She to others
Ji Yunding sat there for a long time, in a daze.
"Sort it out...Use the process of elimination, cross out the things that are not me, and what's left is me."
Ji Yunding used a dry branch to scratch the ground randomly, thinking as he did so.
"'Ji Yunding' is the name I use. If I give myself another name, I will not be Ji Yunding. So, first of all, my name is not me, it is just a name.
Others are certainly not me... so all memories that have nothing to do with me are crossed out. The parts that are influenced by others - the parts that come into contact with others, the parts that come into contact with the creations created by others... ah, they are gone."
There is nothing left.
Ji Yunding stared at the dead branch for a while, then closed his eyes tiredly.
Forget it, let me sleep for a while... sleep for two years, three years... No, this method of timekeeping doesn’t seem right.
Ji Yunding opened his eyes, looked around, and found the notes he had written at some point.
"The smallest unit of time commonly used by humans in daily life is 'seconds', followed by minutes. Please plan your time in minutes. The average life expectancy of a person is only more than 70 years... so short."
A morning mushroom does not know the new moon or full moon, and a cicada does not know spring or autumn. When Ji Yunding came to his senses, he found that several hours had passed.
"The food in my bag is almost gone. How many days' worth of food did I bring? It says here that it will last two weeks..."
Ji Yunding forced himself to cheer up and continued rowing slowly.
"But it doesn't matter, right... eh?"
Ji Yunding raised his hand and found that a thin thread was wrapped around his hand at some point. The thread started from Ji Yunding's wrist and split into countless ends, seeming to connect many places.
When he turned around again, Ji Yunding was completely stunned.
The cemetery, which originally had only about 800 graves and was still tractable, suddenly became extremely vast. From a distance, it looked like countless hills connected together, covered with graves.
Each tomb had a name, and each tomb had a line extending from it, connecting to Ji Yunding's wrist. Some of the lines were particularly dark in color, and the names engraved on the tombs connected by those lines all made Ji Yunding feel a little familiar.
"Does this mean that the tombstones with darker lines can tell me who I am?"
Ji Yunding walked to a tomb that was somewhat far away, squatted down and took a look.
“Wang Linlin… seventy-two? You haven’t seen this number before.” Ji Yunding muttered and stretched out his hand with some confusion.
Now, checking the information of a tomb was just a snap for Ji Yunding's disordered time perception. She opened her eyes and thought for a while.
“So, my last name was Chen, and my family often came to trouble me. I was a student who studied very hard and also had to work to support myself.
In the eyes of the teacher, I was relatively quiet and only had a good relationship with a student named Li Fengqing. Later, I gave her a gift and she was very grateful. I think I also gave her money and scared her..."
This time the footage was interrupted halfway through. Obviously, Wang Linlin was still continuing her life.
Ji Yunding felt that her impression of "Ji Yunding" seemed to be clearer. She looked at her wrist, then turned back to look at the graves, and for no reason she remembered a sentence she had seen somewhere in the corner of her memory.
——“Man is the sum of social relations.”
Others entangle and constitute her, and she also participates in constituting others.
“My name was chosen by Li Fengqing and I. She is a very important friend of mine.
After I enrolled, in the first test, Zheng Nuo and I were placed in the same group. Li Xiaowen was... ah, I remember, she was going to the logistics group and had been taking various exams recently.
Then, I found a mirror that could lead to another dimension in the practical class and sold it for half a million. After that, I just took a nap, why do people look so scared?
Tang Yun, this person is so tall, how come she just lifted me up? I seemed to have fainted while running and scared her. Then we trained for a long time...
Red rain, I know this place, this is the weirdness that shaped me. What did I say to it, Li Fengqing didn't hear it, but I built the orphanage for it?
When I asked a group of people to sign the joint letter for me, Wei Qianqiu was the first to give me the seal. I remember her, she was really nice, but some people always said behind her back that she looked fierce.
The dessert shop is run by Li Fengqing...Aqing and I. I seem to eat a lot when I go to help.
I remember this person, Senior Lin Shu... Oh, she asked me to call her Sister Lin Shu. She was scared to death in the rookie competition before. I just stabbed myself.
Sister Tang continued to train me afterwards and she drew up a plan for me, which seemed too strict and even she objected to it.
I always feel like I scare the people around me, even though I don’t realize it myself.
Did I become more talkative after entering university? I feel that judging from the scene I just saw, I actually talked less than Sister Qianqiu when I was in high school.
I was caught and taken to another dimension, and no one saw this. And then..."
Ji Yunding finished reading Yang Yefeng’s memory and was silent for a while - there was a building full of people that she failed to save.
Ji Yunding suddenly felt that her oath was suddenly touched, and there was something in her bag...
She immediately stood up, rummaged through her bag, and found a small notebook - the notebook contained the names of the residents she had asked in the building at the time, and she always carried it with her.
“That was a close call.”
She had promised to remember them, and she almost forgot.
Ji Yunding put the notebook back into his bag, then felt as if he had forgotten something, so he turned around and continued looking for it.
"Then, I participated in a rookie competition... I didn't even use the reward. Now that I've read so many memories, my spells and formations should be better than... I want to say who is better?
Ruguilu said I was weird, and I seemed to be depressed for a while, and then everyone in the group celebrated my birthday... How did I become so cheerful?
But Senior Yang Yefeng still continued to be an investigator. Is this really a good idea? Forget it, this is her decision.
Senior Ji Changsheng is so open-minded. I don't know if this mentality is healthy or unhealthy, but he looks so happy.
At the Third Linji Middle School, Sister Qianqiu was able to finish her team leadership speech. She was amazing. Although Sister Lin Shu was psychologically terrified by the fear of her teammates dying, she was also trying to minimize her influence.
A lot of things happened... There are a lot of missing parts here, but I think I wrote this part down in detail at the beginning, you can look at the notes on my phone."
Talking to herself was probably a habit that Ji Yunding would never be able to change in her life. When she was alone, Ji Yunding would talk even more than when she was in a social setting.
As he watched, Ji Yunding slowly pieced together who he was, what he had done, and what influence he had on every corner of other people's lives.
These fragments intertwined like threads, pulling Ji Yunding out of the sea of memory. In her mind, the image of "self" gradually became clear.
Ji Yunding stood there, and after sorting out all his memories, he let out a long sigh.
It is really dangerous here. If you don’t leave enough information for yourself in advance, you may get lost here forever if you are not careful.
However, Ji Yunding always felt that there were a few paragraphs that he couldn't understand.
"Who on earth is Ji Liuxing? This person is so strange."
The logic of his actions is incomprehensible, and his motives are unclear. Ji Yunding has always believed that it is not impossible for someone without a clear motive to suddenly say that he wants to destroy the world in the next second.
"But I don't seem to reject him very much. Did he explain anything to me alone? I don't remember it at all..."
Ji Yunding walked to Ji Liuxing's tombstone and took some photos, but there was still no picture.
"Also, I wrote in my memo that he knows I'm a Blacksworn Warlock and that I can use negative energy, so if there's anything, I can talk to him about it.
If he wanted to save the world, why didn't he make my ability public and force me to save the world? If he didn't want to save the world, then what on earth was he doing? Is it fun to torture yourself? "
Ji Yunding discovered that the name Ji Liuxing was more or less seen in the information of tombs numbered 67 to 72, but the tomb marked with his name had nothing left.
"Forget it. Since I seem to trust him, why not just ask him in person later? He's still alive anyway."
There is a mouth under the nose, so if you have any questions, just ask them. Ji Yunding propped himself up and yawned.
"Isn't he the so-called strongest? He shouldn't be easy to kill. Anyway, why do I have to fight him? It's so troublesome."
Thinking of this, Ji Yunding was about to walk out, but after taking two steps he turned back and circled around his two tombstones.
I feel a little reluctant if I don't watch it, but after watching it I'm worried that something might go wrong and all my efforts would be wasted.
“Am I a strong-willed person?”
Ji Yunding carefully read the rules he had written down on his phone again and asked himself a question.
It is difficult to find a reference for this kind of indicator, but Ji Yunding thinks it is probably okay.
There was also a special individual who had seen his own tombstone before. He was the one who kept jumping down from the roof of the Critical No. 3 Middle School. But he was the one with the weakest will among the special individuals.
"By the way, the information I recorded said that special individuals are slightly unbalanced individuals created by the world adjusting its balance, so they have obvious signs of 'gains and losses' on their bodies.
Ah Qing didn't experience that family tragedy, so she didn't awaken her bloodline. Sister Qianqiu, Senior Ji Changsheng, and... Speaking of which, by the standards of ordinary people, everyone is a bit miserable.
Judging from the current situation, special individuals must find a way to make up for the "missing" part of themselves, otherwise there will be problems. "
Ji Yunding sat on the ground and reflected on himself carefully.
"But what they gained and lost was obvious. What did I gain and lose?
As expected, I have to look at what happened to me before. Even if I didn’t succeed, it was also a failure experience.”
All in all, Ji Yunding just wanted to find a suitable reason to go and see his own tombstone - generally speaking, Ji Yunding is not a very curious person, but in this situation, no one can help but be curious.
Ji Yunding convinced himself on the spot, nodded, and reached out to touch the grave numbered 69, which belonged to Ji Yunding.
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