Chapter 197 Desperate Wish



Hinata Hajime is a person who easily overthinks.

He always thinks about trivial things, especially when he is upset, he thinks more.

After recovering his high school memories, he began to think.

What would it be like now if he had not participated in that experiment? What would it be like if he had not been so obsessed with talent, but had entered an ordinary high school, entered an ordinary university, and then became an ordinary worker after graduation?

Kamiya Izuru told him: This is impossible.

Even if there is no Hinata Hajime, there will be others. As long as Hope's Peak Academy is determined, they will always find someone who fits their goal. Super high school level despair is lurking in Hope's Peak Academy, and one day they will launch this feast of despair.

Hinata Hajime was just unlucky. He happened to be in the same class as the Despair Sisters and was chosen as a test subject.

It's not your fault.

"Well, if I hadn't participated in that experiment, there would only be two possibilities. The first is to drop out of school, and the second is to commit suicide like those preparatory subjects." Hinata Hajime laughed at himself, "Even if I entered an ordinary high school, I might die because of the spread of despair."

"After all, I am just an ordinary person with low survival ability. My grades are just a little better."

Kamiya Izuru listened to his voice. He sat there with his long black hair hanging on the ground. The whole spiritual space seemed a little precarious, but it never collapsed.

Because Hinata Hajime is no longer the Hinata Hajime of high school. He has been through too many things and has too many things weighing on his shoulders. So, even if he loses his memory and remembers it again, he will not let himself break down. Even this kind of nagging is to make himself get better as soon as possible.

Hinata Hajime is an adult now.

He had already become an adult who tried to suppress even his sadness.

"I won't comfort you." Kamukura Izuru said coldly.

"Why is that?" Hinata Hajime laughed helplessly, "You should have been very concerned and comforted me about this matter, instead of just saying no coldly."

"I won't comfort you." Kamukura Izuru repeated, "It's sorrow for you, but not for me."

This extremely painful past for Hinata Hajime was the beginning of Kamuzuru Izuru. Although he was born passively, had no emotional past or interests, and could not find the joy of life, he was still born, and then was little by little influenced by Hinata Hajime, attracted by him, and infected by him.

Therefore, Kamizuru did not dislike his birth.

He would not comfort Hinata Hajime because of this.

Kamijou Izuru would not lie, and he would not say to Hinata Souji: I wish I had never been born.

Therefore, he would not comfort Hinata Hajime, and let Hinata Hajime chatter and talk to vent his sorrow and pain.

"What?" Hinata Hajime said with a smile, "Okay, I get it. I won't let you comfort me then."

"If you are sad, just be sad. It's okay to cry or shout." Kamukura Izuru said, "It doesn't matter. I will listen."

I won't comfort you, but I will accompany you in your venting and pain.

Listening to Kamijou Izuru's words, Hinata Hajime lowered his head, and after a moment he opened his eyes and appeared in the spiritual space. Hinata Hajime stared at Kamijou Izuru, and after a moment he reached out and hugged Kamijou Izuru tightly, with his chin resting on Kamijou Izuru's shoulder.

Feeling the body temperature on his body, Kamiya Izuru stretched out his hand and he gently hugged her back.

While hugging, Kamijou Izuru heard Hinata Hajime's subtle voice.

Even if he cries, he won't make too much noise. Even if he is sad, he won't disturb others. Hinata Sou finally shoulders all the burdens and hides his true self completely.

In the real world, Hinata Hajime was lying on the bed, looking like he was asleep, with a tear falling from the corner of his eye as he leaned against the pillow.

At the second-floor window, Shi Shuduoduo sighed, then turned around and sat back on the sofa.

"How is it?" Kusanagi Izumo pointed at Hinata Hajime.

"Looks like he fell asleep." Jutsu Tadoroki leaned back on the sofa. "In short, he doesn't look well."

"You look very sad." Kusanagi Izumo nodded, "But think about it, if I really caused the death of my friend, whether it was unintentional or not, it would be a terrible thing."

Jutsu Tado nodded. "That guy looks gentle and reliable, but he tends to get stuck in a dead end."

"There's nothing we can do about it. He's just that kind of person. That's why everyone likes him."

"By the way, where's Anna?" Jutsuka Tadara looked at Kusanagi Izumo, "It seems Anna didn't catch up just now."

"She was drinking orange juice downstairs. I was worried that she would worry too much about Hinata, so I told her to finish her orange juice first. She can accompany her after Hinata wakes up." Kusanagi Izumo walked to the entrance of the staircase and looked down. "Anna? How is it? Did you finish your orange juice?"

After about a few seconds, Kushina Anna finally walked out from the bar. Just as Kusanagi Izumo was about to go down, his steps paused slightly.

"well?"

Hearing the hesitation in Kusanagi Izumo's voice, Jutsu Tadara stood up in confusion. He followed him to the stairs and saw two strangers.

A man and a woman were standing behind Anna Kushina.

"Thank you for taking care of Anna for us." The woman bowed to them, "But we have to take Anna back."

Kusanagi Izumo and Jutsu Tadara looked at each other, and they both saw the shock in each other's eyes.

They knew these two people, they were the parents of Anna who was killed at that time.

Why are dead people here?

"Wait a minute, you can't take Anna away." Kusanagi Izumo hurried down, "Who are you?"

"Of course we are Anna's parents, how could we be wrong?" The man picked up Anna, "I'm sorry, I know you can't bear to let Anna go, but she is our daughter after all. I think Anna also wants to live with her parents, so we will bring her back to visit us often."

“Anna!”

Anna Kushina looked blankly at her father who was holding her, "Dad, are we leaving?"

"Of course, I can't continue to cause trouble for everyone." The woman said gently: "Everyone has their own life."

“No!” Anna began to struggle. “No, I don’t want to leave everyone!”

"Anna, be obedient and let's go home together."

After hearing Anna's refusal, Izumo Kusanagi hurried forward, snatched Anna from the man's arms, and drove the two of them out of the store.

The couple looked at the store in shock, and then began to accuse.

"You can't take my daughter away!"

"We are her parents and we appreciate you taking care of our daughter, but she must come back to us."

"If you continue like this, we will call the police and ask them to stop your behavior!"

Jushu Tadara opened the door of the bar, then pointed to the east and said casually, "The police station is over there, please call the police as soon as possible. We will be closed this afternoon because we have to go traveling, so we can't wait for you for long."

After saying that, Jushu Duoduoliang directly closed the store door, and the closed sign shook.

Back in the bar, Anna kept looking outside, worry in her red eyes.

"Anna, tell me, where did they come from?" Kusanagi Izumo tried to get the truth from her, "They are not..."

"It's Dad and Mom." Anna lowered her head, a little guilty in her voice, "Slate."

"slate?"

"Just now I had a connection with the stone slab, and it said it could help me realize a wish. I said I hoped my parents could be alive, and then they appeared in front of me, but, but..."

"But you never thought that your resurrected parents would try to take you away from Wuluo and make you choose between Wuluo and them, right?"

Everyone present looked up. On the second floor stairs, Hinata Hajime's hair was a little messy and his clothes didn't look tidy. He was leaning on the railing and yawning, and his voice sounded sleepy.

"Hinata?"

"It's pretty much the same as what I experienced." Hinata Hajime came down from the second floor. "At that time, I also encountered the stone tablet, and the stone tablet told me that it would help me realize a wish. I casually said that I wanted to restore my memory, and then you know, my memory did recover, but it happened to be stuck in a very subtle place."

Hinata Hajime sat on the sofa, "So, this so-called wish fulfillment just makes the wish a mess."

"But why would the slate do this?"

"Because of the Fragment of Despair, it was affected by the Fragment of Despair." Hinata Hajime said: "In fact, this situation is indeed very conducive to the spread of despair."

"Huh?" Kusanagi Izumo frowned, "Will fulfilling a wish spread despair?"

Hinata Sou nodded, "For example, Mr. Kusanagi, if your wish is to open a bar."

“I already own a bar.”

"Izumo, shut up first."

So Izumo Kusanagi shut up.

Hinata Hajime smiled and continued, "If you tell the slate this wish, it will help you realize this wish and help you open a bar. Then you can open the shop happily. However, when you open the shop, you will suddenly find that there are many hooligans in this place who collect protection fees without anyone to supervise them."

"They will steal your sales, break your imported wine, and even force you to mix weird drinks."

Izumo Kusanagi began to frown.

"In this way, wishes will become pressure." Hinata Hajime ruffled Anna's hair, "Just like Anna, she longs for her parents to be alive, but she also likes to be with you, so her parents are resurrected, but they will forcefully take Anna away, making it impossible for Anna and you to be together."

"This kind of pressure and pain will breed despair."

Jutsuka Tadara looked at Hinata Hajime, and after a moment he spoke, "Hinata."

"Um?"

"Aren't you sad?"

"I will still feel sad. I am not an iron man." Hinata Hajime replied weakly, "But I have a way."

Jushu Duoduoliang nodded, "What can we do?"

"I can share this sadness with others." Hinata Sou laughed, "It would be very uncomfortable for a person to have so much sadness, but if I share this sadness with another person, and the two of us share the sadness equally, it seems that it won't be so sad."

“I don’t understand.”

"Haha, it's okay." Hinata Sou breathed out, "Anyway, I guess there will be many more people like this."

"You mean the point where your wish is fulfilled, but the way it is fulfilled is different from what you expected?"

Hinata Sou nodded, "Especially those that are deeply connected to the stone slabs, you can pay more attention to them."

[Are you sad?] After making sure that Jutsuka Tatara and Kusanagi Izumo had heard him, Hinata Hajime asked Kamuzura Izuru in a low voice in his heart.

【A little bit.】

【A little bit?】

[Yes.] Kamuzuru Izuru said calmly, [Because your sadness is just a trivial matter to me.]

Hinata Hajime sighed, "What a low EQ you have. 】

【I just think lying is boring. 】

[You have the talent of a high school psychologist, right? You can clearly read the atmosphere, but you don't want to hide it at all. ]

[It's no use.] Kamizuru said: [There are no secrets between us.]

Listening to Kamuzuru Izuru's words, Hinata Sou closed his eyes and leaned back on the sofa, as if he had collapsed from excessive fatigue.

However, Hinata Hajime suddenly found that he didn't seem to be that sad anymore.

Of course, he is still very sad and regretful about Nanami Chiaki, and feels that if he changes a little bit, maybe he can save his only friend.

He just felt that things were not completely dark, and even though so many things had happened and such a tragic life was not without a future.

After all, he still has the throne to leave.

Isn’t it?


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