She wore a cheongsam, revealing her fair skin and delicate bones.
A woman of unparalleled beauty, whose youthful charm captivated all.
My name is Lin Qingyi, and my life can be divided into three stages.
The northern border of the capital city marks the beginning of a nightmare.
An absurd encounter led me to be pushed into an endless abyss by a demon who desired my body but was even more morbidly interested in possessing my heart.
I come from humble beginnings, yet I possess a heart as pure as ice and snow, and my pride remains undiminished. I could never be moved by someone as twisted and morbid as him.
He imprisoned me, tortured me, and even inflicted upon me humiliations that were more unbearable than defilement.
He left his disgusting face on my heart and back, a mark I will never be able to erase.
At that moment, I burst into tears.
But I know that his torment of me will not end there. It is a medical reagent that can save lives, but he makes it to satisfy his morbid desire for conquest.
Even if it meant death, I refused to submit to him. So I used all my strength to escape by trickery, thinking I had left that demon in that fire forever.
But I have no heart to think about his affairs anymore. What breaks me is that the marks that devil left on me are truly indelible.
I even resorted to shaving my flesh with a knife, enduring the pain of having my skin peeled and bones crushed, but there was nothing I could do about it.
When I was on the verge of collapse and attempted suicide by overdose, that figure entered my life's trajectory without warning.
A chance encounter in Yancheng led to a lifetime of redemption.
When I opened my eyes, I thought I was dead. Looking at the figure in front of me, I was amazed at how good-looking God was.
But the pungent smell of disinfectant in the hospital and the frantic checks by the medical staff made me realize that I had been saved and that I hadn't died.
My first reaction was anger.
I don't want to live on in this filthy body. Birth is not my choice, but death is my right. The people in front of me are meddling in my affairs.
Or perhaps he had ulterior motives, whether he was attracted to my appearance that many people admire or wanted to extract other value from me.
The thought that the person in front of me might learn about the unsightly marks on my body filled me with endless misanthropy and helplessness.
I was born into a family of doctors raised by the upper class in Suzhou. My family background is hard to trace. I attempted suicide several times in the hospital, and he brought me back to Harbin.
Ice City is a city covered in ice and snow, especially in winter when heavy snow falls, creating an endless expanse of white that is pure and pristine, with a calming and soothing effect.
His powerful illusions can even soothe the turbulent waves in one's heart.
In the freezing cold, I encountered him, a godlike figure, and I finally regained my will to live.
He saved me, without forcing me or even asking for anything in return, yet I developed a strong interest in him.
I don't understand how a fourteen or fifteen-year-old boy could have such profound eyes and a transcendent temperament.
I tried to get to know him and communicate with him. The more I got to know him, the more I felt that he had a mysterious and unfathomable magic about him.
I asked him why he saved me, and he said that life is precious, everyone has value, and even for him, living is a luxury.
I could tell; he was in poor health and his life was hanging by a thread.
I don't know why, but when I saw him calmly say that he was going to die soon, and a hint of loneliness in his eyes, my heart trembled violently.
I want to save him.
As I took his pulse, a chill ran down my spine. He had a large medical team around him, but I knew his body had developed a resistance to those potent modern medical drugs.
If this trend continues, he might not even live to be sixteen.
I hesitated for a moment, but still told him the whole diagnosis. He was very calm and showed no surprise at his condition.
I couldn't help but wonder, he seemed like someone who took everything lightly, so why did he look so forlorn when talking about how he might not have much time left to live?
That must have been the deepest obsession hidden in his heart.
I did my best to treat him, and as I came into more and more contact with him, his image was completely planted in my heart.
I not only became his personal doctor, but also started to offer him advice and help him deal with various problems.
Besides Lu Zhufeng, he was his most capable assistant and... friend.
Because I gradually came to understand the source of his obsession: he had someone in his heart, and he was waiting for that person to return.
He pulled me out of the darkness, and there was also someone who gave him boundless light.
Until he left Harbin, I followed him to the capital and met the person he held in his heart.
She also saw a different side of him than before. This man, who was so aloof, noble, and otherworldly, would softly call her "sister," snuggle into her arms, and act coquettishly, his eyes full of dependence and affection.
That side of him was something I had never seen before.
To be honest, seeing that scene made my heart ache.
Actually... I also hope that the person he cherishes so much... is me.
But covered in mud, how could I possibly mislead anyone?
I don't have Sister Chu's ability to take everything for him, nor can I snatch him from the clutches of death.
They were even less willing to be the third party who interfered in their beautiful relationship.
I'm content just to see him from afar.
I thought life would continue like this, but I never expected that neither the great fire back then nor his personal intervention in the Frozen Ghost Realm could solve that demon.
I was taken away by that devil once again. He took me back to the northern border of the capital where we first met, to that dark and gloomy old Black Mountain.
He tormented me day and night like a madman. The nightmare-like darkness from many years ago enveloped me again. My heart was burning, and I even thought about ending it all.
Those who have seen the light, even if they fall back into the abyss, still retain warmth in their hearts.
Whenever my tongue touches the tip of my teeth, deep down, there's always a lingering thought—
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