The Land of Inscribed Variables
The screen went black for a moment, and then Ji Yunding saw himself going to college.
I didn’t meet Aqing.
Ji Yunding yawned and watched in boredom. The situation did not seem to be much different from what she had experienced.
That is, she was more withdrawn. She failed the entrance test because she did not have Zheng Nuo's help to contact for dormitory change, and was recruited into Group 3, which was subordinate to Group 1.
The atmosphere in Group Three was also pretty good. The leader of Group Three was from the same family as Lin Shu and was closer to a normal person than the people in Group One, but Ji Yunding was never able to fit in.
During that time, when I was seeing a psychologist, I don't know why he kept talking, and he even talked about destroying the world.
"The world is destroyed? It doesn't matter. I think it's fine. I don't have anything I want to do anyway."
Ji Yunding looked at the psychologist opposite him and yawned.
"But it's fine like this now. It's all right. Just don't disturb me."
"Then why do you want to be an investigator?"
"Five insurances, one housing fund, thirteen salaries, no need to socialize, and paid annual leave...ah, I heard that group one has sixteen salaries, but the money is enough, so it doesn't matter."
The doctor opposite seemed to write something down, then put away his pen and looked at Ji Yunding.
"What do you think of 'death'?"
Ji Yunding, who was watching this memory, sighed: "Ah, the ghost is still there."
From the moment he asked this question, Ji Yunding could guess what was strange with his eyes closed.
Unexpectedly, Ji Yunding here yawned again, did not answer the question from the other side, and got up and left.
This time he couldn't deal with the monster anymore, so he hurried forward and tried to grab Ji Yunding, but was pushed away.
"The minimum number of psychological counseling hours required per week is enough. Please don't bother me."
Ji Yunding of this world, who is more inhuman, more result-oriented, and more self-centered, just lives his life on his own, leading a lonely but not unsatisfactory life.
"Student Ji Yunding, regarding your refusal to be promoted to the first group..."
"Team Leader Ji Liuxing, can I leave now? Chatting is not within my job scope."
Ji Yunding stopped and looked at the handsome and conspicuous guy opposite him with a headache.
"I don't want to have anything to do with you unless you pay me..."
"If you listen to my explanation of the situation, I will talk to your team leader and give you a month's vacation with pay. After that, whether you join or not, I won't bother you anymore."
"You talk, I listen."
"16 days of salary, 10 more days of paid annual leave than other groups, you don't need to take on task targets during school. No meetings are required for non-major events, and team building is all voluntary. Although group one has many high-risk tasks and is very dangerous, you can complete a month's targets at a time. Do you think it's suitable for you?"
"I agree."
Ji Yunding, who was watching the fast-paced negotiation from the side, thought for a moment and made a sharp comment: "Apart from his face, he looks like a scammer."
But after that, the two did not have much interaction. After Ji Yunding joined the group, he ignored the others completely, and the main theme was to live - but just live.
In this week, Ji Yunding knew that he was a monster. After his ability was exposed and he was forced to use negative energy, he ignored the moral kidnapping and rebelled without any psychological pressure, and began to destroy the world while continuing to live.
Ji Yunding, in a nutshell, is a very efficient person. She will find a way to kill anyone who disturbs her. After Ji Yunding turned to the weird side, it took only five years to basically destroy the world.
The information scenes that can be seen in the tombstones are jumping and complicated. The last scene that Ji Yunding saw was the rooftop of a somewhat familiar building.
"Ah... our group secretly had a barbecue here."
When he followed the line of sight in the picture and caught a glimpse of the rusty grill on the rooftop, Ji Yunding suddenly remembered,
"As a result, no one knew how to grill, and there was a huge amount of smoke. Someone passing by thought it was a fire and called the fire department."
If you want to keep a filter on a group of people, it is best not to contact them outside of work. This group of people are very serious and reliable when they are at work, but they are not common sense people outside of work. It is good enough that they don't blow up the building.
Of course, the more likely sigh is that the impact of education on people is immeasurable, and the universalization of nine-year compulsory education is imperative.
Ji Yunding followed the line of sight and found a person sitting by the fence on the rooftop.
The mask on his face kept breaking and rebuilding, and cut lines kept appearing on his arms, breaking off and growing back again.
"The core desire that is about to be generated is 'I don't want to be weird'. This weirdness is probably the only one."
Ji Yunding over there seemed to squat down, observe for a while, and tilt his head.
"Because you can't defy your core desires, and you can't prevent alienation, you're a paradox that's always in pain. If I hadn't passed by, you'd be in pain until the world was destroyed.
Team leader...I guess that's what I should call you. Can you tell me why you did this?
When I told you, 'Life is all about finding something to do and then waiting to die,' you obviously agreed with me."
There was no answer. A gust of wind blew across the rooftop, and it was probably a bit cold.
"What on earth are you doing? You're putting yourself in meaningless pain just to prove your so-called 'worthiness'?
...How pitiful."
There was no answer. The world was very quiet. Ji Yunding stretched out his hand, and the next second, the person in front of him was completely blown to pieces and died.
Ji Yunding stood up, yawned out of boredom, and looked into the distance while leaning on the railing.
"It's so boring and troublesome... But it's almost over."
The picture remained still for a long time, and finally a tiny strange sound was heard.
All I could hear was a rumbling sound like a march coming from far away, and a dark, wavy ground seemed to be slowly rising and surging.
The sky was gloomy and without light, so you had to get closer to see that it was a tsunami that came from nowhere and was carrying shock waves.
As we all know, the blue color of the sea is not the color of the sea itself. In theory, water is transparent - but calling the color of water the color of the sea seems a bit sophistry.
If we must describe the color of the sea itself, then it would probably be the black color of the abyss 10,000 meters below, which renders the visual organs completely useless.
At this moment, the picture suddenly froze and zoomed out for some reason, and the original first-person perspective suddenly became a third-person perspective.
Ji Yunding found that she was looking at her. The "Ji Yunding" smiled and walked closer, so close that he almost touched Ji Yunding's nose.
"In your next reincarnation, or in the next reincarnation after that, have you found the answer that will stop you from being bored?
Note, I am not you."
Ji Yunding then realized that the glass in front of him had become so thin that it was about to melt completely. But after Ji Yunding realized this, the glass solidified again, as if nothing had happened.
It is normal to feel identification and immersion when watching one's own story in another world from a first-person perspective. Ji Yunding had to admit that she could understand every decision and thought she would make the same decision. Unconsciously, she almost forgot that this person was not her.
How did she do this, and why did she do this? Ji Yunding was a little confused - the self in this world seemed to be uninterested in everything, so why did he help her at the end.
"You're wondering why I did this. I don't know."
In the picture, "Ji Yunding" took two steps back, looking at the black tsunami that was about to surge over and was unknown how many hundreds of meters high. The figure of a person seemed a little small.
"There's nothing that could make me unhappy, but I just can't be happy. Maybe, in human terms, I'm lonely."
Then, the screen was covered in darkness. Ji Yunding was distracted and stared at the tombstone in front of him for a long time.
It’s not because she couldn’t understand, on the contrary, it was because she understood her thoughts too well, so she felt truly frightened - Ji Yunding knew that if she was born there, she would not be able to avoid such an ending.
"Then, the last piece."
Ji Yunding quickly calmed down and looked at the grave and said to himself,
"Please tell me everything, Leviathan, Dongji, and the Abyss..."
Five seconds later, Ji Yunding withdrew his hand, turned around and walked out.
"Hmm...Okay, forget everything that happened just now. That's great, no one will know except me."
If in the previous world Ji Yunding was forced to defect as a matter of course, then in this world it felt like everyone was just playing house with her.
From a physical perspective, everyone was playing house, and suddenly the world collapsed.
"Who is this? Who is this? The protagonist of a hot-blooded comic? Is this our bond? It is wrong for your family to do this. Although I don't have a solution, you can't do this... I... forget it."
Ji Yunding complained somewhat dissatisfiedly, full of complaints about this world, and felt awkward in a rare way.
"What is this, a dichotomy trying to cultivate a savior? Wait, cultivate..."
Ji Yunding was stunned for a moment, then raised his head and let out a soft cry.
"Monkeys and typewriters?"
Countless monkeys typing on infinite typewriters will inevitably produce a complete "Hamlet" at some point.
The world was born out of infinity and limitations, and order emerged from chaos. Ji Yunding looked back at the tombstones scattered all over the mountains and was silent for a while.
"I know what I've lost."
Even if something is repeated a thousand or ten thousand times, Ji Yunding is certain that she will make stable and identical choices and have the same emotions. That is, she cannot be fundamentally changed, or in other words, there is no "variable" in her.
Without the "variables", she gained an extremely orderly and stable core. As long as she was cultivated in a constant way, she would definitely become the same.
In other words, she was born from countless garbled codes, a flawless version of Hamlet typed by a monkey.
In a world that is too unpredictable, this is not easy to detect. After all, even constants will change with variables. And controlling the variables of the entire world is even more impossible.
For human beings, the original mind is unpredictable, so the saying that the mind affects success or failure is certainly true. But can we achieve success if the original mind is extremely firm? Not necessarily.
Even if we assume that one's original intention is extremely firm, it only turns the person into a nearly constant existence. But it is impossible to turn the mountains and rivers upside down, the sun and the moon go in reverse, or carry Mount Tai to cross the North Sea.
The only thing that is certain is that it is not the fault of constants that things cannot be done, just like you cannot blame apples for falling to the ground, you cannot blame flowers for blooming and falling, and you cannot blame the sun for rising and setting.
But humans can catch falling apples, pick blooming flowers, and watch the sun rise and set to find their way back and forth.
"In other words, my failure is the world's failure."
Ji Yunding's voice echoed in the empty cemetery, spanning an unknown number of miles. Eight hundred and five graves nearby and hundreds of billions of graves in the distance responded to her silently.
Even if she is special, it does not mean that the disordered and sentence-less chaotic letters outside of Hamlet are worthless. Ji Yunding understands this point very well.
This world has never been a world made up of one person or a few people.
After looking back for a long time at the cemetery gate, Ji Yunding turned around and walked out.
There are so many, so many things to do that it is hard to count them all.
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