Chapter 237 The more I squeeze, the more painful it is. The more painful it is, the harder it is to forget.
For the child's full-month celebration, Gu Nichi respected Lin Du's idea and did not hold a big celebration, but only invited some close friends.
Lin Du sent a message to Chu Xu, hoping he could come.
Although he didn't hold out much hope, he still looked forward to Chu Xu's coming.
He hoped to use this opportunity to allow Chu Xu and Shen Zhichu to have a good talk.
It would be best if we could explain things clearly, but if not, a meeting would also be good.
Lin Du lay in front of the child, looking at the smaller version of Gu Yanchi, feeling very unconvinced.
It was me who was pregnant for ten months, so how come the child didn't inherit any genes from him?
Is it possible that the gene for Gu Xinchi is so strong?
"Wife, the guests have arrived, let's take the children out."
Lin Du was just worried about having no place to vent his anger. He turned around and glanced at Gu Yanchi unhappily: "Why are you rushing me?"
Gu Yinchi was stunned. This made him unhappy, but he didn't seem to have offended him!
"Wife, are you in a bad mood?" Gu Jinchi hugged Lin Du tightly and reached out to touch his son's little face.
"Why doesn't he look like me at all?" Lin Du said aggrievedly, "Why doesn't the one I gave birth to look like me?"
Gu Jinchi rubbed Lin Du's face lovingly, with only him in his sight: "Obviously looks like you, look at his eyebrows, they are exactly the same as yours, and so is his mouth, so much like you!"
Lin Du sniffed and felt better: "Really?"
"Really." Gu Yanchi picked up Lin Du, "I have a wife and a son. I am the happiest person in the world."
"Put me down and stop going crazy." Lin Du pinched Gu Xichi's ears.
The two of them appeared pushing the child, and everyone looked at them with envy.
The happiest person was Gu Helin. He looked at his grandson with only love in his eyes.
He has already thought of building an amusement park for his grandson, and a school for him when he goes to school. In short, he wants to give him the best.
Zhuo Chengze sat next to his wife with a wronged look on his face, blatant jealousy on his face.
Shen Zhichu looked at the wine in the glass and fell into deep thought, looking lonely.
Lin Yan looked at Lin Muzhi with displeasure as he was occupying his wife, and he really regretted bringing him out.
Gu Tian leaned on the sofa and fell asleep. It was obvious that he was very tired last night.
Lin Du took out his cell phone, then put it back in disappointment. It seemed that Chu Xu would not come.
When the full moon wine party was coming to an end, a familiar figure appeared in front of Lin Du.
Chu Xu stood outside the crowd and smiled at Lin Du. He looked very haggard.
Lin Du's heart trembled, and his eyes became moist instantly.
He couldn't help but look at Shen Zhichu, and his eyes were already filled with Chu Xu.
Shen Zhichu's heartbeat was as feverish as a drum, and his muscles were tense, as if he wanted to pour out all his strength.
His deep eyes were filled with grievance and sorrow, as if he was expressing his inner emotions in silent language.
Lin Du walked slowly towards Chu Xu. He wiped away his tears fiercely. After not seeing him for a year, he had lost a lot of weight.
Lin Du took Chu Xu's hand and looked at him distressedly: "Why...why have you lost so much weight?"
Chu Xu smiled, but seeing Lin Du crying in grievance, he couldn't hide his sadness: "Don't cry, today is a good day, don't cry."
"Why have you been gone for so long? I missed you." Lin Du was like a child who had been wronged.
Chu Xu patted Lin Du's hand and said, "I'm sorry for making you worry."
Lin Du shook his head: "It doesn't matter, just come back, Shen Zhichu is here too, go quickly..."
"Lin Du!" Chu Xu interrupted Lin Du and looked at the man behind him, "Let me introduce you to my boyfriend Shi Pei."
Lin Du opened his mouth in shock: "What? Boyfriend?"
Chu Xu nodded and motioned Shi Pei to come over.
Shi Pei walked closer, next to Chu Xu, and extended his hand politely: "Hello, my name is Shi Pei, nice to meet you."
"I often hear Chu Xu mention you."
Lin Du's eyes were confused and he didn't react for a moment.
He unconsciously turned his gaze towards Shen Zhichu, the viciousness in his eyes no longer hidden.
Lin Du curled the corners of his mouth, but did not shake Shi Pei's hand.
"Chu Xu, what is going on?" Lin Du asked in a low voice.
Chu Xu smiled at Shi Pei and said, "Go over there and eat something. I'll come find you later."
Shi Pei chuckled, turned and left.
Shen Zhichu wanted to rush over, but was held down by Lin Yan and Zhuo Chengze.
Lin Yan reminded: "Be calm, don't scare people away."
Gu Nichi walked over with a gloomy face: "I have asked people to investigate the man behind Chu Xu, you calm down first."
Shen Zhichu gritted his teeth fiercely. The person he had been thinking about day and night was right in front of him, but he didn't dare to go forward.
Chu Xu tried hard to focus his attention on Lin Du, forcing himself not to look at that hurt gaze.
"Lin Du, don't you congratulate me?" Chu Xu chuckled.
"Congratulations?" Lin Du pursed his lips, "Congratulations on what?"
"Congratulations, I'm finally free and can finally live like a normal person." Chu Xu looked at Shi Pei, "We love each other very much."
Lin Du frowned, feeling a tightness in his chest.
Anyone with a discerning eye could see that he didn't love Shi Pei at all.
His eyes were clearly dodging, but he couldn't help but want to look at the gaze that belonged only to him.
"Are you in love?" Lin Du frowned distressedly, "Why do you want to deceive yourself?"
Chu Xu suppressed his smile and lowered his eyes in embarrassment: "No, we love each other very much, but you don't know him very well. He is really good to me..."
"What about Shen Zhichu?" Lin Du held Chu Xu's hand tightly, "He has been waiting for you."
Chu Xu frowned bitterly: "Lin Du, we can't both be trapped in there."
Lin Du's heart suddenly ached: "You...you want to force Shen Zhichu to let go?"
"This may be the only thing I can do for him." Chu Xu pulled the corners of his mouth, but his eyes were already red. "As soon as I close my eyes, I see the bloody scene. I can't forget it."
"I can't get out. I'm tired and can't move anymore." Chu Xu sighed, "There's no other way..."
Lin Du grabbed Chu Xu's hand distressedly. What should he do? He couldn't just watch Chu Xu sink.
"Chu Xu, you know how much Shen Zhichu loves you, how could he let you go!"
Chu Xu closed his eyes for a moment, then slowly opened them again, his eyes filled with helplessness and no other choice: "When your heart is broken, you will naturally let it go."
"This world is just the way it is. You can survive without anyone..."
"But are you still alive in this state?" Lin Du tried to wake Chu Xu up.
"Lin Du, you are my best friend, and I hope you will support every decision I make."
Lin Du bit his lip, looking helplessly at Chu Xu who had made up his mind.
Shen Zhichu clenched the wine glass in his hand, his expression solemn and sad.
Gu Yinchi, Lin Yan and others stood beside him with equally complicated expressions.
Ji Shen shook his head, as if he saw through everything. He sighed and said, "This is how love is."
The more you squeeze, the more painful it is.
The more painful it is, the harder it is to forget.