Chapter 78 It’s been ten years, it’s time to let myself go
[So this sister is not a jinx, someone is always protecting her from behind! ]
Huo Ning hummed lightly and looked at July.
"Yes, someone does protect her."
She looked at July and smiled. "You already know that, right?"
July's eyes were sad and hot, and his usually calm face seemed to have a hint of cracks.
She raised her head and met Huo Ning's gaze, her voice choking a little, "Is it him?"
Huo Ning sighed, "Yes."
Qiyue wiped away the tears that were about to fall from her eyes, gathered her emotions, and smiled, "I'm glad it's him."
[Ahhhh! I beg you to stop playing tricks on me. Please tell me, who is it? Who is it? 】
[Is it your first love? Or your distant friend? ]
[No, you know how much harm it causes to us, the audience, if we don’t speak directly!]
[Host, feed the melon into my mouth right now, don’t make me beg you! ]
[Wuwuwu, please, please don’t share the gossip with me, or I’ll die! My life can’t be separated from eating gossip! 】
July looked at the bracelet on her hand that had turned white, her eyes sore and confused.
She looked at Huo Ning for a long time, and finally asked the question she had always wanted to ask. "Does following me all the time have any negative effects on him?"
Huo Ning did not answer her question first, but asked: "When did you find him?"
July lowered her head, a smile crossed her lips, but her eyes were fierce.
"About a month ago."
"A month ago, someone in our building was drinking and making a lot of noise late at night. I woke up and couldn't fall asleep. But I had to go to work the next day. I was very irritable and wanted to rush out to let them quiet down for a while."
"But just as I sat up from the bed, I saw a white figure floating out of my room."
Not long after the figure floated away, everything became quiet there.
In July, I didn’t think much about it and just covered myself with the quilt and prepared to go to bed.
"I was half asleep and half awake when I saw the white figure come back and lie down next to me."
"Logically, I should have been very scared, but I actually felt a sense of relief."
"That night, I dreamed of him again. I must have been crying the whole time. When I woke up the next morning, I found my pillow was wet. But that night, I actually felt like someone was holding me and trying clumsily to persuade me not to cry..."
July's eyes were red.
She wanted to force the hot tears back into her eyes, but after trying hard, she found that she failed.
Tears fell from her eyes. July wiped them away and smiled at Huo Ning.
"After so many years, I can hardly remember what he looked like. I didn't see his face clearly that night, I just saw a rough outline, but there was a voice in my heart telling me that it was him!"
As July spoke, her voice became choked and hoarse, and her crying gradually broke down.
"But why doesn't he talk to me?"
"Is he blaming me?"
"He must be blaming me..."
Huo Ning sighed. When she saw the anxious voice behind July, her eyes couldn't help but look a little melancholy.
After thinking for a while, Huo Ning looked behind Qiyue and said, "Qi Yue, what do you think?"
July raised her head suddenly, her eyes still red, but she looked at Huo Ning with hope.
"Master Huo, Qi Yue is here, right?"
"I want to see him. Please let me see him."
While wiping away her tears, she rewarded Huo Ning with several tiaras and bridal robes.
"Master Huo, please let me see him. I really miss him so much."
Huo Ning's eyes were complicated, but he nodded in the end, chanted a string of spells that no one could understand, and his fingertips flew, and a golden light leaped out from the screen.
Falling behind July.
July turned his head, and for a moment there seemed to be no sound in his ears, only the faint sound of the wind.
The eighteen-year-old boy in a white shirt, with black hair and bright eyes, just caught her eye.
The look in his eyes when he looked at July was full of love and heartache.
"Leap!"
July called his name tremblingly, and threw herself into his arms with red eyes, wanting to hug the person she finally saw after ten years.
But she just hugged a breeze.
July's eyes were confused. She stood there motionless, staring at her toes in a daze.
Qi Yue will always live in her memory. He is the boy wearing a white shirt and playing the guitar under the banyan tree. He is the most handsome boy in her memory.
His eyes were as clear as ever.
As she grew older, her eyes began to show some of the fatigue of an adult.
In ten years, memories have become more distant and vague bit by bit.
In fact, July could hardly remember what Qi Yue looked like. She only remembered that when she was eighteen years old, she waded through the stream and the peach forest with him.
She remembered what it felt like to cleanse her face with a handful of stream water on a summer day.
I remember the rich peach fragrance in the peach grove.
I just don't quite remember what it looked like.
But as soon as Qi Yue appeared, those vague and distant memories came flooding back like fragments.
Putting them together, it is the youth that she said was far away and yet never far away.
Qi Yue looked at her at a loss.
He wanted to reach out and wipe the tears from her face like he used to.
But he didn't know what he was thinking about. He stretched out his hand halfway and then slowly put it down, his eyes becoming lost and sad.
"Yueyue..."
Qi Yue wanted to comfort her, but he didn't know where to start. In the end, he just looked at her with eyes full of heartache, "Yueyue, it's been ten years. It's time for you to move on from the past and live your own life."
July looked at him with red eyes.
"Quick, I can't get out."
She can go on blind dates as her parents expect.
She can also act like nothing happened and establish a relationship with the blind date soon after she feels that things are about right.
But when they tried to hold her hand, she would subconsciously avoid it.
She knew that ever since Qi Yue left, she seemed unable to fall in love with anyone.
She choked up and said, "Qi Yue, I'm sorry..."
These years, July consciously avoided thinking about Qi Yue, but whenever she dreamed of him, she would cry until her pillow was wet.
Her eyes were blurred with tears and she looked at Qi Yue in a daze, with many things she wanted to say to him.
But once the words came out of my mouth, all that remained was "I'm sorry."
"sorry……"
July closed his eyes in pain, his heart aching as if it were being cut by a blunt knife.
But what’s the use of saying sorry?
If she said sorry, would she be able to come back in a hurry?
Qi Yue, he can't come back!
Qi Yue's eyes were filled with distress and he wanted to reach out and hug her, but he was just a spirit now.
A smile appeared on his handsome face. His spirit was cold, but his voice was warm. "Yueyue, it's been ten years. You should let yourself go."