Chapter 542 Things are different now
A smile appeared on Li Yue's face.
"Where else do you want to go? What else do you want to eat or do?"
She sat on the steps and reached out to touch her childhood self's head.
Ten-year-old Li Yue's eyes lit up, "Anything is fine?"
"I want that Barbie doll!"
That was her favorite Barbie doll, which had been hanging in the window for a long time.
But her parents didn’t buy it for her.
Mom and Dad said that it was something that my sister, at that age, would play with.
She also said that her current task was to focus on studying and not to pay attention to these trivial things.
Little Li Yue asked cautiously: "But I'm ten years old now, can I still buy that Barbie doll?"
"Mom and Dad said that my main task now is to study hard."
"But I promise that even if I buy a Barbie doll, I will study hard!"
Fearing that his future self would disagree, the ten-year-old Li Yue quickly said that he would still put study first.
Li Yue sighed slightly and touched his childhood self's head.
He held his childhood self's hand again.
She said: "How can a doll affect your studies? Even if your studies are really affected, it is because you have a weak will and you are obsessed with toys."
"How can you push it onto the doll?"
"But I know that you have always been a very sensible person. You will manage your time well, right?"
She understands her childhood self.
No matter how much you like to play, you won't miss out on important things.
Little Li Yue nodded, "Well, I'm not the kind of person who loses his mind over toys, it's just that my parents don't believe me!"
Li Yue smiled faintly, "I believe you."
She knows where the doll she wanted as a child is.
Even though there was a gap of twenty years between them.
She still remembers how to get to buy the doll.
On the way to buy the doll, Li Yue felt more peaceful than ever before.
She recalled her past self and said, "In fact, no one stipulates that a ten-year-old cannot play with a five-year-old's toys."
"It's like you can wear the same clothes you liked when you were 20 when you're 50, as long as you're happy."
"Don't set limits for yourself. Sometimes, what others say is not important, but what you think is important. Don't you agree?"
As they say, people in their thirties shouldn't be on merry-go-rounds, shouldn't be obsessed with love anymore.
Their views are not necessarily wrong.
But my idea is not wrong.
Li Yue walked on the road towards his childhood with a faint smile on his face.
She thought that she could actually go on a merry-go-round.
You can also buy that pink skirt that you haven’t dared to buy for a long time.
When she bought the Barbie doll that ten-year-old Li Yue had wanted so much, she suddenly found that a certain obsession in her heart seemed to have dissipated a little.
It turns out that there is no need to ask for love from others. As long as she loves herself enough, as long as she feels that she is worthy, and as long as she has enough ability to satisfy what she wants, she actually does not need to pin her hopes on others.
Strangely enough, with her by his side, it seemed as if the world no longer needed Mr. and Mrs. Li.
No one has ever asked about the existence of Mr. and Mrs. Li.
She grew up little by little with her past self.
Little by little, he grew from a young child into the person she expected him to be.
When she met her first love again, she looked at the person who only sent good morning and good night messages every day, just smiled coldly, and deleted the contact information with a click of her finger.
When she heard him mention to others that he had given so much for her but she didn't appreciate it at all, and that it turned out that being a bootlicker would not end well, she showed an incredible expression.
She posted the chat records, causing him social demise.
"Others have put in money and effort, and you just type a few words and you call me a bootlicker. Good morning, bro?"
"Am I illiterate? Do I need you to say good morning and good night here every day? Don't I know whether the weather is cold or not? If I have a cold, I need to drink more hot water and take medicine. Do I need you to remind me of such trivial things?"
"I originally thought you were just being perfunctory, but I didn't expect you to be so moved by yourself while being perfunctory. Did you move yourself too much?"
"You actually think you've paid a lot. What? Are your words valuable?"
Li Yue rolled his eyes at this point, "Also, when chasing a girl, you should not only look at her appearance, but also your own appearance!"
After cursing that Good Morning Brother, Li Yue felt that he might have been blind before.
For such a person, I was actually moved by his efforts in typing.
She was so lacking in love that she now felt like she was under a spell.
Good morning, brother, I was so angry at her taunts that I almost had a heart attack.
When other girls ate the melon, their eyes widened even more.
"Hey, good morning brother, this good morning and good night are still sent to the group, and the confession is also sent to the group, it depends on who takes the bait, right?"
"Oh my god, I've finally opened my eyes. Even if you don't have a mirror at home, you still have urine, right? Can't you just look at your face? You look like a water ghost and you want to be a sea king. Is your urine dull?"
"It may not only be dull, but also have a bit of a head-changing effect. Otherwise, where does he get the confidence to chase after such a beautiful woman? Or is he using the kind of method that no dog would want to pay attention to?"
"So the beautiful lady deleted him. It's hilarious. She's not blind."
After hearing this, Li Yue lowered his head in shame.
She really let down her sisters' trust. She was so blind in the past.
Good morning, I originally wanted to retort a few words, isn’t my own time also time?
Even if I am just typing, I have invested time in it. How can it be just a matter of typing?
It turns out that these people are just vain!
However, one tongue is no match for a dozen mouths.
They were talking one after another, squeezing him so hard that he didn't even have a chance to speak.
Good morning brother could only flee in panic, unable to explain himself.
When he met his second and third ex-partners again, Li Yue's eyes were filled with deep doubts.
Well, it's not that she has been living in the memory of being abandoned before, and has been brooding over the fact that she was abandoned before, so she has a prejudice against these two people.
But she just didn't understand why she liked such a person.
Of those two, one has no empathy and can't love at all.
The other one will always only weigh the pros and cons, and when encountering problems, he will never learn to communicate and will only escape.
What exactly does she like about these two people?
She really couldn't figure it out!
As for the fourth one——
Li Yue sighed and said to himself in this time and space: "I may have to leave. I have to solve my own problems."
She also knew in her heart that it was impossible for her to stay in this time and space forever.
Even if it is a parallel world, one day I will have to go back.
"Um."
The self in the parallel world looked at her and smiled faintly.
"I believe you will do everything well."
She did not show any sadness, but her eyes were very peaceful.
Li Yue reached out and pinched the face of his own parallel universe.
"Why didn't you try to stop me from leaving, or even cry when I left?"
She in the parallel universe actually smiled.
"Because the first day I met you, I knew you would leave me. You forgot that you told me before that life is a long journey."
“People come and go all the time on the road. You should allow for people to leave along the way, and also allow for new people to walk with you at the next intersection. Even if you don’t meet them, it’s okay to enjoy the beautiful scenery on the road alone.”
"Your life should be in your own hands."
"You taught me all this, and I remember it all. So now I'm not afraid of anyone saying goodbye to me halfway."
Li Yue in the parallel world smiled with his eyebrows curved and his eyes were like a crescent moon.
Li Yue's expression also became much more relaxed.
She really didn't know that she was the one saving the past Li Yue.
It is still the past Li Yue who is saving himself.
Li Yue in the parallel world just looked at her and waved to her with a smile, "Bye, I believe you will handle everything. I also believe that we will meet again in the future."
Li Yue smiled and nodded, "Well, we will meet again."
She also really needed to give herself an explanation.
When this voice rang out from the bottom of my heart, it was raining outside.
Li Yue opened his eyes, everything was back to normal, so peaceful as if nothing had happened.
But she was very clear that many things were starting to be different from today.