Chapter 73 Love and Be Loved

Qin Chang looked at the marks on Lin Du's neck and approached him curiously: "Did you do it with Gu Yanchi?"

Lin Du was startled and blushed.

He touched his face uncomfortably, his eyes dodging: "Yeah."

Qin Chang raised the corner of his mouth and nudged Lin Du's arm: "Don't be shy, we are all adults."

Hearing this, Lin Du's face turned even redder. He lowered his head and fiddled with his fingers.

"Tell me quickly how good he is in bed? Has he improved compared to ten years ago?" Qin Chang's face was full of gossip, and his big eyes were full of curiosity.

Lin Du imitated Qin Chang's previous behavior and poked his head with his finger: "Qin Chang, why are you so gossipy?"

"Oh, I'm curious. Tell me quickly." Qin Chang put his hands together and said, "Please, please, please, please..."

Unable to persuade him, Lin Du had to describe it to him shamefully: "I don't know what other people are like, but he always lasts for a long time, and I... I was almost unconscious in the end."

Qin Chang's eyes widened, with a look of shock on his face: "Oh my god, is it so fierce?"

Lin Du pulled Qin Chang and asked him to lower his voice.

Qin Chang covered his mouth excitedly: "I knew that a physique like Gu Xinchi must be very powerful."

Lin Du covered his face with his hands, it was burning terribly.

It is really shameful to discuss pleasure matters in public.

"I'm happy!" Qin Chang raised his eyebrows and smiled wickedly.

"Qin Chang!" Lin Du covered his mouth, "Stop talking."

"Hehe..." Qin Chang said with an ambiguous look on his face, "Let me tell you, many people are quite fond of flabby bodies, so you better watch out!"

Lin Du bit his lip and said, "What do you think is good?"

Qin Chang thought about it and summarized a few points seriously: "See if there are any traces of anyone left on him, whether there are some random people's contact information in his phone, and most importantly, see his attitude towards you."

"Attitude?" Lin Du frowned. "He is very nice to me and cares about me."

Qin Chang patted Lin Du's head in disdain: "Men are the best at pretending. You have to look into his eyes. Eyes can't lie."

Lin Du scratched his head, it was so difficult.

Not to mention staring at her, even just a glance at her would make his breathing disordered.

"Forget it, you're so stupid you definitely won't be able to learn it." Qin Chang pouted in disdain.

Lin Du grinned foolishly: "I believe him, he is really good to me."

Qin Chang nodded. It could be seen that Lin Du was very happy now.

Happy people always radiate light, and Lin Du is one of them.

Just from the tone and expression in his voice when he mentioned Gu Yanchi, Qin Chang knew that he loved Gu Yanchi terribly.

Presumably, Gu Xichi must love him very much, otherwise how could such a wounded person muster up the courage to try to love and be loved again?

Qin Chang's mouth curled up: "That's great."

"Hmm?" Lin Du was puzzled. "What's so good?"

Qin Chang pinched Lin Du's face and said, "Our baby has finally come out of all the hardships, so it's really good. I'm happy for you."

The smile on Lin Du's face faded. He wished that Qin Chang could also get his reward after all the hardships.

He is obviously a very kind person, but he is always let down.

Holding Qin Chang tightly, Lin Du said in a trembling voice, "Qin Chang, I hope you will be treated kindly by this world, and your future will be as you wish. I hope you will live a safe and worry-free life."

Qin Chang's body trembled, his nose felt sour, and the corners of his mouth twitched uncontrollably.

This is the first time that someone has blessed me like this. It turns out that being blessed by others really makes me feel happy.

But does he deserve it? Obviously he doesn't.

It is better not to waste such a wonderful blessing on himself. He would rather have all these wonderful things belong to Lin Du.

Chu Xu walked into Free and saw Lin Du was about to walk over, but after seeing Qin Chang opposite him, he hesitated for a moment and then walked towards Shen Zhichu's office.

The bodyguard at the door automatically made way when he saw Chu Xu.

Seeing Chu Xu coming in, Shen Zhichu curled his lips into a smile, walked to the wine rack and poured a glass of his favorite red wine.

"How come you have time to come here today?" She handed the red wine to Chu Xu and stared at him closely.

Chu Xu took the wine glass and took a sip: "Can't I come?"

Shen Zhichu narrowed his eyes and stared at Chu Xu's red lips, "Of course you can." As he said that, he raised his hand and gently pinched his chin, slowly moved closer, and breathed in his ear, "You know, I have always been open here for you."

Chu Xu's eyes flickered and he turned his head away. He was not stupid and could hear the deep meaning in Shen Zhichu's words.

Avoiding Shen Zhichu's approach, he said, "My grandfather's birthday is the day after tomorrow. Uncle Shen is not in the country, so I can only inform you."

"Yeah." Shen Zhichu raised his eyebrows, unable to hide his disappointment, "I will definitely be there on time."

"If you don't have time, you don't have to go. It's all just hypocritical scenes, boring and meaningless." Chu Xu played with the wine glass in his hand and lowered his eyes.

Shen Zhichu nodded and rubbed his thumb and index finger gently.

"Yes, it's boring and meaningless, but you are here." Shen Zhichu's eyes were straightforward and passionate, making Chu Xu feel a little uncomfortable.

"I've got your message. I'm leaving now." Chu Xu put down his wine glass. "Thank you for the wine."

Shen Zhichu walked over, grabbed Chu Xu, and pushed him against the wall without saying a word.

"How long are you going to torture me?" Shen Zhichu leaned on the wall with his hands, held Chu Xu in his arms, and asked in his ear.

Chu Xu turned his head away, not wanting to meet his eyes.

"Look at me." Shen Zhichu said with a hint of command in his tone.

Chu Xu had no choice but to turn around and look at him, his eyes full of stubbornness.

Shen Zhichu sighed, "Chu Xu, do you really think I won't feel any pain?"

Chu Xu's heart shuddered, but his facial expression did not change at all.

"Your sister's death has nothing to do with you and me. It was her own decision. Do you understand?" Shen Zhichu's voice revealed a hint of helplessness. He leaned down and rested his forehead on Chu Xu's shoulder.

Chu Xu bit his lip and said nothing.

Shen Zhichu sighed deeply, his chest aching. "I won't force you, and I will continue to wait, but can you give me a little response, even a look will do."

Chu Xu's slightly opened mouth closed again. He could feel Shen Zhichu's pain because he felt the same way.

He loved her more deeply than anyone else, but he could never say it out loud.

Whenever he got closer to Shen Zhichu, he would recall the scene of his sister leaping forward.

Even though his sister's last words said that none of this had anything to do with him, he still felt guilty.

He always regretted why he didn't push Shen Zhichu away.

If her sister hadn't seen them kissing, she would have had no excuse to end her own life.

He can't get out of this, not even for the rest of his life.

Looking at Chu Xu's departing back, Shen Zhichu's mouth trembled slightly.

His lover was right before his eyes, but he couldn't catch him.

Chu Xu walked out of Shen Zhichu's office, breathing heavily, his eyes already wet.

He looked towards the place where Lin Du was before, but Lin Du was no longer there.

I walked out of Free feeling a little lost, and walked lonely on the street.

He raised his forehead slightly and looked at the stars obscured by the busy street lights.

He really wanted to find someone to talk to, but apart from Lin Du, he couldn't find a friend to whom he could confide his innermost feelings.

I feel inexplicably pathetic. Although I look bright and handsome on the outside, I live like a rat in a gutter.