Chapter 257 He Destroyed Everything With His Own Hands

Gu Nichi put his hands on his knees and buried his head deeply...

He clenched his fists tightly, veins bulging, and tried his best to suppress the pain deep in his heart.

Lin Du sat up and could faintly hear the sound of someone crying.

When he opened the door, the pungent smell of alcohol made Lin Du unbearable, but when he saw Gu Yanchi sitting on the ground, he couldn't bear to ignore it.

Gu Yanshi slowly raised his head, his bloodshot eyes were full of desire for love.

Lin Du was startled, the look was too fiery and he was powerless to resist.

Gu Lianchi curled his lips and burst into tears. His lover was right in front of him, but he did not belong to him.

His heart was dead, and it was all his own fault.

Lin Du clearly gave him a chance after they met again, but he didn't seize it and destroyed everything with his own hands.

Looking back now, Lin Du's previous love was all real. He subconsciously snuggled into my arms and expressed his love in an awkward and shy manner. Even though he was obviously very scared, he still tried his best to meet my needs.

But what did he do? He was enjoying his love while destroying him with the dirtiest means.

"You...what's wrong with you?" Lin Du squatted down, his gaze slowly lowered, staring at him intently.

He wanted to help Gu Nichi up, but he felt something sticky. He rolled up Gu Nichi's sleeves, and the conspicuous scars made him hold his breath.

Looking closely, Gu Lianchi's black suit jacket had already been soaked with blood.

"You...what happened? How did you get injured?" Lin Du forgot about his disguise at this moment, and his heart was in a knot.

Seeing Lin Du so worried, Gu Jinshi slowly raised the corners of his mouth and looked at the person in front of him with an infatuated look.

"You are still worried about me, right?" Gu Nichi looked at Lin Du with grievance, tears rolling down his eyes.

Lin Du paused and subconsciously wanted to retreat.

Gu Yanchi grabbed his hand and begged bitterly: "Lin Du, don't go, please, don't go..."

Lin Du struggled, he hated himself for losing control for a moment.

"Lin Du, there are many ways to punish me, why do you have to torture me this way?" Gu Nichi buried his face in Lin Du's neck, his tears wetting his skin.

"I admit that I have done a lot of wrong things, but I also have to admit that I have always loved you."

"I obviously had many choices, but I stubbornly kept you by my side. I thought I hated you, but later I realized it was love."

Gu Jinchi expressed his love crazily under the influence of alcohol.

Gu Penchi felt as if his heart was being cut by a knife when he thought that he hated the wrong person.

Thinking of this, Gu Xinchi hated himself.

He pulled Lin Du's hand and slapped his face mercilessly: "Lin Du, hit me, hit me hard!"

"As long as you can vent your anger, I am willing to bear anything."

Lin Du struggled: "Gu Nichi, you...what's wrong with you?"

Gu Yanchi didn't even dare to tell Lin Du that he already knew the truth, fearing that Lin Du would completely hate him.

But how can he digest this heart-wrenching pain?

"Lin Du, what should I do to get your forgiveness? Can you tell me?" Gu Nichi tilted his head, tears streaming down his face.

Lin Du didn't know what had happened to Gu Xinchi, but how much truth could be told by a drunk man?

Lin Du patted Gu Xinchi's hand like he was coaxing a child: "You didn't do anything wrong, and I don't need to forgive you. We are both getting what we need now, and no one has let anyone down."

The words "each takes what he needs" completely shattered all of Gu Zengchi's fantasies. He raised the corners of his mouth bitterly, but he burst into tears while smiling.

A feeling of powerlessness overwhelmed him.

But behind the mutual benefit, is his deep attachment and love!

How could he come to terms with the fact that he had destroyed his beloved with his own hands? He couldn't bear it.

"Lin Du, can you love me?" Gu Yinchi held Lin Du's face, his eyes trembling as he wanted to get his answer.

Lin Du sighed faintly: "Gu Yanchi, I can do what you want."

The hand holding Lin Du's face paused, and the expectant yet fearful eyes were instantly filled with sadness.

"What if I want you to give me your true heart?" Although he knew that the answer was not what he wanted, Gu Xinchi still wanted to verify it.

A trace of bitterness flashed across Lin Du's eyes, and he no longer had any heart.

His heart had been trampled to pieces and could not be put back together again.

The timid little boy Gu Jianchi couldn't bear to see the sadness in Lin Du's eyes, so he covered Lin Du's eyes and rested his forehead on his shoulder.

"Let me help you treat the wound."

Gu Yinchi slightly pushed Lin Du away and stood up stumblingly. With his back to him, he asked again unwillingly, "Lin Du, if it weren't for Lin Yue, you would definitely choose to leave me without hesitation, right?"

Lin Du stood up with his knees propped up, and sighed deeply: "Yes."

Gu Nichi's hands hanging at his sides twitched violently. He first lowered his head slightly, and then nodded heavily as if accepting it.

"I understand." Gu Nichi clenched his fist, hurting the wound on his arm, "What on earth am I still expecting?"

"I have done so many bad things, what qualifications do I have to expect anything?"

Lin Du felt stuffy in his heart, and always felt that today's Gu Yanchi was strange.

Walking into the study room dejectedly, Gu Linchi sat down on the ground again.

He leaned against the door. He couldn't bear the thought of the torture Lin Du had suffered since childhood and what happened to him after he met him.

He had done nothing wrong, yet he had to endure all the pain.

He had to hide all of this deep in his heart, and he endured this torture for ten years.

No one to talk to, I have to bear it all alone.

The pain in his heart was unbearable. Gu Nishi clenched his injured arm fiercely, hoping to use the physical pain to ease the pain in his heart.

Blood flowed out from the gaps between his fingers, and he let out a long breath.

He knew that the only thing he could do now was to save Lin Yue, because she was the only chip that could keep Lin Du by his side.

He admitted that he was despicable. He was the one who hurt Lin Du the most, but he was trying his best to keep him.

But he wanted to use the rest of his life to take good care of Lin Du so that he would no longer be homeless and helpless. He wanted to be his support.

Lin Du's life was ruined by his own hands. He wanted to make up for him, and even more wanted to mend the broken relationship between them.

Lin Du stood outside the study with a medicine box in his hand, but his raised hand never dropped.

Back in the room, Lin Du hugged himself and sat on the bed.

Thinking back to what Gu Lanchi had just said, Lin Du always felt that he was holding back something.

But he couldn't guess what it was.

Pressing his temples tiredly, he had clearly warned himself not to reveal his true feelings to Gu Lanchi, but after seeing him injured just now, he still couldn't control his heart.

Lin Du raised his lips in bitterness, mocking himself secretly: "Lin Du, how badly do you have to be hurt before you can protect yourself?"

"They may have been acting, but you believed it once again, so you deserved to be hurt."