Chapter 72 No Happiness

Su Wenlang's pitiful face nestled into Gu Jinshi's arms: "I'm scared."

Gu Niechi frowned: "What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid you'll really fall in love with Lin Du, and I'm afraid you won't want me..."

Gu Anshun paused for a moment, and suddenly a wave of annoyance surged in his heart. He didn't understand why.

"No." Rubbing Su Wenlang's hair, Gu Jinchi kissed the corner of his eye, "I only hate and use him. Everything will be over when he gives birth to the child."

Children, and more children. Su Wenlang was almost driven crazy by these two words: "Sometimes I think, how great it would be if I could also have children, then you would always be with me."

"Giving birth is painful, aren't you afraid?" Gu Xinchi chuckled, "Even if you're not afraid, I can't bear to let you suffer."

"Gu Xinchi, you can't leave me, you are the only one I have..." Su Wenlang grabbed his arm tightly, his eyes full of begging and unwillingness.

This was the first time Lin Du had the urge to leave early since he started working.

Because Gu Yanchi said there would be a reward for going home early, he couldn't wait to appear in front of him.

Looking at his phone, he saw that there were still a few minutes left, but Lin Du could no longer wait.

It was almost time to get off work, so Lin Du started packing his things. He glanced at his phone and saw an unread message.

It was Qin Chang, and he asked me to meet him at Free.

Although he really wanted to go home to accompany Gu Yanchi, Lin Du was more worried about Qin Chang at the moment.

"Wen Qing, please take me to Free."

Wen Qing's expression darkened, then he regained his composure: "Okay."

Arriving at the Free entrance, Lin Du saw two familiar security guards and muttered to himself, "Are they going to deny me entry again?"

Probing cautiously, the two security guards looked straight ahead and didn't even look at him.

Lin Du secretly breathed a sigh of relief and walked in, looking for Qin Chang everywhere.

"Baby." Qin Chang waved his hand.

Lin Du walked over, took Qin Chang's hand, and looked him up and down.

There are no obvious injuries, but what about the invisible parts?

"What are you looking at?" Qin Chang poked Lin Du's head, "Your eyes are almost seeing through me."

Lin Du rubbed his head in embarrassment and grinned foolishly. But when he thought of the curse from the man on the phone yesterday, his smile gradually froze.

"Qin Chang, how are you doing lately?"

Qin Chang's mouth twitched slightly, and he spread his hands and shrugged: "It's fine! Why do you ask?"

Lin Du pinched his fingers, wanting to say something but stopping himself.

"I want to know who the man on the phone yesterday was, right?"

Lin Du nodded.

Qin Chang took a sip of wine and smiled a seemingly indifferent but powerless smile: "My boyfriend introduced me to a rich sponsor, but he's a bit older and has a bad temper."

Lin Du was startled, his nails digging into the flesh: "Why?"

"Hmm?" Qin Chang put down his wine glass and licked the wine from the corner of his mouth. "Why why?"

"Your boyfriend doesn't love you, why do you still want to be with him?" Lin Du felt distressed.

Qin Chang smiled and curled his lips: "He's fine."

"Okay? If I really love you, how could I let you serve another man." Lin Du pulled Qin Chang's hand, trying to wake him up.

Qin Chang lowered his eyes, a trace of helplessness flashing across his eyes.

Of course he knew that his boyfriend didn't love him, but he had something on him and he couldn't get rid of him, so he could only compromise for the time being.

"Lin Du, you have to know that he and I have to survive. Love alone is useless." Qin Chang shook his head bitterly, "Survival is the most important thing."

Lin Du felt a terrible tightness in his chest, but he was speechless.

Yes! Only by living can there be hope. As for how to live, many times we have no control over it.

"Don't worry about me, I'm actually fine now." Qin Chang patted Lin Du's hand, "I don't have to hang around different men every day now. I just need to take good care of the old man. It's actually much easier than before."

Lin Du looked at Qin Chang, his heart full of pain and helplessness. He knew Qin Chang had his own difficulties, but he still couldn't accept this reality.

"Maybe I can help you..." Lin Du said, gritting his teeth.

Qin Chang grinned: "How can you help me?"

"I...I can ask Gu Jinchi to find you a job, so you don't have to..."

"No." Qin Chang shook his head and waved his hands to reject Lin Du's kindness. "I'm used to being free and unfettered. I can't stand the life of clocking in on time every day and working from nine to five."

"Besides, I don't want you to be upset because of me. He will implicate you because he doesn't like me."

Lin Du was startled, his fingertips twitching uncontrollably: "No... he doesn't dislike you..."

Qin Chang rubbed Lin Du's face and said, "Okay, you don't have to explain for him. People like me are well-known in the circle. It's normal for them to dislike me."

"So, if Gu Nichi really minds our relationship, then we shouldn't meet again. As long as you are happy, that's all that matters."

Her fingers were pinched and hurt, but Ke Xin felt even more pain: "What are you talking about? You are my best friend, how could I not see you?"

Lin Du wiped away his tears fiercely, "No matter what kind of person you are in the eyes of others, in my heart you will always be the best Qin Chang."

Qin Chang's nose felt sore and tears started to fall. He raised his head and wiped away the tears with his fingertips, pretending to be angry and complaining: "My makeup is all ruined by my tears, you have to pay me."

Lin Du sniffed and hugged Qin Chang: "Qin Chang, do you know how much I want you to be happy too?"

Lin Du also used it here, because in his heart he is very happy now, because he has Gu Jinchi by his side.

Qin Chang patted Lin Du's shoulder and hugged him tightly.

Happiness, such a strange word.

He had been deprived of happiness since birth, and even though he had once longed for it, he was still covered in wounds in the end.

After repeated despair, he finally let go of his obsession with happiness.

He used to think that his luck was really bad, but now that he has a good friend like Lin Du, he feels that his luck is not that bad after all.

After wiping away Lin Du's tears, Qin Chang took out two wads of money from his bag and said, "Take it to Lin Yue's medical treatment."

Lin Du shook his head and dodged: "No, I haven't paid you back the money I borrowed before, I can't ask for it again."

"Just take it if you give it to me. You can't always pay for everything. Although I know he doesn't care about these small amounts of money, you can't let him look down on you."

Lin Du's nose felt sore and he bit his lip and lowered his head.

Qin Chang understood him. He felt content to have such a close friend in his life.

"I have a job now, you can keep the money for yourself."

Qin Chang curled his lips and said, "Food, drink, lodging and transportation are all covered by others. There is nothing to spend money on."

Knowing that Lin Du would not want it, Qin Chang had to change his strategy: "Why don't you put it in my retirement savings for me? I'll send you the password later."

Lin Du nodded: "Okay, I can help you with this. I know how to save money."

Qin Chang pinched Lin Du's face and said, "Oh, our baby is the best."

Looking at Lin Du's silly smile, his condition was much better than before.

As expected, loving someone is like raising a flower. It seems that Gu Xichi takes good care of Lin Du.

Qin Chang let out a long breath and felt happy for Lin Du.