love each other could not be together until the end.

Hugging his arms dejectedly, Lin Du walked quietly on the street alone.

He has been in Beichuan for ten years, but he still can't integrate into this city.

He always seems out of place here, living like an alien.

Gu Yanchi parked the car on the side of the road, got out and followed Lin Du not too far away.

His frail body looked as if a gust of wind could blow him down.

God knows how much pain Gu Lianchi was enduring. There were several times when he almost rushed over and hugged Lin Du in his arms.

He wanted to tell him that he regretted it and that everything that had happened was his fault. He wanted to ask for Lin Du's forgiveness.

Lin Du came to the riverside and stood there quietly, letting the evening breeze erode his body.

The quiet water surface seemed to have an inexplicable attraction, as if there was a voice under the water calling him to come closer.

Slowly lift your feet and walk inside little by little.

His face showed calmness, yearning, and a long-awaited relief.

In the darkness, Gu Yanchi was attacked by fear, his heartbeat soared, and the horror like a violent storm shrouded his soul.

He threw away his coat and rushed over, his throat seemed to be blocked by a hot iron, making no sound come out.

Just as Lin Du was about to step into the water, a couple who were jogging at night found him and pulled him back to shore.

Gu Yinchi's body went limp and he fell to his knees. He hid in the dark, clutching his clothes on his chest in pain to relieve the pain all over his body.

He stood up by holding on to the tree beside him. In the dark corner, a pair of helpless eyes revealed endless fear and terror.

Gu Yanchi watched Lin Du being taken away by his couple helplessly, but did not dare to step forward.

He was afraid that his appearance would irritate Lin Du again, so he didn't dare.

His body leaned back unconsciously, as if he wanted to escape from the invisible source of fear. But the fear after the fear was too strong, and he admitted that he succumbed at this moment.

Sitting paralyzed on the ground, tears of disgust fell into the soil in front of him and were swallowed up in an instant.