Chapter 246 I am cruel?
"If the door hadn't been locked, my mother, father, and I, our family of three, would still be alive and well." Even if you want to hurt others, I can do the same!
"Oh, that's such a pity!" Bian Qin said bitterly with red eyes, "But, God is fair!"
Ah Zhi's eyes were stained with tears, "You always feel that we owe you something, and that it's all our fault that you've become what you are today, but you've never looked for the reasons within yourself.
Back then, because you were jealous of my mother's love for me, you took advantage of their absence and forcibly destroyed my hands. I was just beginning to remember things when you were so cruel. If my father hadn't arrived in time, I would be a cripple now."
The past was brought back to mind, and darkness completely devoured Bian Qin's heart. "I'm cruel?" Bian Qin's face twisted as he asked Ah Zhi again, "I'm cruel?"
"Haha..." Bian Qin burst into laughter, and then burst into tears, "Didn't your father take revenge? I destroyed your hands, and your father cut off my father's legs. What's the story behind this? Your mother is still my mother. If he has the guts, he can chop off your mother's legs!"
He knew that my father was the source of income for our family, yet he still chopped off his legs. How are we going to survive? How are we going to survive? Isn't he just trying to kill my father and me?
Your mother usually pretends to love me, but she is just hoping that I will die soon so that I won't be an eyesore to her. I won't do that. I want to live well and show you how I live!"
"You are totally unreasonable! You hurt me, and my father loves his daughter dearly, so why couldn't he retaliate? You were young at the time, so your father naturally wouldn't touch you. Hurting your father was just to teach you a lesson.
He injured your father's leg, but he didn't really make him unable to stand up for the rest of his life. At most, he had to lie in bed for a month. For you, this might have caused you to starve, but it didn't really kill you.
But you were afraid and hid yourself. I thought you were afraid because you saw my father doing it, so you hid yourself. Later, I realized I was wrong.
You can even hit me directly, so you are afraid of this? As expected, you think your father can no longer stand up, lying in bed unable to take care of you, and even needs you to take care of him, so you are afraid and hide. "
"Nonsense!" Bian Qin's secret hidden in his heart was exposed, and a trace of panic flashed across his face, but due to the problem of light source, it was not clear.
Bian Qin pretended to be calm and said, "He is my father. Who would believe it if I told anyone else?"
"You don't need others to believe you, as long as you know it in your heart. Maybe it's just a temporary dilemma. It's probably because I followed my father to mine to support the family in my early years. Now that my father is gone, the burden has fallen on me, so I can't let it go."
"Mining to support the family? Haha, yes, I'm just scared! You haven't experienced that kind of hardship, so of course you can say it so easily!"
Bian Qin was touched in the sore spot and completely tore off her disguise, "When I was just three years old, I followed my father to the mine. Because we couldn't dig, we picked up the fallen ones.
I had to run through the entire mine tunnel almost every day to see how much was left. When I had enough strength, I would dig with my father.
We worked day and night, and finally saved up some money, but your mother squandered it all! We can't even afford the nutrient solution to sustain life!
Whenever she was free, no, she was free every day. She never worried about making a living, nor did she care how hard we worked. She just lived in her world, dressed up beautifully, and lived the same life as before.
Every time I came back from mining, I would see her playing with her hands. Those hands were slender, white, and soft, with plump, rounded fingers and nails that were always bright red. They were so beautiful that I envied them so much.
Every time I see her taking care of her hands, I can't help but look at my own. Because of years of mining, my palms are covered with calluses, hand lines, and the gaps between my nails are filled with dust and powder. No matter how I wash, they can't be washed clean, and I feel very inferior.
I immediately had a thought: I must protect her hands, which were the most beautiful thing I had ever seen in my childhood. Later, I worked very hard at mining, and I did it willingly.
Azhi suddenly felt sorry for Bian Qin.
"I tried so hard to keep her, but she still left! Thanks to my father and I's efforts, she got to know your father, a direct descendant of the Ruan family. What a high status he has."
Bian Qin burst into tears. After seeing Azhi, she couldn't help but let it out, as she had been feeling for many years.
"sorry……"
"You really have let me down! I hate your mother for abandoning us, but what makes me hate her even more is that she changed after you were born!
She can wear linen clothes, can wash clothes and cook for you with her own hands, and after she disliked me, she took good care of you, made you laugh, kissed your cheek, and was reluctant to let go even if her arms were sore from hugging you.
She gave all her love to you, so what am I? I was mad with jealousy, and the hatred in my heart tortured me every day. After you accidentally scratched her hand, she didn't care and comforted you instead. I completely exploded.
She doesn't cherish her hands, but I do. If anyone hurts them, I'll take them back double! "
"So you destroyed my hands?" Ah Zhi looked incredulous. She didn't expect Bian Qin's heart to be twisted to this extent, and all this started from their mother.
"That's right! Who told you to hurt her? But I didn't expect the revenge to come so quickly. Your father deliberately attacked me in front of me. I still remember your father's blood splattered all over my body, and no matter how hard I wiped it off, it wouldn't come clean.
It happened to be raining outside, so I rushed out to let the rain wash over me. But when I saw the blood on the ground, and thought about the burden of life falling entirely on me, I suddenly felt breathless. I could no longer control my fear and fled to the mine.
Because this is the place I'm most familiar with. I felt safe hiding in the mine and soon fell asleep. When I opened my eyes, the first thing I saw was my father.
I didn't come home all night, and he was worried about me. Despite his leg injury, he limped to find me. But I was caught in the rain and was confused.
My father carried me, still dazed, on his back and stumbled out. But who could have imagined that the mine tunnel near the exit would suddenly collapse due to heavy rain. To save me, my father endured the pain and ran with me on his back.
It didn't take long before we collapsed to the ground. I was so desperate that I just wanted to die because life was too tiring.
My father did not give up. When he fell down while holding me, he tried to carry me on his back. When carrying me was no longer possible, he knelt down and carried me along. He tried every possible way he could think of. When he was about to get out, the roof of the mine suddenly collapsed above his head.
He used all his strength to throw me out, but he was left there forever. I couldn't bear it anymore and fainted. "Speaking of this, Bian Qin burst into tears. She still couldn't accept that she was the one who killed her father.
Her stubbornness and abnormal mentality pushed her into the abyss again and again.
"You were rescued by your mother. When she learned you were missing, she was very worried and went looking for you with your father, but they were still a step too late."
"But she still acquiesced to your father's actions." Bian Qin wiped her tears and said stubbornly. She seemed to have become the child she was back then.
(End of this chapter)
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