Chapter 128 Pain Deep in the Bone Marrow

It took Gu Ni a long time to relax before he stood up with the help of the tree. His brain was out of control and he wanted to see Lin Du.

He stepped on the accelerator and arrived near Lin Du's rental house. He walked to the outside of Lin Du's rental house as if he was familiar with the route.

I pushed the door, but found it was still locked.

"He hasn't come back yet." Gu Nichi muttered softly, and he turned around and went back to look for him.

Lin Du walked slowly alone. He now regretted his idea of ​​committing suicide.

If I died, what would Lin Yue do when he was all alone?

When Gu Yanchi ran into Lin Du, he subconsciously hid in the corner.

I clearly want to see him, so why am I scared when we meet?

Lin Du walked past him with his eyes downcast, and Gu Xinchi could clearly see the despair on his face.

Lin Du opened the door and walked in. Before he could close it, he was pulled into the arms of a strong arm.

Gu Jinchi closed the door, fearing that Lin Du would escape.

Lin Du was startled, this embrace was very familiar to him.

My brain raced for a few seconds and my body couldn't stop shaking.

Lin Du struggled, he wanted to escape, but Gu Jinchi held him too tightly, as if he wanted to melt into his body.

Fear was like an invisible hand, gripping his heart tightly, causing all the muscles in his body to tighten. He couldn't help but tremble slightly, and his pupils were full of uneasiness.

Lin Du couldn't help but think that he should not have provoked Gu Yanchi. After all, they hadn't seen each other since they lost their child.

Is he suddenly barging in now to call me to task?

Gu Jinchi buried his face in Lin Du's neck, trying hard to smell his scent.

He hugged her so tightly, but it still felt like it wasn't enough.

When he thought of the suicide thought he had just had, Gu Nichi felt a terrible pain in his heart.

It was a pain that went deep into the bone marrow, as if all the sorrows were gathered in the heart, so heavy that it was suffocating.

Lin Du struggled, but was no match for Gu Yanchi's power.

He bit Gu Nishi's arm fiercely, trying to drive him away.

Gu Nichi groaned in pain, but the corners of his mouth were slowly curling up.

Bite harder, it would be best if it could leave a mark on him forever, so that it can serve as a memory.

He kept screaming and shouting in his heart, Lin Du, hate me, it's better to hate me than to forget.

"Let me go..." Lin Du breathed rapidly, his chest ached and his body felt limp.

He didn't understand what Gu Danchi's hug meant.

Although I was reluctant to let him go, I had to. I was already satisfied just to hug him.

Gu Jinshi, who was still immersed in satisfaction, was suddenly slapped in the face, causing a burning pain.

He tilted his face, but there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.

A slap in exchange for a hug, it's worth it.

Lin Du took a few steps back and looked at Gu Yinchi warily.

Gu Linchi looked at the layout of the house with a frown on his face.

There was only a bed, a wardrobe and a folding table in the room, nothing else.

Even though there were few things left, there was still very little space to move around in the room.

Lin Du swallowed nervously, his chest heaving: "What...what do you want to do?"

Gu looked down with a trace of bitterness in his eyes.

If he said that he just wanted to come over and hug him, would he believe it?

He must think that I have other intentions, or that I am scheming again.

Gu opened his mouth slightly, but couldn't utter a word.

Lin Du bit his lip, his heart was filled with scars: "My child is gone, I'm very sad, I...I don't want to..."

Gu Xichi pursed his lips. His heart ached when he thought of Gu Xingxing lying in the cold grave.

He had never experienced the pain of pregnancy, and he could hardly bear it at the moment of losing his child, let alone Lin Du.

Gu Nichi raised his hand and slowly approached. Lin Du subconsciously dodged backwards until he had no way to retreat.

Gu Yanchi's hand froze in the air. He paused and slowly lowered his hand.

He was afraid of himself, and this was the only thought in Gu Penchi's mind.

He glanced at Lin Du reluctantly, clenched his fists dejectedly, and turned away.

"Gu Xinchi." Lin Du called him.

A hint of expectation flashed across Gu Shichi's brows, and his eyes flashed with eagerness, as if projecting strong expectations towards an unknown future.

His hands trembled slightly, unable to suppress the excitement in his heart. This expression was obviously not pretended, but came from his deep expectation: "I am here."

Lin Du pinched his fingers to avoid looking too bad. He swallowed his saliva and said, "Can...can you let me go back and bring the puppy back?"

Hearing the sound, Gu Ni frowned tightly, his eyes wandering aimlessly on the ground, and the muscles on his face seemed to collapse under the weight of disappointment.

His breathing was heavy, as if carrying endless loss and frustration.

The puppy was his last thought, would he take it with him? Was he really unwilling to leave any thought for himself?

With a deep sigh, Gu Nichi turned around, not wanting Lin Du to see his distraught look: "It's lost, I can't find it."

Lin Du's heart tightened and he clenched his fists in guilt.

He raised the corner of his mouth in self-mockery. How could Gu Yanchi keep the puppy he raised?

Pushing the door open, Gu Ni stopped walking, he grasped the edge of the door tightly, restraining his chaotic thoughts: "Lin Du, you have done so much for Lin Yue, so you must not give up, otherwise what is the meaning of everything you have done before."

Lin Du frowned, and for a moment he didn't understand the deeper meaning of Gu Zengchi's words.

After closing the door, Gu Yanchi did not leave. He leaned his forehead against the door and breathed heavily.

Lin Du let out a long sigh, then sat paralyzed on the ground.

He covered his chest, but couldn't slow down his heartbeat.

Tears flowed uncontrollably, and no matter how Lin Du wiped them away, they couldn't be stopped.

Shen Zhichu brought Chu Xu back to his villa. He stopped the car and helped him out.

Chu Xu was completely unconscious at this moment, and his entire body's gravity fell on Shen Zhichu.

Taking Chu Xu to the bathroom, Shen Zhichu undressed him.

Chu Xu opened his dazed eyes and looked at the person so close. He held up Shen Zhichu's face and said with a wry smile, "Shen Zhichu, tell me if you are a jerk or not. There are so many people out there, why did you have to suffer a loss here with me?"

Shen Zhichu pressed his tiger mouth against Chu Xu's neck and moved up until he pinched his jaw. He whispered in his ear and suppressed his breath: "Bitch!"

Shen Zhichu's breath brushed lightly past Chu Xu's ears, causing ripples and stirring up the waves in his heart.

Chu Xu held Shen Zhichu's arm, his heart beating as fast as a drum. Every time he got close to him made him nervous and expectant.

Their bodies were tightly attached to each other, and their emotions were burning in the darkness, like dry wood and raging fire, which was out of control.

Chu Xu tilted his neck back, tears eroding the corners of his red eyes.

Their bodies seemed to recognize only each other, and every cell was cheering for the other's arrival.

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Shen Zhichu hugged Chu Xu tightly. There were still traces of him on his neck, a red blush that was difficult to dissipate.