Chapter 272 Bondage

After washing up, Gu Yinchi stood in the air vent for a while, and only after making sure that the smell was not that strong did he dare to go to Lin Du.

He lay down slowly and approached Lin Du carefully.

Seeing that Lin Du didn't respond, he leaned forward and touched Lin Du's shoulder: "Lin Du, are you asleep?"

Lin Du was silent.

Gu Xinchi pursed his lips and leaned forward again: "Lin Du, are you asleep?"

Lin Du sighed lightly and remained silent.

Gu Yanchi lay down, feeling a little lost. He tossed and turned, but he always felt uncomfortable because he hadn't talked to Lin Du.

He climbed up again, walked over Lin Du, and lay directly opposite him.

His fingers stroked Lin Du's cheek gently: "Lin Du, are you asleep?"

Lin Du frowned speechlessly: "How can I sleep if you keep calling me?"

Gu Jinchi pulled the corner of his mouth awkwardly and pulled Lin Du into his arms. Maybe it was because of the alcohol, he kissed Lin Du again and again: "Good Lin Du, can you chat with me for a while?"

"No." Lin Du refused without hesitation and wanted to turn his back.

Gu Nishi tightened his arms and begged, "Lin Du, just ten minutes, okay?"

Gu Nichi's breath hit Lin Du's face, very hot: "What do you want to talk about?"

Gu Nichi rubbed Lin Du's forehead in grievance: "Anything is fine, but I don't want you to be so cold to me."

"Why can't you bear it? Didn't you let me torture you before?" Lin Du sneered, "Gu Nichi, which of your words is true?"

Gu Yanchi took a deep breath, his breathing froze: "I love you."

Lin Du pinched his fingers, it was obvious that he was still powerless to resist this answer.

The more I looked forward to Gu Yanshi's love before, the more I want to escape from his love now.

His love was too heavy, he didn't want it anymore.

If it is destined to be a tragedy, why bother clinging to it?

"Why aren't you talking? Don't you believe even this?" Gu Nichi endured it.

"Not really, I just don't care anymore..." After Lin Du finished speaking, he couldn't help but shudder.

Gu Yinchi was stunned, he really didn't care.

"But what can I do? I can't stop myself from loving you, even though I know you no longer need me." Gu Xinchi buried his face in Lin Du's neck, "You don't want me anymore, not even my love..."

The weather in Beichuan is always changeable. It may be sunny in the morning but it may start to rain in the afternoon.

Lin Du walked out of the hospital holding an umbrella. People of all kinds passed by him, and each person had a different emotion on their face.

And he couldn't even express his emotions.

He wanted to roar and vent, but in the end he targeted himself.

Self-torture, self-pain.

He seems to be born to like making fun of himself.

When he arrived at Chu Xu's sanatorium, he knew that Chu Xu must be very worried about him after their hasty farewell last time.

As expected, Shen Zhichu was still there.

Shen Zhichu held an umbrella, with no unnecessary expression on his face, but behind the calmness was a heart full of wounds crying.

"You're a step late." Shen Zhichu lowered his head dejectedly.

Lin Du was shocked: "Something happened to Chu Xu?"

Shen Zhichu raised his lips and said, "It is a comfort for Chu Xu to have a friend like you."

"He's gone..."

Lin Du breathed a sigh of relief, but also felt inexplicably sad: "Where did he go?"

Shen Zhichu took out a cigarette and gestured: "You don't mind?"

Lin Du shook his head.

"I don't know. I heard that he left last night." Shen Zhichu sighed, with wisps of smoke, "He must have been afraid that I would know, so he left overnight."

Lin Du frowned, unable to bear to watch any longer: "Maybe he is using this method to force you to let go?"

"Let go?" Shen Zhichu raised a bitter look, "My whole heart belongs to him, how can I let go?"

Lin Du was speechless about this.

The cold raindrops fell powerlessly like tears, soaking the earth in desolation.

The gray sky seems to be filled with endless sorrow, and the raindrops are like weeping and complaining, telling the sorrow in my heart.

Lin Du clenched the umbrella in his hand tightly, and he didn't even have the time to see Chu Xu again.

This farewell may be forever...

He prayed silently in his heart, praying that Chu Xu could be reborn and free.

Not wanting to disturb Shen Zhichu’s thoughts of the past, Lin Du turned around and left silently.

"Do you know that Gu Xinchi has helped you get rid of the group of people who hurt Lin Yue?" Shen Zhichu called out to Lin Du.

Lin Dudun stopped, he slowly turned around and looked at Shen Zhichu.

"From your expression, I think you don't know. Then do you know why Gu Xinchi didn't want to tell you?"

Lin Du shook his head. He had indeed never heard Gu Yanchi mention this matter.

"Because he's afraid that if you know that everything is solved, you will lose the faith to live. He's afraid that you will find ways to leave him."

Shen Zhichu stretched out his hand to catch the rain: "In fact, Gu Yanchi is not as strong as you look. At least when it comes to you, he has always been a coward."

"He's a bastard because he's done a lot of things to you. But he's done everything he can to make up for it, even at the cost of offending a bunch of desperadoes in order to help you solve the problem."

"You have to know that group of people are very dangerous, and he is risking his life to help you solve the problem."

"So, Lin Du, give him a chance to reform..."

Lin Du pinched his fingers in agony.

"Chu Xu and I... broke up, but I hope you can be happy."

Shen Zhichu turned around and left, with reluctance and unwillingness following him like a shadow.

He survived the battle but lost his soul.

The umbrella in my hand fell, and the tears and rain intertwined, like an endless sad song, soaking every corner of my heart.

Lin Du sat paralyzed on the ground. He looked up to the sky and howled, "You damned God, you torture me, humiliate me, and spit on me..."

"I can neither live nor die."

"When I wanted to love, you made everyone stay away from me. When I decided to leave, you made him love me so deeply."

"What do you want me to do? What do you want me to do..."

When he got home from get off work, he didn't see Lin Du. He rushed out of the villa, extremely flustered.

God knows how scared he was that Lin Du would disappear. He still had a lot to say to him and a lot of love to give him.

Rushing out of the villa and seeing that familiar figure, Gu Lanchi's heart was rekindled.

He walked over slowly, sank his knees and knelt down in front of Lin Du.

The rain was getting heavier, as if the sky was weeping. Every drop of rain fell into my heart, stirring up ripples of sorrow.

Gu Niechi's tears flowed faster than rain. He tilted his head in grievance, "Lin Du, do you want to kill me?"

The heartache was so severe that it felt like the soul was torn apart, and all emotions turned into endless sorrow.

Lin Du slowly squatted down and gently stroked Gu Nichi's face: "Gu Nichi, what did we do in our last life to be bound like this in this life?"