"It is true." Hearing Lin An's affirmative answer, Song Chan sighed deeply.
Li Baiwei, Gong Yajie and Gu Ying on the scene also had sad expressions in their eyes and felt distressed for Lin An.
"What do you mean? I don't understand." Looking at the sad and distressed reactions of the other girls, the cat riding on Lin An's neck looked a little anxious.
Sister Gong Ya explained sympathetically, "As the narrator, Miss Song Chan wasn't an eyewitness to Lin An's past, so many details are difficult to articulate. We need to deduce these details ourselves. For example, Lin An's father regularly performed genetic adjustments on his two children. Although I don't understand the specific process, it must have been very painful for the children. Yet, Lin An and his sister were able to persevere. It's all about the gentle comfort of a mother."
"Parents are their children's first teachers. They determine their children's values, which often stay with them throughout their lives. Lin An's mother was a gentle and kind person. She constantly told him to be a kind child who treated those around him with gentleness, and Lin An acted accordingly. But what was the result? Because of her kindness, her mother didn't want to embarrass her husband, so she agreed to his various requests. As a result, she died young from illness caused by overwork. Young Lin An lost his mother, and the happiness his mother had promised him never came to pass."
"But that sentence still affects Lin An's future life. I can already foresee what will happen next. Simply put, the root of all the pain Lin An will encounter in the future stems from this sentence."
Maomao understood but also seemed not to understand. After a while, she felt that thinking was too tiring and stopped thinking - anyway, when Lin An was sad, she could let him go through the back door, and Lin An's mood would improve.
She is a cat that can bring good mood to her owner, an invincible cat.
"That's it for now. Let's continue our story." Song Chan returned to the past story. "After Lin An's mother died, Lin's father, who had previously maintained a superficially warm family atmosphere, went crazy and performed genetic adjustments on his children exponentially. At that time, only the elder sister behaved like a new human, a genius girl. Little Lin An was very ordinary. After her mother's death, she was dazed and like an idiot. So Lin An's father mainly performed genetic adjustment experiments on the elder sister."
"Gong Ya is right. The gene manipulation experiment was very painful, but Lin An's mother was so gentle. As long as she was by her side, my sister and little Lin An could endure this little pain. But after Lin An's mother passed away, my father fell into a pathological madness and performed multiple gene manipulation experiments on my sister. My sister was already 7 or 8 years old at that time. She had a certain self-awareness and wanted to rebel against her father and escape with her brother. We don't know what happened exactly. We only know that the siblings disappeared for a few days and then returned home. Then my sister died. According to the outside world, she died of illness, but what was the truth? It was probably suicide."
"This suicide is probably related to Lin An's father's human experiments, but it's probably related to you, Lin An. The incident between your mother and your penis is the root cause of your female phobia. But Ye Ju and the others have many speculations about what exactly happened, but since we're not the parties involved, we can't make a judgment. Lin An, do you want to tell us the details of that incident?"
"No problem." Lin An's voice was flat, as if he was telling someone else's story. "My JJ is a very smart girl. Ask JJ any questions, whether it's what death is, whether there's heaven, or whether my mother can be resurrected. JJ can answer them, and her answers are very philosophical. For example, when I asked if doing bad things would lead to hell, and if hell really exists, JJ replied that maybe we were born here in this life because we did a lot of bad things in our past lives. The world we live in is hell."
"My JJ is a genius. She's also very pretty, but not gentle enough. She likes to give me orders, asking me to do this and that. But I admire my JJ very much, and I still listen to her. JJ told me that the little girl next door has the potential to be a great beauty and that she would be my lover in the future. She told me not to resist her, and then she whipped me on the back with a whip and burned my legs with a lighter. After my mother passed away, I listened to JJ even more and did whatever she told me to do."
"But..." Lin An hesitated slightly, not knowing whether he should continue.
Song Chan spoke up at the right time: "Ye Ju's biggest guess about what happened between you and JJ is that your relationship crossed the line. You had the same experience as Zhou Haidong and Zhou Hailian."
"Yes." Since everything was seen through, Lin An did not hide it any further: "At first, JJ asked me to do things like serving tea and running errands. Later, she asked me to help her change clothes and take a shower with her. She said it was a normal thing to do. I agreed at first, but then things became more and more outrageous, so I refused. And then..."
Lin An's face darkened and he hesitated again.
Song Chan spoke again at the right time: "Ye Ju and Xu Yaoji made many guesses about what happened between you two, but in the end it was Ye Ju who gave the answer. Lin Xia had an affair with you, and you probably rejected her. Then Lin Xia committed suicide, quietly. After your mother died, JJ also died. You suddenly remembered what your mother said, 'You must treat others gently, so that happiness will come to you.' You believed that you were not gentle enough and did not agree to JJ's request, so JJ died, and you became unfortunate. Your mother's advice and JJ's death made this sentence a creed, or nightmare, deep in your soul. This is the root of your twisted kindness."
Lin An lowered his head, his eyes were particularly dim, and he did not respond to Song Chan.
Song Chan looked at Lin An with deep distress. After a deep sigh, he continued, "You blamed yourself for JJ's death, believing it was all due to your own lack of tenderness, including Mother's death. You also believed it was because you didn't satisfy Father's wishes. You rejected his abuse, causing Father to transfer all the pressure of scientific research onto Mother, forcing her to work excessively, and ultimately leading to her death from overwork."
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