Chapter 258 You Are Killing Me

The two stayed awake all night, their hearts broken.

Lin Du watched the day turn into night outside the window. He got up from the bed. The door of the study was open, but Gu Yanchi was gone.

Lin Du sighed softly. This was good too, so they wouldn't be embarrassed when they met.

In Free's private room, Shen Zhichu kept frowning, the cigarette in his hand burning slowly.

"Have you decided?" Gu Nichi stared at him, a hint of complexity in his eyes.

Shen Zhichu nodded, looking at the cigarette butt that was about to burn out, he frowned slightly: "Yes."

Zhuo Chengze treated Gu Nichi's wound while curling his lips: "What do you think Chu Xu's father was thinking? He wanted to live a peaceful life, but Fei Yan went to provoke those desperate criminals. Now he is not only in trouble, but he also wants to use Chu Xu to pay off his debts? Doesn't he know that the other party also likes men? And I heard that his methods are extremely cruel, and he often tortures people..."

Gu Jinchi coughed, reminding Zhuo Chengze to shut up.

Zhuo Chengze glanced at Shen Zhichu secretly and swallowed the words that were in his mouth before he could say them.

But he really couldn't figure it out, and couldn't help asking: "Since he is against Chu Xu and you, why can he tolerate himself giving his son to others as a plaything?"

"Isn't it good to cooperate with your Shen family? Why did it turn out like this?"

Shen Zhichu fiercely put out the cigarette butt, his eyes filled with murderous intent: "Because he hates and is jealous."

"He hated himself for not having strong enough strength, and was jealous of the Shen family for always suppressing him."

"But aren't you old friends? How come..." Zhuo Chengze paused and pouted, "What kind of bullshit old friends are you? It's just a fake favor."

"Once there is a vested interest, all the ugly faces will emerge."

Shen Zhichu sighed deeply. He had been able to avoid arguing too much with Chu Guanhua before for Chu Xu's sake, but this time, he touched his reverse scale and he had to fight back.

Gu Niechi stood up, his temples throbbing violently: "Just go for it."

"If I can't have what I want, I hope you can."

Shen Zhichu frowned and clenched his fists. This time, he would definitely not show mercy.

Zhuo Chengze covered his mouth, deeply moved: "Is this still the vicious-tongued Miss Gu? I'm really moved..."

When he returned home, the room was empty and even Lin Du's presence was scarce.

He knew that Lin Du should go to see Lin Yue again. Although he couldn't see her in person, he still went there every now and then.

He turned around slowly and stopped again.

Gu Yinchi suddenly remembered the secret that Lin Du had hidden before, and he slowly approached the cabinet.

He didn't know how many secrets Lin Du was hiding from him besides what happened ten years ago.

His hands were shaking uncontrollably, and he opened the cabinet, which contained some scattered things of Lin Du. The box hidden in the most secluded corner became the target of Gu Nishi's attention.

When I took the box, a book fell out.

Gu Yinchi opened it and found that it was a psychology book with a business card of Chu Xu inside.

I opened the box and found only a neatly folded piece of paper inside.

As he spread the pages with his fingertips, his bored eyes were instantly shocked by the contents on it.

Lin Du's information was on the ultrasound report, and it was clearly marked below that she was 5+ weeks pregnant and the pregnancy was terminated.

The expression on Gu Neichi's face froze instantly, as if all the blood had been drained out of him, leaving only an expression of unbelievable shock.

He recognizes all the words above, but why can't he understand them when they are connected together?

Lin Du was also pregnant ten years ago? But at that time he was only with me, which means that this child is also his.

Tears fell on the inspection report without warning, and Gu Xinchi felt a sharp pain in his heart. His body went limp and he fell to his knees.

It was difficult to breathe and Gu Nichi beat his chest in pain.

"Lin Du, I am so miserable because of you hiding this..."

Gu Yinchi pressed the medical examination report to his chest, crying uncontrollably, his body shaking. The sorrow and pain deep in his heart tormented him.

The phone rang, and Wen Qing's investigation was completed.

Gu sat on the ground in a daze, tears streaming down his face.

"Boss Gu, I went to the hospital to investigate. Mr. Lin was beaten by my father and sent to the hospital."

"He...he was pregnant at the time, but after being sent to the hospital, the baby...was gone."

"I heard from the doctor at the time that Mr. Lin burst into tears after learning that the baby had not been saved, and he kept blaming himself for not protecting the baby..."

"Later, Mr. Lin took Lin Yue away and never came back."

After hanging up the phone, Gu Nichi raised the corners of his mouth in misery. He actually owed Lin Du two lives.

How can he pay it back?

Gu Nichi stroked the medical examination report gently, as if he was comforting a child.

The report time was the second day of the college entrance examination. On that day, Lin Du not only lost the exam that changed his destiny, but also lost his first child.

But I knew nothing and just hid abroad with my hatred for him.

Yet he had endured so much pain and struggled alone for so long.

Even after they met again, he did not use these to win his sympathy, but chose to love himself unconditionally again.

But I pushed him into the abyss once again, letting him experience the feeling of being abandoned once again with all the pain and unwillingness.

"Gu Nienchi, you're a fucking bastard."

Gu Nichi slapped himself again and again, but still could not forgive the crimes he had committed.

He really should go to hell and suffer all the sufferings of the world as Shen Rong said.

Lin Du returned home and saw Gu Yanchi's car. He adjusted his breathing and walked in.

The bedroom door was open. Lin Du walked over slowly, but was shocked by the scene in front of him.

Gu sat on the ground in a slump, with the mess around him. He lowered his head and held a piece of paper in his arms.

Lin Du's breathing was rapid and his whole body was shaking uncontrollably.

He mustered up the courage to walk over and saw his box being opened. His heart was completely broken.

Gu Nichi opened his eyes slightly and looked at the feet of the person in front of him.

He moved his body with difficulty and knelt in front of Lin Du in a confession posture.

He slowly raised his face, tears rolling down the corners of his eyes.

His red eyes were filled with regret. He looked at the person he loved with disdain, and couldn't help but curl his lips.

"Lin Du, you want to kill me..."

Lin Du's steps were unsteady and he almost fell down.

Gu Nichi carefully handed the inspection report to Lin Du: "I know I have committed an unforgivable crime. You can torture me in any way you want, but why do you have to punish me in such a self-torturing way?"

"Lin Du, tell me, what should I do?"

Lin Du clenched his fists and slowly closed his eyes.

Damn tears still kept flowing from the corners of his eyes. The secret he had hidden for ten years was finally discovered.

"Gu Yanchi, you don't have to feel guilty. I...I have let it go a long time ago."

There are always loopholes in what you say. Even though your voice is shaking and your tone has changed, you still won't admit it.

"Have you let it go?" Gu Nichi lowered his head in pain, tears falling silently on the floor.