Chapter 153 I Want You to Love Me

It was already late at night when Lin Du woke up again. He wanted to raise his hand to rub his eyes, but found that his hand was held by someone.

He turned his head and saw Gu Xinchi sleeping beside him.

Lin Du instinctively wanted to pull his hand back, but as soon as he moved, Gu Penchi frowned in dissatisfaction.

Even though he was not awake, he still held Lin Du's hand tightly: "Don't move, Lin Du..."

Lin Du's nose felt sore and he turned his face away, tears streaming down his face uncontrollably.

He admitted that he had no resistance to Gu Penchi. During the past ten years, all his good and bad deeds were deeply engraved in his heart.

He once had endless fantasies about Gu Lianchi, but they were all shattered by the erosion of reality.

Dislike is a thorn that has penetrated deep into his bones and can never be removed.

He will also look down on himself and feel that he deserves to be bullied.

However, man cannot help his heart. He tried to hate and dislike Gu Shi, but his broken heart always went against him.

Lin Du sighed, he couldn't love nor hate.

He struggled to get up and go see Lin Yue.

Gu Yanchi noticed the movement, he raised his head, stunned for two seconds, and then came to his senses in an instant: "You're awake! Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Lin Du sighed and shook his head, pulled his hand away and got out of bed.

"You want to see Lin Yue, right? I'll take you there. I've already placed her in Gu's private hospital. She has 24-hour care, so she's safe."

Gu Jinchi carefully observed the changes in Lin Du's expression, fearing that something he said would irritate him.

Lin Du blinked and looked away.

He knew that Lin Yue was safest in Gu Niechi's hands.

He had no reason to reject Gu Xichi's "good intentions", he just thought it was ridiculous. He had always told Gu Xichi not to disturb his life, but now he had to depend on him.

Lin Du tickled his fingers unconsciously and sighed quietly. Was he really going to be entangled with Gu Nienchi for the rest of his life?

Gu Nishi approached slowly, giving Lin Du enough time to recover: "Can I take you to see her?"

Lin Du nodded. Although he was full of resentment, he had to be grateful to Gu Yanchi for helping him.

No matter what his purpose was, at least it was true that he saved Lin Yue.

Moreover, he saved himself.

Sitting in the car, Lin Du looked out the window in confusion. He didn't know what he should do next, or what Gu Xinchi would ask him to do.

In short, his mind was in a mess, and so were his thoughts.

"Lin Du." Gu Yinchi's hand gently placed on Lin Du's clenched fist. Lin Du, who was in chaos, was instinctively startled.

"I'm sorry." Gu Ni retracted his hand, "Don't be afraid, I just... just wanted to see if you were cold."

Lin Du came back to his senses and shook his head. He looked at his hands, not at the tenderness and confusion in Gu Yanchi's eyes.

He can't tell the difference.

When they arrived at the hospital, Lin Yue was still in a coma.

Lin Du stood quietly in front of her bed, sighing weakly.

Why do I have to suffer so much? I'm already trying my best to live.

He stroked Lin Yue's cold hand with heartache. He didn't know if Lin Yue could bear such a blow when she woke up and found that the man she loved had run away.

"Lin Du, I'll take you to find the next doctor on duty to find out more about Lin Yue's condition." Gu Yanchi lowered his voice.

Lin Du nodded and followed Gu Xinchi.

Gu Nichi walked to a corner and turned around and stopped. Lin Du, who had been walking with his head down, bumped directly into his arms.

Gu Yanshi subconsciously wanted to hug him tightly, but Lin Du took a step back reflexively: "I'm sorry..."

The smile on Gu Shishi's lips froze in an instant, and his outstretched arms also froze in the air.

He pointed to the door beside him bitterly and said, "Go in."

The doctor said that although Lin Yue had saved her life, it still depended on her condition after she woke up. If the situation was not optimistic, her life might be in danger at any time.

Therefore, she had to rest and stay alert at all times. Her body could not withstand repeated surgeries. If there were any problems later, it would be fatal.

Lin Du clenched her hands. She didn't know what to say, so she just nodded continuously.

Gu Yanchi patted his shoulder gently: "Don't be afraid, I'm here, I won't let anything happen to Lin Yue."

Lin Du clenched his hands suddenly. This sentence was too familiar. When Lin Yue had her first surgery, Gu Xinchi said the same thing.

His purpose at that time was for the child, what about this time?

Is this a hint?

Lin Du couldn't help but wonder if Gu Jinchi was reminding him that if he wanted Lin Yue to survive, he must obey his arrangements, return to him, and fulfill his wish.

My heart aches terribly, and everything seems like a vicious cycle. It seems like I have experienced it once, but I have to experience it again.

Lin Du pinched his hands, a terrible thought flashed through his mind. If Lin Yue didn't survive this time, he could leave with peace of mind.

They left together, so they were not lonely.

Then, everything will be over.

"Lin Du."

"Ah?" Lin Du came back to his senses, "What?"

Gu Yanchi tentatively took Lin Du's hand, and noticing that he was slightly avoiding him, he paused: "Don't worry, it will be fine."

Lin Du lowered his eyes and nodded: "Thank you, Gu Yanchi."

The doctor sighed: "Your sister has a strong desire to survive, she has been persisting."

The doctor's simple words completely shattered Lin Du's defenses. His heart suddenly felt painful and tears welled up in his eyes.

He was thinking about taking Lin Yue away with him, but Lin Yue was trying hard to survive.

Gu Yanchi leaned down and held Lin Du's trembling shoulders: "I think Lin Yue must be worried about you, afraid that you will do something stupid if she leaves, so you have such a strong desire to survive."

Lin Du raised his head slowly, tears streaming down his face. Gu Penchi's words completely broke his defenses.

Gu Niechi hugged Lin Du in his arms with a distressed look on his face, and whispered softly in his ear, "Lin Du, you have to live well, too, okay?"

Lin Du closed his eyes and collapsed into Gu Lianchi's arms. He bit his lip and said with difficulty, "Gu Lianchi."

"I'm in Lindu."

"I want to save Lin Yue, so..." Lin Du pinched his fingers, his breathing stagnant, "So what do you want me to do?"

Gu's expression paused for a moment, and his eyes, which had originally been full of expectation, were instantly filled with despair, and tears flowed freely.

He raised the corners of his mouth bitterly. What on earth was he expecting?

Do you hope that he will change his mind and come back to you sincerely?

But the one who hurt him the most was himself, so why should he choose to believe in himself again?

But my heart aches, and every bone in my body aches.

Recalling Zhuo Chengze's words, Gu Yanchi slowly closed his eyes. He didn't want to threaten Lin Du, but he didn't want him to leave even more.

Gu Niechi looked solemn, with pain in his eyes, and his trembling voice was particularly sad: "I want you to love me, okay?"