"You believe that if you were a genius, a gene adjuster who fulfilled your father's wishes, your mother and JJ would not have died, and you would have found happiness."
"So you tried every possible way to satisfy your father's wishes. He had been dedicated to the research and development of new human technology, hoping to develop mature gene-modification technology. JJ was a gene-modifier very close to his dream. You began to deliberately imitate JJ's thinking and behavior. Gradually, you began to show the same new human talents as JJ."
"After your JJ died, your father lost the gene-editing sample. New Human research couldn't continue, so he gave up on it, became an alcoholic, and learned to gamble. He quickly squandered the family fortune and threw you into a black factory to work and support him. While waiting for you to show your New Human talent, his morbid obsession with research reignited, and he began genetic modification experiments on you, plunging you into an even darker hell."
"As I'm telling you what happened next, I have a question for you." Song Chan's tone became heavy: "Can you tell me the details of Lin Xia's suicide?"
"No problem, it's a very ordinary past." Lin An's voice was very calm, but his eyes showed deep sadness: "'Let's be boyfriend and girlfriend! Xiao An'an', 'What is a boyfriend and girlfriend?', 'It's a free doll that men and women have when they are hungry for sex', 'What is sex', 'It's what Adam and Eve did to give birth to Cain and Abel', 'Then we won't allow it', 'Oh, I see, then we'll still be uncles for life, Xiao An'an, promise me that you won't do anything too out of the ordinary, just be an ordinary person and grow up healthily. When you grow up, if you want to find a girlfriend, you must let JJ approve it first, otherwise you're doomed', I agreed."
"That night, she wore the red wedding dress her family had bought her before her mother died. It was originally her mother's gift for her future wedding, a way of making up for not being able to see her daughter's wedding. Then, she drank poison and died in her bed. Her long black hair lay flat on the white pillow, her long eyelashes cast a faint shadow on her cheeks, and a quiet smile played at the corners of her lips. She looked as beautiful as Sleeping Beauty in a fairy tale."
Lin An remembered the details so clearly, one can imagine how deep the shadow JJ's death cast on his childhood.
The eyes of the people on the field turned sad. After a long while, Song Chan said, "It is indeed so."
Knowing that others couldn't understand, Song Chan added, "The source of Lin An's fear of women is JJ and his mother. His mother's fear is because of that sentence, and JJ's fear is because he was deceived by the beautiful JJ. They clearly agreed to be good friends who loved each other for life, but she left first. The pain of losing a loved one makes Lin An afraid to look at girls. Simply put, the two girls closest to Lin An have hurt him deeply."
Everyone nodded. The psychological trauma caused by JJ's incident was deep enough for Lin An.
Moreover, Lin An and Song Chan did not tell any details. Why did JJ commit suicide?
A little analysis makes it obvious that JJ was in great pain because he was used as an experimental subject by his father. He had a biography with Lin An in order to get a life-saving straw and the motivation to live, but Lin An refused.
JJ, who lost hope, chose to commit suicide.
Lin An may not have thought it through at the time, but when he grew up and understood the root cause of JJ's suicide, he regretted it to the point that he didn't even dare to approach girls - if he had accepted JJ's biǎobái, JJ would not have died.
"And more." Song Chan continued, "Lin An, you probably didn't understand why JJ committed suicide at the time. When you grew up, you realized that JJ was in so much pain and wanted to find support in you to survive. Because you rejected her, she lost hope of living. This is one of the reasons, but there is actually another very important reason."
"You'll need to be older to analyze the details. For example, why was your father able to obtain so many high-tech instruments in this small county town, many of which were contraband? You were only three or four years old at the time and didn't understand that you could call the police if your parents abused you. Your JJ is so smart, she naturally understood why she didn't call the police, and why you two had to return to this small county town after you had clearly escaped."
"There's only one reason. Your family is still under surveillance by the Neo Adam organization. There are probably Neo Adam agents near your home. You know that if they use official power, the organization will send people to abduct you. As for why they haven't abducted you now, they're probably planning to play the long game, waiting for your father to develop more scientific achievements. But this fishing time is not infinite. After your mother's death, your father's scientific research ability has greatly decreased. It won't be long before the Neo Adam organization sends people to abduct you two. After that, your two lives will basically be dissected and exterminated."
"If you were an ordinary person and your JJ was a new human specimen, the answer would be obvious. As long as your JJ died, the organization would see your father as having no further use and would remove surveillance. You would then be able to live your life as an ordinary person."
"Your JJ committed suicide because he wanted to protect you."
"Ah!" The new truth made the pupils of everyone present tremble. Following Song Chan's logic, this was the whole truth.
With JJ, who risked his life to protect him, Lin An's life is destined to be inseparable from JJ's influence.
"And more." Song Chan continued, "Your JJ is very beautiful, your JJ is very smart, your JJ actually has a great figure, you JJ knows everything, and your JJ has a magical personality. You will do many things you would never expect, such as playing some couple games. Don't you think your JJ is very similar to someone?"
At this table, everyone thought of one person:
Leaf orange.
Ye Ju has similarities with JJ in both personality and appearance, except for the different names. He is a completely different JJ.
Lin An and Ye Ju are truly destined to be first love!
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