Chapter 154 Give Me Some Alms

Lin Du obviously didn't expect Gu Jinchi to say that, he lowered his eyes dully.

"Can I?" Gu Nienchi asked in a tearful voice. His eyes were filled with complex emotions, as if they contained countless stars, deep and vague.

Lin Du's heart was complicated, with a tangled mess of thoughts that he couldn't make sense of.

However, he should be thankful that Gu Nichi could make a deal with him again: "I can."

Gu Xinchi tilted his head slightly, tears falling from the corners of his eyes.

Can I? Really?

But his eyes were clearly filled with fear and anxiety. If there was a one in ten thousand chance, he would have disappeared in front of her long ago.

He tilted his neck and endured it, secretly rejoicing in his heart that fortunately, he was willing to stay.

Fortunately, I still have a chance.

"I'll take you home. Lin Yue has someone to take care of her here, so don't worry."

Home, Lin Du instinctively rejected the word "home". The home that Gu Linchi mentioned should be his villa.

Sitting in the car, Lin Du leaned against the body of the car. He was as confused as a deer trapped in a maze.

No matter how hard I try, I can't get out.

Gu tilted his head with a frown on his face, his eyes fixed on Lin Du.

The car stopped, Lin Du looked at the familiar environment, he looked at Gu Yinchi in confusion.

Gu Yanchi got out of the car first, opened the door for him, and held out his injured hand, but then felt something was wrong and used his other hand: "Come down."

Lin Du hesitated for a moment and put his hand in Gu Jinshi's hand. He was tense all over and found it difficult to relax.

Opening the door of the rental house, Gu Nichi followed behind Lin Du: "You should have a good rest and don't let your mind wander."

Lin Du's fingertips twitched and he felt extremely panicked.

He didn't know what Gu Nichi meant by sending him back to the rental house. Did he do something wrong?

"Gu Nichi, I...did I do something wrong?"

Gu Anchi paused, then pulled the corner of his mouth with difficulty: "No."

"Then why did you send me back here?" Lin Du was puzzled, and couldn't guess what Gu Xinchi was thinking, "We...didn't we agree to make a deal?"

Gu Yanchi stood in front of the window, looking at the scenery outside with deep eyes.

His heart seemed to be torn into two parts, one was reason and the other was emotion.

Reason told him to stay calm, but his emotions made him impulsively want to imprison Lin Du by his side forever, even if he hated him.

He clenched his fists tightly, and his mouth was filled with the taste of metal.

There was a flicker of hesitation in his eyes and a constant struggle in his heart.

"Lin Du, I don't expect you to really forgive me. I know that if I do something wrong, I should be punished, and I will take it."

With a deep sigh, Gu Nishichi involuntarily increased the strength of his hand pressing on the window: "Lin Du, I don't know how far I have to go to regain your trust, but I won't give up."

"I want to make up for you, or save myself."

"I... I can't bear the pain of you leaving. I always thought you were a coward, but now I realize that I was the coward all along."

"You can walk so resolutely, but I...but I can't."

"Lin Du, I love you. I hope you will always remember this."

Lin Du stood firmly on the table. At this moment, he felt as if he was trapped in a huge abyss, with his thoughts wandering in it.

Gu Yanshi's sincere feelings always touched his heart, but his timid and cowardly nature prevented him from trying again.

I'm so tired, really tired.

He would rather live in confusion than be in pain soberly.

He was fond of caring for others, he had never denied that, but he was also afraid that he was really afraid.

Being close to him means being close to pain. But being far away from him makes my heart ache unwillingly.

Therefore, he couldn't break this deadlock.

Lin Du let out a deep breath. The pain of being unable to control oneself is something that only those who have experienced it can understand.

Moreover, he really didn't know how long Gu Yanchi's love could last.

Gu Nichi walked up to the confused Lin Du, held his face in his hands, and gently stroked it with his thumb: "Lin Du, please give me some love. I'm not greedy. A little bit is enough..."

Lin Du avoided Gu Yanshi's fiery gaze in panic, he didn't know how to respond to him.

Gu Yinchi's body softened and his forehead fell on Lin Du's shoulder.

Lin Du tried hard to stand still and supported Gu Yinchi. He closed his eyes, but tears still flowed uncontrollably.

"Lin Du, why is it so painful to love someone?"

Lin Du turned his face away, he also wanted to know why.

"Lin Du, can you hug me?" Gu Nichi begged anxiously.

Lin Du stretched out his arms to hug him, but was held in Gu Yinchi's arms. He hugged him very tightly, as if he wanted to integrate Lin Du into his bones and blood.

"You have a good rest. I...I'm outside. Call me if you need anything."

Gu reluctantly let go of Lin Du and gently closed the door.

The night was dark, the air was sultry, the fever had not subsided, and the palms of my hands were stinging...

Gu Niechi sat paralyzed in front of Lin Du's door, leaning against the wall.

He is very content now, after all, he can already see and hug Lin Du.

This is a good start.

Lin Du squatted on the ground with his face buried in his arms.

He was constantly comforting himself and licking his wounds. No matter whether Gu Xinchi's love was real or not, it was enough that he could save Lin Yue.

He opened the door gently and stood up suddenly. He was not steady and tried to grab the door frame with his hands, but forgot the wound on his hand.

He groaned in pain and shook his hands with a painful expression: "Why did you come out? Can't you sleep?"

Lin Du pursed his lips and walked over, taking his hand. The blood had already soaked the gauze.

Lin Du frowned, pulled Gu Nichi into the room, and found the medicine box: "Don't move, I'll fix it for you."

Gu Niechi nodded obediently, the deep affection in his eyes almost overflowing: "Well, I won't move."

Lin Du paused and blinked awkwardly.

The wound was deep, and Lin Du wiped the blood carefully.

Gu Yinchi took a breath and his fingers twitched.

"Does it hurt you?"

Gu Yanchi shook his head: "No."

"Don't touch it again, otherwise it will be difficult to recover. Be careful in your daily life." Lin Du instructed.

Gu Jinchi raised the corner of his mouth. Seeing how much Lin Du cared about him, he felt that the wound could be a little deeper.

After packing up the medicine box, Lin Du stood there at a loss.

Gu Nichi seemed to have received some kind of instruction. He stood up and grinned, "You go to sleep. I'll stay outside."

Lin Du walked over and held his hand, Gu Jinchi could not hide the surprise in his eyes.

"You can either go back or rest here. Sitting outside is not appropriate."

Gu Nichi couldn't suppress a smile. He held Lin Du's hand and placed it on his chest: "Then I choose to rest here."

Lying on the bed, Gu Nichi tried his best to leave more space for Lin Du.

He held Lin Du's hand and never let go, and Lin Du did not resist and let him hold it.

Gu Niechi patted Lin Du's shoulder gently. His tense body made him feel distressed: "Don't be afraid, I won't hurt you."

Lin Du closed his eyes tightly and did not respond.

After a long time, Gu Lianchi leaned over to check whether Lin Du was asleep or not.

Lin Du looks very obedient when he sleeps, which makes people feel sorry for him.

He always liked to sleep in a curled-up position for self-protection. Gu Nichi felt distressed when he saw this, so he leaned over and wanted to kiss his cheek.

Lin Du suddenly opened his eyes, and Gu Yinchi stepped back in fear. His balance was unstable and he fell off the bed.

Lin Du sat up suddenly and looked at him in panic.

Gu Nichi slumped to the ground in a panic. Seeing Lin Du looking at him with a silly face, he couldn't help but curl up the corners of his mouth.