Chapter 82 He said my wife is very beautiful
In the first few years, she felt very insecure and always thought that she would have been an orphan if it weren't for her grandfather and his family.
What is life like for an orphan?
He had no relatives, had to endure hunger and was bullied by others.
She often subconsciously puts herself into that role, what that character's life is like, and how that character lives at every stage.
When she encounters difficulties, she will not ask her family for help. First, she does not want to cause trouble to everyone, and second, she wants to know how she would have solved the difficulties in another life.
Even though I encountered harassment at work and had difficulty finding an apartment in the capital, I managed to get through it.
The biggest benefit of the inheritance to her was that she could buy gifts for the people she cared about. She was never stingy with her family and friends. As long as she could make them happy, it was worth buying the most expensive gifts.
The most important thing in life is to be happy, and the second most important thing is to want the people you care about to be happy.
God has been kind to her. From childhood to adulthood, all the relatives, friends, teachers and classmates she met were good people.
I am grateful and want nothing more.
[Do you have any particular person or thing you want now? ]
Thinking about what Doctor An said, Chu Shuang was silent for a long time and did not answer him directly.
"Some time ago, I found some old things in his room that were related to another woman. Do you know what I thought at the time?"
The "he" she was referring to must be her husband.
An Jingyu: "Disappointed and sad."
"I felt lost, for sure. The first moment I found out was not pleasant. Many scenes of body doubles and Bai Yueguang flashed through my mind. Later, when I thought about it carefully, it was almost ten years ago. We didn't have any relationship at that time. What happened to him had nothing to do with me.
I believe that he is not a fickle person, and his kindness to me is not fake. I originally wanted to ask him about it, but then I thought that everyone has a past, and who would like to have their dusty past brought up, and the same goes for me.
I don’t know what happened to them that they couldn’t be together in the end. But I feel sorry for them. That woman is a very good person, and it’s not surprising that he likes her. ”
"He is definitely not someone who would have an affair outside of marriage. He will definitely take responsibility if he says so. As for whether he likes me or not, it is his freedom and I cannot control it. I will not hate him for this. The heart is uncontrollable. It is not his fault that he doesn't like me. What matters is that his kindness to me is genuine."
Hatsushimo looked at the scented candles that flickered and said softly, "There is nothing I must have, including feelings."
“Many things become burdensome if you force your will on them. Life will be much more comfortable if you take things lightly.”
An Jingyu listened to her quietly, and his eyes turned deep when he looked at her.
"You're moved."
"Yes." Chu Shuang did not shy away from speaking in front of Dr. An, "If you knew him, you would understand me."
It's too easy to like Shengting.
"In fact, you already have what you want, and you will think from his perspective." An Jingyu looked at Chu Shuang and said seriously: "Although you don't force it, I still wish you get what you want."
It was very comfortable to chat with Dr. An. She had nothing to hide in front of him. He understood all the sources of her emotions and was very good at guiding her.
It was thanks to him that I was able to persevere through those most difficult years.
She has always been grateful to him.
I poured out all the worries I had for the past few days, and I felt a lot more relaxed.
It was already afternoon when she left. The sun shone through the clouds. Surrounded by warmth, she squinted her eyes and looked towards the sky.
Half of the sky has brightened up, and it looks like the weather will be good during the New Year holidays.
Driving through a busy street, Chushuang saw an old man selling candied haws. He got out of the car and bought everything at once, even the thick poles used to stick the candied haws.
“You can scan this code.”
"I have cash."
Chu Shuang took out her wallet and just as she took out three hundred-dollar bills, someone next to her handed the money to her.
"Is it enough?"
I looked up and saw the handsome face of the man.
The old man waved his hands, "Too much."
Even if it was ten yuan a piece, he didn't have forty candied haws here, so the young man gave him four hundred in cash.
Sheng Ting did not take the extra money the old man returned. He picked up the big bunch of candied haws and held Chu Shuang's hand with his other hand, "Let's go."
After getting in the car, Hatsushimo asked him curiously, "Why are you here?"
"Just hanging out."
"Did you come out alone?"
"You went out alone too?" Sheng Ting looked at her. "You went out alone so early, why didn't you ask me to go with you?"
"Oh, it's too early... I don't want to disturb your sleep."
The man looked at her quietly, then looked away without asking any more questions.
"Anything else you want to buy?"
"Buy some snacks and candy."
"good."
Sheng Ting sat in the driver's seat and drove. Chu Shuang looked at him from time to time. The sunlight fell on his eyelashes, as if kissing him.
The usually austere person has become a little more gentle and affectionate.
"First frost."
"ah?"
"Would you like some fireworks?"
Chu Shuang looked outside the car. The fireworks shop was filled with a wide variety of merchandise. The entire store was ablaze with red, giving off a strong New Year vibe.
Sheng Ting had already parked the car. "Let's go down and buy something."
The various fireworks and salutes looked festive. I consulted the proprietress and bought the ones with the best effects.
The proprietress is a young woman, no more than twenty-six or twenty-seven years old, with thick eyebrows, big eyes and fair skin. She has a very pleasing appearance and a cheerful and lively personality. Her business is booming, and her husband is the one who collects money and does the accounting inside.
When Sheng Ting went to pay the bill, she patted Chu Shuang's shoulder cheerfully and said, "Sister, where did you find your husband? He's so handsome."
Chu Shuang looked at Sheng Ting's stern face and said, "It was arranged by the elders."
"Wow, the elders arranged it so well. Your elders really have good vision. Unlike me, my elders arranged for me to marry an honest man, and I have to make the decision all the time."
Although the woman complained, her face was coquettish and lively, and anyone with a discerning eye could tell that her marriage was happy.
Looking into the store, her man should be a few years older than her. He is tall and has regular features. He is not as introverted as she said. It is obvious that he is a down-to-earth man who loves his wife.
Chu Shuang smiled: "Your husband loves you very much."
As they were talking, Sheng Ting had already settled the bill and came out with the fireworks. Chu Shuang followed him, and the pretty lady boss said enthusiastically from behind, "Happy New Year! Come to my shop to buy fireworks next time."
Hatsushimo bowed slightly, "Happy New Year."
After getting in the car, Sheng Ting noticed that she was still smiling, "What are you happy about?"
"It's New Year's Eve, so be happy. You just talked to the boss in the store for a long time. What were you talking about?"
Sheng Ting looked at her clear eyes and eyebrows, and said in a gentle voice, "He said my wife is very beautiful."
Chu Shuang was slightly stunned, "What did you say?"
"I said, not only is she beautiful, but she also has a good personality."
He spoke frankly. Chu Shuang stared at him blankly, with tenderness in the corners of her eyes and eyebrows.
“You still tell people this…”
On the way back, the sunlight shone through the window into the car, warming me both physically and mentally.
Chu Shuang opened the window to let in the breeze, then turned to him and said, "Is the weather in the south good? The sky is always so blue in winter."
"That's good. The land supports the people."
This didn't sound like much, but it took a while for Hatsushiro to react.
If I'm not mistaken, it's complimenting her.
He exaggerates so much in a subtle way.