Chapter 60 The further he walks with me, the more I fear we will never see each other again

It was a bleak winter, the mountains were chilly and there was not even the sound of birds.

Shan Qingshan lay on a grassless mound, as if he was resting his head on his mother's lap, looking up at the gray sky.

When I was a child, whenever I felt wronged and couldn’t bear it anymore, I would run here and cry on my mother’s grave. When I felt lonely, I would lie on the grave and talk to my mother.

As I grew older, I stopped doing that.

today……

He is here.

"Mom, I...I almost let Zhou Chong kiss me yesterday. I didn't dodge immediately. I could have dodged. I...it must be because I was drunk."

Shan Qingshan turned sideways, as if lying in his mother's arms, and accused.

"But he wasn't drunk. This morning..."

It's hard to talk about.

He was too embarrassed to say it when there was no one around!

He had lived for nineteen years and had never encountered anything like this that made his mind go blank and his cheeks burn when he thought about it!

"It's very rude. He has no shame! He's a pervert! I should beat him up! I used to beat people back when they threw ink on me. Today..."

Shan Qingshan closed his eyes in some pain.

It seems that Zhou Chong is still there...feeling.

"My home, I ran away..."

He even felt so ashamed that he wanted to die...

Why should he want to die?

If you encounter such a pervert, you should teach him a lesson!

Shan Qingshan pressed his chest.

The intense heartbeat last night still affects me today.

"Why didn't I beat him to death? When he tried to kiss me last night, I should have kicked him into the ditch! This is too much. I treat him well, but he just takes advantage of me."

Shan Qingshan's cheeks were burning hot, and he felt angry and ashamed.

When I closed my eyes, I could hear Zhou Chong’s sticky voice “Wife” in my ears.

He turned over in anger.

After all, Shan Qingshan was only 19 years old and had not received any education in that area living in the deep mountains.

All day long, I do either studying, housework, or farm work.

This incident was a big blow to him.

Shan Qingshan lay there for a long time, forcing himself not to think about the matter, and told his mother what had happened in the village recently.

As they were talking, they mentioned the peanuts harvested in the village this year.

Zhou Chong’s two bags of peanuts came to mind.

"He gave me some peanuts yesterday, but he didn't seem to know what they meant. Maybe he did it by accident, or maybe he learned it from somewhere... I said I didn't want to eat them, but he just kept eating them by himself. I think he just wanted to eat them!"

"I told him about my father's affairs yesterday, and Shan Jian..."

Even grandma didn’t know about Shan Jian’s incident.

"I was really drunk. I'm already this old, but I'm still complaining to him like a child..."

"Grandma is recovering well now. Sometimes I wonder what I would be like now if Zhou Chong wasn't here. Can I save grandma?"

"I'm grateful to him. Maybe, possibly... that's why I tolerate him so much."

“…”

He was mentioned again.

It's him again.

Shan Qingshan was silent for a long time, finally he sighed, lay down, and looked at the dark clouds in the sky.

"But the further he walked with me, the more I feared we would never see each other again, and the more I wanted him to leave me."

"I'm afraid that one day I'll get used to it and he'll leave. I'll be very sad."

It is so painful to witness the people you love leave again and not be able to keep anything.

He didn't want to endure it again and again, and couldn't help but want to retreat.

"In life, you still have to rely on yourself."

Shan Qingshan took a deep breath and sat up.

"I have already rejected him, so I can no longer indulge him or be influenced by him."

The impact is huge.

It had been a long time since he had sat on his mother's grave like a lost lamb, refusing to get up and talking so much like he did today.

"When I get home, I'll kick him out of the house, make him sleep at the village chief's house, and never talk to him again."

The phone in my pocket rang.

Shan Qingshan took it out and took a look.

"Cao Cao".

"Qingshan Xiaobao, when can you come back? I was wrong. I really know I was wrong. Can you please come back? If you come back, I will kneel down and apologize to you."

“…”

Not really.

"I'm hungry. Qingshan Xiaobao, if you don't come back, you may only see a skeleton named Zhou Chong."

"……knew."

Why are you acting so spoiled?

"You cook the rice."

"good."

The phone call was hung up.

A cold wind blew across the mountains.

Shan Qingshan covered his face.

He just made up his mind...

Never mind him again

Shan Qingshan sighed and put down his hand.

Let’s eat this meal first.

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Zhou Chong washes rice and cooks.

When the rice was put into the pot, I luxuriously used the broth that had been simmering all morning, and also added some diced ham. The whole house was filled with the aroma.

When Shan Qingshan returned home, the chickens, ducks and pigs in the house had all been eaten.

Zhou Chong, You Liang, Zhou Shuo and Qian Wei sat side by side at the door, like four hungry baby birds.

Zhou Chong came forward as soon as he saw him.

Shan Qingshan had a cold face and his tone was as cold as ice.

"Don't come near me."

“…”

Zhou Chong stopped immediately.

You Liang was puzzled, "Brother, what did you do to him?"

Zhou Chong lowered his head and smiled, feeling a little shy and a little socially awkward, but also feeling that it was quite beautiful.

"I……"

Zhou Chongyi raised his head and met Shan Qingshan's cold eyes. His smile disappeared and the words on his lips became, "I made a mistake."

It's like going back to the time before liberation.

His cold beauty turned into an icy beauty.

Shan Qingshan returned to the house and the staff installed the live broadcast equipment for him.

Netizens in the live broadcast room were curious about what mistake the young master had made that caused Qingshan Xiaobao to go to the grave early in the morning and disappear.

When he came back, he was still very cold and acted like he didn't want anyone to get close to me.

Zhou Chong tried to talk to Shan Qingshan twice, but Shan Qingshan ignored him.

Zhou Chong knew: It’s over.

This can be said to be the most dangerous situation in his life so far.

One careless mistake and you will be sentenced to imprisonment without a wife.

Zhou Chong behaved himself and even zipped up his down jacket, trying his best to take up the smallest space and have the smallest presence.

In the afternoon, the director got up.

This afternoon's task is to help the village slaughter the New Year pig, stuff sausages, and make bacon. Because of the online market, the pigs that were not originally planned have to be slaughtered, so I am a bit too busy.

Qian Wei looked at the pig at Shan Qingshan's house and asked, "Brother Qingshan, are you not going to kill the pig? Or are you waiting for grandma to come back and kill it?"

"My family doesn't have a New Year pig."

Qian Wei was surprised, "Isn't it the New Year pig?"

Shan Qingshan glanced at the pig and was silent for a moment before speaking.

"My grandmother prepared it for me to go to college. I fed it to her for more than a year, but never used it."

Qian Wei was speechless.

She brought up a subject that shouldn't have been brought up.

She felt that she had touched Shan Qingshan's sore spot.

Qian Wei looked at Zhou Chong awkwardly, seeking help.

Zhou Chong avoided it.

He can't save himself today.

Until now I still don't dare to come forward and speak.

Qian Wei wanted to cry but had no tears, so she changed the subject.

"Let's go and help kill the pig."

When we arrived at the villager's house, there were already quite a few people in the yard.

The director said, "Just help divide the meat and stuff the sausages. You can't handle slaughtering pigs. Everyone should be careful when stuffing the sausages and smoking the meat. If anyone messes up, their salary will be deducted."

Qian Wei screamed.

Shan Jian stepped forward and said, "I can help. I used to kill New Year pigs with my dad."

Fake.

Edited.

The main focus is to show your presence.

He had a very careful calculation. There was an old hand working with a knife beside him, and all he had to do was pull the pig. With so many people around, no one would know he was taking advantage of the situation.

The director was a little worried because killing pigs is a dangerous job.

The animal's desire to survive will burst out at that moment. It is for this reason that the director did not let the guests participate in the pig-killing process.

“Do you really have experience?”

Shan Jian nodded and rolled up his sleeves, still looking very intimidating.

"Yes, there are many elderly people in the village. I am young and strong, so I will do it."

The director nodded when he heard him say that.

Many people have never seen the New Year pig being slaughtered, so the director temporarily focused everyone's camera on the pig slaughtering scene.

The villagers took Shan Jian into the pigpen.

I regretted it as soon as I got close to Shan Jian.

It stinks!

He also saw pig manure in it!

"What's wrong, young man?"

Shan Jian smiled awkwardly, "This pig looks really good."

"Isn't this bad? It's the smallest in the village."

What?!

Shan Jian’s face turned pale.

The youngest?

Such a big pig, or the smallest one?

At this moment, he had no chance to regret and was pushed into the pigsty.

As he wished, all the guests' cameras were pointed at the pigpen at this moment, and hundreds of millions of netizens saw him.

Several big men rushed forward, one of them hooked the pig's mouth, two people in front pulled it, and several people behind pushed it.

Shan Jian saw the right opportunity, followed behind the pig's butt, looked at the butt full of pig shit, and pressed forward with all his might, pretending to push hard, but in fact he was full of disgust.

As a result of his fake exertion, the force he was holding the pig lost its balance, and the struggling and screaming pig twisted and jumped to break free from the restraints, and kicked Shan Jian into the pig manure, filling his mouth with pig shit.

As soon as he got up, he heard someone calling.

“Get out of the way!”

Shan Jian looked carefully and saw the pig with a fork in its mouth rushing towards him like crazy!

broken!

Coming for him!

Shan Jian was unable to dodge and was pushed directly onto his crotch. With a wail, he was thrown onto the pig and taken for half a circle in the pigsty before being thrown off and falling into the trough.

All the onlookers were stunned.

Even Shan Qingshan looked shocked.

He had seen pig-slaughtering scenes for many years, but he had never seen anything like this.

Zhou Chong stretched his head and asked, "Has God opened his eyes?"