I'm afraid, it's really too late...
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After getting in the car, Ji Shuyu kept holding the two babies and refused to relax for a moment.
After venting, the emotions become even more uncontrollable.
The two babies had just cried and were sweating profusely. They felt aggrieved and sobbed as they hugged their mother and were unwilling to let go.
Ji Shuyu hugged them, kissed her forehead respectively, and then held them in her arms...
Old Mrs. Gu looked at it, flustered and at a loss.
She blamed herself for acting on her own initiative, causing the two children to cry like that and also scaring Xiaoyu.
Bishuiwan
After getting out of the car, the aunt wanted to help hold the babies, but Ji Shuyu refused, even though it was too much effort for her to hold two babies by herself.
She kicked off her high heels and walked into the elevator holding the baby's feet.
After returning to their familiar home, the two children's emotions finally stabilized.
Ji Shuyu gave them a bath, changed their clothes, and then hugged them again.
The two babies were also extremely clingy at this time, sitting in their mother's arms, one on the left and one on the right, rubbing against their mother's arms.
After playing wildly outside for a long time and crying so hard, the two little guys felt sleepy in a short while.
With her emotions just fluctuating so much, Ji Shuyu didn't want them to fall asleep so soon, but she couldn't resist the tiredness that was coming over her.
Looking at Zao Zao who was still sobbing in her dream, Ji Shuyu felt guilty and blamed herself: "Baby, I'm sorry, it's Mommy who failed to protect you."
She gently comforted the sleeping babies and kissed their little faces one by one.
Bai Shulan wandered outside for a long time, and finally knocked on the door gently.
"Xiao Yu." The old lady's voice was a little choked.
She really didn't know that her momentary impatience would cause such a big misunderstanding and chaos.
"Grandma." Ji Shuyu stood up, "What's wrong with you?"
Seeing the old man's red eyes and face full of self-blame, Ji Shuyu felt distressed.
"Grandma didn't mean it." One day, she saw Xiaoyu break down with her own eyes and heard those words with her own ears. Only then did she realize that this child had a harder time than she thought.
This was someone she had raised since she was a child. Seeing her in pain, her own heart felt like it was being torn apart.
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault." The old woman's eyes were red. "I shouldn't have taken the child away without permission. I shouldn't have made you worry. I'm sorry..."
"Grandma, what are you talking about?" Seeing her grandma's guilty look, Ji Shuyu felt even worse.
Grandma just came back from Yuncheng. Her friend passed away and she wanted the baby to accompany her.
The children need to see the outside world, and grandma doesn’t have much time left, so she wants grandma to be happier in the limited time she has.
She was worried that the servants would watch her too closely and make her grandmother uncomfortable, so she told them not to watch so closely.
"I really don't blame you."
She never thought that her grandmother wanted to take away or hurt her baby, but the incident happened suddenly and she was too scared, so she didn't pay attention to her emotions in front of her grandmother.
Hearing Ji Shuyu say this, the old lady felt even more guilty and heartbroken.
"Child, we are sorry for you." The old lady hugged her. "I'm sorry."
"Grandma~"
Ji Shuyu's tears, which had just stopped, rolled out again, and then she comforted the self-blaming old man as if she were comforting two babies.
"Grandma, I won't stop them from meeting each other. I will also find a suitable time to tell the babies who their father is."
"That's not what Grandma meant."
Ji Shuyu held the old man's face and rubbed it gently, "But sooner or later they will know that he has the right to do so."
Old Mrs. Gu felt uncomfortable. The calmer and clear-headed Xiaoyu was, the more hopeless she felt.
Ji Shuyu tried her best to calm the old woman down, and then sent her back to her room.
But when she came back, her body became weak again.
Outside the window, the sky gradually darkened. Ji Shuyu woke up from her dream several times and could no longer fall asleep.
Gu Xiuyuan's words began to echo in my ears, and somewhere in my chest began to tighten and contract little by little. The pain that had become unfamiliar seemed... to be back again.
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Gu Xiuyuan sat alone in a private room in the bar.
Two of the wine bottles on the coffee table were empty, but having spent three years immersed in alcohol, he seemed to become more sober the more he drank.
Outside the private room, the music was loud, but the accusations echoed in my ears clearly over and over again.
He lit a cigarette with some trembling and took two deep puffs. He tried to calm down, but he couldn't.
Her anger, her collapse, her accusations, like a whirlpool, drew him in.
The scene that had tortured me for three years began to replay in my mind like a movie.
He was the one who forced her to do this. He deliberately left her when she needed him the most, causing her the most direct harm...
In the past, he was only immersed in his own helplessness and grievances, and he never realized that he had not thought about these things from an objective perspective or from Xiaoyu's perspective.
He ignored her feelings.
She said he abandoned her.
She said she had been waiting for a long time...
She said, three years is really too long...
The door of the private room was pushed open from the outside, and Qin Chuan came hurriedly.
Gu Xiuyuan didn't say anything, just looked at his friend.
"What's wrong with you..." He exclaimed when he saw his friend's miserable appearance.
Yes, needless to say, it must be because of Ji Shuyu again! But the previous times he was just in pain and puzzled, this time he seemed to have suffered a huge blow.
He sighed deeply, "Xiuyuan, you can't solve the problem this way."
"Although I always told Xiaoyuer to give you a chance and that you had your reasons, she can't let go, so I really can't blame her."
Gu Xiuyuan looked at Qin Chuan.
He had said this before, why didn't I listen to him?
It also made things worse.
"You left without any explanation."
"Xiuyuan, it's not about what you did, it's about... what you made her feel."
Gu Xiuyuan raised his forearm to cover his sore eyes.
He knew it, but at that time he could not give her anything.
Qin Chuan sighed. Actually...if the matter fell on him, he might not know what to do.
At this point, who can say who is wrong? Let alone three years, even in three months, there are too many things that can cause trouble.
"Qin Chuan, can you do me a favor?"
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