Chapter 70 Brother: He is my brother and my husband 17 “Maybe…
"Perhaps you still don't understand how important you are to him. Let me put it this way, his feelings for you are completely self-destructive. If he loses you, he will definitely die."
"You are his only lifeline."
Chi Wan seemed to be deaf to the sound as he stared at the line in the medical record that read "loss of an important childhood object". He suddenly curled up his fingers and dug his nails deep into his palms, but he seemed not to feel any pain.
"If you like him too, help him."
…
Chi Wan left Zhou Moli's office with red eyes. As she reached the door of Shen Yan's ward, she heard the nurse inside exclaim, "Mr. Shen, you can't leave until your infusion is finished!"
“Get out of the way!”
Chi Wan hurried in. Chen Yan was holding the IV tube with his right hand and was about to pull out the needle when Chi Wan hurriedly stopped him: "Don't pull it out!"
Chi Wan walked over, grabbed the hand with the needle in it, and carefully tightened the medical tape that was used to secure it. Then he pushed Chen Yan back onto the bed and said with some complaint, "The infusion isn't finished yet, where are you going?"
During this process, Chen Yan kept looking at her intently and said, "I'm going to find you."
"I thought you were gone."
Chi Wan looked into his deep eyes and seemed to see a hint of panic.
She sighed, sat down on the edge of the bed, took his hand, and whispered, "I'm not leaving."
Shen Yan stared at her blankly, somewhat unable to believe it.
This conversation was very imaginative. The nurse next to them hung the saline solution on the bracket and unconsciously pricked up her ears to listen to them talking.
She had been listening here for so long that she had already concluded that this was a couple with a particularly good relationship. What could be more interesting than the love-hate relationship between a handsome man and a beautiful woman?
The atmosphere between these two people was a bit weird. They must have had a quarrel, but Mr. Shen couldn't wait to find his girlfriend as soon as he woke up. He looked at the beautiful girl with focused and possessive eyes. The girl took the initiative to hold his hand, and his eyes lit up all of a sudden.
The pretty girl looked younger and a little shy. She didn't dare to look at Mr. Shen when she sat down. She looked so obedient and innocent. No wonder Mr. Shen was so anxious when he couldn't see her.
Is this love?!
The young nurse who had been single for 25 years looked at the two of them with envy, and hesitated to go out. She wanted to listen to more gossip, but at this time the head nurse called her to help. She pouted regretfully and slowly left the ward.
After the nurse left, they were the only two people left in the ward. Chi Wan had been loosely holding Chen Yan's hand, but she didn't know when he had tightened his grip, and the cool warmth of his body was transferred from his palm to hers.
"I thought you were taking this opportunity to escape, why didn't you leave?"
"I just saw Dr. Zhou."
Chen Yan suddenly raised his head and stared at Chi Wan intently, his expression almost unable to maintain, his fingertips trembling unconsciously, deep despair and fear almost drowning him.
His mind was full of thoughts: Wanwan knew that he was sick, would she be afraid and disgusted with him like this?
But he can't leave Wanwan. If he can't see Wanwan, he will die.
Chen Yan closed his eyes and felt a tearing pain in his heart.
Suddenly, there was a soft touch on the lips, gently soothing, and soon they pulled away. Chen Yan opened his eyes in disbelief and looked at Chi Wan, speechless.
"Brother, do you like me?"
Chen Yan looked at her quietly, his eyes filled with emotions, and said:
"No, I don't like it..."
"I love you."
Chi Wan's heart was gripped tightly, and various emotions such as bitterness and touching surged in her chest.
She thought she must have crossed the line, no, in fact she had crossed the line a long time ago.
The bond between her and her brother began in the purest time of their childhood. After more than ten years of longing and wandering, they were finally connected again on the day of their reunion.
It was impossible for her not to be moved by Chen Yan, who was such a good brother to her and loved her with his life. The throbbing and longing that she had deliberately suppressed quickly gathered into a snowball, rolling farther and farther, and finally fell off the cliff and shattered into pieces. The condensed love exploded, forcing her nowhere to escape.
"Brother, I...I think I like you a little bit too."
Chi Wan lowered her eyes, put her face on his pale, cold hand, and said with a choked voice: "Brother, I will not leave you. Let's get well and treat the disease. I will always be with you."
A soft warmth came from his palm, flowing through his whole body. His eyes couldn't help but become moist, and he said in a dry voice, "Okay."
Chen Yan pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled silently, feeling that he was really despicable. It was obvious that Wanwan didn't love him, but he still used Wanwan's guilt and kindness to tie her up and make her stay with him voluntarily.
It doesn't matter, whether it's pity or sympathy, as long as she can stay by his side, he doesn't care.
He will never let Wanwan go in this life.
*
Chen Yan thought that Chi Wan said she loved him only out of sympathy and because she wanted to cure him, and she would not be willing to have close contact with him like a real couple. However, after returning from the hospital, whether he kissed her or hugged her, she did not show any emotion similar to disgust or aversion except for being a little shy.
Chi Wan's idea was that she already knew that she also liked her brother. Perhaps her love was not as deep as Chen Yan's, but at this moment she was willing to use herself as an antidote to help her brother get better while constantly deepening this relationship.
Chen Yan can't live without her, and she can't lose Chen Yan.
The current situation is that Chi Wan and Shen Yan are now officially in a relationship. Neither Chi Wan nor Shen Yan has ever been in a relationship before, and they don't know how normal couples should get along with each other.
Couples need to take care of each other, and Chen Yan has long been adept at taking care of Chi Wan. Chen Yan likes intimate contact between couples, such as hugs and kisses, and Chi Wan is also trying to get used to it, and even tries to actively respond when Shen Yan kisses her.
The two of them became boyfriend and girlfriend in this strange yet natural way, and resumed their normal lives. The next day, Chi Wan went to class, and Chen Yan also went to the company.
Life began to get back on track, but the only difference was that her brother became her boyfriend.
Chi Wan hadn't been out of contact for long, so no one noticed that she had experienced such a big thing in the past two days. Qiu Yang did send her a lot of messages, but Chi Wan's cell phone signal was blocked at that time and she couldn't receive them.
Qiu Yang didn't notice anything unusual and thought Chi Wan was ignoring him because she was angry. She is still apologizing to her today.
After getting the phone, Chi Wan glanced at the dozen or so messages in front of him, then slowly typed a line and sent it:
[I'm not mad at you anymore, but we should stop being friends. I already have a boyfriend.]
Just as the message was sent, Shen Yan's breath enveloped him from behind. His hands passed through her waist, his chin rested on her shoulder, and his breath brushed against her ear:
"Who sent you a message?"
His eyes were lowered, and he naturally saw the line of words that Chi Wan had just sent. He was stunned for a moment, and the corners of his lips slowly pulled up.
Chi Wan was already used to this kind of hug. Without looking up, she replied, "Just a reply to the message from the past two days."
After she finished speaking, she suddenly remembered that Chen Yan had gone mad and imprisoned her because he had misunderstood the relationship between her and Qiu Yang. She was too angry to explain, but now she couldn't let her brother misunderstand her anymore.
"Brother, there's nothing between Qiu Yang and me. He confessed to me, but I didn't agree. He kissed me without my consent. I don't like him. I just made it clear to him. I deleted him right away."
After hearing what she said, Shen Yan didn't react much and just said "hmm".
Chi Wan had his back to him, so he couldn't see his expression and didn't know whether he believed it or not. He continued:
"Brother, I have never liked anyone else. The person I like has always been you. Let's live a good life in the future, okay?"
After waiting for a long time, Chen Yan didn't say anything. Just when Chi Wan was about to turn around, she felt a series of delicate and dense kisses like feathers falling on the back of her neck.
Chi Wan shrank his neck, and Chen Yan stopped. Chi Wan remembered his uneasiness and anxiety, and was afraid that he would think too much, so he explained, "Itchy", then stood up and turned around, sitting on his legs facing him, and took the initiative to peck his lips to comfort him, looking at him shyly and brightly, and said:
"This way it won't itch."
Shen Yan looked at her deeply, holding her small face with both hands, slowly, slowly approaching her lips, his eyes fixed on her expression.
Chi Wan's face turned a little red and he seemed a little nervous, but he closed his eyes without any resistance.
Chen Yan's heart seemed to be soaked in warm water in an instant. He could no longer restrain himself and tilted his head upward to kiss the person he had longed for for a long time.
This kiss was gentle and lingering, giving Chi Wan a completely different feeling. She unconsciously put her arms around his neck, lowered her head and actively opened her teeth.
Chen Yan had kissed Chi Wan many times before, but none of them could compare to the pleasure this kiss brought him. He was intoxicated in the magic of their mutual understanding, gently clinging to her, secretly guiding her, and his hand unconsciously reached into her clothes.
Chi Wan was in a daze, feeling extremely hot all over. She felt an anxiety that she had nowhere to express, making her feel very uncomfortable.
They kissed for a long time, until Chi Wan was out of breath, Chen Yan stepped back a little to give her some time to breathe.
Chi Wan hadn't gotten over the tingling sensation yet. She was breathing lightly and looking at him confusedly with her watery eyes. The corners of her eyes were red and her cherry lips were also watery.
Chen Yan's fair cheeks turned slightly red. Looking at Chi Wan like this, his throat rolled slightly twice and his eyes fell on her.
Chi Wan lowered his head, his face suddenly turning red like a ripe apple. He hurriedly pulled down his shirt, which had been pushed up by Chen Yan at some point, and used the back of his hand to button up his shirt.
Seeing that she had been trying to button her clothes for a long time but still failed, Chen Yan put his long arms around her back, reached into her clothes and buttoned them up in one go.
After finishing, he reached out and smoothed Chi Wan's sweaty hair, kissed her forehead, helped her pull her short T-shirt up to cover her belly button, then picked her up and put her on the sofa, saying, "I'm going to take a shower first."
Chi Wan looked at him, her breath caught in her throat, and her heart suddenly started beating very fast.
Watching Chen Yan enter the bathroom, Chi Wan touched his face with the back of his hand.
My brother went to take a shower again. Did he do... that again?
She was a little confused. Her brother loved her so much, why did he keep enduring?
She is willing to do so.
-----------------------
The author has something to say: I reiterate that the creation of the novel does not represent the author's values. If you encounter a shady man in real life, call the police [fist]
Continue read on readnovelmtl.com
